Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 21
2001. What I need most
What my mind needs mostIs a satisfaction-smile.
What my heart needs most
Is a satisfaction-cry.
What I need most
Is satisfaction-surrender.
2002. A disciplined life
A disciplined lifeIs a favourite instrument
Of God.
2003. What is an accident?
What is an accidentIf not an incident?
What is an incident
If not an experience?
What is an experience
If not the beginning
Of my realisation?
2004. Ask your heart
Do you wantTo conquer your mind?
Then ask your heart
To befriend your mind.
2005. Anything worth having
Anything worth havingIs worth sharing
As well.
2006. Each experience is an improvement
Each experienceIs an improvement.
Each improvement
Is an inspiring, aspiring and encouraging
Stride towards God.
2007. Realisation-sun
Realisation-sun is givenBy God to man.
It cannot be earned.
2008. I implore God
I implore GodNot for His Miracle-Forgiveness
But for His Miracle-Power
So that I can conquer
All my human weaknesses.
2009. What you need
You do not need a new start;What you need is a new heart.
You do not need a new heart;
What you need is a new God.
2010. God receives my poor life
God receives my poor lifeBecause my rich heart
Believes in Him.
2011. If criticism frightens your heart
If criticism frightens your heart,Then praise, without fail,
Will weaken your life.
2012. Too good, too bad
If you are too good,Then why do you need God’s Love?
If you are too bad,
Then how do you expect God’s Love?
2013. You can be always happy
You can be always happyIf you believe like a child
And behave like a gentleman.
2014. Why do you forget?
Why do you forgetAgain and again
That your doubtful mind
Brings you darkness
And
Your soulful heart
Brings you light?
2015. If it is true
If it is trueThat Jesus is coming again,
Then it is also true
That I shall go to meet Him
And welcome Him
At the halfway point.
2016. God's Compassion, God's Forgiveness
God’s CompassionReads our weak hearts.
God’s Forgiveness
Registers our clever thoughts.
2017. Because I love God
Because I fear God,I do not have to fear any man.
Because I love God,
I have to love all human beings.
2018. My prayer and my meditation
My prayerIs my endless hope.
My meditation
Is my birthless and deathless joy.
2019. Useful talks
I see that it is quite usefulWhen I talk to the atheists.
I see that it is
Infinitely more useful
When I talk to God
About the atheists.
2020. An emptiness-fount
If you always extol yourselfTo the skies,
Then you are nothing but
An emptiness-fount.
2021. God tells us to love him
God tells us to love HimWith the same thing that loves us.
And what is that thing?
Ignorance-night.
2022. I shall never try to comprehend you
My Lord,I shall never try to comprehend You.
Therefore,
I shall never lose my searching mind.
My Lord,
I shall never try to deny You.
Therefore,
I shall never lose my aspiring heart.
2023. You must choose!
You must choose, you must!The deliverer within you
Or
The destroyer before you.
2024. Demotion or promotion
Before God-realisationIf you die,
It will be a demotion.
After God-realisation
If you die,
It will be a promotion.
2025. Nothingness-futility
If your mind is lookingFor nothingness-futility,
Your life will soon be caught
By nothingness-futility.
2026. Duet
O my mind’s sound,O my heart’s silence,
I am so glad
That you are not having
A duel,
But
A duet.
2027. A God-lover
A God-seeker prays to GodFor himself.
A God-lover prays to God
For humanity.
2028. No future in your heart
There is noSweet smile on your face.
There is no
Clear focus in your eyes.
Do you know why?
Because there is no future
In your weak heart.
2029. You have to do your part
God is not going to do your part.You shall have to do your part
Yourself.
What are the things that you must do?
You must receive God’s Lessons
Today
Unreservedly.
You must achieve Peace, Light and Bliss
Tomorrow
Unmistakably.
And the day after tomorrow
You must become
Supremely perfect.
2030. God cherishes me
God punishes meAnd my conditional prayers.
God cherishes me
And my unconditional meditations.
2031. Obedience is blessing-light
Obedience is blessing-light.My heart feels it.
Disobedience is penalty-night.
My mind knows it.
2032. My last day on earth
What shall I doOn my last day on earth?
I shall change my name to gratitude.
Earth will receive gratitude from me
For offering me to Heaven.
Heaven will receive gratitude from me
For accepting me from earth.
2033. Now is the time
Now is the timeTo make good use of time.
Today is the day
To begin a perfect day.
