Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 13
1201. When you change your name
When you change your nameInto endurance-hour,
God immediately changes His Name
Into Assurance-Power.
1202. If you have the sincerity-courage
If you have the sincerity-courageTo declare that you are weak,
Then God has the Compassion-Capacity
To make you strong.
1203. Unlearn and learn
Anything that binds you,Unlearn it.
Anything that blinds you,
Unlearn it.
Anything that limits you,
Unlearn it.
Anything that awakens you,
Learn it.
Anything that liberates you,
Learn it.
Anything that fulfils you,
Learn it.
1204. If your mind is divinely practical
If your mind is divinely practicalAnd
If your heart is supremely sensible,
Then you can do everything
Cheerfully, easily and perfectly.
1205. The deeper you descend
In your meditation,The deeper you descend
To see your source,
The clearer becomes
Your light-road.
1206. Two things unthinkable
A doubting mindDoes two things unthinkable:
First it secretly betrays you,
And then it openly tells you
How much it has been helping you
All along.
1207. God's Way
If God’s WayIs the right way,
Then my way too
Can be the right way.
How?
Just by following sleeplessly
God’s Way.
Since God’s Way
Is not so difficult,
Then let me surrender
My way to God’s Way.
Then my way immediately becomes
As easy as God’s Way,
God’s perfect Way.
1208. If you can brave the shock
If you can brave the shockOf discovering that you are not the person
You thought yourself to be,
Then you are already on the road
To self-recovery,
Leading
To self-discovery-kingdom.
1209. We realise the highest Truth
We realise the highest TruthOnly when we are fully prepared
To renounce the hungry cry
Of our desire-life.
1210. Your destructive impurity
Be careful!Your destructive impurity
Can easily disguise itself
As creative purity.
1211. A new intensity
A new intensityWill easily save my life.
A new immensity
Can gloriously fulfil my heart.
1212. I need God
I need God.Can you not pray for me?
God wants you.
Can I not go instead of you?
1213. Conceal your self-interest-cry
Conceal your self-interest-cry.God’s Satisfaction-Smile
Will, in no time,
Enlighten you.
1214. Your heart's name
Stark frustration is your heart’s name,Simply because you want to see
God’s Satisfaction-Delight
Only on your terms.
1215. Why do you need another enemy?
Why do you need another enemy,As if your own usual self
Is not enough?
Why do you need another friend,
As if your constant Companion, God,
Is not enough?
1216. Ask your mind to protect itself
Ask your mind to protect itselfBefore it thinks of protecting you.
Ask your heart to protect you
While it is protecting itself.
1217. Do you know why?
Do you know whyYou do not want to dominate others?
You do not want to dominate others
Because you are amazingly strong.
Do you know why
You do not blame others?
You do not blame others
Because your heart-life is flooded
With the qualities of sainthood.
1218. The book of self-knowledge
You have nothing to do, you say.I tell you,
Just study the book of self-knowledge.
You will become
The greatness-mind
And
The goodness-heart.
1219. The only wall
The only wall that standsBetween you and God
Is the wall of your false
And unfounded
Imagination-night.
1220. One day you will see
One day you will seeThat God and His endless Compassion
Never interfered
With you and your hungry desire-life.
1221. Your volley of questions
Are you readyWith your volley of questions?
God has already left with me
All the answers.
1222. Your heart will get satisfaction
Why do you hide your impurity-mindFrom your purity-heart?
Do you not know that your heart
Will get tremendous satisfaction
By purifying and illumining
Your impurity-mind?
1223. A peace-flooded home
Your artificial strengthIs a haunted house.
Your real strength
Is a peace-flooded home.
1224. God's creative ability
God has already given youWhat He has:
His creative ability.
Can you not give God
What you have:
Your cherished inability?
1225. God's Assembly-skies
Have faith in your yet unawakened powers.Someday they will be awakened,
Fully awakened,
And then they will help you become
A distinguished member
Of God’s Assembly-skies.
1226. How can you expect?
Your body is all temptation.Your vital is all deception.
Your mind is all illusion.
