Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 16
1501. To change my inner conditions
To change my inner conditionsWhat I need is a blossoming faith.
To change my outer conditions
What I need is a daring smile.
1502. The presence of faith
The absence of faith in my heartDemonstrates my inner poverty
Blatantly.
The presence of faith in my heart
Makes me co-holder of God’s entire Property
Immediately.
1503. To have faith in oneself
To lose faithIn oneself
Is nothing short of
An inner treachery.
To have soulfully implicit faith
In oneself
Is to enjoy a ceaseless oneness-friendship
With God.
1504. Two errors of Eternity
Two errors of Eternity:The finite man cannot grow
Into Infinity;
Earth-night is denied
The face of the immortal Dawn.
1505. In the morning when I pray
In the morning when I pray,I try to see the subtle movements
Of the visible God.
In the evening when I meditate,
I try to see the visible signs
Of the invisible God.
1506. My Lord's Satisfaction-Lion
When my heart-doveBecame my soul-phoenix,
My Lord Supreme
Immediately transformed me
Into His own Satisfaction-Lion.
1507. A God-dreamer and a God-lover
The difference betweenA God-dreamer and a God-lover
Is this:
A God-dreamer wants to live
In God’s birthless and deathless Infinity.
A God-lover longs to live
In God’s Heart-Cave.
1508. My nights are fractured
My nights are fracturedBecause I do not
Sleeplessly pray and meditate
The entire night.
My days are fractured
Because I do not
See the beauty of man
And
The Duty of God
The entire day.
1509. My days and nights
When I feel the excruciating pangsOf my insecurity-heart,
My days are followed by my nights.
When I see my God’s
Beauty-Face,
My nights are followed by my days.
1510. Man's soul is a smile
Man’s heart is a cryFor a fulfilling desire.
Man’s soul is a smile
Satisfactorily descended
From a fulfilled God.
1511. Now I am grateful
There was a timeWhen I was grateful
To those who took my side,
Although I was quite often wrong.
But now I am grateful
Only to those who take God’s side,
No matter how feeble they are,
No matter how idle they are.
1512. Only if you change
You can be proudOf yourself
Only if you change
Your present way of thinking.
You can be grateful
To yourself
Only if you change
Your present way of loving.
1513. The only real danger
We must all shield ourselvesAgainst the only real danger:
Our cherished friendship
With ignorance-night.
1514. The competition
His heart regularly competesWith high Heaven’s beauty.
Believe it or not,
His heart always wins.
Go, you can ask God.
God always comes
To watch the competition.
1515. Only one favour
My Lord,I have been praying to You
For only one favour:
Please me today, only today,
In my own way.
Tomorrow and forever
I shall please You
In Your own Way.
1516. The idea-flames
Everything started,Starts
And will start
With the idea-flames
For life-perfection
And self-transcendence.
1517. Many ways
No wayTo influence God.
No way
To deceive God.
But many ways
Not only to realise God
But also to become God.
1518. To tie me to God
To tie me to GodGod has His
Compassion-Sun
And I have my
Gratitude-flames.
1519. God's Promises
God’s PromisesGod always keeps.
Lo, He has given me
A simplicity-mind,
A purity-heart
And
A satisfaction-life.
1520. Divorce
Finally your mindHas gotten a divorce
From its usual haughtiness,
And your vital
Has gotten a divorce
From its usual meanness.
1521. His confused heart
His doubting mindHas left his heart
In utter confusion.
His confused heart
Has totally forgotten
God’s Compassion-Blessings
And His Affection-Smile.
1522. Slowly and quickly
Slowly we seekAnd
Quickly we knock.
Bravely we accomplish
And
Gladly we achieve.
Soulfully we ascend
And
Unreservedly we transcend.
1523. God's Satisfaction-Eye
Cry,You will be able to feel
God’s Forgiveness-Heart.
Smile,
You will be able to see
God’s Satisfaction-Eye.
1524. No preparation is required
No preparation is requiredIf you soulfully love
Man in God.
No preparation is required
If you long to serve
God in man.
