Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 43
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God’s golden DreamsOne by one
Have entered into my heart’s
Aspiration-cry.
4202
Even the cosmic godsAre justly accused
Of envying the great awakening
Of superlative seekers.
4203
When are you goingTo see and feel
That your vital-tiger
Has completely devoured
Your heart-lamb?
4204
My only capacity:My Lord’s constant
Compassion-Receptivity.
4205
When are you going to stopExisting like a useless human being?
When are you going to start
Living like a saint?
4206
God the CompassionAlways comes before
God the Love.
This is my unmistakable realisation.
4207
I want to liveInside the rapture-palace
Of your heart
And not
Inside the torture-chamber
Of your mind.
4208
I seem to rememberThat I was once
A most favourite instrument
Of God.
Alas, those golden days
Are no more in my possession!
4209
Far beyond my “Yes” and “No”Is God’s
Infinite Forgiveness-Light
For me.
4210
What is faith?Faith is obedience.
And what is obedience?
Obedience is
Conscious oneness-recognition
Of one’s highest height.
4211
My heartIs a Heaven-blessed dream
And an earth-born reality.
4212
If you pray for others,God will definitely ask you
To claim His Infinity’s Love
As your very own.
4213
Nothing can you call your own,For you have not become one,
Lovingly one,
Inseparably one,
With the Owner of everything.
4214
Do you knowWhat my soul does?
My soul laughs and laughs
When I think ignorance-night
Is going to devour me.
4215
O eye of my soul,Do help me
To be as wide awake
As you are
All the time.
4216
We can never loveGod the Compassion
And God the Forgiveness
To excess.
4217
Where will I ever findA true friend
Who will help me
In awakening my aspiration-sun
Inside my heart’s sky?
4218
There is no turning backOnce you accept God
For God-Satisfaction’s sake
And earth for God-Compassion’s sake.
4219
My Beloved SupremeOffered me His All.
Alas, I foolishly declined it.
Now I have become a perfect stranger
Even to myself.
4220
Something that moneyCan never buy:
God’s Satisfaction-Smile.
4221
The human mindKnows doubt as a destination.
But this destination
Is nothing but confusion
Mixed with illusion!
4222
A wise seekerHas a special kind of fear —
He is afraid of losing God.
Therefore
He does not do anything
Undivine.
4223
His identity he will revealNot through the power
Of his mouth
But through the light
Of his heart.
4224
You have recognised many thingsIn life,
But one thing
You have yet to recognise:
That you have betrayed yourself.
4225
You do not pray,You do not meditate
Regularly.
How can you then expect
Your heart’s telephone line
To God’s Heart
To work?
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Unless you have a purity-lifeAnd a sincerity-heart,
God will not keep you
On His Attendance List.
4227
If you gaze and gazeDown the road of nostalgia-pleasure,
You will arrive at nothing.
4228
A doubting mindAnd a strangling vital
Are two cunning agents
Of the dark forces in your life.
4229
God is always anxiousTo measure
Your self-transcendence-steps.
4230
One noble thoughtCan certainly conquer
The powerful strength
Of insecurity.
4231
AlwaysIt takes time,
Energy
And practice
To become a very special truth-seeker
And God-lover.
4232
Your implicit faith in GodIs God’s Satisfaction-Smile
In His Perfection-Vision-Reality.
4233
If you do not compelYour doubting mind
To starve to death,
How can you ever be happy?
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I shall keep my Beloved SupremeUnconditionally happy
Inside my heart’s aspiration-flames.
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My aspiration-heartLongs to be one with God’s creation
As a new friend,
An illumining brother
And a fulfilling soul.
4236
As tomorrow and neverAre two neighbours,
Even so,
Now and forever
Are two neighbours.
4237
If you do not forceYour doubts to retreat,
You will be forced
Not only to minimise
But also to diminish
Your heart’s receptivity.
4238
He has goneBeyond, beyond, beyond
Virtue and vice.
Therefore
He has mastered the capacity
To leap over his ego’s hurdles.
4239
From the heartOf his sweet sorrows
He is receiving
Nectar-peace.
4240
The wise man’sFaithful and fulfilling friend
Is his own self-giving life.
4241
His heart of devotionAnd his life of surrender
Every day are accustomed
To running together
Towards their supreme destination.
4242
Alas,In spite of my heart’s pitiful cry,
I find my life
In a dizzy whirlpool of despair.
4243
Your attachment to pleasure-lifeIs the cause of your losing
All your inner power of delight.
4244
A true God-lover’s mindMust always learn
The language of his soul’s
Silence-joy.
4245
You have become blindBy your mental reasoning.
You have become lame
By not fulfilling
Your psychic awakening.
4246
Even when your mindIs only a little hungry,
You die to feed your mind.
But when your heart
Is literally starving,
You have no time
And no willingness
To feed your heart.
4247
His heart’s aspiration-criesAre private matters
Between him and his Lord Supreme.
4248
I am going to touch your feet,Not because
You have done something very great,
But because
I see you clearly
Touching my Lord’s Feet
Every day.
4249
You do not have to walkDown your mind’s anxiety-alley.
You can easily walk along
Your heart’s sunlit road.
4250
Try to fool your jealousy-feelingsBy pretending every day
To be a oneness-heart.
I tell you,
A day will come
When you will be freed
From your jealousy’s division-world.
4251
Every day try to practiseYour heart’s gratitude-lesson
To lessen God’s Burden.
