Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 27
2601. Nothing to become
The human in me tells me:I want to be.
The divine in me tells me:
I can be
Because I want to be.
The Supreme in me tells me:
I have nothing to become
For I am already
God’s Eternity’s Satisfaction-Fruit.
2602. Take the tempest out
My Lord,Do take my mind
Out of the tempest.
“My child,
Let Me take the tempest
Out of your mind first.”
2603. What is precious?
What is precious?My dedicated oneness-heart.
What is not precious?
My accumulated ego-strength.
2604. I need your heart
My Lord, my Lord,I need Your Heart.
Therefore,
I love Your Eye.
“My child, My child,
I love your heart.
Therefore,
I need your life.”
2605. Who says that God forgets?
Who says that God remembersEverything?
Does He remember
My animal past?
Who says that God forgets
Everything?
Does He forget
My heart’s gratitude-bud?
2606. I was unprepared
I was unprepared for two things:My mind’s illumination-dream
And
My heart’s perfection-cry.
2607. I shall not interrupt you
My Lord said to me:“I shall not interrupt you, My son.
Say whatever you want to say.”
I said to Him:
“I shall not interrupt You, Father.
Give me whatever You want to give.”
2608. One thing wrong
There is just one thing wrongIn my life:
My Lord is still missing,
Missing inside my imagination-sky.
2609. I do not know
My Lord, I love You.But I do not know
How deep my love is.
My Lord, I need You.
But I do not know
How sincere my need is.
2610. A free access
I just want to tell youAbout the illumination inside my mind.
The beautiful thing about it is,
It has a free access
To the ultimate Goal.
2611. Duty comes first
My Lord, duty comes firstIn Your Life.
Therefore, I love You
And I am dying to make You
My own.
My Lord, pleasure comes first
In my life.
Therefore, I hate myself
And I am desperately trying
To disown myself.
2612. Your arms are for extension
My Lord,Your Arms are for extension,
To extend towards me.
My arms are for perfection,
To fight for perfection
In my outer life.
2613. My Lord loves me
BecauseMy mind is not confused,
My Lord loves me powerfully.
Because
My heart asks me who I am,
My Lord loves me proudly.
2614. When we share our struggles
My heart,When you and I share our struggles,
We at once reduce
Our imperfection-height
And increase
Our perfection-length.
2615. My meditation tells me
My short meditation tells me:God can and does see me
All the time.
My long meditation tells me:
I can and will see God
If I really and desperately want to.
2616. Think of others
Think of others.Your heart will be pleased
With you.
Free others from your snare.
Your God will be pleased
With you.
2617. No and yes
Say “No”When you have to;
Say “Yes”
When you want to.
This is how you can succeed
In your world of self-dedication.
This is how you can proceed
In your world of self-illumination.
2618. Aspiration is an achievement
Aspiration is an achievementIn the world that evolves.
Realisation is an achievement
In the world that eternally is.
2619. Two needed friends
Purity, my needed friend,Where have you been for so long?
Humility, my needed friend,
Where have you been for so long?
Now that you two have come back to me,
Please do not desert me.
I shall in every way
Feed your inner hunger.
2620. The warmth of your realisation-sun
The flow of your inspiration-riverIs surprising.
The glow of your aspiration-mountain
Is astonishing.
The warmth of your realisation-sun
Is fulfilling.
2621. No more advice
Please, no advice, outer world!My mind, which is my inner world,
Constantly advises me.
If I accept its advice,
I suffer.
If I do not accept its advice,
I suffer.
My mind is enough
To torment me, O world.
I need no more advice from anyone,
Anywhere.
2622. Originality
There is another reasonWhy I do not admire mankind.
Most people are afraid of originality.
They do not dare to embrace newness.
For me, originality
Is the blossoming and fulfilling reality
Of tomorrow’s dawn,
Which embodies God-Satisfaction
Here on earth
And
There in Heaven.
2623. I love the pristine beauty
I love the pristine beautyOf a flower-flame.
I love the pristine purity
Of a flower-lamp.
I love the pristine reality
Of a flower-life.
2624. He is already occupied
He is already occupied.Do you know what he is occupied with?
He is occupied,
Consciously and constantly,
With one desire,
And that is the desire for God.
2625. Renounce, renounce!
Renounce, renounce!If you do not renounce,
Then your dark attachment-world
Will, without fail,
Either in the near future
Or in the distant future,
Drown your stupendous glory.
2626. He has divorced three things
He has divorced three things:He has divorced
His old futile reasons.
