Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 10
901. The real in me
Purity awakens the real in me:Oneness.
Humility strengthens the real in me:
Perfection.
Gratitude enlightens the real in me:
Satisfaction.
902. The heart-land
Now that I haveBecome an explorer,
I shall explore
A new land:
The heart-land.
903. Your right of self-encouragement
My Lord Supreme,I need self-newness.
How can I have it?
“My child,
You can have self-newness
Only by exercising your right
Of self-encouragement.”
904. The defeat of my life
There is a defeatThat is more glorious
Than victory,
And that defeat
Is the defeat
Of my entire life
By Truth.
905. Since you do not play
Since you do not playThe foul game
Of blind negatives,
Yours will be the Consciousness-delight,
Here, there and
All-where.
906. Something exists above
Something exists aboveOur usual desire-life,
And that something
Is our aspiration-life.
Something exists far above
Our rare aspiration-life,
And that something
Is our realisation-goal.
907. What I shall have
Today what I haveIs a tiny aspiration-seed.
Tomorrow what I shall have
Is a powerfully developed realisation-blossom.
908. My aspiration-heart tells me
My confusion-mind tells meThat life is nothing
But a dreadful nightmare.
My aspiration-heart tells me
That life can be
A lovely dream.
Why not let me give a chance
To my self-giving heart?
909. My soul has already become
My mind does not knowWhat it must know.
My heart knows
What it must know:
The beauty of gratitude-flames.
My soul not only knows
What it must know,
But it has already become
Satisfaction-sun.
910. A God-Smile
As a vigorous shakeCan awaken a sleeping man,
Even so, a God-Smile
Can inspire an unaspiring seeker.
911. The happy result
Unreservedly strengthen the part of youThat wants God’s Love
Above everything else,
And soulfully see
The happy result.
912. My supreme realisation
Darkness is light:This is my human realisation.
Light is for darkness:
This is my divine realisation.
Darkness is for light:
This is my supreme realisation.
913. Helpless and senseless
Lord, is it becauseI am helpless
That I am senseless?
Or is it because
I am senseless
That I am helpless?
“No, no, you are helpless because
You do not cry,
Cry for Light.
You are senseless because
You do not need Light.”
914. God sees me differently
God sees meIn a totally different way
Than the way I see myself.
He sees me
As another God.
915. Because God loves me more
Precisely becauseGod loves me infinitely more
Than I love myself,
God cannot afford to be
As careless with my life
As I am.
916. If we can raise ourselves
On earthIf we can raise ourselves,
In Heaven
We shall rise
With the cosmic gods.
917. Man loves his confusion-fog
Alas, man lovesHis confusion-fog
More than he loves
His sure capacity,
Which can easily illumine
His confusion-fog.
918. Your foolish mind
No wonder you have failedIn the battlefield of life!
You have failed because
Your foolish mind
Is full of frail opinions.
919. Pains follow us
Pains, physical or otherwise,Follow us into tomorrow
Because we do not cancel them today
With our soul-power.
920. You must listen
My Lord says to me:“My child, since you cannot see
The things I can see,
You must needs listen to Me,
Although you fail to understand.”
921. Wisdom-light dawned on me
Wisdom-light dawned on meThe day I recommended the Truth
To my own little
Receptivity-self.
922. The answer
Wait and see.The temporary emptiness
Of not discovering
The answers of life
Cannot last,
For the Answer itself
Is blossoming
Petal by petal
For you.
923. Self-glory
Self-glory:What is it
If not deceitful?
Self-discovery:
What is it
If not fruitful?
924. If you have the courage
If you have the sincere courageTo declare that you are
Totally lost,
Then God has the unreserved Compassion
To show you the way
To the Satisfaction-Goal.
925. When you are liberated
When you are liberatedFrom the attraction-vital
And the repulsion-mind,
You will be able to enjoy
A perfection-life
And
A satisfaction-heart.
926. Mine are the eyes
Self-exploitation,Mine are the eyes
That dislike you.
Self-deception,
Mine is the heart
That hates you.
927. Let me follow my heart
O world,I know not why
My heart does not want
To go the way you want to go.
Let me at least
Follow my heart
For a while.
928. When I pray to the false god
When I prayTo the false god,
My praying is not enough.
I have to run towards him.
When I pray
To the real God,
He immediately runs towards me.
929. If you long for peace
In your outer lifeIf you long for peace,
Then in your inner life
You must become energy-action.
930. Beyond the inner barriers
Are you awareOf your inner barriers?
If so, fear not,
For your awareness itself
Will carry you beyond
All the inner barriers.
931. If God and Truth communicate
If God and Truth can communicateIn perfect silence,
Then what is wrong with me?
I must try and succeed
In joining them.
932. Counterfeit victory
You must decideWhether you want
An uncompromising victory over falsehood
Or the counterfeit version of victory:
Truce.
933. Remain unseen
Remain unseen,Remain unapplauded.
Faster than the fastest
You alone, and nobody else,
Will be able to run.
