Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 28
2701. Today I am wise
Yesterday I was clever.That is why
I wanted to change the world.
Today I am wise.
That is why
I am changing myself.
2702. Concealing and revealing
You have all alongBeen an expert
At concealing yourself from yourself.
From now on
Can you not be an expert
At revealing yourself to yourself?
2703. The miracle-reward
Behold the miracle-rewardOf conscience-light:
It receives love long before it gives;
It becomes even before it achieves.
2704. Two close friends
An imaginary happinessAnd a struggling life
Are perfect strangers.
These two strangers
Must become two close friends
If they want to see
The face of light
And become
The heart of delight.
2705. You do not want to change
You want to change your life,But you do not want to change
The process of your thinking.
2706. The fruit of satisfaction
If you do not sowThe seed of perfection,
How can you expect to reap
The fruit of satisfaction?
2707. An insincere mind
An insincere mind can be madeTo look like a sincere mind,
But an insincere mind can never be made
To feel like a sincere mind.
2708. Divinely perfect realisation
Heavenly inspirationDescends.
Earthly aspiration
Ascends.
Divinely perfect realisation
Neither descends nor ascends.
It just spreads its infinite fragrance
Over the length and breadth of the world.
2709. The inner problem
No, not even one outer problemCan ever be solved permanently,
If the inner problem remains unsolved.
And what is that inner problem?
My lack of God-hunger.
2710. Give Him what you have
If you want concern from God,Then give Him what you have:
Love.
If you want love from God,
Then give Him what you are supposed to be:
A gratitude-heart.
2711. Many are the ways
Many are the waysTo use simplicity, sincerity,
Purity and humility.
But there are only very few ways
To increase them
In our lifelong journey towards God.
2712. The human mind
The human mind is willing toProfess a perfection-life
As long as it does not have to
Practise it.
2713. The examination of self-improvement
There is only one examinationThat cannot and will not stop,
And that is the examination
Of self-improvement.
2714. The only time
The only timeAn insincere seeker tells the truth
Is when he calls certain other seekers
A flood of insincerity
Or
A sea of impurity.
2715. No advantage
You do not love God.Therefore, how can you have any advantage
Over those who
Cannot love God?
2716. To see God's Face
My longing for God knows thatTo see God’s Face is really important.
But what is more important
Is to have always a burning cry
Deep within my heart
To see His Face.
2717. How and why
The body will continueTo remain idle and impure
As long as the vital
Is anxious and eager to teach it how
And supply it with reasons why.
2718. You examine first
O my life,Since my mind does not want you
To examine it,
Why do you allow it
To examine you?
Allow yourself to be examined
Only when you are allowed
To examine first.
2719. Save me from both!
My Lord,Is there no way
To ask my vital
To stop keeping up appearances?
My Lord,
Is there no way
To ask my mind
To keep down expenses?
I am dragged down
Either by appearance-power
Or by expense-power.
My Lord, save me from both!
2720. Never possible
A generous mindAnd an ungenerous heart:
Is this ever possible?
Never!
A perfect life
And an imperfect soul:
Is this ever possible?
Never!
2721. Ideas that are not true
There are ideasThat are not true
Yet are responsible for manufacturing
A train of insecurities and anxieties.
Here are two perfect examples:
God does not want me;
God has no faith in me.
2722. Your own feeble faith
Any sacred bookIs ready to stand against
Your reasoning mind.
But your own feeble faith in yourself
Will not allow you to have faith
In a sacred book
To make your heart soulful
And your life fruitful.
2723. Almost impossible to stop
Easy to beginBut almost impossible to stop
The blows of the impurity-mind
And
The flow of the insecurity-life.
2724. I am happy twice
I am happy twice:Once when my saviour-heart
Becomes the interpreter for
My stupid mind,
Once when my saviour-vision-eye
Stops me from looking at
My imperfection-vital.
2725. To see perfection in the mind
There is no wayTo see perfection in the mind
Except by making it perfect.
To achieve that,
What one needs
Is a heart of enthusiasm
In one’s inner life
And an eye of indifference
To one’s outer life.
2726. Nobody can see
Nobody can see GodOn his own terms.
Nobody can achieve world-transcendence
On his own terms.
2727. Choose both
Between the suspicious mindAnd the inauspicious vital,
Choose neither.
Between the loving heart
And the serving life,
Choose both.
2728. The son of time
The son of timeIs the
Aspiration-mountain.
The daughter of time
Is the
Dedication-sea.
2729. O forgiveness-light from Above
O forgiveness-light from Above,Now that you have entered
My crying and bleeding heart,
Do never leave me alone and lost.
