Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 14
1301. The beginning finds the end
The beginning finds the end:Love finds oneness-flower.
Oneness-flower finds
Satisfaction-fruit.
1302. O mocking eyes of the world
O mocking eyes of the world,Soon you are going
To appreciate deeply
The fragrance-beauty
Of my flower-heart.
1303. Three ultimate absurdities
Three ultimate absurdities:I shall fail my Lord.
I am not meant for God-realisation.
My Lord is not pleased with me.
1304. Confidants
God is my confidant.I have told Him secretly
That I am totally fed up
With my mind-jungle.
I am God’s confidant.
He has secretly told me
That I can always remain
In the beauty’s satisfaction-garden
Of my heart.
1305. The only answer
Is hell on this earth?The doubting mind has and is
The only answer.
Is Heaven on this earth?
The aspiring heart has and is
The only answer.
1306. A complete betrayal
A complete betrayal!Before I was born
I told God
That I shall have nothing to do
With ignorance-tiger on earth.
Alas, what am I doing now,
And what can I do now?
1307. Three imaginary convictions
Three imaginary convictions:My doubtful mind cannot be changed.
My hopeful heart is fooling itself.
God has no need for me.
1308. Hope
HopeIs not just a word.
Hope
Is today’s beautiful plant.
Hope
Is tomorrow’s fruitful tree.
1309. Each prayer is hard work
Each prayer is hard work.My idle body must learn it.
Each piece of work is a sincere prayer.
My soulful heart already knows it.
1310. Justice-light
Justice-lightWithout delay
Unmistakably expedites my God-hunger
And God’s Compassion-Flight.
1311. The limits of love
My seeker-friends,Do you know that the limits of love
Nobody has discovered?
No, not even God’s Justice-Light.
1312. A fleeting mortal sorrow
A fleeting mortal sorrowHas the infallible ability
To give birth
To a Heavenly immortal Joy.
1313. A more reliable disciple
A more reliable discipleAnd a more reliable Master
Need each other.
To be a more reliable disciple,
I need more purity.
To be a more reliable Master,
You need a greater sense of duty.
1314. Share
Do not keep your fears to yourself;Share with God the Compassionate.
Do not keep your courage to yourself;
Share with man the unfortunate.
1315. An incurable opportunist
An incurable opportunistIs he who was once upon a time
An indomitable optimist.
Nobody knows this great secret
Better than you do.
1316. Who has the freedom?
Who has the freedom to make mistakes?He who gives his heart and soul
To transform man’s endless poverty
Into God’s breathless Prosperity.
1317. God is all ready
God is all readyTo become your guaranteed Teacher.
It is you who have not yet become
His guaranteed student.
1318. God's troubles
God’s troubles are these:The animal in man
Has forgotten Him totally.
The divine in man
Is not manifesting Him satisfactorily.
1319. Break your bad habits
Break your bad habitsBy dropping them.
Strengthen your good habits
By treasuring them.
1320. The junkyard
O my prejudice-bound mind,Do you know
That you are the junkyard
Around my oneness-spreading
Haven-heart?
1321. Poverty-ideas, prosperity-ideals
Poverty-ideasHave struck my doubtful mind.
Prosperity-ideals
Have clasped my soulful heart.
1322. A true satisfaction
Imagination can beA strong power.
I certainly know it!
Power can be
A true satisfaction.
Nobody will dare to prove it!
1323. O my soul, smile!
O my soul, smile!Smile once more.
Your smile is my only tranquilliser
With no side-effects.
O my soul, smile!
1324. My ignorance is no excuse
I know, I know,My ignorance is no excuse.
I should have loved
God only.
I should have surrendered my heartbeats
To God sleeplessly.
I should have sung God’s Victory-Song
Breathlessly, plus unconditionally.
1325. Your wise willingness-heart
Since God can do moreWith your life
Than you can,
You must not hesitate
To offer God immediately
Your wise willingness-heart.
1326. What do I do?
What do I do?I admire the heights
Of your lofty ideals.
What else do I do?
I love the beauty
Of your sacred gratitude-flames.
1327. Take your choice!
Take your choice!Either allow God
To sit inside your head
Or go and sit
At God’s Forgiveness-Feet.