1525. Immediate help from God
Immediate help from GodCan save your shadowless heart,
But not your faithless mind.
1526. Suddenly and perfectly
Suddenly and perfectlyHe became
His heart’s aspiration-cry
And
His soul’s satisfaction-smile.
1527. When faith ends
When blossoming faithSlowly ends,
Destroying doubt
Quickly begins.
1528. When I proceed
When I proceedMy heart grows.
When I succeed
My mind swells.
1529. Adversity and prosperity
Adversity awakens me,My heart.
Prosperity frightens me,
My eyes.
1530. Tiredness and readiness
Tiredness isAnother name for laziness.
Readiness is
Another name for fulness.
1531. When quality-satisfaction begins
When the voracious quantity-demanderFinally stops,
The precious quality-satisfaction
Amazingly begins.
1532. Sickness and medicine
Jealousy-biteIs a sickness.
Its perfect and guaranteed medicine
Is oneness bold.
1533. Experience and realisation
Experience helps usPossess
The earthly reality-flames.
Realisation helps us
Claim
Our Heavenly vision-sun.
1534. The wealth of experience
The wealth of experienceIs sound-perfection.
The wealth of realisation
Is silence-satisfaction.
1535. Three processes
Involution isA forgotten process.
Evolution is
A slow process.
Revolution is
A striking process.
1536. For all others
Each mind favours sincerityFor all other minds.
Each heart favours purity
For all other hearts.
Each life favours perfection
For all other lives.
1537. Two hearts
The Christ-HeartHas taught me
How to claim and proclaim God.
The Christian heart
Has taught me
How to blame and defame man.
1538. I need, I have, I am
What I need isA sleepless heart
To love my Lord Supreme.
What I have is
A self-important heart.
What I am is
An impoverished heart.
1539. A tempted heart
You are, indeed,A tempted heart.
No, never
A guilty heart.
1540. A chained heart
A chained heartWithin,
An ambitious heart
Without:
This is what he unmistakably is.
1541. A praying heart
A praying heartCan never be
An abandoned heart.
A loving heart
Can never be
An insecure heart.
1542. A faithful heart
A faithful heartCan never be
A forgotten heart.
A meditative heart
Can never be
A broken heart.
1543. No difference
No difference betweenA doubtful heart
And a disappointed heart.
No difference between
A complex heart
And an unscrupulous heart.
No difference between
A missionary heart
And an untiring heart.
1544. A smiling and dancing world-heart
Before I started my aspiration-lifeI was a lonely heart.
But now I am
A smiling and dancing world-heart.
1545. My clever prayer
When I pray,I cleverly ask God
To run errands for me.
When I meditate,
God wisely asks me
To run errands for Him.
1546. My devoted prayer
When I pray,I kneel down
Devotedly and secretly.
When I meditate,
I lift up my heart
Soulfully and perfectly.
1547. My needs
What my prayer needsIs a patience-tree.
What my meditation needs
Is a gratitude-flower.
1548. When I pray
When I pray,I pray for the right thing:
Peace.
When I meditate,
I meditate on the right Person:
God.
1549. My five-cent prayer
My five-cent prayerExpects
A five-thousand-dollar answer.
Alas, alas!
My ten-thousand-dollar meditation
Expects nothing,
Not even a fleeting smile from God.
For me, meditation in itself
Is all achievement.
1550. O my aspiration-life
O my aspiration-life,You have left me.
How can I go on alone?
How can I cope with my inner life,
The real life,
Alone?
Alas, I am forced to face
The changes that the desire-life
Has ruthlessly brought me
Once again.
1551. A series of astonishments
This body’s very birthWhispered into my wee ears:
“The human life is nothing
But a series of
Perfect astonishments.”
1552. Rest comes not
Rest comes notHere on earth.
Transformation blossoms not
There in Heaven.
1553. My expectation-load
O my Lord Supreme,Do show me the way to unload
My load of constant expectations.
Absolutely unbearable
Is my expectation-load!