2730. A radiant ray
Each sweet breathOf a soulful song
Is a radiant ray
Of fruitful peace.
2731. The tree of eternal freedom
Your power of self-controlIs the tree of eternal freedom.
The host of life’s difficulties, helpless,
In silence surrenders
To your freedom-light.
2732. Each soulful hope
Each soulful hopeEmbodies the moon’s silver feet.
Each fruitful promise
Embodies the sun’s golden eye.
2733. What my heart is
What my mind hasIs an endless and goalless seeking.
What my heart is
Is a touch of undying sadness.
2734. The dreaming eyes of time
The dreaming eyes of timeHave given me two beautiful things:
A divinity-heart
And
A prosperity-life.
2735. My vision-realities
I have seen the beautifulFace of God.
I have touched the powerful
Feet of God.
I have breathed the merciful
Heart of God.
I can broadcast
These vision-realities of mine
Only to God-tuned souls.
2736. When the silence-night surrounds me
When the silence-night surrounds me,I hear Heaven’s splendour-voice
And earth’s perfection-cry.
2737. How can you be happy?
How can you be happyWhen what you have
Is only a sense of self-importance?
How can you be happy
When what you are
Is only two flaw-seeking eyes?
2738. The hyphen
I am not happy.Do you know why?
Precisely because I am
The hyphen between
An indifferent eye
And
A non-committal eye.
2739. Beyond the reach of delight
O my mind,Are you not ashamed of the fact
That you have allowed vast uncertainties
To surround you?
Do you not realise
That you will remain forever
Beyond the reach of delight?
2740. The light that never fails
If you have the courageTo free your mind
From teeming doubts,
The light that never fails
Shall befriend you
Before long.
2741. Not on speaking terms
I think it is always goodThat my doubting mind and my loving heart
Do not remain, even for a minute,
On speaking terms.
For my mind may contaminate my heart,
And my heart may lose its
Precious purity
If they are ever on speaking terms.
2742. The firsthand experience of God
You can haveThe firsthand experience of God
When your gratitude-heart
And your purity-breath
Together live
Inseparably.
2743. Our soulful tears
Our soulful tearsHave strength unimaginable,
Even inside the heart
Of our untold and imperishable weaknesses.
2744. Impossibility
Impossibility, like everything else,Can be brought under control
If one has a brightness-heart
And a quietness-mind.
2745. The greatest victor
You are indeed a victorIf you have conquered the human life.
You are indeed a greater victor
If you have conquered the human mind.
You are indeed the greatest victor
If you have conquered the human heart.
2746. Unnecessary thoughts
Like each necessary thought,Each unnecessary thought
Also has tremendous power.
Therefore, at every moment,
Endeavour to empty your mind
Of unnecessary thoughts.
2747. Perfect nonsense
Vanity calls itWisdom.
Arrogance calls it
Wisdom.
Jealousy calls it
Wisdom.
But I call it
Perfect nonsense.
And what is it?
My unwillingness to surrender
To the Reality-Light.
2748. The miracle of miracles
The miracle of miracles is this:You can and you will
Conquer your enemies
Sooner than the soonest.
But you who have been
Your own true enemy
Will take thousands and thousands of years
To achieve the perfection needed.
2749. The express falsehood-train
Don’t pretend that youKnow the truth
Or insist that you
Embody the truth.
For, alas, truth does not want
To ride with you
In the express falsehood-train.
2750. To save myself
To save myself in the outer worldWhat I need is
Conscious and constant attention.
To save myself in the inner world
What I need is
Sleepless and faultless self-examination.
2751. Change your inner attitude
Change your inner attitude.Collect all the gratitude-flowers
Of your heart.
A new world will open up before you
To help you face tomorrow’s night
And change the abysmal fate
Of the day after tomorrow.
2752. Implore and explore
Implore God’s Grace.You will be happy.
Explore your heart’s silence-breath.
You will unmistakably discover
The blue soul-bird within you.
2753. God will do that for you
You do not have to prove to the worldWhat you are.
God will do that for you.
Just tell yourself that
You are of God’s Compassion
And
You are for God’s Satisfaction.
2754. Self-centredness or self-awareness
Self-centredness or self-awareness:Make up your mind and choose!
Self-centredness can be taught
Even by a speck of dust.
Self-awareness can be taught
Only by God Himself.
2755. When you do not wake up
When you do not wake up,You live in the heart
Of the dream-land.
When you do wake up,
You live inside
The life-transcendence-sky.
