Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 2
101. What has punctured your joy?
What has punctured your joy?Not your volcano-anger,
Not your venom-doubt,
Not your mountain-pride,
But your insecurity-ant.
102. My rising horizon
What has engulfed my rising horizon?Temptation-deer?
No!
Destruction-tiger?
No!
Hesitation-lion?
Yes!
103. A wild depression
A wild depressionHas stolen away the hope
Which he claimed as his only friend
Here on earth.
Alas, who will now flash
A rainbow of hope
Across his heart
Sunk deep?
104. The Heart of my Lord Supreme
I agree with youWhen you say
That God’s Face is at times
Not visible.
But I shall never agree with you
If you say
That God’s Heart, too, is at times
Not visible.
The Heart of my Lord Supreme
Can never remain invisible.
105. Hell's orchestra
Hell’s orchestraAlways loses
To man’s confusion-mind
And
Destruction-life.
Always!
106. Persistence
Persistence is extinctionIn the greedy
Desire-world.
Persistence is illumination
In the self-giving
Aspiration-world.
107. Helpless earth
Helpless earth chokes its tearsWhen hopeless human beings
Cry not for transformation-dream
And satisfaction-reality.
108. My mind's inaccessible corner
Carefully and untiringlyMy mind’s inaccessible corner
Is hiding
My perfection-life
And
Satisfaction-heart.
109. My hope's resurrection
My hope’s resurrection declaresEarth’s transformation-promise,
Man’s perfection-dream,
God’s Satisfaction-Dance.
110. Incredible news
Incredible news:God still loves me!
Incredible news:
Man still hates me!
Incredible news:
I am still alive!
111. Hope comes first
Hope comes first,Life follows.
Life comes first,
Perfection follows.
Perfection comes first,
Satisfaction follows.
112. Dangerous diseases
The dangerous diseases of the mind:Doubt and meanness.
The miracle-medicine to cure the mind:
Faith and oneness.
113. Push and pull
Indeed, an age of push!Therefore I push myself upward
Forcefully
To touch God’s Compassion-Feet.
Indeed, an age of pull!
Therefore I pull my Beloved Supreme down
To illumine my heart
Slowly, carefully and soulfully.
114. I am hanging
I am hanging.God has deserted me.
I am hanging.
Man has exploited me.
I am hanging.
My life is not known to me.
115. If you are ignorant
If you are ignorantYou are doomed to be impotent.
If you are impotent
Who can make you important?
No, not even God
In His Compassion-Flood.
116. Something cries
Something cries:Ignorance-life.
Something dies:
Ignorance-imperfection.
117. Aspire to lead and feed
Don’t retire,Aspire!
Aspire to lead
Humanity’s cry
And feed
Humanity’s hope.
118. The chains of desire-night
The chains of desire-nightNever loosen.
The gains of aspiration-light
Never lessen.
Never!
119. When I cry for victory
When I cry for my own victory,God gives the torch of success.
When I cry for God’s Victory,
God grants me
Not only a progress-sky
But also
A perfection-sun.
120. Hope alone remains
Heaven fails me.Earth assails me.
Hope alone remains
With my mind,
In my heart
And for my life.
121. A difficult task
Living in You, Lord Supreme,Is not a difficult task.
Living for You, Lord Supreme,
Is not a difficult task.
Living without being
Your perfect instrument
Is the most difficult task.
122. Nothing can defeat you
Nothing can defeat you.Only do not sing
With ignorance-night.
None can defeat you.
Only do not dance
With imperfection-prince.
123. A lesson I always enjoy
Education never stops.Here is a lesson
That I always enjoy:
Love gives,
Devotion feels,
Surrender becomes.
124. My heart
A good friend to love:My heart.
A good place to begin:
My heart.
A good pioneer to trust:
My heart.
A good messenger of God’s Victory:
My heart.
125. The game
Helpless earthCannot finish the Game.
Careless Heaven
Does not finish the Game.
Useless man
Ruins the Game.
126. Alas, all have forgotten
Alas,Earth has forgotten to aspire.
Alas,
Heaven has forgotten to inspire.
Alas,
Man has forgotten to unlearn.
Alas,
God has forgotten to arrive.