How can you expect your heart
To be all perfection?
How can you expect your soul
To be all satisfaction?
How can you expect God
To grant you a new creation?
1227. God will find you the way
If you sincerely admitThat you are lost in the quagmire of life,
Then God will definitely find you the way,
The sunlit way,
To return Home.
1228. If you come to me now
If you come to me now,I shall immediately show you
The Vision-Eye of God.
If you do not come,
I shall show you
The orphan-tears
Of your complete failure-life.
1229. What can you expect?
What can you expect from a worldThat loves beauty’s deception
Infinitely more
Than duty’s perfection
And
God’s Satisfaction?
1230. A boat that knows no shore
Alas, alas,You and I are sailing
In a boat that knows no shore.
You are your self-deception
And
I am my self-glorification.
1231. The contradiction-sky
The contradiction-sky exists.Why?
Because your God is in your doubtful mind
And my God is in my baneful tongue.
The contradiction-sky will disappear
The moment your God and my God
Live happily in our soulful hearts.
1232. You need an explanation-life
You need an explanation-life.I need a revelation-life.
God needs for you and me
His Eternity-Infinity’s Compassion-Life.
1233. Each senseless thought
Each senseless thoughtIs a useless life.
Each useless life
Is a godless failure.
1234. Even so
As water cannot be dry,Even so,
Your heart cannot be dry.
As a thief can empty your wallet,
Even so,
Your mind can empty
The joy of your life-vessel.
1235. If I can see God's Face
If I can see God’s FaceEven once,
I am sure He will make
Some room for me
To stay in His Heart
As long as I want to.
1236. When I am sincerity incarnate
When I am sincerity incarnate,I try to save my life from myself.
When I am insincerity incarnate,
I proudly dare to save
The entire world.
1237. Do not trust
Do not trust the animal in you,For it is dangerous.
Do not trust the human in you,
For it is treacherous.
Do trust the divine in you,
For it is always harmonious,
Plus gracious.
1238. Just relax!
Relax, just relax!Lo, to your wide astonishment
Your cruel difficulties
Are also relaxing with you.
They feel that they rightly
Deserve some rest.
1239. Something really valuable
If you really want something really valuable,Then get rid of the thing
That is worthless and useless in your life.
What is really valuable?
A heart in its faith-home.
What is worthless and useless?
A mind in its doubt-cave.
1240. He is a real danger to himself
He is a real danger to himselfWho thinks that God needs him desperately.
His danger is imminent
If he thinks that God needs him
Infinitely more than he needs God.
1241. The present way
The present wayIs not the way to become good.
The present way
Is not the way to love God’s creation.
The way to become good
Is to pray sleeplessly.
The way to love God’s creation
Is to meditate unconditionally.
1242. The key to liberty
How can you have the key to liberty,When you have developed incredible faith
In the false strength
Of your life’s blind futility?
1243. You do not know
You do not knowThat you do not have the truth.
He knows
That he does not have the truth.
I do not know
That I have the truth.
But God knows
That He has His Eternity’s Truth
And that He is His Infinity’s Truth.
1244. I shall not choose
I shall not choose.Therefore,
I shall not lose.
I shall not lose.
Therefore,
I can now smile like a morning rose
And an evening star.
1245. A perfectly celestial smile
What you are nowIs an artificially mechanical cry.
What I want you to be
Is a perfectly celestial smile.
1246. Do not be disappointed!
Do not be disappointed!God-Discovery is not an impossible task.
He has done it.
Even I have done it.
You, too, will do it before long.
Do not be disappointed!
1247. Two incredible facts
Two incredible facts:God was chasing my desire-tiger.
My doubting mind was untiringly
Following God.
1248. Yours is the mind
Yours is the mindThat uses fear to exploit you.
Yours is the heart
That uses love to glorify you.
1249. Go alone!
Go alone, go alone!God has been waiting for you
For a long time.
Go alone, go alone!
God will never ask you
To account for others.
1250. A relief to discover
What a relief to discoverAt long last
That I can easily live outside
The ruthless desire-snare.