1554. When God first told me
I rememberWith my heart’s gratitude-tears
When God first told me:
“My son,
You are My Oneness-Reality,
My Satisfaction-Dream.”
1555. Nourish learning
Nourish learning,Cherish unlearning.
Lo, your perfection-cry
And your satisfaction-smile
Are flourishing.
1556. Scoffers and defamers
Scoffers and defamersHave, indeed, human bodies
Like us.
But, unlike us,
They are forced to live
For the animal kingdom.
1557. Three songs
Three songs of mineRemain unsung:
Perfection-body,
Satisfaction-heart,
Gratitude-life.
1558. Happiness-givers
YesterdayPossession-feast
Gave me happiness.
Today
Renunciation-hunger
Is giving me happiness.
Tomorrow
God-satisfaction
In God’s own Way
Will give me happiness.
1559. Tears unshed
Tears unshedBreak God’s Heart
Into a thousand pieces,
And unimaginably expedite
Man’s forward journey.
1560. Nurse no extravagant hope
Nurse no extravagant hope.Your heart will be supremely happy.
Feed no malignant doubt.
Your mind will be immediately happy.
1561. To brave silence
To brave silenceMy sound-life is worse
Than useless.
To brave sound
Everything that I have
Can easily prove to be useful.
1562. The art of unthinking silence
If you can learnThe art of unthinking silence,
God will, without fail,
Grant you the supreme pride
Of His unsinking Sound.
1563. A hopelessly drowsy death
When I think that I amNot of God,
When I feel that I am
Not for God,
My life becomes
A hopelessly drowsy death.
1564. On good terms
My body’s continuous painAnd
My life’s monotonous chain:
These are always
On supremely good terms.
1565. The eyes of my aspiration-heart
As the mouth of my desire-lifeFrightens me,
Even so,
The eyes of my aspiration-heart
Strengthen me.
1566. My heart's constant guest
My heart’s constant guest:God the Many.
My life’s constant host:
God the One.
1567. Each thought, each life
Each thought is eitherA rising star
Or
A sinking star.
Each life is either
A destruction-blow
Or
A perfection-flow.
1568. Death desires me
Death desires me,My expectation-tree.
But God is granting me
His own Satisfaction-Fruit.
1569. Beyond the sun-smile
There was a timeWhen I sailed beyond the sun-smile.
I was all delight.
And now I am sailing
Beyond the sunset-cry.
Believe it or not,
I am all delight
Once more.
1570. My heart-bridge
My heart-bridge is not the goal.Then what is it?
It is the most perfect beginning
To reach my mind-illumining
And life-fulfilling goal.
1571. The possession of another mind
The possession of another mindIs bondage-night.
The renunciation of another mind
Is liberation-delight.
1572. Marvellous rumour
Three items of marvellous rumour:I have totally failed.
God has at last renounced
His creation.
The animal in man has dethroned
The Supreme in man.
1573. The longest journey
The longest journey:From teeming doubt
To blossoming faith.
The shortest journey:
From soulful devotion
To fruitful surrender.
1574. Translunar music
Translunar music,You alone can feed
My heart,
You alone can build
My life,
You alone can transport
My vision-light
Into the translucent skies.
1575. Your tear-floods are subsiding
Your tear-floods are subsidingBecause you have now become
A perfect stranger to expectation:
Expectation-temptation
And
Expectation-frustration.
1576. The glory that shines
The glory that shinesIn streaming tears
Is the glory that makes friends
With ever-transcending cheers.
1577. To disarm death
To disarm deathThe human heart must pray
To God’s Compassion
Sleeplessly,
And the human life must surrender
To God’s Light
Unconditionally.
1578. You need eternal rest
Rest, brother doubt, rest.Rest, sister insecurity, rest.
Both of you need eternal rest
In the Heart of God’s
Universal Nest.
1579. The wish of my soul
The wish of my soul:My body will become
A perfect instrument of God.
The wish of my body:
My soul will be
My body’s ever-leading
And ever-forgiving captain.
1580. Two aimless eyes
What you have areTwo aimless eyes.