127. The power of a dream
The power of a dreamCan make a man
Unquestionably happy.
But the power of a reality
Can alone make a man
Unreservedly perfect.
128. A new prayer
Your old prayer may not change God.But God can grant you
A new prayer,
And this new prayer
Will really make you happy.
What is your new prayer?
God-Satisfaction
In God’s own Way.
129. The heart of progress-oneness
The heart of progress-onenessSatisfies both God and man.
The mind of success-prowess
Satisfies only man.
130. The vision of freedom-might
The vision of freedom-mightMan’s outer life
Desperately desires.
The reality of oneness-delight
Man’s inner life
Eternally is.
131. When I am on God's side1
When I am on God’s sideMy love becomes fast speed,
My devotion becomes lasting energy
And
My surrender becomes final victory.
FF 131-150. These twenty poems were written at the Osaka Grand Hotel on 26 October 1979↩
132. All I want
All I wantedWas freedom-supremacy
In my desire-life.
All I want now
Is surrender-ecstasy
In my aspiration-life.
133. God's Love-Call
God’s Love-CallHas transformed my animal past.
God’s Love-Call
Is illumining my human present.
God’s Love-Call
Will immortalise my divine future.
134. A deathless future
What belongsTo a deathless future?
A gratitude-flame.
What else belongs
To a deathless future?
A tiny surrender-seed.
135. A new discovery
I can’t wait until tomorrowTo be blessed with
A new discovery:
My love is my heart’s beauty,
My devotion is my life’s duty,
My surrender is my victory’s satisfaction.
136. How little I know
How little I knowOf man’s gratitude-drop!
How little I know
Of God’s Forgiveness-Sea!
137. America's special strength
America’s special strengthLies not in frightening the weak
And challenging the strong,
But in strengthening the weak
And
Illumining the strong.
138. Oneness-land
Oneness-land:That is where he always belongs.
That is the place where
The Creator in him
And
The creation in him
Enjoy each other.
139. The longest road
The longest road in the world:To see others’ faults
Deliberately,
To enjoy others’ faults
Unreservedly.
140. Three kinds of givers
Three kinds of givers:A giver who gives only to receive
Ten times more in return,
A giver who wants to prove
That he has a giant heart,
A giver who gives to become.
This giver
Has discovered the secret art
Of true satisfaction.
141. Someday, somehow, somewhere
His confiscated body,His frustrated vital,
His humiliated head,
His elevated heart,
His unlimited soul
Will grant him
Someday, somehow, somewhere
An emancipated life.
142. A God-Heart
How can America affordTo ignore world-problems
When God, out of His infinite Bounty,
Has given America
A heart similar to His own?
143. One heart in two bodies
One heart in two bodies:A self-offering God-lover.
Two hearts in one body:
A soulless earth-lover.
144. An overnight success
An overnight successIs possible only when
I can make myself feel
That I am of God alone.
An ever-transcending progress
Is not only possible but inevitable
When I succeed in convincing myself
That I live for God
And God alone.
145. If you suffer
If you suffer, thank God.For nothing abides
Away from His Vision-Eye
And
His Compassion-Heart.
146. A great teacher
A great teacher inspiresThe seeker.
A great teacher aspires
In and through the seeker.
A great teacher knows
That he is the journey’s soul of the seeker
And also his journey’s goal.
147. Each opportunity
Intense longing creates opportunity.Each opportunity
Is more than a blessing.
Indeed,
It is a miniature goal itself.
148. God is always watching us
God is always watching us,Even when we worship Him.
Why?
Because He knows that sincere sincerity
Is yet to be born.
149. Humour and rumour
Heaven cannot affordTo enjoy humour,
For it is dying
Of earth’s unending rumour.
150. To frighten and enlighten
To frighten the animal in meMy God is all Justice.
To enlighten the human in me
My God is all Compassion.
151. Conquerors2
The outer conquerors:A doubting mind,
A strangling vital.
The inner conquerors:
A self-giving life,
A oneness-heart.
FF 151-185. These thirty-five poems were written at Osaka airport on 27 October 1979 while Sri Chinmoy was waiting for a delayed flight.↩
152. God's Lion-Power
Yesterday, I desired to beGod’s Lion-Power.