4252
Your mind should feel sorryFor its over-population
And your heart should feel sorry
For its under-population.
4253
I may not know many things,But of one thing
I am absolutely certain:
God will someday give me the capacity
To end my desire-game.
4254
I feel sorryThat you have been bitten
So mercilessly
By the temptation-snake.
But I tell you,
Your heart’s illumination-sun
Will someday cure you.
4255
He who is conqueredBy desire
Is immediately invited
By the temptation-life
Of hell.
4256
Unless you haveFierce determination-fire
Inside you,
Your mind’s confusion
Will not be able to arrive
At any solution.
4257
Unless you have the authorityTo command your mind,
How are you going
To expand your heart?
4258
I admireYour untiring progress-march.
I love
God’s Satisfaction-Delight
In the heart of your perfection-journey.
4259
You must always keepA discriminating eye
On your mind’s thought-door.
4260
I want to celebrateGod’s Victory-Day.
My Lord wants to celebrate
My life’s surrender-day.
4261
Your mental lifeIs blundering.
Your vital life
Is thundering.
Your psychic life
Is crying.
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Where will it take you,Your sincerity-life?
You want to know.
It will not only take you
To God’s Palace,
But also place you
Inside His Satisfaction-Heart.
4263
A doubtful mindAnd a fearful heart
Are two danger signs.
Do not disregard
These two danger signs
In life.
4264
Have no compassionFor ugly thought-flies.
As soon as you see them
Nearing you,
Brush them away!
4265
Your mind’s criticism-crimesHave removed
Beauty’s rainbow-dawn
From your heart.
4266
Why suffer?Can you not ask God
To grant you His Oneness-Delight?
I tell you,
He is all ready!
4267
My faith in GodHas enormously helped me
To terminate my close relationship
With insecurity.
4268
The dawn of my new lifeIs helping me
To climb over
My unknown fear-mountain.
4269
The day I surrenderedMy life’s division-ego-mind
To God’s Compassion-Eye,
I became a passenger
In God’s fast-sailing
Satisfaction-Boat.
4270
DoWhat makes you happy.
Become
What makes God happy.
4271
Not only things humanBut also things divine
Lose their fruitfulness
If they are not used.
4272
To surrender to GodIs to hear God
Practising His Vision-Melody
In your aspiration-heart.
4273
Bring your contradiction-mindOnly to God,
For He alone has the capacity
To grant you an illumination-mind
The way He has already given you
An illumination-soul.
4274
My faith and I have decidedTo inspire my doubt
To commit suicide
To lessen the world’s confusion.
4275
I have two new desires:One is to serve
Divinity in humanity,
And the other is to love
Humanity in divinity.
4276
In the garden of my heart’s gratitude,God is performing His supreme Role
Of watching me, loving me
And liberating me from ignorance-dream.
4277
I am learning something importantAbout humility:
Humility is man’s conscious
Divinity-oneness
With God’s entire creation.
4278
You must break the chainsOf your old thoughts
If you want your heart to reach out
And touch the Satisfaction-Tree
Of God’s Life.
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Gladness tells meThat time is faster
Than the fastest consciousness-plane.
Sadness tells me
That time is slower
Than the slowest inconscience-snake.
4280
The seeker’s aspiration-flamesAre bound to arise, shine
And touch the Saviour’s
Salvation-Feet.
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God gave you the mindTo transcend itself
And not to engage in
A completely complicated analysis.
4282
He has kept a truth-protecting guardOn his mind’s
Deplorably stupid carelessness.
4283
What I needIs an inspiration-voice
To call me back
To my aspiration-life.
4284
What is integrityIf not the flowering
Of the soul’s beauty
In the entire being?
4285
You must not waste your timeIn weakling hopes of happiness
Any more.
Always look for powerful hopes
And happiness will be all yours.
4286
God does not mindWhen you spy on Him,
But He does mind
When you spy on any creation-life
Of His.
4287
He has thrown openHis hope-door
And compelled
His failure-life
To fall into
A deep oblivion-chasm.
4288
The lovers of Infinity and EternityAre always instructed
By their inner teacher:
Faith.
4289
This unaspiring bodyIs weighing down my poor soul
Far beyond my imagination.
4290
Your delinquent desiresHave unfortunately created
False confidence in you.
4291
To distrust others at every momentIs no inconsequential inner crime.
Indeed, it is a very serious crime!
4292
Don’t hide your doubts.Illumine them for the benefit of the world.
The world will not only
Admire your mind
But also love your heart.
4293
The agony of uncertaintyIs apt to frustrate
All human beings,
Either in the spiritual life
Or in the ordinary life.
4294
For a human mindTo live inside a chaos-cave
Is not an unusual experience.
4295
The clever mindObserves.
The pure heart
Serves.
4296
Unless you realiseThat your earth-bound mind
Is not competent to realise God,
You will not become
A most intimate friend
Of your heart.
4297
Mental developmentsQuite often prove to have
Very shallow and shabby foundations.
4298
If you are starvingFor God,
How can the world’s gossip-food
Ever satisfy you?
4299
Your thirsty expectationsAre all ruined
Because your vital
Is a wall of stubbornness.
4300
My Lord,When You forgive me,
What happens, You know:
I not only feel Your Heartbeat
Inside my heart,
But I also feel
That Your Compassion-Universe
Is my salvation-universe.