934. Two enemies have left me
You are asking me,Why am I so happy?
I am happy because
At long last
My two unparalleled enemies,
Submission-life and domination-vital,
Have left me.
935. I am not needed
I am not neededTo say the right thing.
I am only required
To be the right thing.
936. You will hurt yourself
I tell you,You will hit and hurt yourself
If you fail to learn
How to bend.
937. Divinity fails to hide
Divinity fails to hideWhen generosity shines in the heart,
Sincerity shines in the mind
And
Purity shines in the vital.
938. Truth is paralysing
Truth is paralysingYour insincerity-smile.
You are paralysing
The perfection-beauty of Truth.
939. Old God, new God
The old GodTaught me how to fight
Against ignorance-night.
The new God
Is teaching me how to surrender
To His Vision-Light.
940. Those who are always late
Those who are always lateWill never have
Teeming aspiration-flames
To win the satisfaction-smile
Of the inner sun.
941. Each heart is the beauty
Each heart is the beautyOf a God-dreamer.
Each life is the delight
Of a God-lover.
942. Three tear-drops
The doubt-beast left meThe moment God discovered
At His Feet
Three tear-drops
Of my heart.
943. Special attention
Because I receiveSpecial attention from You,
My Lord,
Everybody is jealous of me.
Because You bless me,
My Lord,
With Your special Love,
Everybody shuns my company.
“My child, that is fine with Me.
I hope that is fine with you, too.”
944. An excellent Boss
Have you ever worked with God?He is an excellent Boss.
He has taught me the secret
Of creating freedom-delight.
945. Mine is the vision-eye
Mine is the vision-eyeThat unlocks the door
Leading to God-satisfaction in man
And
Man-perfection in God.
946. The habit of trusting yourself
You are in the habitOf trusting yourself,
But I wish to tell you
To trust the real nature in you,
Which is God-Nature,
And not your usual self,
Which is ignorance-hunger.
947. Real confidence
False confidence we getFrom blind imitation.
Real confidence we get
From self-cultivation,
Self-perfection,
God-Compassion
And
God-Satisfaction.
948. A great encouragement
Always it is a great encouragementTo feel and realise
That the ultimate Truth
Can never, never tolerate
Human deception-night.
949. I shall depend
I do not dependAnd will never depend
On the supposed and borrowed courage
Of others.
I shall depend only on my
Certainty-soul
And
Compassion-Immortality-God.
950. I shall relax
I shall relax,For relaxation is the only way
To watch my mind flow
With its plenitude-resources.
I shall relax, and I shall always relax.
951. I shall not hide from Truth
I shall not hide from Truth,For I know Truth loves me.
Truth loves me
Only to perfect me.
Truth loves me
Only to fulfil the Real in me,
And the Real in me is God-Vision,
And nothing else.
952. Prison of misunderstanding
Each human being is doomed to stayIn a prison of misunderstanding.
Alas, when will the day dawn
When misunderstanding will be replaced
By heart-understanding
And soul-fulfilling
Summit-oneness?
953. Your Goal
There are many things on the roadThat fight and frighten you,
But remember,
Those things are all totally false.
Ignore them mercilessly
And
March forward!
Fly upward and dive inward
Speedily and sleeplessly.
Your Goal: The Truth Ultimate.
954. When I understand you and him
When I understand you and him,I understand the entire universe.
When I understand the entire universe,
I become a conscious, sleepless
And self-giving representative
Of my Beloved Supreme.
955. An inner task
I know, I knowWhy I have been given an inner task
To perform.
An inner task I have been given
Because it is more than possible
For me to succeed and proceed:
Succeed to please myself
And
Proceed to please
My Eternity’s Lord Supreme.
956. Today and tomorrow
What you are todayMay be a concealed frustration,
But tomorrow you will definitely be
A revealed satisfaction.
957. Whom shall my soul believe?
Whom shall my soul believe?Not him who tells the world
That I am useless,
Not him who tells the world
That I can try to aspire,
But him who tells the world
That I am not only aspiring
But succeeding.
958. The flower of a reality
The fragrance of a dreamHas a short-lived breath.
The flower of a reality
Forever lasts.
959. The science of poison-doubt
The science of poison-doubtHas at last discovered
That God is not strong
And
Man is not weak.
960. A zone of indifference
Your very lifeIs a zone of indifference.
Nothing ever grows within you.
Nothing!
Never!
961. No recommendation
The beauty of the roseNeeds no recommendation.
The fragrance of my gratitude-heart
Needs no recommendation either.
962. My human life knows
My animal life did not knowHow to ascend or descend.
But my human life knows
How to ascend and descend.
It can go higher than the height
Of the cosmic gods.
It can descend below
My animal life.
963. Time bridges
Time bridgesThe purity of my heart’s cry
And
The beauty of my life’s smile.
964. The key
The key to the worldIs wisdom-light.
The key to wisdom-light
Is surrender-delight.
965. Where is the strength?
Where is the paintTo improve
The beauty of a flower?