2756. The beginning
Self-observation is the beginningOf self-perfection.
Self-perfection is the beginning
Of God-Satisfaction.
God-Satisfaction is the beginning
Of God’s new Dream.
2757. The length of your trouble-world
You can easily avoidHalf the length
Of your trouble-world
By not telling
The rest of the world
What your heart wants
And what your mind does not want.
2758. I tell you secretly
You tell me openlyThat you have the capacity
To build a faith-tower.
I tell you secretly
That you can also fix
The destruction-hour
Of all your teeming doubts.
2759. If your heart lives
If your heart livesIn the dream-land,
Someday, without fail,
Your eyes will reach
The perfection-reality-shore.
2760. The compromise-world
Be careful of the compromise-world.Unconsciously, if not consciously,
It wants to destroy
Your originality-cry
And
Your immortality-smile.
2761. One of two things
God gave youWhat He wanted to give:
His Compassion-Heart.
You can give God
One of two things:
Either your ingratitude-heart
Or your perfection-life.
2762. In the same boat
Your mind’s purity,Your heart’s beauty
And your life’s immortality
Sail in the same boat
Towards God’s Satisfaction-Shore.
2763. Do you want to increase?
Do you want to increaseThe perfection of your life?
If so, then increase
The perfection of your mind.
Do you want to increase
The perfection of your mind?
If so, then increase
The perfection of your heart.
Do you want to increase
The perfection of your heart?
If so, then increase
Your God-hunger
And multiply
Your love, devotion and surrender-worlds.
2764. Every atom
Every atom will findA peaceful rest
And a fruitful life.
For God has already planned
To unveil Himself
In the beauty of
And through the duty of
Every atom.
2765. The zoo that you are living in
You do not have to be afraidOf the animal-world around you.
The zoo that you are living in
Is enough for your total self-destruction.
2766. The unique capacity
If you are absolutely sureThat your mind has the extraordinary capacity
To injure others,
Then why are you reluctant to believe
That your heart has the unique capacity
To cure others?
2767. The fear of a jungle-mind
The fear of a jungle-mindAlways tries to prevent
The courage of a garden-heart
From believing that there is
A beauty-satisfaction-world.
2768. The real teacher
If your mind is reallyLooking for God,
Then someday definitely
You will be blessed
With a real teacher
Who will not deceive you.
Do you know who
That real teacher will be?
That real teacher will be
Your own God-oneness-heart.
2769. Only one thing
Your mind doesOnly one thing:
Every day it writes
Gratification-letters to itself.
Your heart does
Only one thing:
Every day it writes
A gratitude-letter to God.
2770. Inside the power of love
Do you knowWhat you will eventually see?
You will see
The invisible power of love.
Something more:
You will see
Inside the invisible power of love
The Hour of God
Which unites earth’s crying heart
And Heaven’s smiling soul.
2771. The world of realisation
The world of imaginationIs always beautiful.
The world of inspiration
Is always powerful.
The world of realisation
Is always bountiful.
2772. The satisfaction-sun
Think of the past,Think of the present,
Think of the future.
Alas,
The thing that you are looking for
Is hiding.
You are looking for
The satisfaction-sun,
But this satisfaction-sun
Comes only after
The self-giving aspiration-dawn.
2773. Your own satisfaction
You want to change the worldTo satisfy yourself.
What you want
Is nothing but satisfaction.
Such being the case,
Why don’t you change yourself?
Your own transformation,
I assure you,
Will never give you
A lesser satisfaction.
On the contrary,
Your transformation will give you
Not only the satisfaction
That you deserve
But also the infinite Satisfaction
That God eternally is.
2774. Defeat of my ego-power
This morning I was happyBecause my love-power
Defeated my ego-power.
This afternoon I was happy
Because my service-power
Defeated my ego-power.
This evening I was happy
Because my oneness-power
Defeated my ego-power.
2775. Truth-tellers
Truth-tellers areThe only ones
Who are not great actors.
Truth-lovers are
The only ones
Who are not idle dreamers.
2776. My deplorable weaknesses
God is never angryWith my deplorable weaknesses.
It is my deplorable weaknesses
That are always angry with God.
2777. One defeat I shall never accept
I am ready to accept defeatsIn all spheres of life.
But one defeat I shall never,
Never accept,
And that is the defeat
Of my silver heart’s golden dream.
2778. The peace of silence-sky
If your searching mind can achieveThe daring concentration-power,
Then your heart can easily enjoy
The spreading peace of silence-sky.