2034. God will stand starving
If you are serving the God in manOnly for money,
Then God will unmistakably
Come out of His human frames
And stand starving
Right in front of you.
2035. God's favourites
God’s favourites are thoseWho have kept their heart-books
Wide open
For God to read
At His sweet Will.
2036. Your aspiration-life
Your aspiration-lifeCan easily reject doubts
Even if your desire-life
Willingly accepts them.
2037. Live only for God's Love
You do not have to proveGod’s Love for you.
Just feel that you live
Only for God’s Love.
2038. Where are you standing?
Where are you standing?If you are standing on a lower ground,
Then think of God.
If you are standing on a higher ground,
Then think of man.
2039. Why do you climb?
If you really do not wantTo taste the doubt-fruits,
Then why do you still
Climb up the mind-tree?
2040. Hope-flower, hope-fruit
Because there is a hope-flower,There will definitely be
A hope-fruit.
Just wait and watch.
2041. The code of your life
If you are a true disciple,Then the code of your life
Should be
“Renounce.”
If you are a true Master,
Then the code of your life
Should be
“Accept.”
2042. Everything is good
Everything is good,Even the worst possible fear,
If it drives the seeker
Straight towards God.
2043. Destructive forces in disguise
Preachers who pray for youOnly for money, money, money,
And not for anything else,
Are nothing but
Destructive forces in disguise.
2044. God's only interest
God is never interestedIn my competence.
He is only interested
In my constant willingness.
2045. God compassionately asks
God compassionately asks me,“Will you be available?”
He never asks me,
“Will you be able?”
2046. God's position
My Lord,My mind wants You
To be in my position
And judge.
My Lord,
My heart wants me
To be in Your position
And judge.
2047. Never start a day
My Lord,I pray that
I never start a day
Without
Aspiration-leaves,
Dedication-flowers
And
Surrender-fruits.
2048. Improve your self-esteem!
Improve your self-esteem!This is the only thing
That God wants to have from you
Right now.
2049. I am not lost
I am not lost,I shall not be lost,
I shall never be lost,
For God is not only within me
But also for me
Always.
2050. The way
My gratitude-heartAlways knows
The way.
My oneness-perfection
Always is
The way.
2051. The unusual capacity
I have all along knownThat my mind has
The unusual capacity
To throw off the doubt-disease
And heal itself completely.
2052. What I want
What I want to haveIs a forward-moving greatness.
What I need to have
Is an upward-climbing goodness.
2053. Independence and dependence
I declareMy total independence
From intellectual scholarship.
I declare
My total dependence
On soulful worship.
2054. God is in full control
Let your heartTell your mind
That God is in full control
Of your life.
You will immediately see
That your tension has ceased
And your confidence
Has powerfully returned.
2055. Relax
Relax,Relax soulfully,
Relax powerfully.
You are bound to feel
An inflow of creative energy
And constructive enthusiasm.
2056. Since I can begin again
Since I can begin again,Why does my heart
Have to cry,
And why does my life
Have to die?
2057. Make up your mind
Make up your mindOnce and for all!
Do you really want to come out
Of your insecurity-prison?
Indeed, you have reasons!
But your reasons are incorrect.
2058. Only the chosen
Everybody can begin.Only the chosen
Can continue and succeed.
2059. I am at your door
My Lord,I am at Your Door,
Although You do not care
To invite me in.
2060. Simplicity you have lost
SimplicityYou have lost.
Therefore, you are no longer
A God-child.
Sincerity
You have lost.
Therefore, you are no longer
God’s friend.
Purity
You have lost.
Therefore, God does not
Want you any more.
2061. Don't forget one thing
You can forget everythingIf you want to.
But don’t forget one thing:
You are God’s child,
God’s very, very own.
2062. If you want me to think of you
If you want me to think of youIn your own way,
Then you are
The most worthless human being.
If you want me to think of you
In my own way,
Then you are
A most perfect Truth-seeker
And God-lover.
2063. Together let us go back
Together let us go backTo our Heavenly Father.
It is neither too late
Nor too soon.
2064. The doorkeeper
SilenceIs the doorkeeper
Of my inmost
Aspiration-room.
2065. Learning is not enough
Learning is not enough.Becoming is not enough.
Self-giving is enough,
More than enough.
2066. Purity is wanting
What a shame!Your success
Has turned out to be worthless.
Perhaps you do not know the reason.
The reason is,
Purity is wanting in your intention.
2067. Scholarship and God-worship
ScholarshipAnd
God-worship
Are never eager
To see each other.