He has divorced
His doubtful poison-mind.
He has divorced
His over-estimated confidence-personality.
2627. Earth cannot answer
Earth cannot answerWhy he does not
And cannot smile.
Heaven cannot answer
Why he does not
And cannot unburden himself.
God does not want to answer
What he does
With his insecurity-heart.
2628. If you want to please a false God
If you want to please a false god,Then you do not have to go far.
In fact, you do not have to go anywhere.
Start pleasing your noble self
Right away.
2629. Your imperfection-repetition
Your imperfection-repetitionI do not mind.
Do you know why?
Because I am breathlessly in love
With your heart-nest
And also with your soul-bird.
2630. Few in number
They are few in numberWho listen to God.
They are fewer in number
Who partially satisfy God.
They are fewest in number
Who try to unburden God.
2631. Be conscious of your strength
Be conscious of your outer strength.You will be divinely powerful.
Be conscious of your inner strength.
You will be supremely peaceful.
2632. You have sailed a long way
If you are aware of the factThat you are in trouble with yourself,
Then you have already sailed a long way
Towards the Golden Shore.
2633. How can I stop destroying myself?
My Lord,How can I stop destroying myself?
“My child,
Empty your mind to house Me,
Purify your heart to spread Me.”
2634. Your lack of outer wealth
Your lack of outer wealthHas made you sad.
Alas!
Your desire for outer wealth
Is making you bad.
Alas, alas!
Your possession of outer wealth
Will turn you mad.
Alas, alas, alas!
2635. Turning on the switch
O my mind,You are failing me mercilessly.
Therefore, I am turning off
The switch.
O my heart,
You want to tutor me affectionately,
Plus free of charge.
Therefore, I am turning on
The switch.
2636. My mind's trial period
Tomorrow shall mark the endOf my mind’s trial period.
My aspiration-heart
Shall be the judge.
Its verdict
Unquestionable shall remain.
2637. The lives of arguments end
The lives of all arguments endOnly where the heights of truth
Remain unparalleled.
2638. My great days
My great daysMean my inspiring days.
My good days
Mean my pure days.
My dull days
Mean my unaspiring days.
My dark days
Mean my defeated days.
2639. Make your choice
Make your choice:Either cherish anger towards others
And perish,
Or liberate yourself totally
From others.
If you make the right choice,
You are bound to be happy.
2640. A soulful smile
In the inner worldA soulful smile
Is a guide.
In the outer world
A soulful smile
Is a blessing.
2641. Wisdom-sun
Knowledge-sunIs the explanation
Of all things.
Wisdom-sun
Is the perfection
Of all things.
2642. Who will lead you?
Will you reform yourself?If you can do so,
You will move along
The road of perfection.
And who will lead you?
You know!
God the Satisfaction.
2643. The fountain of forgiveness
God has already given youA most precious thing:
The fountain of goodness.
Now He will be giving you
The most precious thing:
The fountain of forgiveness.
2644. Another name for man
ImpatienceIs another name for man.
Therefore,
How can he enter
The garden of Infinity’s delight?
2645. The lamp of faith
You cannot force faithInto a man’s mind.
You can only tell him
That his heart’s home of peace
He will never discover
Unless he constantly burns
The lamp of faith
Within himself.
2646. He knows the secrets of Heaven
He knows the secrets of HeavenBecause
His mind is now
All attention,
His heart is now
All obedience
And his life is now
All willingness.
2647. An atom-weight of goodness
An atom-weight of goodnessHas helped him shake off
The heaviest weight
Of self-deception and life-imperfection.
2648. God will wait for you
God will wait for youWith patience-light,
Only if you are willing
To abide by His Will,
Even in the evening of your life.
2649. If you do not know the truth
If you know the truth,You will not be questioned.
If you do not know the truth,
You will be not only tortured
By your superiors
But also ridiculed
By your inferiors.
2650. Two supreme Realities
Do not descend from HeavenAfter me.
My heart will feel miserable.
Do not descend from Heaven
Before me.
God will not appreciate it.
God has two supreme Realities:
Togetherness-life
And
Oneness-heart.
2651. The splendour of the firmament
My mind will be able to climbTo its appointed heights
And feed itself
With the splendour of the firmament
Only when it plays the role
Of the preserver-smile
And not the role
Of the destroyer-laughter.
2652. The road of a defeated life
If you liveIn the chaos of thought
And in the market of temptation,
Then fear will chase you
Along the road of a defeated life.
2653. False discoveries
So little to love,So much to be loved!
So little to give,
So much to receive!