What you are is
A soulless heart.
And soon you will become
A totally godless life.
1581. Silence and sound
Silence cheerfully and unreservedlyPurifies sound.
Sound soulfully and breathlessly
Treasures silence.
1582. Thus runs my dream
Countless temptation-stars,A frustration-sky,
An illumination-sun:
Thus runs my dream.
1583. A high opinion
What he isIs nothing but
A high opinion
Of his own stone-blind obstinacy.
1584. I wish to be led
My dear Lord,I wish to be led
Every day.
My sweet Lord,
I wish to be led
In every way.
My beloved Lord,
I wish to be led
All the way.
1585. One minute a day
At least,Only one minute a day,
I must from ignorance
Stay away!
1586. He has departed
He has departedFrom his earthly pain,
Not by leaving the body,
But by becoming inseparably one
With his soul-sea’s
Ecstasy-waves.
1587. The best thing
What is, by far, the best thingThat each seeker-soul
Must accomplish?
He has to laugh and laugh
At life’s streaming tears.
1588. Seasons
My heart livesIn the season of giving.
My mind lives
In the season of receiving.
And I live
In the season of watching and admiring
My generosity-heart
And
My receptivity-mind.
1589. If you can multiply
In the inner world,Sleeplessly
If you can multiply
Peace-light,
Then in the outer world,
Unconditionally
You can multiply
Love-delight.
1590. Morning is the time
Morning is the timeTo accept God’s Love-Light.
Noon is the time
To become God’s Love-Height.
Evening is the time
To radiate God’s Love-Delight.
1591. I think of God first
I think of God firstBefore I think of myself.
Why?
Because only God can be
My inspiration-thought.
I love God first
Before I love myself.
Why?
Because only God can be
My satisfaction-love.
1592. Greatness gives me
What does greatness give me?Greatness gives me
The confidence of a lion.
What does goodness give me?
Goodness gives me
The satisfaction of a lamb.
1593. Relax your body
Relax your body.Fecundity becomes your life.
Still your mind.
Tranquillity becomes your heart.
1594. What is joy?
What is joy?It is a bird that we all want
To catch.
It is the same bird that we all love
To see flying.
1595. I shall flood myself
Today I shall make myselfSupremely happy.
Like the morning sun,
I shall flood my body
With compassion,
I shall flood my vital
With concern,
I shall flood my mind
With simplicity,
And I shall flood my heart
With purity.
1596. Each time I pray
Each time I prayI unburden my life
Smilingly.
Each time I meditate
I choose God-Life alone
Unconditionally.
1597. At least for one day
How I wish to be happy today.O my vital,
At least for one day
Do not discourage others.
O my mind,
At least for one day
Do not criticise others.
O my heart,
At least for one day
Do not emphasise the negative forces
In others.
1598. I measured my success
YesterdayI measured my success
By competing with others.
Today
I measure my success
By competing with myself.
Tomorrow
I shall measure my success
By expanding my heart
To encompass others.
1599. You are inseparable
O my mind,You and cloud-clusters
Are inseparable.
O my heart,
You and moon-lustre
Are inseparable.
O my soul,
You and sun-rapture
Are inseparable.
1600. Two things I must never forget
Two things I must never forget:My meditation-appointment with God
In the small hours of the morning,
And God’s Satisfaction-appointment
with me
In the late hours of the night.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the sixteenth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
United Nations Secretary-General U Thant met Sri Chinmoy for the first time on 29 February 1972. In the ensuing years, the two world figures became deep friends and met together several times. In a book he wrote about the U.N. leader following his death, entitled U Thant: Divinity’s Smile, Humanity’s Cry, Sri Chinmoy declared, “Simplicity was U Thant’s life. Sincerity was U Thant’s mind. Purity was U Thant’s heart. His was the approach of serene and illumined dignity.”
Editor's note
Some poems in this first edition were later selected by the author for a special collection of 207 Flower-Flames (FFP). The author also chose to revise some of his original poems for this anthology:FF-1517: FFP 75 (revised version).