1251. Companions
Your mind’s hesitationAnd your heart’s frustration
Will always be found together.
1252. Do not complain
Do not complain, do not complain!Are you a prisoner?
Do not explain, do not explain!
Who has accused you?
Nobody.
1253. Your life is not your own
Your life is not your own.Why do you look around and move around?
Don’t you know that
Your life is God’s own Treasure-Bliss?
1254. Sacrifice what you have
Sacrifice immediately what you haveFor what you can have,
If you are truly wise.
What you have
Is endless ignorance-night.
What you can have
Is sleepless God-Delight.
1255. Peace needs no interpretation
Peace needs no interpretation.Love needs no explanation.
Oneness needs no revelation.
1256. A stranger to deception
You have to allowEither your doubtful mind to conquer you
Or your soulful heart to conquer you.
For my sake, at least,
Allow your soulful heart to conquer you.
I tell you,
You will soon realise
That I am a perfect stranger to deception.
1257. Do you really want to be happy?
Do you really want to be happy?Then discourage your anxiety-life.
Do you really want to be perfect?
Then sleeplessly claim God as your own,
Very own.
1258. Let me realise You today
Lord,Let me realise You today.
I shall definitely pray to You tomorrow.
“Son,
Let Me love you only today.
I am sure you will not mind
If from tomorrow
I start loving others, excluding you.”
1259. God's Compassion-Eye
God’s Compassion-EyeIs my journey’s eternal map.
God’s Forgiveness-Heart
Is my journey’s eternal strength.
1260. How can you be happy?
How can you be happyWhen you have chosen yourself
To be your sole advisor?
How can you blame God
When you have declared yourself
To be another God?
1261. Soaring wings
O my dying mind,I tell you,
You do not have to die.
Just agree to sit
On the soaring wings of my heart.
1262. My heart's aspiration-light
Sweet is my heart’sAspiration-light.
Sweeter is my life’s
Dedication-height.
Sweetest is my soul’s
Perfection-delight.
1263. Your love of soul-freedom
Your constant love of soul-freedomIndicates that you are
Of God the One
And
For God the many.
1264. Self-control
Self-control means wisdom-light.Wisdom-light drinks deep the delight
Of the ever-transcending Beyond.
1265. Each dream
Each dream is a hunger-need.This hunger-need is
The beginning of a new life
And
The end of an old death.
1266. Aspire or retire
He who retires does not aspire.He who aspires does not retire.
He who is, at once,
A truth-seeker and a God-lover
Ever aspires and never retires.
1267. My common enemies
My common enemies:Fear and doubt.
My common friends:
God and Truth.
Enemies tell me
I cannot become.
Friends tell me
I already am.
1268. Appreciation is a miracle-power
Appreciation is a miracle-power.It expedites the accomplishments
Of my heart’s inner cry
And
My soul’s inner smile.
1269. Life-mastery never stops
Life-mastery never stops.Self-discovery never stops.
Truth-recovery never stops.
God-Satisfaction never stops.
1270. Worthy causes
Try to champion worthy causes!Fight against ignorance-night.
Fight against the buffets of fate.
Fight for nature’s transformation-light.
Fight for tomorrow’s victory-dawn.
1271. Try to befriend the perfection-will
To master life’s teeming problems,Come out of the snare of teeming desires
And try to befriend the perfection-will
Of Infinity’s satisfaction-heart.
1272. Each service-heart
Each service-heartSculptures the perfection-beauty
Of tomorrow’s self-transcending
New world.
1273. Fight against complacency
Fight bravely, fightAgainst complacency!
Your victory-splendour
Will never be preceded
By the flaming arrows
Of anxiety-night.
1274. His life's ignorance-chain
When he broke his life’s ignorance-chain,He broke it for all his fellow-travellers
Who sail with him in the Golden Boat
With the Himalayan aspiration-cry.
1275. If you have perfect faith
If you have perfect faithIn the weight of your soul’s
Tremendous influence,
Then your aspiration-dedication
Is bound to succeed triumphantly
And proceed sleeplessly.