Indeed, these false discoveries
Have marked the end
Of humanity’s progress.
2654. Every day I water Heaven
Every day I water HeavenWith the tears of my heart
So that I can live
My beautiful, soulful
And powerful childhood
Once again.
2655. His Eternity's Sunrise
Last night my Lord SupremeSecretly came,
Secretly stole away
My night of desire
And secretly left
His Eternity’s Sunrise
Inside my heart
For me to use in my own way.
2656. If truth comes first
If truth comes firstIn your life,
Then you do not have to
Explain anything to the world,
For your eyes become
The explanation of all things
Big and small.
2657. Unless you reform yourself
Unless you reform yourselfAnd enjoy the fruits
Of transformation-light,
You will deny your mind
And rebel against your vital.
2658. God does not forget!
God does not forget!You will be questioned.
Before you
Will be God the Frustration.
Behind you
Will be God the Destruction.
2659. A new hunger-dawn
My desires have destroyed me.My doubts have destroyed me.
I am troubled constantly by fears.
I must invent a new hunger-dawn
In my life.
2660. Unconditional Forgiveness
My heart knows,My mind knows not.
My heart knows
When it is disobedient to God.
My mind does not know
That God can be unconditional Forgiveness.
2661. You can conquer fate
Who says that thereIs no weapon against fate?
You can conquer your fate
If you sow the seed of patience
And
Reap the fruit of will.
2662. Make the right choice
Either love your big dreamOr surrender to your small reality.
Make the right choice
If you want to be permanently happy.
2663. He has renewed himself
He has renewedHis mind and heart.
His mind will have
A timeless extension of vastness.
His heart will have
A boundless expansion of oneness.
2664. Supreme discoveries
In the morningMy supreme discovery is:
“I am, therefore I think.”
In the evening
My supreme discovery is:
“I think, therefore I am.”
In the morning
God tells me
His own supreme discovery:
“I am, therefore I love.”
In the evening
God tells me
His own supreme discovery:
“I love, therefore I am.”
2665. Inside a sweet dream
Inside a sweet dreamI see a perfection-ascending man.
Inside a clear reality
I see a Satisfaction-descending God.
2666. What follows a man of silence?
What follows a man of silence?Eternity’s perfection-train.
What follows Eternity’s perfection-train?
Immortality’s roaring and reigning lion.
2667. One unforgivable mistake
Since you want to know the truth,I am telling you that I have made
Only one unforgivable mistake
Which I am unable to rectify,
And that is:
I do not want to unlearn
The information my mind has given me
Over the years.
2668. Fill the heart
Empty the mind!Lo and behold,
Right in front of you
There is a fountain of peace.
Fill the heart!
Lo and behold,
Right in front of you
There is a fountain of bliss.
2669. Each blazing warrior-soul
Each blazing warrior-soulIs God in preparation
For His own ever-transcending Self
Inside the Satisfaction-Dream
Of His ever-transcending Vision-Reality.
2670. Sleep and dream
Sleep and dream.If you sleep,
You will go beyond hope’s reach.
If you dream,
You will expedite God’s Manifestation-Promise
Here on earth
And God’s Satisfaction-Delight
There in Heaven.
2671. God's moonlit Thought
Finally his curiosity-mindHas left him for good.
His mind now is replaced
By God’s moonlit Thought
And sunlit Will.
2672. God's dinner
Realisation — what is it,If not the soul’s breakfast?
Manifestation — what is it,
If not Heaven’s luncheon?
Satisfaction — what is it,
If not God’s dinner?
2673. The only pain-killer
The one and only pain-killerIs a smile from Above.
The one and only joy-builder
Is a promise from within.
2674. The daring concentration-spear
Who can overthrow your dreams?Nobody!
Why?
Because yours are the eyes
That are the daring concentration-spear.
2675. The tears of my heart
The tears of my heartHave decreased my journey’s length
And increased my God-hunger
For God in God Himself.
2676. Rich and poor
He is at once rich and poor.His heart is soulfully rich
Before God’s Vision-Eye.
His mind is powerfully poor
Before God’s Reality-Day.
2677. Truth never descends
Truth never descends.Truth never compromises.
Truth is satisfied only when
It sees everything and everyone
At its own Himalayan height.
2678. Man's honesty-boat
Man’s honesty-boat,Earth’s appreciation-river,
God’s Satisfaction-Shore:
These three live for one another.
2679. A flowing dream
CheerfulnessIs a flowing dream.
Willingness
Is a glowing reality.
