Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 100
9901. No One But You
My Lord Supreme,No one but You
Will hear my heart’s gratitude-song.
No one but You
Will watch my soul’s surrender-dance.
No one but You
Will transform my dream-life
Into Your own Reality-Heart.
9902. Give Me A Large Heart
My Lord,Give me a large heart
So that I can treasure
Your rich Smiles.
My Lord,
Give me a pure life
So that I can discover
The fountain of Your infinite Delight.
9903. Offerings
From tomorrow onMy morning meditation will be
The offering of my aspiration-plants,
My midday meditation will be
The offering of my dedication-fruits
And my evening meditation will be
The offering of my gratitude-heart
To You, my Beloved Supreme.
9904. He Who Dreams Of God
He who dreams of GodDoes not have to live
In the hope-world.
His dream is the harbinger
Of fast-approaching God-Reality.
9905. A Different Drink
Forgive me, my Lord Supreme,Forgive me!
I have drunk doubt-poison
Profusely and happily.
Now I want to change my drink.
I want to drink faith-nectar
Immeasurably and spontaneously.
Will You not give me another chance, my Lord,
Will You not?
9906. A Different Friend
Forgive me, my Lord Supreme,Forgive me!
I have made friends
With tenebrous ignorance-night
Consciously and deliberately.
Now I want to change my friend.
I want to accept wisdom-light
As my new friend
Immediately and permanently.
Will You not give me another chance, my Lord,
Will You not?
9907. I Have Not Loved You
Forgive me, my Lord Supreme,Forgive me!
I have not loved You
Sleeplessly and unconditionally.
Will You not give me another chance, my Lord,
Will You not?
9908. I Have Not Served You
Forgive me, my Lord Supreme,Forgive me!
I have not served You
Soulfully and unreservedly
Inside the hearts of the pilgrim-seekers
Walking along Eternity’s Road.
Will You not give me another chance, my Lord,
Will You not?
9909. I Have Not Spoken To The World
Forgive me, my Lord Supreme,Forgive me!
I have not spoken to the world about You
Confidently and convincingly.
Will You not give me another chance, my Lord,
Will You not?
9910. I Have Not Manifested You
Forgive me, my Lord Supreme,Forgive me!
I have not manifested You here on earth
Concretely and satisfactorily.
Will You not give me another chance, my Lord,
Will You not?
9911. I Have Not Become
Forgive me, my Lord Supreme,Forgive me!
I have not become
What You wanted me to become
Cheerfully and gratefully.
Will You not give me another chance, my Lord,
Will You not?
9912. His Life's First Prayer
His life’s first prayerWas to grasp the life of plenitude.
His life’s last prayer
Was to become the breath of gratitude.
9913. Your Life Is Now Entitled
Since your heartHas passed Eternity’s examination,
Your life is now entitled
To receive Infinity’s perfection.
9914. God Has Given Us The Mind
God has given us the mindTo enjoy imagination-feast.
God has given us the heart
To enjoy aspiration-feast.
God has given us life
To enjoy realisation-feast.
God has given us His very Existence
To become His universal Satisfaction-Song.
9915. Your Aspiration-Fire
Do not be afraid of your desire-life.Just ask your aspiration-fire
To melt all your desires.
Your aspiration-fire embodies
God the infinite Power.
9916. My Vast Thought-World
My vast thought-worldIs for my Lord Supreme to read.
My tiny aspiration-room
Is for my Lord Supreme to live in.
9917. What Thrills My Mind?
What thrills my mind?Sincerity’s song.
What thrills my heart?
Purity’s dance.
What thrills my life?
Divinity’s embrace.
9918. A Useless Stranger
In my heart’s worldOf light and delight,
My hesitation-frustration-mind
Is an utterly helpless
And useless stranger.
9919. My Body Unconsciously Protested
My body unconsciously protestedWhen I asked it to be wakeful.
My vital vehemently protested
When I asked it to be peaceful.
My mind cleverly protested
When I asked it to be soulful.
My heart cheerfully agreed
When I asked it to be helpful
To friends and foes alike.
9920. I Challenged Yesterday's Problems
I challenged yesterday’s problemsWith my determination-power.
I am challenging today’s problems
With my aspiration-cry.
I shall challenge tomorrow’s problems
With my surrender-smile
To my Lord Supreme.
9921. A Beggar's Hunger
Every mind has its greatness.Every heart has its goodness.
Every life has its fruitfulness.
Yet every human being is dying
Of a beggar’s hunger.
9922. You Can Wait For Perfection
As God is ready to waitFor His Satisfaction,
Even so, you can wait
For your perfection.
9923. Faith In Doubt
You say you do not have faithIn anything.
Do you not see
That you have tremendous faith
In your own doubt?