Where is the strength
To increase
The love of my heart?
966. The root of prosperity
The root of povertyIs in the immediate fear
Of myself.
The root of prosperity
Is in the constant love
Of God.
967. The gift of gifts
Peace is the gift of giftsThat God bestowed
Upon
His choice children.
968. Time silences the animal in me
Time silences the animal in me.Time enlightens the human in me.
Time quickens the divine in me.
969. A master key
A gratitude-heartIs a master key.
It can open
Any heart.
970. Time awakens
Time silencesThe duty of life.
Time awakens
The beauty of death.
971. Never for sale
The aspiration-cryCan never be borrowed.
The gratitude-smile
Is never for sale.
972. If your heart does not know
If your heart does not knowHow to cry,
How do you expect
Your life to smile?
973. Two neighbours
The mind’s impurityAnd the heart’s purity
Are two neighbours.
But each is afraid
Of losing its identity.
Therefore,
They never meet.
974. I shall outlast
The sublime days of the perfect pastAre crowding fast.
I shall, therefore, outlast
The chain of my present miseries.
975. A reality of love
Because you liveOn a limitless scale
Of vastness,
Your life is a stupendous
Reality of love.
976. The mystery of mysteries
The mystery of mysteriesIs why anyone flatters the desire-life.
The mystery of mysteries
Is why anyone ridicules the aspiration-life.
977. To increase faith
Be on the right track,So that you can increase faith
Not only in yourself
But also in others.
978. The roots of your doubts
Be on the right track,So that you can destroy
The roots of your doubts
And those of others.
979. The unbelievable
You want to believeThe unbelievable:
That your mind is pure.
You want to make me believe
The unbelievable:
That my heart is poor.
980. You are a rogue
You are a rogue.You want ready-made
God-realisation.
You are a fool.
You want ready-made
God-manifestation.
981. Choice, not chance
It is choice, not chance,That tells me
Where to go,
How to go,
Why to go
And, finally,
Whom to realise.
982. He who compromises
He who compromisesDeliberately forgets to remember
What he cried for
Previously.
983. The forced duty
My Lord tells me:“My son,
If you know the Truth,
Then never compromise.
Compromise is the forced duty
Of mutual weakness.”
984. My victory, my defeat
My victory comes only whenGod sanctions it.
My defeat comes only when
I admit it.
985. Nobody can defeat you
Nobody can perfect youExcept God.
Nobody can defeat you
Except your own
Stupid willingness.
986. Each difficulty
Each difficultyIs a hard examination:
So says my truth-fearing mind.
Each difficulty
Is an increased strength:
So says my God-loving heart.
987. You are lost
You are lostWhen you believe your doubts.
You are dead
When you doubt your beliefs.
988. My doubts have died
In the morningI feed my faith-flames.
In the evening
I see something quite astonishing:
All my doubts have died
Out of starvation.
989. A direct gift
Education we can buy.Satisfaction we cannot,
For satisfaction is
A direct gift from God.
990. My enthusiasm
My enthusiasm needsNo imagination-flight,
For it is always
A rich harvest.
991. The thick forest of solitude
With his tears of repentance,His mind has entered
Into the thick forest of solitude.
Before long he and his life
Will swim in the sea
Of satisfaction-ecstasy.
992. Visitor
Stay in the lap of pleasure, you fool!God may not come to see you,
But somebody definitely
Will come to visit you
Without a whisper.
Do you know who?
Your own destruction-tiger.
993. The inevitability
For months I have not prayedTo God.
I have totally forgotten
God’s Love-Compassion-Forgiveness.
Within and without
I see the omnipotence of oblivion.
And now I am the inevitability
Of stark disappointment.
994. What I have become
What I seeIs a disturbing sunset.
What I feel
Is a trembling hope.
What I have become
Is a heart-piercing cry.
995. A train of sadness
My Lord, do protect meFrom my friends
Who are urging me
To follow the crowds.
They are unconsciously forcing me
Into a train of sadness.
996. A fountain of God-thought
A fountain of God-thoughtTells me that mine is not
A weak and mortal birth.
997. I am helpless as ever
When will You return,My Beloved Supreme?
My heart-cave is all empty.
I am helpless as ever
In my throes.
998. The great authority
My wild thoughts were chasing meLike beasts in the dense forest.
But now at last I have renounced
The great authority
Of my own life.
999. The days of my slavery
Yesterday I was a slaveOf my own power.
Today I am a slave
Of my own doubt.
The days of my slavery
Will tomorrow be over.
I shall become the master-friend
Of my life.
1000. My heart's challenging life
The achievementOf my heart’s challenging life
Is an aspiring flame,
An illumining lamp
And
A fulfilling sun
Every day.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the tenth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Ted Corbitt, who has run over 200 marathons and is considered the father of long-distance running in the U.S., participated in the opening ceremonies for the 1978 New York City Marathon. Here he is shown with Sri Chinmoy, who opened the event with a silent meditation.