1276. Life-satisfying energy-blossoms
Put back your faithOn your heart’s throne.
Yours will be the inexhaustible
Life-satisfying energy-blossoms.
1277. No aspiration is hopeless
No aspiration is hopeless.No dedication is helpless.
No realisation is fruitless.
No perfection is meaningless.
1278. His heart thrives on adversity
His heart thrives on adversity.His life thrives on austerity.
His soul thrives on prosperity.
1279. Every step of progress-smile
My every step of progress-smileHelps my world within
And my world without
To reach my Lord’s
Satisfaction-Heart.
1280. A child of yesterday
Ingratitude is as oldAs man himself.
Gratitude is a child
Of yesterday.
1281. My self-examination
I call itMy self-examination.
God calls it
His Self-Satisfaction.
1282. Secrets of a peaceful life
The supreme secrets of a peaceful life:Expect not; just give.
Delegate not; just start and continue.
Retire not; just aspire for self-transcendence.
1283. Do not ignore me
Misuse me, abuse me,But do not ignore me,
My Lord.
Strike me, kill me,
But do not forsake me,
My Lord!
1284. You will reap disaster
You will reap disasterIf you live in a tiny insecurity-hole
And dine with jealousy-eyes.
1285. A land of orphans
He arrived in a landOf helpless, defenseless and soulless orphans
At the very end of the road:
Doubt.
1286. The golden key
My heart’s soulfulness-fragranceHas the silver key.
My soul’s oneness-beauty
Is the golden key.
1287. A dedicated God-believer
A dedicated God-believerCan never be frustrated.
A dedicated God-lover
Can never fail.
1288. Fools
O my tiny desires,Why are you such fools?
Why do you not try to grow
Into brighter than the brightest
Aspiration-flames?
1289. Two royal paths
A doubting mindAnd a strangling vital
Are unquestionably two royal paths
Leading to complete destruction-death.
1290. A dangerous trap
When I do not aspire,A dangerous trap of ignorance-night
Captures my outer joy
And destroys my inner poise.
1291. Someday my Lord will give me
Someday my Lord will give meThe heart that knows
How to pray sleeplessly
And
How to meditate unconditionally.
1292. He stood against
He stood againstAll human doubtings.
He stood against
All animal growlings.
He stood against
All his own shortcomings.
1293. Fame is a flickering flame
Fame is a flickering flame.Success is a fleeting breath.
Progress is a sailing boat.
1294. A Himalayan promise
Oblivion-gloomIs bending over him.
He has completely forgotten
Who he is:
A Himalayan promise
From God’s Vision-Eye.
1295. Human love, human life
Human loveIs an unchanging night.
Human life
Is a soulless bondage.
1296. My birthright
On earthTransformation-sound is my birthright.
In Heaven
Satisfaction-silence is my birthright.
1297. A friend of sleepless night
When I was a friendOf sleepless night,
My life became
My breathless pride
And
My endless height.
1298. The heart has many roads
The mind has only one road:The division-road.
The heart has many roads:
Soulfulness-road,
Fruitfulness-road
And oneness-road.
1299. My mind was born to follow
Before, I did not know,But now I do know
That my searching mind was born
To faithfully follow
My aspiring heart.
1300. Silence clings
Silence clingsTo his heart’s aspiration-cry.
Silence clings
To his life’s gratitude-flames.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the thirteenth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Dr Norb Sander, pioneering sports physician and winner of the 1974 New York Marathon, receives a trophy from Sri Chinmoy after winning the Sri Chinmoy 10-mile run in New Canaan, Connecticut on 2 December 1977. Inspired by Dr Sander’s cheerful and devoted attitude during the run, Sri Chinmoy also presented him with a watch. Dr Sander, in turn, remarked that in over 20 years of running, the Sri Chinmoy race had been one of his most inspiring running experiences.
Editor's note
Some poems in this first edition were later selected by the author for a special collection of 207 Flower-Flames (FFP). The author also chose to revise some of his original poems for this anthology:
FF-1247: FFP 205 (revised version).
FF-1255: FFP 65 (revised version).