Today, I desire to be
God’s Deer-Speed.
Tomorrow, I shall desire to be
God’s Lamb-Fondness.
153. Declaration of a non-believer
Everyone in the worldIs another Christ
Except for the carpenter, Jesus.
So declares a non-believer in the Christ.
154. Life's fond illusion
Life’s fond illusionFools us deliberately,
Awakens us unconsciously,
Challenges us mercilessly.
But we become victors,
Unquestionably.
155. The mother of my pure thoughts
Sincerity isThe mother of my pure thoughts.
Purity is
The mother of my lofty ideals.
Divinity is
The mother of my universal-oneness-realisation.
156. You are not
You are notThe breath of your pride.
You are not
The life of your jealousy.
You are not
The body of your ignorance.
You are
The heart of God’s Vision-Love.
157. Eternity's sunrise
Eternity’s sunrise!My prayer-heart
And
My meditation-life
Are soulfully crying for you.
Eternity’s sunrise!
My realisation-breadth
And
My God-manifestation-length
Are smiling at you.
158. A chainless mind
A chainless mind embodiesA fearless heart.
A fearless heart embodies
A sleepless soul.
A sleepless soul embodies
A spotless goal.
159. Nowhere
A freedom-face, where is it?Nowhere!
A perfection-race, where is it?
Nowhere!
A satisfaction-grace, where is it?
Nowhere!
160. My surrendering surrender
My loving loveMakes me pure.
My serving devotion
Makes me sure.
My surrendering surrender
Makes me perfect.
161. A perfect gentleman
God is ready to dawnIn your mind’s chaos,
But being a perfect gentleman,
He awaits your gracious invitation
And precious dedication.
162. Eternal hunger
Eternal hunger, where is it?In man’s aspiring heart?
No!
Eternal hunger, where is it?
In man’s soaring soul?
No!
Eternal hunger, where is it?
In God’s and man’s
Mutual self-giving roles.
163. Almost an impossible reality
Lasting gratitudeIs almost an impossible reality.
This insurmountable experience
I have acquired
From my oneness-life
With humanity’s hopeless capacity
And helpless receptivity.
164. God the Compassion
God the JusticeAt times deliberately forgets
To love me.
But
God the Compassion
Always loves me,
Even when I wage a war against Him.
165. My surrender-tree
My surrender-treeBears God-Fruits.
Believe it or not, it always does.
O my seeker-friends,
You also can try it
In your self-giving
Aspiration-life.
166. A free passage
A self-giving heartHas a free passage
To the inner moon.
A God-becoming soul
Has a free passage
To the inner sun.
167. God's Football
I have all alongBeen God’s Flute.
I have charmed the world,
But that is not enough.
From now on,
I shall be God’s Football,
Him to please in His own Way.
This is the way I can become
A choice instrument of God
To feed earth’s cry
And Heaven’s smile
All at once.
168. An atom of soulful effort
An atom of soulful effort:God comes down.
A second of self-giving cry:
Look, God is happily watching you.
169. Tempt me no more
Tempt me no more,O earth,
With your astounding perfection-promise.
Tempt me no more,
O Heaven,
With your fascinating satisfaction-promise.
170. A colossal hole
You see a colossal holeInside my soul.
I see no goal, no goal,
For your poor soul.
171. O incense-breathing morning
O incense-breathing morning,I love your beauty’s smile.
O peace-spreading evening,
I admire your well-deserved rest.
172. When I was the victor
There was a time when I was the victor,Within and without.
Alas, now I am condemned
To an ant-like, feeble hope.
173. Your starlit heart
Your cloud-eclipsed mindWill invariably fail you.
Your starlit heart
Will not only fulfil you
But also immortalise you.
174. You come not alone
O my fainting fears,I love you
Because you come not alone.
With you arrives my Beloved Supreme.
O my dancing cheers,
I love you
Because you come not alone.
With you arrives my Beloved Supreme.
175. His true nature
His hatred of manIs all in his head.
His love of God in his heart
Will inundate soon
His entire being.
For nothing
Save and except love
Is his true nature.
176. Drownings
You drowned in the sea of fanaticismAnd dogmatism.
He drowned in the sea of reason
And doubt.
