Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 38
3701. Just stay with me
My Lord Supreme,I do not need Your Love.
I do not need Your Compassion.
I do not need Your Forgiveness.
What I need is Your Presence.
No matter how severe You are,
Just stay with me
And allow me to claim You
As my own, very own.
3702. A thinker shows the world
A thinker shows the worldWhat he has — his mind.
A seeker shows the world
Whom he knows — his God.
3703. If I feel love
If I feel loveInside your heart,
How can I see ugliness
On your face?
3704. His transcendental Freedom
The human in meThinks before it chooses.
The divine in me
Chooses but does not think.
The Supreme in me
Neither thinks nor chooses,
Neither chooses nor thinks.
He eternally enjoys
His transcendental Freedom.
3705. God's best Child
I admit that I cannotSpeak to God.
But do you know that
His best Child, Compassion,
Every day speaks to my heart?
3706. As soon as I succeed
As soon as I succeed,I shall be in a position
To smile at you.
As soon as I proceed,
God will be in a position
To smile at me.
3707. I shall prove myself
O God, You have proved YourselfTo be the greatest Power of Light.
Now I shall prove myself
To be the strongest gratitude of delight.
3708. My Lord, until we meet again
My Lord, until we meet again,Do try to feel every day
My grateful heart.
My Lord, until we meet again,
I shall try to imagine every day
Your blessingful Eyes.
3709. Because I believe in you
I shall accomplish many thingsRegardless of your belief or disbelief.
But because I believe in you,
You are able to accomplish many things
In a fleeting day.
3710. I pray to God
I pray to GodBecause I need His Power.
I meditate on God
Because I love His Heart.
3711. I know what to feel
I may not know what to say,But I do know what to feel —
Love, God’s constant Love.
3712. Before I pray to God
Before I pray to God,I shall see what I need
From God.
Before I meditate on God,
I shall see what God needs
From me.
3713. I shall sleeplessly love God
O my mind,I shall forgive you
If it is God’s Will.
O my heart,
Because it is your will
I shall sleeplessly love God.
3714. My heart loves God
My mind may not think of God,But my heart loves God.
My heart may not know God,
But my soul pleases God.
3715. One question is torturing me
My Lord,I am a little mind.
One question is torturing me:
Do You ever care for me?
My Lord,
I am a tiny heart.
One question is torturing me:
Do I have the capacity to love You?
My Lord,
I am an ordinary soul.
One question is torturing me:
Will I ever be able to manifest You?
“My sweet child,
I am also suffering from one question:
Is it not My Responsibility
To satisfy you?”
3716. There is only one kind of suffering
There is only one kind of sufferingWhich is worse than the worst
And that is self-distrust.
3717. If you have stopped
If you have stoppedAt the boundary of knowledge,
How will you be able to enter into
The kingdom of wisdom?
3718. The vision of possibilities
Be not satisfiedWith the vision of possibilities.
You can be satisfied
Only with the perfect manifestation
Of divine Realities.
3719. A soulful and God-loving heart
What you haveIs an incompetent mind.
What you have
Is an unscrupulous vital.
How, then, do you expect to have
A soulful and God-loving heart?
3720. A dislike for praise
Not because you have an intellectual mind,But because you have a God-searching mind,
You have a simmering dislike
For ignorant and useless
Human praise.
3721. A rare strength of mind
You have a very rare strength of mind.Therefore, every day God supplies you
With a great deal of fresh knowledge-light.
3722. Eternity's fruitful Bliss
A sincere heartIs a practical Heaven.
A perfect soul
Is Eternity’s fruitful Bliss.
3723. My deliberate errors
My deliberate errorsAre vigorously pursued
By God’s Illumination-Light
And Compassion-Height.
3724. Who can determine the distance?
Who can determineThe distance between
My known years of failure
And my unknown years of success,
If not the truth-seeker in me
And the God-lover in me?
3725. Try to live only one season
Try to live only one season,And that season is the season
Of hope.
If you live in that season,
You will be able to liberate yourself
From the clutches of silence-sobs.
3726. The memorial of forgotten faith
I am bowing downTo a sad necessity:
Because you do not have
Aspiration-flames,
I shall observe the memorial
Of my forgotten faith in you.
3727. One thing can adorn my life
There is only one thingThat can adorn my life,
And that is my compassionate Lord’s
Delightful Confidence
In my life-boat.