1328. We are mistaken
You are mistaken.God does think of you constantly.
I am mistaken.
God does love us both equally.
1329. An unexpected blow
My Lord Supreme receivedAn unexpected blow from me
The moment I told Him
That I had lost faith
In myself completely.
1330. If you are an earthly guest
If you are an earthly guest,Heaven will give you
Its most precious beauty:
Compassion.
If you are a Heavenly guest,
Earth will give you
Its most precious wealth:
Gratitude.
1331. God's partner
I am God’s partner.In the morning
My duty is to water
The earth-plant.
In the evening
My duty is to grant earth
The Heaven-fruit.
1332. I shall have no more problems
The answer is found.I shall have no more problems.
I have learnt the divine art
Of supreme surrender
To God’s Will.
1333. Who says?
Who saysThat I am a faithful servant to my body?
No, not true!
Who says
That I am a constant comrade of my soul?
True, absolutely true!
1334. At the end of all the roads
At the end of all the roadsThere is only a sound-life
That does everything,
And a silence-life
That becomes everything.
1335. Do not think of human grief!
Do not think of human grief!Think only of your eagerness to transform it
Into Divinity’s divine Joy-Flames.
1336. God-life is waiting for me
The outer life has beaten me,The inner life has forsaken me,
But God-life is waiting for me.
1337. Each day dies eventless
Each day dies eventless.That is why my greedy mind cries.
Each day dies soulless.
That is why my hungry heart cries.
1338. The usual end of day
The usual end of day:Sleep and silence.
Sleep I need to live on earth.
Silence I need to love God,
Only God, on earth.
1339. What is new?
What is new?I love God
More than I love myself.
What is old?
I am failing still
In loving God unconditionally.
1340. The snare of imperfection
The snare of imperfectionIs strong.
The snare of unwillingness to change
Is even stronger.
1341. My heart's inner secret
My heart’s inner secret —Daily I pray to increase
The strength of my special prayer:
I do not want to be another God.
Why?
I am afraid of His endless
Responsibility-Burden-Life.
1342. My diamond thoughts
My silver thoughtsAscend to receive.
My golden thoughts
Ascend to receive
And
Descend to offer.
My diamond thoughts
Ascend to receive,
Descend to offer
And
Surrender constantly to God’s Will
To satisfy God unconditionally.
1343. Twice I was lost
Twice I was lost:I was lost
In morning’s soaring height.
I was lost
In evening’s fulfilling peace.
1344. Because I am a truth-seeker
Because I am a truth-seekerThe future flows towards me.
Because I am a God-lover
I live in the Eternal Now.
1345. A fleeting experience
Purity is a fleeting experienceIn the mind.
Poise is a fleeting experience
In the vital.
Dynamism is a fleeting experience
In the body.
Security is a fleeting experience
In the heart.
1346. A sweet dream
Yesterday I hadA sweet dream.
Today I have
Powerful regrets.
Tomorrow, perhaps, I shall have
New opportunities.
1347. A universal passport
Because God loves himUnimaginably and unconditionally,
He has a universal passport
In the inner world.
1348. Opportunity and ability
True,Opportunity and ability
Are two totally different things.
Opportunity tries
To create ability,
And ability can and does
Create opportunity
At the end of our journey’s close.
1349. The length of his patience
The length of his patienceHas brought him
The beauty of the morning light
And
The purity of the evening peace.
1350. The depths of his convictions
The depths of his convictions:He can better himself.
He can perfect himself.
He can transcend himself.
1351. I am the same
I am the sameWhen I wake up:
An incurable fool.
I am the same
When I go to sleep:
An unthinkable rogue.
1352. God's Heart of Silence-Delight
God’s MusicComes from God’s Heart
Of Silence-Delight.
God’s Songs
Come from God’s Eye
Of Compassion-Love.
1353. Alas, no escape!
Alas, no escape!Even in sleep
Your mind is helplessly lost
In impurity-forest.
Alas, no escape!
Even in sleep
Your heart is hopelessly lost
In anxiety-desert.
1354. God still loves me
Let me believeThat God still loves me
Although I have spoken ill of Him
Mercilessly,
Although I have deserted Him
Deliberately,
Although I have invited ignorance-night
To replace Him inside my heart
Cheerfully.