I drowned in the sea of self-pity
And unreality.
177. The grown-up God
Knowledge-flamesAre baby gods.
Wisdom-sun
Is the grown-up
And powerful God.
178. A flower-future
If you think of yourself alone,A flower-future
Will not be guaranteed.
If you think of the world more
Than you think of yourself,
A flower-future may be guaranteed.
If you think of God most of the time,
There is a good possibility
That a flower-future will be guaranteed.
But if you think of God and only of God
All the time,
Then a flower-future,
Without fail,
Will be guaranteed.
179. Satisfaction is in God-Becoming
Confusion is in the brains.Destruction is in the vital chains.
Perfection is in self-giving.
Satisfaction is in God-becoming.
180. I smiled in my mind
I smiled in my mind.Everybody ridiculed me.
I smile in my heart.
Nobody ignores me.
I shall smile in my soul.
All will love me.
181. Each journey
Each crisis intensifies my quest.Each quest expedites my journey.
Each journey is a ray of satisfaction
On the Face of my Beloved Supreme.
182. Just carry one thing with you
You want to race against death.I tell you, you will succeed.
Just carry one thing with you:
A tiny gratitude-flame.
183. The thunder-victory
O seeker, just try to offerYour tender trust.
Yours will be, before long,
The thunder-victory.
184. The art of surrender
The art of loveIllumines my thoughtful journey.
The art of devotion
Expedites my soulful journey.
The art of surrender
Satisfies my fruitful journey.
185. A common ability
The ability to hope,Not everyone has.
The ability to smile,
Not everyone has.
But
The ability to cry,
Everyone has.
186. My smiling God3
Beautiful isMy smiling God.
Powerful is
My illumining God.
Fruitful is
My loving God.
FF 186-200. These fifteen poems were written on 27 October 1979 on a plane trip from Osaka to Tokyo.↩
187. A desire-life
A desire-life is embracedBy the startling capacities
Of incompetence,
Imperfection
And dissatisfaction.
188. He who feeds my heart
He who feeds my mindIs not a real teacher
But a mere entertainer.
He who feeds my heart
Is not only a teacher
But also the greatest helper
In my God-satisfying role.
189. Non-stop magic
Realisation:Non-stop magic
Between
Man’s aspiration-door
And
God’s Satisfaction-Shore.
190. How to succeed?
How to succeed?Powerfully and majestically.
How to proceed?
Soulfully and sleeplessly.
How to become?
Unreservedly and unconditionally.
191. The arrival of another day
At the arrival of another dayMy desire-world pinches me
Extremely hard.
At the arrival of another day
My aspiration-world
Chastens me and hastens
My Godward journey.
192. Your silence-loving heart
Your mind hasA flood of questions.
There is but one teacher
Who can answer them.
Who is the teacher?
Your silence-loving heart.
193. Should parents play God?
Should parents play God?Only if they sincerely feel
That they are by far
Simpler and purer
Than their own children.
I strongly doubt that this is true.
Should parents play God?
No!
There is and there can be
Only one God,
And that God is
Perfection Universal, Perfection Transcendental.
194. Nothing more, nothing less
I do not want to give.I do not want to take.
I only want to see
What God does,
How He does,
Why He does —
Nothing more, nothing less.
195. Who will guard my possessions?
Who will guard my possessions?No, not my God, the Wisdom-Light.
No, not even my God, the Compassion-Ocean,
But my dark, greed-multiplying imperfections.
196. I must take nothing for granted
I must take nothing for granted,Either from Heaven’s silence
Or from earth’s sound.
No, not even from God’s unconditional
Compassion unbound.
197. Your purity-prayers will help you
Sink not in stark disappointment.Someday, somehow,
Your purity-prayers will help you
Have an appointment
With God the Compassion-Firmament.
198. The common award
An intense and natural disappointmentIs the common award
For a sleepless God-server
And a faultless man-lover.
Alas, alas!
199. A short-sighted idea
A short-sighted ideaCan be treasured only
By a limping man
And
A dying life.
200. My body does not belong to me
My body does not belong to me.It belongs to God’s Compassion-Light.
My soul does not belong to me.
It belongs to God’s Satisfaction-Delight.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the second volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.