3728. My Heaven-free heart
The difference betweenMy earth-bound mind
And my Heaven-free heart is this:
My earth-bound mind is abundant
In uncertain promises,
My Heaven-free heart is abundant
In certain fulfilments.
3729. A uselessly painful affair
I am so happy to tell the worldThat at long last
My compassionate Father Supreme
Has liberated me
From an unaspiring life
Which was nothing but
A uselessly painful affair.
3730. Unconquerable indifference-noon
O modern and sophisticated world,I shall be able to conquer
Everything that you have
Except one thing,
And that is
Your unconquerable indifference-noon.
3731. A soft tone of humility
To embody a soft tone of humilityIs undoubtedly
An exceptional privilege,
For therein lies
God’s triumphant Confidence
In His seeker-child.
3732. God the Lover
We pray to God the Power,But God the Lover
Answers our prayers.
3733. God's unlimited Forgiveness
My Lord,Today You are showing me
Your own unlimited Forgiveness.
My Lord,
Do give me the capacity
To show You tomorrow
My own unlimited soulfulness.
3734. My mind's sincerity-river
My mind’s sincerity-riverShall never run dry.
My heart’s purity-river
Shall never run dry.
My life’s humility-river
Shall never run dry.
My soul’s illumination-river
Shall never run dry.
3735. Who wants to know?
Who wants to knowThat his life is a total failure?
He who wants to know
Why he has failed
And he who wants to derive
An illumining and fulfilling experience
From his past failure-life.
3736. What am I waiting for?
What am I waiting for?I am waiting for God’s Sound-Life
Inside my needy heart
And I am waiting for God’s Silence-Life
Inside my busy mind.
3737. I shall keep for myself
O world,Take what I have —
God’s beautiful Smile.
I shall keep for myself
Only what I am —
God’s fruitful Cry.
3738. The Saviour teaches me
The Scriptures teach meHow to love the Saviour.
The Saviour teaches me
How to love the Real in me
The future God.
3739. I hope this discovery is true
My parents told meThat God the Creator
Will take care of me.
They were absolutely right.
Now God the Creator is asking me
To take care of God the creation.
I do hope that this discovery is true
And not my wild imagination.
3740. For you
If you can show GodAn iota of patience,
Then God will show you
His limitless Power
Plus
His immortal Love,
For you,
Unmistakably and unreservedly for you.
3741. When I tell God
When I tell GodThat I shall love Him only,
He immediately shows me
The shortest way to reach
His Palace.
When I tell God
That I shall serve Him only,
He immediately asks me
To sit nearest
His Throne.
3742. You enjoy peculiarity
You always enjoy peculiarity.Therefore, you do not surrender
Even for a day
Your mind’s strong individuality
To your heart’s wise unity.
3743. When we cheerfully perform
When we soulfully and cheerfullyPerform today’s task,
God immediately promises us
That tomorrow our burden
Will definitely be lighter,
And the day after tomorrow
We will have no burden
Whatsoever.
3744. He who loves life
He who is afraid of lifeThinks that life is not worth living.
He who loves life
Knows that God and life
Are mutually crying for each other.
3745. Unless you believe in God's Help
Unless you believeIn God’s unconditional Help,
How will you,
Nay, how can you,
Wisely feel God’s Love?
3746. An idle man
An idle manKnows how to speak
Ill of the world
Not only unnecessarily
But also ceaselessly.
An idle man
Does not want to learn
How to speak to God
Even in his dreams.
3747. The problem with fault-finding
The problem with fault-findingIs that he who finds fault with others
Is in no way a happy person
Even after he has successfully
Accomplished his task.
3748. Unless I believe in the unknown
Unless I believe in the unknown,How can I eventually become
Inseparably one with the unknowable?
3749. No matter how bad your mind is
No matter how bad your mind is,I shall have sincere concern for you
As long as your heart
Remains true to God.
3750. If you have a pure heart
If you have a pure heart,Then immediately give it to God
For His Satisfaction.
If you have an impure mind,
Then immediately give it to me.
I shall easily be able to cope with it
Since my own impure mind
Is infinitely stronger than yours.
3751. I really feel sorry
I really feel sorryWhen my Lord Supreme tells me
That He understands everything
Except one thing,
And that is my lack of eagerness
To claim Him as my own, very own.
3752. A doubtful mind and a fearful heart
A doubtful mind and a fearful heartEither consciously or unconsciously
Live near each other.
3753. Yesterday I was satisfied
YesterdayI was satisfied
With God’s beautiful Eyes.