1355. This game of progress
My outer sun is progressingBy emptying itself.
Alas, some day
This game will be over.
My inner sun is progressing
By revealing itself —
An everlasting
And ever-transcending game.
1356. Free of aspiration
Free of oathIs his outer life.
Free of promise
Is his inner life.
Free of aspiration
Is his God-search.
1357. A prosperous gift
That dangerous thing, doubt,I did have
Once upon a time.
That prosperous gift, faith,
I now have
Lovingly, soulfully and unreservedly.
We two shall forever
Together live.
1358. Faithful to every promise
Faithful to every promise,A truth seeker needs must be.
Soulful in every thought-action,
A God-lover needs must be.
1359. He raised a wall of nothingness
He raised a wall of nothingnessBetween
His insecurity-heart and
God’s Compassion-Eye.
He raised a wall of nothingness
Between
His impurity-mind and
God’s Forgiveness-Heart.
1360. Like an angel
Meditation, like an angel, cameTo enlighten his mind,
To liberate his heart,
To immortalise his life.
1361. His aspiration-hunger
A little body with a mighty heartIs his aspiration-hunger.
A mortal life with an immortal promise
Is his manifestation-feast.
1362. Progress and transcendence
Success and conquest:Neither has fulfilment-peace.
Progress and transcendence:
Both have perfect satisfaction-silence.
1363. Great light clasped his mind
Great light clasped his mind.Great delight clasped his heart.
Great perfection clasped his life.
Great divinity clasped his heartbeats.
1364. Troops of cheerful hopes
Swarming troops of cheerful hopesHave made him their deathless friend.
Within him is
Perfection-God,
And before him is
Satisfaction-man.
1365. I shall not mix with you
I shall not mix with you.You shut me in
With your doubts and suspicions.
I shall not even speak to you.
You shut me in
With your anxieties and insecurities.
1366. A free access
Ascend to the brightest Heaven:Your earth-life will immediately
Be illumined.
Descend to the lowest earth:
Even then you will have a free access
To God’s Compassion-Eye
And
God’s Forgiveness-Heart.
1367. Slow to expect, quick to act
Slow to expect,Quick to act,
His outer life is.
No expectation,
Sleepless action,
His inner life is.
1368. Desire is a game
Desire is a game.Even when you win
You badly lose.
Aspiration is a game.
Even when you lose
You gloriously win.
1369. Let satisfaction be yours
O my mind,Let sincerity be yours.
O my heart,
Let security be yours.
O my life,
Let perfection be yours.
O my God,
Let Satisfaction be Yours.
1370. A new-born hero
Your present gratitude-heartIs a new-born hero.
Your present sacrifice-life
Is a new-born hero.
Your present oneness-dance
Is a new-born hero.
1371. Your smile of sorrow
Your smile of sorrowMakes you cry
Like a frightened child.
Your cry of love
Makes you smile
Like an enlightened God.
1372. Love does everything for God
Love does everything for God.Life becomes everything in God.
Satisfaction is everything with God.
1373. O my obstinate doubt
O my obstinate doubt,Why do you exploit
Time and again
My Lord’s Compassion-Smile
And
My Lord’s Forgiveness-Heart?
1374. A prince of frustration
You are a queen of ingratitude.He is a king of destruction.
I am a prince
Of complete frustration.
1375. There are many kinds of wings
There are many kinds of wingsTo fly to God.
I like surrender-wings best,
For these wings have received
Special Blessing-Light
From the Source of the Beyond.
1376. The life of possession-madness
Renunciation-fruits never dwellIn my desire-life.
What my desire-life has
Is a hunger-greed
In the dark life
Of possession-madness.
1377. A good heart
A good heart hasThe power of the sun
And
The beauty of the moon.
A good heart is
A special Grace of God
And
A special face of man.
1378. A breath of my kindness
A breath of my kindnessGod likes.
A breath of my soulfulness
God appreciates.
A breath of my selflessness
God loves.
1379. Your extraordinary credentials
Your extraordinary earthly credentialsCannot even satisfy
Your ordinary earth-hunger.