Fruitfulness
Is a fulfilling peace.
2680. O my aspiration-child
O my aspiration-child,I know, I know
You will always succeed
In winning the Perfection-Eye
And Satisfaction-Heart
Of our Beloved Supreme.
2681. The world loves to examine
The world loves to examine me.I love to examine
My tomorrow’s goal.
God loves to examine
His own Perfection-Seed inside me.
2682. Ego-life
The morning and the eveningAre two totally different realities.
But the morning of ego-life
And the evening of ego-life
Always and always
Remain the same,
Unchangeable in oneness-bond.
2683. Drown your glory
Drown your own gloryIf you want a life of peace.
Frown at your own victory
If you want a heart of delight.
2684. Revive not old desires!
Revive not your old desires!If you revive your old desires,
In a moment
Your inner life and outer life
Will become a perfect failure
In annihilation’s waste.
2685. Three everlasting penalties
Three everlasting penaltiesIn my life:
God will not knock
At my heart’s door.
I do not know
Who I truly am.
My mind has sold me
To ignorance-night.
2686. God-hearers
God-hearers areAt every place.
God-doers are
At a few places.
God-lovers are
Nowhere to be found.
2687. You have accomplished something
Once you know that enthusiasmIs the immediate neighbour of lethargy,
Then you have really accomplished something
Great and good
In your life of alertness
And your heart of willingness.
2688. O my beautiful hope-soul
Hope, O my beautiful hope-soul,You are always celestial.
Reality, O my hard reality-body,
You are always terrestrial.
2689. Gratitude is something in our heart
Gratitude is something in our heartThat helps us
Transcend our experience of earth
And
Intensify our realisation of God.
2690. What I call enthusiasm
What I call my own enthusiasm,God calls His own Self-expression.
What I call my own sincerity,
God calls His own Self-perfection.
2691. My self-transcendence-life
My prayer-lifeIs my sound-life.
My meditation-life
Is my silence-life.
My surrender-life
Is my self-transcendence-life.
2692. I choose freedom
I choose freedom.Therefore, I monitor my words.
I choose freedom.
Therefore, I restrict my mind.
I choose freedom.
Therefore, I encourage my heart.
I choose freedom.
Therefore, I enjoy my surrender-oneness
With my Beloved Supreme.
2693. God and I shall call it
Yesterday I called itMy inspiration.
Today I am calling it
My Lord’s instruction.
Tomorrow God and I shall call it
Our Satisfaction-Manifestation.
2694. I claim
I claim and I claim.In the inner world I claim
God’s Acceptance-Sea.
In the outer world I claim
Man’s renunciation-waves.
2695. Your prayers are important
Your prayers are importantOnly if you think
That God is important in your life.
God is important
Only if you think
That you are important to your soul.
2696. God cares for you
If you are apt to thinkThat you have problems,
Can you not be apt to think
Something more:
God cares for you
Beyond your imagination’s flight.
2697. One thing more
My Lord, You are telling meThat I am free.
Needless to say,
I am happy to hear that.
My Lord, if You really want
To make me happier than the happiest,
Then do tell me one thing more
Once and for all:
“My child, you are forgiven.”
2698. Have faith
Have faith in yourself.You will have a new heart of assurance.
Have faith in God.
You will have a new life of accomplishment.
2699. My Lord strengthened
My Lord strengthenedMy aspiration.
My Lord guides
My realisation.
My Lord shall direct
My satisfaction.
2700. My search ends
In the morningMy search for realisation ends
Inside my Lord’s Compassion-Heart.
At noon
My search for perfection ends
Inside my Lord’s Vision-Eye.
In the evening
My search for satisfaction ends
At my Lord’s Beauty-Feet.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the twenty-seventh volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
President Aristides Royo of Panama warmly welcomes Sri Chinmoy to a reception his country was hosting at the United Nations on 30 September 1981. When President Royo learnt that Sri Chinmoy had composed a song in his honour, he requested the United Nations singers to perform it then and there. Over the years Sri Chinmoy and his Meditation Group at the United Nations have held a number of joint programmes with Panama. In recognition of this long outstanding relationship, and of Sri Chinmoy’s many other contributions to world peace, this past August Panama conferred on Sri Chinmoy its highest national decoration, the Grand Cross of the Order of Balboa.
Editor's note
Some poems in this first edition were later selected by the author for a special collection of 207 Flower-Flames (FFP). The author also chose to revise some of his original poems for this anthology:
FF-2602: FFP 109 (revised version).
FF-2650: FFP 110 (revised version).