9924. The Very Last Step
A heart of gratitudeIs the next-to-last step
Before we reach Heaven.
A life of surrender
Is the very last step
Before we reach Heaven.
9925. How Can You Succeed?
How can you succeed in your outer lifeWhen you do not have
The power of concentration?
How can you proceed in your inner life
When you do not have
The peace of meditation?
9926. Nothing Is As Perfect
Nothing is as imperfect and cheapAs my mind’s outer smile.
Nothing is as perfect and precious
As my heart’s inner cry.
9927. A Big And Real God
I believe in a big and real God:My Beloved Supreme.
I do not believe in a small and false god:
My doubting mind.
9928. Wrong And Right Prayers
“God, give me!”This is a wrong prayer.
“God, take me!”
This is a right prayer.
9929. Do Give Me A New Heart
My Lord,My heart knows
That You have been waiting for me
For Eternity.
Do give me a new heart, my Lord,
So that I, too, can wait for You
Eternally.
9930. The Past And The Present
The past controls the present:This is a human experience.
The past surrenders to the present:
This is a divine experience.
The past is transformed
And made into a perfect instrument
For the Supreme to use in His own Way:
This is a supreme experience.
9931. Divinity's Three Heaven-Free Homes
Humanity’s three earth-bound houses:Passion, possession and frustration.
Divinity’s three Heaven-free homes:
Illumination, perfection and satisfaction.
9932. I Cry, I Smile
Each time I cry,I purify my heart.
Each time I smile,
I simplify my life.
9933. Ascent And Descent
An invisible ascent:My heart of ecstatic silence.
A visible descent:
My life of bombastic sound.
9934. Immeasurable Ecstasies
There was a time when I fed my mindWith unbelievable fantasies,
But now I feed my heart
With immeasurable ecstasies.
9935. They Are Incapable
I am sad that my mind is incapableOf silence-light.
I am glad that my heart is incapable
Of indifference-night.
9936. My Heart Does Know
My life may not knowWhat God’s Compassion is,
But my heart does know
What God’s Forgiveness is.
9937. My Soul Came Down
My soul came downFrom the Himalayan heights
To see the Protection-Feet
Of my Lord Supreme.
My life shall climb up
To the Himalayan heights
To see the Compassion-Eye
Of my Beloved Supreme.
9938. The Beauty Of God's Infinity
My mind is brave.Therefore, it dares to imagine
The Beauty of God’s Infinity.
My heart is pure.
Therefore, it hopes to embody
The Love of God’s Immortality.
9939. My Destiny
My destiny laughs at meWhen I tell the world
That I can become.
My destiny touches my feet
When I tell my Lord Supreme
That I am.
9940. Aspiration-Cry
My heart uses its aspiration-cryTo see the Face of God.
My mind uses its inspiration-smile
To feel the heart of man.
9941. Ready To Wait
A nobility-mind is readyTo wait for the world.
A magnanimity-heart is ready
To die for the world.
9942. A Divine Hero-Warrior
A divine hero-warriorDoes not accept any defeat,
Not because he is proud
But because his Inner Pilot
Has time and again told him
That he is His choice instrument
And that His Vision-Eye will succeed
In him
And His Satisfaction-Heart will proceed
Along with him.
9943. An Accident
My mind calls itAn accident.
My heart calls it
An experience.
My soul calls it
A life-transforming Touch of God.
My Beloved Supreme calls it
His inner Involution
And His outer Revelation.
9944. Your Heart-Tears
Your heart-tearsHave transformed your life.
Your heart-tears
Have satisfied God.
Your heart-tears
Have illumined mankind.
Your heart-tears
Can answer all the past, present
And future questions of the world.
9945. At Last He Is Healed
At lastHe is healed of his self-doubt.
Now what is happening?
He is awakening
To his soul’s ecstasy-sun.
9946. A Rising Flame
Each aspiration-cryIs a rising flame.
Each desire-smile
Is a sinking boat.
9947. Determination-Fire
Determination-fire:This is what my mind
Precisely needs.
Illumination-sun:
This is what my heart
Soulfully needs.
Satisfaction-God:
This is what my life
Sleeplessly needs.
9948. To Acquire Innocence-Joy
To acquire innocence-joy,What I need most in my outer life
Is a God-searching mind,
And what I need most in my inner life
Is a life-surrendering heart.
9949. Two Frightening Shadows
Two frightening shadowsAre chasing me:
One says
My heart does not love God;
The other says
God does not need my life.
9950. How Little Do I Know
How little do I knowOf my repeated failures
In the inner life.
But I do know
Of my major failure
In the outer life:
I have completely surrendered
To temptation-spear.