How do you expect to satisfy
Your God-hunger
With your ephemeral credential-toys?
1380. He governs the unwilling
He governs the unwilling.He helps the willing.
He loves the God-loving.
He treasures the God-fulfilling.
1381. In the abyss of the five senses
In the abyss of the five senses,The animal life does not know
The right thing.
The human life knows
But does not do
The right thing.
The divine life knows
And always does
The right thing.
1382. A genius
A genius is heWho ends rules and regulations.
A genius is he
Who is nothing but a powerful drop
In the ocean of cosmic life-energy.
1383. Yet I live and love
GoneAre the sweet and powerful days.
Gone
Are the pure and peaceful nights.
Gone
Are my heart’s power-sun and beauty-moon.
Yet I live and love,
Yet I love and live.
1384. My heart will not fade away
My heart will not fade awayBecause I have
Carefully placed its beauty
Inside my Lord’s Compassion-Heart,
And cheerfully placed its fragrance
At my Lord’s Salvation-Feet.
1385. Abandoned
The most powerful despairIs the only friend I have.
There was a time
When I had many, many friends:
Peace, Light, Delight
And even God Himself.
Alas, where have my old friends gone?
They have forever left me,
My heart and my little life.
1386. Everything else will disappear
Everything else will disappearLike the morning’s beauty,
Save and except
My heart’s tiny gratitude-flames.
1387. Can you not stop trying?
God wants to be lovedAnd not possessed.
Therefore, can you not stop trying
To possess Him?
God does not want to understand you.
Therefore, can you not stop trying
To understand Him?
1388. I have lost
I have lost GodBecause
I have not used Him at all.
I have lost man
Because
I have used him sleeplessly
Plus unconditionally.
1389. By mistake
Life has created deathBy mistake.
Death has created life
By mistake.
I have created doubt-poison
By mistake.
1390. Love itself is wisdom
Wisdom may not produce love,But love itself is wisdom.
And true wisdom
Is satisfaction in oneness-perfection.
1391. A rank fool
Your denial of God’s ExistenceAll-where
Has turned you into a rank fool.
Go immediately to your inner school
To learn the art of perfection
In and through your aspiration-cry.
1392. In wisdom-light
When his love is inHis wisdom-light,
No blunder-night,
No vital gloom,
Can mislead and misguide
A seeker-soul.
1393. An ugly thought
An ugly thoughtTurned him into a monster.
A hallowed thought
Has now turned him into a lamb,
God’s choice lamb.
1394. God still has faith
His mind does not think.His heart does not love.
His soul does not care.
Yet God’s Compassion-Sky
And God’s Forgiveness-Sun
Have not lost faith in him.
1395. His denial of temptation-night
His denial of temptation-nightSoulfully offers His Lord Supreme
The most beautiful and powerful
Satisfaction-day.
1396. Divinely happy, supremely proud
I am divinely happyBecause
My discipline-body
Is my God-affirming life.
I am supremely proud
Because
My heart’s perfection-tears
Are in love with God’s
Satisfaction-Cheers.
1397. Only one way
There is only one wayTo enrich your life,
And that way is
To command your mind
At each hush-gap.
1398. My higher life
Wisdom-light I do have.It is in my higher life.
Where is my higher life?
It is inside the ascending cry
Of my heart
And the descending smile
Of my soul.
1399. The heart's oneness-spreading
The mind’s understandingIs not everything.
The heart’s oneness-spreading
Is everything:
Everything in everything
And
Everything for everything.
1400. The life of man is love
The life of man is love.The love of man is perfection.
The perfection of man is satisfaction —
Satisfaction in God,
Satisfaction with God,
Satisfaction for God.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the fourteenth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
In this soulful and deeply moving encounter on 22 March 1972, Pope Paul VI and Sri Chinmoy meet one another for the first time. “This meeting of ours has been most essential,” the Pontiff told the Indian Master. “When we both leave this world, you and I, we will meet together.” Sri Chinmoy met privately with Pope Paul on two other occasions before the Pontiff’s death. At their last meeting in 1976, Sri Chinmoy presented the Holy Father with a book he had written about him, entitled Compassion-Father, Champion-Brother, Perfection-Friend.