Today
I am satisfied
With God’s powerful Feet.
From tomorrow
I shall always be satisfied
With God’s fruitful Heart.
3754. God the young and God the old
I loveBoth God the young
And God the old.
From God the young I learn
How to run, jump, fly and dive.
From God the old I learn
How to cry and smile
And how to smile and cry.
3755. He likes to play with God
When a child lives inside his eyes,He likes to play with God the Beauty.
When a child lives inside his heart,
He likes to play with God the Purity.
3756. Feel that I am not displeased
My Lord,What can I do
When I do not love You?
“My child,
To love Me is absolutely
The best thing to do.
If you cannot do that,
Then do the next best thing:
Try to think and feel
That I am not displeased with you.”
3757. The clouds do not last forever
My Lord,What can I do
When I only think of myself
And not of You?
“My child,
Just try to remember
That the clouds in the sky
Do not last forever.
The sun does appear eventually.”
3758. Do not underestimate
My Lord,Is there anything specific
You want me to know?
“Yes, My son,
Do not underestimate
The destruction-flow of your mind
And do not underestimate
The creation-glow of your heart.”
3759. If it is true
If it is trueThat I have not done anything special
For this world,
Then it is equally true
That I have never lodged
A single complaint to Heaven
Against this world.
3760. I am pleased with my mind
I am pleased with my mindAlthough it is lagging far behind
My speedy heart.
The very fact that it is trying,
Nay, desperately trying,
To reach the Abode of Truth
Is pleasing me.
3761. A seeker without discipline
A seeker without a life of disciplineIs a perfect dweller
In the animal kingdom.
3762. Aspiration minus dedication
Aspiration minus dedicationIs equal to
A half-blind man.
Humility minus sincerity
Is equal to
Ill-fated futility.
3763. Because God tells me
I love GodNot because He is so great and so good,
But because He tells me every day
That I shall eventually become
As great and as good
As He is.
3764. I can't believe
My Lord Supreme,I can’t believe that my ignorance-night
Is hiding from me today.
“My son,
I can’t believe that today
You have renounced all your friends
And want to spend the whole day
With Me alone.”
3765. God has given up everything
When I am unhappy,I think that God does not care for me
And that God has no time to think of me.
When I am happy,
I powerfully feel
That God has given up everything else
Only to satisfy me.
3766. I shall tell you where God is
I shall tell you where God isOnly when you dare to believe wholeheartedly
That God is eagerly waiting for you.
I shall tell you who God is
Only when you dare to imagine
That you have never loved
Anyone else but God,
Your other Self,
Your highest Self,
Your true Self.
3767. Twice I shed tears of gratitude
Twice I shed tears of gratitude:Once when my Lord told me
That He does not mind my ignorance-night;
Once when my Lord told me
That I can freely use His Wisdom-Light
To my heart’s content.
3768. Two ways to conquer ignorance
There are two waysTo conquer ignorance:
One is to have more faith
In the perfection of knowledge,
And one is to have more faith
In the destruction of ignorance.
3769. Two beautiful twins
Tolerance in the inner worldAnd perseverance in the outer world
Are two extremely beautiful twins.
3770. An unconditional life
In the beginningAn unconditional life
Is a battleground.
But eventually
An unconditional life
Becomes a playground.
3771. Once God sees you
Once God sees youPlying your life-boat
Between the soulfulness-shore
And the faithfulness-shore,
He will immediately grant you
His own Life-Boat
To ply between His Fruitfulness-Shore
And His Happiness-Shore.
3772. God wants to see
God does not want to knowWhat we daily do.
He just wants to see
What we are.
3773. My eyes do not know
My eyes do not knowWhere God is.
My mind does not know
Who God is.
My heart does not know
Whether God cares for it.
And I do not want to know
If I will ever be able to please God.
3774. Life is sadness
Life is sadnessWhen I want to see yesterday’s head.
Life is gladness
When I want to feel tomorrow’s heart.
3775. Man's destruction-frown
To reject even unconsciouslyGod’s Compassion-Smile
Is to invite quickly
Man’s destruction-frown.
3776. Who is worthy?
Who is worthy?He who wants me
Is worthy of having me
As his friend.
He who needs me
Is more than worthy of having me
As his closest friend.
3777. The best way
Think cheerfully.This is a good way.
Give soulfully.
This is a better way.
Surrender to God’s Will.
This is the best way.
3778. God's sadness
You feel sad that you have failed.Dive deep within.
