Command from God the Justice, Whisper from God the Compassion
1.
God the Justice commanded:"Wake up!"
God the Compassion whispers:
"Wake up.
Stand up.
Walk.
March.
Run
And sprint and sprint!"
2.
Self-enjoyerI was.
Self-giver
I am.
3.
Desire-beggarI was.
Aspiration-lover
I am.
4.
Ingratitude-darkness-nightI was.
Gratitude-light-delight
I am.
5.
The mind-patientI was.
The mind-doctor
I am.
6.
Newness-curiosityI was.
Fulness-necessity
I am.
7.
Desire-thornPunctured me.
Aspiration-rose
Nurtures me.
8.
Desire-mind-hunger-frustrationI was.
Aspiration-heart-feast-illumination
I am.
9.
My heavy pastI unhappily and unwillingly buried.
My light present
I lovingly and cheerfully carry.
10.
Self-delusionWas my mind's sole occupation.
Self-investigation
Is my mind's sole occupation.
11.
The mind'sSeparation-destruction-dream
I was.
The heart's
Oneness-fulness-reality
I am.
12.
Hesitation-mind'sSlowness-uselessness
I was.
Readiness-heart's
Willingness-self-givingness
I am.
13.
YesterdayI asked God
Who I was to Him.
Today
I am asking God
How I can please Him.
14.
YesterdayThe Greatness-God
Frightened my mind.
Today
The Goodness-God
Enlightens my heart.
15.
YesterdayGod asked me
To be His one-pointed listener.
Today
God is asking me
To be His one-pointed coordinator.
16.
YesterdayI thought
I could confuse God
Easily.
Today
I think
I will be able to amuse God
Self-givingly.
17.
YesterdayMy loudest mind-drum
I was.
Today
My sweetest heart-flute
I am.
18.
YesterdayI was
My impure ego-enjoyment.
Today
I am
My pure oneness-fulfilment.
19.
YesterdayI prayerfully thanked God
For allowing me to watch
His Cosmic Game.
Today
I am tearfully, gratefully
And self-givingly thanking God
For allowing me to participate
In His Cosmic Game.
20.
YesterdayGod belonged
To my streaming
Heart-tears.
Today
I belong
To God's ever-brightening
Heart-Smiles.
21.
YesterdayI thought
That God created my enemy
To humiliate and destroy me.
Today
I clearly see
And strongly feel
That God created my enemies
To warn and perfect me.
22.
YesterdayMy aspiration was enough
To please God.
Today
Even my realisation
Is not enough to please God.
Today
I will be able to please Him
Only if I can manifest Him.
23.
YesterdayMy mind deeply enjoyed
World-confusion-chaos.
Today
My mind enjoys
God's Vision-blossoming Cosmos.
24.
YesterdayGod drastically forced me
To give Him my secret mind.
Today
God is blessingfully asking me
To offer Him my sacred heart.
25.
YesterdayI was my impurity's
Audacity-mind.
Today
I am my divinity's
Immortality-heart.
26.
YesterdayI did not have a moment
For God-adoration.
Today
I have no moment
For God-dissatisfaction.
27.
YesterdayI magnified
My self-examination-life.
Today
God is magnifying
My self-dedication-life.
28.
YesterdayGod took His
Compassion-Step.
Today
I take
My surrender-step.
29.
YesterdayI invoked God
To devour my mind's
Bitterness-frown.
Today
I invoke God
To feed my heart's
Climbing flames.
30.
YesterdayGod's Compassion
Fed my heart.
Today
My gratitude
Is feeding God's Eye.
31.
YesterdayUnwillingness-mind and I
Travelled together.
Today
Willingness-heart and I
Are dreaming together,
Are running together,
Are swimming together
And are flying together.
32.
YesterdayMy mind killed
My heart-fragrance.
Today
My soul revives
My heart-fragrance.
33.
YesterdayGod melted
My dissatisfaction-mind.
Today
I melt
God's Compassion-Heart.
34.
YesterdayI was in the mind.
Therefore, God's Face
I saw
Nowhere.
Today
I am in my heart.
Therefore, God's Heart
I see,
I feel
And
I distribute
Everywhere.
35.
YesterdayI never thought
That God would
Appoint me.
Today
I never think
That God will ever
Disappoint me.
36.
YesterdayGod's Compassion invited me
To be a passenger
In His Dream-Boat.
Today
God's Satisfaction
Is beckoning me
From His Reality-Shore.
37.
YesterdayGod whispered to my mind
His Compassion-Message-Light.
Today
I am whispering to God
My gratitude-message-delight.
38.
YesterdayGod examined my mind
To see its sincerity.
Today
God examines my heart
To treasure its divinity.
39.
PossessorOf a dissatisfaction-mind
I was.
Sharer
Of a dedication-life
I am.
40.
God took careOf my incapacity.
I look after
God's Necessity.
41.
Furious I wasWhen I thought
That God was neglecting me.
Curious God is
To see if I am joining
My volcano-eyes.
42.
Prayer-cries purifiedMy mind.
Meditation-smiles electrify
My heart.
43.
Humanity's applause-beggarI was.
Divinity's self-giver
I am.
44.
My sound-teacher gave meWorld-destruction-lessons.
My silence-teacher gives me
Life-transformation
And
World-perfection-lessons.
45.
With disobedience and unwillingnessI jumped up and down.
With readiness and willingness
I sing and sing along the way
And at the destination as well.
46.
Spirituality-bankruptYour inner heart was.
Spirituality-orphan
Your outer world is.
47.
Just yesterdaySpirituality-infancy-heart
You were.
Today
Spirituality-adolescence-life
You are.
48.
One-sided truthMy mind and vital enjoyed.
The complete truth
My soul and my heart enjoy.
49.
I drowned my undivine thoughtsIn a sea of light-delight.
I fly my divine will
In the sky of silence-freedom.
50.
I wanted moreTo satisfy my outer
Desire-life.
I need less
To satisfy my inner
Aspiration-heart.
51.
All I wantedWas
Freedom-autocracy.
All I need
Is
Peace-ecstasy.
52.
I desired to be headOf God's new creation.
I aspire to be a oneness-heart
Of God's old and eternal creation.