2779. His special Favour
O pro-peace humanity,O anti-war humanity,
My morning prayer
And my evening prayer
I dedicate to you,
And I beg of God
To grant you every day
His special Favour.
2780. God's amazing intimacy
If you have developedA sense of astonishing immediacy
In your God-hunger,
Then God’s amazing intimacy
Cannot remain a far cry.
2781. The thorn-crown of depression
Even the possessors of great minds,Let alone the common run,
Are forced to wear
The thorn-crown of wild depression.
2782. A silence-dawn invites me
In the morningA silence-dawn
Invites me.
In the evening
A shoreless shore
Invites me.
At night
The waves of light and delight
From the ever-transcending Beyond
Invite me.
2783. The tasteless loaf of idleness
His heart’s hopesAnd
His mind’s promises
Are sleeplessly alive.
Therefore, his is the life
That will never be forced to taste
The tasteless loaf
Of blind and dark idleness.
2784. An ingratitude-heart
A traitor’s armsAre exceptionally powerful,
But they sadly fail to equal
An ingratitude-heart.
2785. A special world of God's
Each templeIs a special world of God’s.
Every day
In the morning,
At noon and in the evening
It broadcasts all the news,
But only about God.
2786. A new thought
A new thoughtHas saved his mind.
A new faith
Has saved his heart.
A new love
Has saved his life.
A new God
Has saved his soul.
2787. Do not hope to escape
Do not hope to escape,For do you not know?
We are all living,
With no exception,
In an age of
Maddening self-doubts.
2788. Taste and renounce
They sayTaste the world and then renounce it.
I say
You cannot do that.
Your taste of the world
Will never end,
And your renunciation of the world
Will never begin.
2789. Each pure thought
Each selfish thoughtIs a wild elephant.
Each pure thought
Is a trumpeting elephant
Announcing the victory
Of your perfection-life.
2790. Each divine thought
Each undivine thoughtIs a heavy burden
For the entire day.
Each divine thought
Is a speedy run
Towards a perfection-goal.
2791. I thought I was perfect
I thought I was perfect,O my soul.
But now that I am following you
I clearly see that I was
Millions of miles away from perfection.
Now a hope-dawn you have granted me
To reach the perfection-day,
For I am following you
Sleeplessly and unconditionally.
2792. The smile of life ever-lasting
You know that your heartIs fixed on things fleeting.
How can you expect and
How do you expect
To gain the Smile of the Life
Ever-lasting and ever-transcending?
2793. The keys of wisdom-delight
If you want to live on earthAs a wise man,
Then keep with you
The keys of knowledge-light.
If you want to live on earth
As a perfect man,
Then keep with you
The keys of wisdom-delight.
2794. What I need from you
What I need from youIs your heart’s amazing faith.
What I don’t need from you
Is your mind’s arid philosophy.
2795. The transcendental cure
Ignorance-mire isThe universal sickness of humanity.
When our heart starts singing
A new song,
The song of aspiration-cry,
Then the universal sickness
Will be transformed into
The transcendental cure.
2796. If you pray to lose yourself
If you pray to lose yourselfIn aspiration-reality,
Which is your only true self,
Then each thought of yours
Will paint a new
And bright world for you.
2797. My definition of joy
My definition of joy is this:Darkness and its friend impurity
Are nowhere to be found
In either
My world of aspiration-cry
Or
My world of dedication-smile.
2798. When we share
Sincerity is pureWhen we share.
Humility is bright
When we share.
Purity is perfect
When we share.
2799. When hope is gone
Even when hope is totally gone,Don’t give up
Mounting on the wings of prayer.
For the Grace from Above
May grant you a new chance
Wherein will abide
A new assurance.
2800. The path of the soul
The path of the mindAnd the path of the heart
Are two contradictory paths.
The path of the heart
And the path of the soul
Are two complementary paths.
But I tell you one thing:
If you want to run
Always the fastest,
Then run along
The path of the soul,
For the soul is always of God
And always for God,
For God alone.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the twenty-eighth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Foreign Minister Illueca of Panama presents Sri Chinmoy with his country’s highest decoration, the Order of Vasco Núñez de Balboa in the rank of Great Cross, on 20 August 1981. The occasion was the fiftieth birthday salute to Sri Chinmoy held in the Church Centre of the United Nations. On making the award, Illueca declared, “All of us here have tears and smiles of joy in our hearts in paying a tribute of gratitude to Sri Chinmoy on the occasion of his fiftieth birthday. Sri Chinmoy is a guiding light that leads to the way of oneness and to the supreme Oneness itself. Through his teachings he has given us Heaven-vision and earth-reality.”