You will feel that God’s sadness
At your failure
Far surpasses your sadness.
Does it not console you?
It should and it must.
3779. There is Somebody else
You feel happy that you have succeeded.Dive deep within.
You are bound to see
That there is Someone who did everything
For your tremendous success.
Just feel that you are not alone
In thinking of yourself.
There is Somebody else
Who thinks of you infinitely more
Than you can ever think of yourself.
3780. Tell the world
Do you want to succeed?If so, tell the world
That you can.
Do you want to proceed?
If so, tell the world
That you are.
3781. My Lord denied me
My Lord of Compassion denied meA desire-thorn
Only to give me
My future aspiration-rose.
3782. Keep counting the flowers
Keep counting the flowersOf Blessing-Light
If you want to avoid
The dark forest
Of ignorance-night.
3783. A great difference
There is a great differenceBetween knowing the teacher
And knowing his teachings.
His teachings show the world what he has,
But what he is, is another name
For Eternity’s Vision.
3784. Two purposes
God created you for only two purposes:One is to be true to Him
And the other is to be true to yourself.
3785. You come to realise
When you pray,You come to realise
That you have a room high above.
When you meditate,
You come to realise
That you have a home deep inside.
3786. Don't pray for useless things!
Don’t pray for useless things!To your sorrow,
If not to your strong surprise,
You may be blessed with the useless things
That you prayed for.
3787. A second birth
In your case,A life of sincerity
Will be a second birth,
And this birth will not suffer death.
3788. The divinity of hope
Since your life entirely dependsOn the divinity of hope,
How can you have a hopeless heart?
How can you?
3789. My consciousness tells me
My conscience tells meThat I am not pure enough
To sit at the Feet
Of the Lord Supreme.
My consciousness tells me
That My Lord Supreme
Will do everything for me;
For my part, all I have to do
Is remain seated at His Feet.
3790. The temptation-tree
The more I look at the temptation-tree,The more I feel my attachment to it.
The farther I go away
From the temptation-tree,
The more I feel the uselessness of its existence.
3791. Soulfully you give
Soulfully you giveSo that you can become
Powerfully rich.
Unconditionally you give
So that you can become
Another God,
A new God.
3792. If you have faith in yourself
If you have faith in yourself,Then God will smile at you.
If God has faith in you,
Then you will become
Tomorrow’s God,
A new God.
3793. Have a positive idea
In the morningHave a positive idea.
In the evening
Have a constructive ideal.
At night
Try to have the most effective realisation.
3794. My perfect disciple
Do you really loveAll your brother and sister disciples?
Do you really love yourself?
If so, you are undoubtedly
My perfect disciple.
3795. Love yourself cheerfully
Love yourselfCheerfully and spontaneously.
You will become happy
In the outer life.
Love God
Unconditionally.
You will become perfect
In the inner life.
3796. Give to man
Give to manWhat you really do not want to give —
Your gratitude-heart.
Do not give to man
What you really want to give —
Your suspicion-eye.
3797. The Power of God's Feet
If you want to loveThe Beauty of God’s Eye,
First you have to admire
The Power of God’s Feet.
3798. Since God has not rejected you
Since God has not rejected you,That means you still have the capacity
To conquer ignorance-night.
3799. I am already up!
Satan says to me,“Hurry up, hurry up!”
I say to Satan,
“Shut up, shut up!”
My Lord says to me,
“Get up, My child, get up!”
I say to my Lord,
“I am already up, Father,
I am already up!”
3800. My Lord's Oneness
My Lord’s StrictnessChanged my life for a day.
My Lord’s Kindness
Changed my life for a month.
My Lord’s Oneness
Has changed my life forever.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the thirty-eighth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Ambassador David L. Hepburn of the Bahamas joins Sri Chinmoy and the Meditation Group at the United Nations on 21 November 1979 for meditation and the performance of the motto of the Bahamas set to music by Sri Chinmoy. On the occasion of a previous visit on 11 September 1979, Ambassador Hepburn made the following comments: “As we are all aware of the dedication and devotion to peace, justice and the preservation of human dignity by Sri Chinmoy and the Meditation Group, it would be superfluous for me to elaborate further. However, I cannot resist the temptation to quote a sentence from the motto of the group because it captures more adequately than any words I may use the real essence of devotion and selflessness: ‘When man listens to God, his imperfections are turned into perfections, his ignorance into knowledge, his searching mind into revealing light and his uncertain reality into all-fulfilling Divinity.’”