9951. Hearken Only To Time Eternal!
Hearken only to Time Eternal!Your questioning mind is the dance
Of a very weak and flickering flame-light.
9952. I Do Not Want You To Enjoy
O my mind,I do not want you to enjoy
Either the flight
Of fleeting thoughts
Or the train
Of unending doubts.
9953. My Life-Surrendering Heart-Tears
In my outer lifeI have already wasted
And I may continue to waste
Many precious things,
But in my inner life
I shall never waste
The most precious thing:
My life-surrendering heart-tears.
9954. My Soul Was Born To Teach
My soul was born to teach.My heart was born to learn.
My mind was born to unlearn.
My life was born to smile inwardly
And cry outwardly.
9955. One Foot Is On Earth
One foot is on earthAnd one foot is in Heaven.
Therefore, he is equally
Heaven’s powerful eye
And
Earth’s tearful heart.
9956. Waiting For You
O my heart, look upward!God and His Satisfaction-Eye
Are waiting for you.
O my mind, dive inward!
God and His Forgiveness-Feet
Are waiting for you.
9957. My Heart's Sorrows
My heart’s unspokenAnd breathless sorrows
Are my life’s hallowed
And endless joys.
9958. God The Lover
God the Lover sleeplessly criesWith earth’s cries.
God the Beloved unconditionally smiles
With Heaven’s smiles.
9959. A Deep Desire
I have a deep desireTo teach my restless mind
How to rest.
I have also a deep desire
To be taught by my aspiring heart
How to cry.
9960. I Have Seen Many Things
I have seen many things:God’s Compassion-Eye,
God’s Forgiveness-Heart,
God’s Protection-Feet.
I have been many things:
A life that enjoys ignorance,
A heart that enjoys ingratitude,
A mind that enjoys suspicion.
9961. My Mind Admires God
My mind admires GodBecause He is powerful.
My heart loves God
Because He is beautiful.
My life needs God
Because He is merciful.
My soul reveals God
Because He is fruitful.
9962. Opinion And Dedication
O my clever mind,You want me to succeed
With my stubborn opinion.
O my wise heart,
You want me to proceed
With my surrendered dedication.
9963. The Banners Of The East And West
If you want to hold the bannersOf both the East and the West,
First give to the East
Your heart of aspiration-love,
And then give to the West
Your life of dedication-smile.
9964. The Mist Of My Past Years
When I look into the mistOf my past years,
My life of failure sees nothing but
A silver flow of orphan-tears.
9965. Real And False
His aspiration-heart is as realAs a supreme Dream of the Absolute.
His desire-life is as false
As a failure-experience of the soul,
God’s representative on earth.
9966. When You Walked With God
There was a timeWhen you walked with God,
But now you cannot even see Him walking.
Why?
Because your watching eyes
Deliberately wanted
To swim in the forgetfulness-sea.
9967. Am I God's Adopted Child?
Am I God’s adopted child,That I have to worry?
Am I not entitled to
God’s spontaneous Affection,
Sleepless Love
And unconditional Fondness?
9968. My Life's Soulfulness-Beauty
My life’s soulfulness-beautySees God.
My heart’s openness-purity
Receives God.
9969. The Natural And The Supernatural
The agreement between the naturalAnd the supernatural is this:
The natural will always remain
The root of the reality-tree,
And the supernatural will be
Its topmost branch.
9970. Prepare Yourself For Self-Mastery
Prepare yourself for self-mastery,Since God has already prepared you
For self-discovery.
9971. My Life Smiles
In the morningMy heart cries through my eyes.
In the evening
My life smiles through my soul.
9972. The Banquet Hall Of Eternity
My ever-increasing gratitude-heartAnd ever-transcending surrender-life
Are invited to dine in the banquet hall
Of God’s Eternity.
9973. My Inner Voice
My inner voiceIs my beauty’s flower.
My higher choice
Is my duty’s fruit.
My inner voice likes to sing
My Lord’s Perfection-Song.
My higher choice likes to dance
My Lord’s Satisfaction-Dance.
9974. My Lord's Compassion-Scale
I am my mind’sDepression-weight.
My Lord is His Heart’s
Compassion-Scale.
9975. A Doubt-Wave
Your life has become a doubt-waveIn a confusion-sea,
Yet you always think
That you are definitely worthy
Of God’s arrival.
9976. The Mind Tries To Imitate
The mind tries to imitateThe purity-heart
In a distorted way.
The heart tries to imitate
The divinity-soul
In a self-giving way.
9977. My Inner Pilot Asks Me
My Inner Pilot asks meFrom this very moment
Not to look even once more
At the ugliness of my doubting mind.
9978. My Heart Suffers More
My heart suffers moreFrom my mind
Than I suffer
From my vital.