2068. I shall never escape
I shall never escapeFrom anything.
No, not even from
Excruciating pangs.
2069. An unbowed head
What he has nowIs an unbowed head.
What he is now
Is a dead man
Spiritually and otherwise.
2070. Desire-pain
Desire-painI was.
Aspiration-gain
I shall become.
2071. When I renounce
When I renounceMy desire-life,
God will announce
His Satisfaction-Heart.
2072. An incompetent fool
Your mind isAn incompetent fool.
Always stay with your heart’s
Myriad accomplishments.
2073. The one who knows
The one who knows,And wants to know more,
Cheerfully and soulfully
Bows.
2074. A oneness-heart
I may be aForgetfulness-mind,
But I am also a
Oneness-heart.
2075. You are great
You are greatBecause you can speedily succeed.
You are good
Because you can confidently proceed.
2076. I shall reclaim
Yesterday I failed.Today I have failed.
But tomorrow I shall definitely
Reclaim my divine life.
2077. Self-awareness
Self-awareness,I shall always treasure you.
Self-centredness,
I shall always disown you.
2078. O my stupid mind
O my stupid mind,Don’t try to be independent
Of my wisdom-heart.
2079. A seeker knows
A seeker knowsThat each destructive thought
Is a sad failure
In his life.
A seeker knows
That each constructive thought
Is God’s God-Victory
In his life.
2080. Self-awakening
Self-awakeningMeans
God-flowering
In and through me.
2081. Since limitless is the Source
Since limitless is the Source,The unlimited we can unmistakably
Expect.
2082. My mind's intensity
Alas,My mind’s own intensity
Is against me.
Yet
I shall not only be saved
But totally illumined
Because my heart’s intensity
Is all for me.
2083. Truth will recognise you
Truth will recognise youAnd accept you
Only after you have eliminated
Falsehood.
2084. You will excel
Cancel your past mistakesImmediately.
You will excel in everything
That you do
And
That you grow into.
2085. What I can become
My Lord,Now that You have told me
What I actually am,
Will You not tell me
What I can eventually become?
2086. Existence
ExistenceIs my home.
Consciousness
Is my room.
2087. How can we succeed?
How can we succeed or proceedWhen our faith in ourselves
Is so short,
Weak and
Inconsistent?
2088. If love is reborn
If love is reborn,The Christ will be reborn;
If not, never!
2089. Forgiveness is happiness
Forgiveness is happiness.Therefore,
My Lord has forgiven
My mind.
Forgetfulness is happiness.
Therefore,
I shall forget
My doubts.
2090. A soulful heart
A soulful heartDeserves
A prayerful mind.
2091. Each innocent thought
Each innocent thoughtIs a blessing-flower
From God Himself.
2092. God needs me
God wants me.I mean,
My life.
Gods needs me.
I mean,
My heart.
God loves me.
I mean,
My inner cry.
2093. One and the same
With my Lord,My accomplishment
And
My relinquishment
Are one and the same thing
Constantly.
With my Lord,
My aspiration to give
And
My aspiration to receive
Are one and the same thing
Invariably.
2094. No difference
No difference betweenThe Universal Oneness
And
Omnipotence.
2095. Loneliness and unawareness
Loneliness,My mind can never
Appreciate you!
Unawareness,
My life can never
Appreciate you!
2096. Unless you are brave
Unless you are extremely brave,Do not cry for
God’s Greatness-Power,
For it may frighten
Your entire being.
Unless you are extremely pure,
Do not long for
God’s Goodness-Light,
For it may confuse
Your mind astonishingly.
2097. A divinity-ocean
A divinity-oceanMinus
Humanity-waves
Can alone satisfy man
In his search
For perfection-crown.
2098. O purity of my surrender-life
O purity of my surrender-life,Nothing can precede you.
O beauty of my gratitude-heart,
Nothing can succeed you.
2099. A liberated smile
Since you areA liberated smile,
You can definitely give me
A liberating cry.
2100. One desire and one aspiration
O my Supreme Lord,I have only one desire:
Do give me the thing
That pleases me for a fleeting day.
O my Supreme Lord,
I have only one aspiration:
Do give me the thing
That Pleases You forever and forever.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the twenty-first volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note
Some poems in this first edition were later selected by the author for a special collection of 207 Flower-Flames (FFP). The author also chose to revise some of his original poems for this anthology:
FF-2015: FFP 90 (revised version).
FF-2058: FFP 100 (revised version).
FF-2092: FFP 92 (revised version).