9979. It Is Impossible
As it is impossibleFor me to please God
Without my ever-mounting faith-flames,
Even so, it is impossible
For God to please me
Without His ever-increasing Compassion-Flood.
9980. Your Heart's Oneness-Delight
Your heart’s oneness-delightCan alone try to perfect
The world’s division-dissatisfaction-life.
9981. A New Haven
His heart’s aspiration-mountainAnd his life’s determination-volcano
Have formed a new haven
For earth’s ceaseless cries
And endless failures.
9982. God's Victory-Trumpet
I thank myselfBecause I love God.
God thanks Himself
Because in me He has found
His long-lost Victory-Trumpet.
9983. The Landscape Listens
The landscape listensTo your heart’s soulful dictates.
Do you know why?
Because you have already appreciated
Its beauty’s life
In God’s Vision-Light
And its purity’s heart
In God’s Reality-Delight.
9984. Ride The Purity-Bicycle
Every day ride the purity-bicycleInside your heart.
If you do not do so daily,
You will not be able to proceed.
Not only that,
You will fall down, I must say,
Very badly.
9985. I Do Not Need Aspiration-Hunger
Even God’s Heart of CompassionImmediately changed when I told Him
That I do not need aspiration-hunger
To appreciate His Perfection-Satisfaction-Meal.
9986. Scarcities
Your mind may haveA scarcity of ideas.
Your life may have
A scarcity of ideals.
But your heart can never have
A scarcity of self-transcending goals.
9987. I Do Not Imitate Others
I do not imitate othersTo become their friend.
I just love their Source,
God’s Oneness-Love.
9988. My Life Passed Safely
YesterdayMy life passed safely.
Today
My heart is crying soulfully.
Tomorrow
My mind shall behave perfectly.
9989. Your Life-Boat
Your life-boatShall not remain unlaunched
Any longer,
For God’s Breath
Has finally been able
To touch your sleeping heart.
9990. Your Oneness-Heart Is Happy
Your oneness-heart is happyBecause it lives inseparably
With the entire world.
Your division-mind wants to be happy
Without enjoying the peace-beauty
Of the inner world.
9991. My Protector-Transformer
My Lord Supreme,I am tired of constantly colliding
With my lower self.
Do become my only Protector-Transformer.
9992. A Living Miracle
I do not have to seeAny miracle,
For I myself have become
A living miracle.
Do you know how?
Just by taming
My explosive energy.
9993. There Is No Such Thing
O my mind,There is no such thing
As instructive doubt.
O my heart,
There is no such thing
As constructive fear.
9994. Time To Become Acquainted
Never fear your own confusion-mind.Just challenge it vehemently!
It is high time for you
To become fully acquainted
With your own true self:
Tomorrow’s God.
9995. Since You Do Not Invite Faith
Since you do not invite faithInto your heart-room,
How can you expect to chase
The doubt-wolf from your life?
9996. His Sweet Heart-Smile
You think that God has to useHis infinite Power
To silence your mind.
But I tell you,
To silence your mind,
He needs to use only
His sweet Heart-Smile.
9997. Because He Did Not Want
Because he did not wantHis insecurity-heart any more,
He started praying
To God the Infinite Power.
Because he did not want
His impurity-mind any more,
He started meditating
On God the Immortal Love.
9998. Our Heart's Gratitude-Length
What enables us to see God?Definitely not our capacity-strength,
But our heart’s gratitude-length.
9999. Closeness, Fondness And Oneness
When my mind believes inGod’s Closeness,
My heart immediately feels
God’s Fondness
And my life sleeplessly feels
God’s Oneness.
God’s Closeness surprises
The human in me,
God’s Fondness immortalises
The divine in me
And God’s Oneness fulfils at once
The divine lover
And
The Supreme Beloved in me.
The divine lover in me
Is he who knows;
The Supreme Beloved in me
Is He who is.
10000. Ten Thousand Flower-Flames
O my sound-life!I love you
Because you are
Powerful.
O my silence-life!
I need you
Because you are
Beautiful.
O my Beloved Supreme!
I at once love You
And need You
Because
Your Eye is my
Dream-Boat,
Your Life is my
Silver Journey
And Your Heart is my
Golden Shore.
O my Beloved Supreme Absolute!
In me is Your Eternity’s Transcendental Cry,
For me is Your Infinity’s Immortal Smile.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the one-hundredth and final volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
The Mother of the Sri Aurobindo Ashram in Pondicherry, India, presents Sri Chinmoy with the decathlon championship in 1958.
Editor's note
Some poems in this first edition were later selected by the author for a special collection of 207 Flower-Flames (FFP). The author also chose to revise some of his original poems for this anthology:FF-9928: FFP 206 (revised version).