Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 4
301. Love before you serve
Love before you serve.Serve before you smile.
Smile before you soar.
Soar before you declare.
What will you declare?
God-perfection in man.
302. Therefore I discover
My heart cries,My soul wishes,
My Lord sanctions.
Therefore
I discover.
Therefore
I prosper.
Therefore
I offer.
303. More than ready
You are now more than readyBecause your aspiration-bird
Is flying high above your mind’s
Binding and blinding
Confusion-clouds.
304. Yours is the victory supreme
Yours is the victory supreme,For you have already started flying
Soulfully and unconditionally,
Phoenix-like,
From the dead ashes of repentance-torture.
305. My choice
Aspiration is my choice.Dedication is my choice.
Perfection is my choice.
Therefore God has allowed me
To hear His Voice
Here, there, all-where.
306. What is the matter with you?1
What is the matter with you?Why don’t you apply
Your volcano-mind
To conquer
Your undying wolf-thoughts?
FF 306-320. These fifteen poems were written on 28 October 1979 on a plane ride from Calcutta to Hyderabad.↩
307. A marathon run
A marathon runIs not fun.
It is an unspeakably
Serious matter.
A marathon run
Turns me into an orphan-life:
No father, no mother,
Helpless and hopeless.
308. I go to God twice a day
I go to God twice a day.In the morning I go to my Beloved Supreme
With the surrender of a tennis ball.
He tells me I am on my way to perfection.
In the evening I go to my Beloved Supreme
With a basket of gratitude-flowers.
He tells me I am all perfection.
309. Destination
Man’s destinationAnd
God’s destination:
Man’s destination is God’s
Satisfaction-Smile,
God’s destination is man’s
Perfection-smile.
310. Give your heart a chance
Your thoughts have madeYour breath impure.
Your deeds have made
Your life insecure.
But your heart’s mounting cry can easily make
Your breath pure
And
Your life secure.
Just give your heart a chance.
311. A free pass to Heaven
Since I am no longerA disciple of ignorance,
God, the real God, has accepted me
As one of His true disciples
And is now offering my aspiration-life
A free pass to Heaven.
312. The grip of attachment
The grip of attachment may please meFor a fleeting second
But
The grasp of detachment
Can surely and easily please me
For my entire life.
313. Even God is a disciple
Who is not a disciple?Even God Himself is a disciple.
He is a disciple of my tiny gratitude-flame
And I am, indeed, a disciple
Of His own Eternity-Infinity’s
Immortal Perfection-Sun.
314. A great secret
You want to conquerThe perpetual fever of jealousy?
I will tell you a great secret:
Just love and become one
With your oneness-heart.
315. To steal a look at God
To steal a look at GodIs to realise sooner than at once
The pangs of your thorny present
And the ecstasies of your flower-future.
316. I am fulfilled twice
I am fulfilled twice:Once when I stand up
For poor humanity,
Once when I stand up
For the unfulfilled God.
317. Why am I so tired?
Why am I so tired?I am tired
Not because I work very hard,
Not because I sleep too little,
But because I think too much.
318. Don't take a late start
Don’t take a late start.You may lose the race altogether.
Keep your love-devotion-surrender
Always on the alert.
Then you cannot have a late start.
319. To see his Compassion-Feet
To see the Compassion-FeetOf your Lord Supreme
Is to end the undying game
Of your ignorance-dream.
320. Inside I live
Inside I liveSoulfully and sleeplessly.
Outside I give
Generously and unconditionally.
321. A mistake-proof life2
His is a mistake-proof life.All life’s questions
He has perfectly answered.
To him, his God is no longer
A forgotten Face
But
An extremely familiar Face.
FF 321-335. These fifteen poems were written on 28 October 1979 on the plane from Hyderabad to Madras.↩
322. No real reason
There is no real reasonWhy you cannot make
Your mind peaceful,
Your heart blissful,
Your life restful,
Your soul successful,
Your God blessingful.
Just replace your venom-doubt
With your sterling faith.
323. A life of indecision
Yours is a lifeOf a hundred indecisions.
How do you expect
An iota of God-Vision?
324. Great strangers
Because you and tension live together,Transformation-light
And
Perfection-delight
Prefer to remain great strangers to you.
325. The power of your sound-life
The power of your sound-lifeFascinates my soul.
The power of your silence-life
Feeds and fulfils my soul.
326. My needs
Silence I needTo sow the vision-seed.
Sound I need
To grow the mission-plant.
Surrender I need
To climb the perfection-tree.
327. Human mind, human heart
What is a human mind?The unreality-fear that lengthens
Our journey’s course.
What is a human heart?
The reality-cheer that shortens
Our journey’s course.
328. The Tent of my Beloved Supreme
Inside the Tent of my Beloved SupremeEverybody and everything can gladly stay
Except the old and unhealthy habits
Of the unprogressive mind.
329. The real reality
The real realityIs a simple simplicity,
And not a complexity.
Complexity has never been related to reality.
330. Time for Heaven to descend
It is time for Heaven to descend.Him to greet,
Fly with your soul
Bravely and immediately.
Him to serve,
Dive with your heart
Prayerfully and soulfully.
331. A doubting mind
A doubting mindIs responsible
For a sinking life
And a dying heart.
332. Only one sad thing
My Lord SupremeWill definitely arrive.
Only one sad thing:
I do not know
The exact hour
Of His arrival.
333. Each body dies
Each life sighsUnmistakably.
Each body dies
Eventually.
Each soul flies away
Immediately.
334. Nothing to equal
In our desire-life,Nothing to equal hope-tower.
In our aspiration-life,
Nothing to equal promise-power.
335. O descending Blue
O descending Blue,I love you.
O ascending Green,
I love you.
O divine Gold,
I love you.
336. Nothing compels you3
Nothing compels you to shiverIn helpless slavery.
Just don your God-given
Aspiration-bravery.
FF 336-365. These thirty poems were written at the Hotel Savera in Madras on 28 October 1979.↩
337. Different names
You call it hesitationAnd
I call it confusion.
You call it confusion
And
I call it suspicion.
You call it suspicion
And
I call it perdition.
338. Earth is the teacher
Earth is the teacherThat teaches us how to be
Experience-tree.
Heaven is the teacher
That teaches us how to become
Realisation-fruit.
339. My sweet Lord's Satisfaction-Delight
Not becauseOf my aspiring consciousness-light
Has my sweet Lord granted me
His Satisfaction-Delight.
No, no, that is not true!
He has granted me His Satisfaction-Delight
Because He does not have anything else
To do with my life.
340. What can your Master do?
When he withdrawsHis outer sound,
You cry.
You say he does not care for you.
When he withdraws
His outer silence,
You say he simply hates you.
You tell me,
What can and what will he do,
Your poor Master?
341. Do you need a pure heart?
Do you need a pure heart?Then daily make your mind clean.
Do you need a smile from God daily?
Then keep your heart aspiring ceaselessly.
342. Bitterness unspeakable
You are now ready for the divine life.For you, the false sweetness of your desire-life
Has turned into real bitterness
Unspeakable.
343. Lost heritage
The desire-life desires to regainIts lost heritage:
Ignorance-night.
The aspiration-life longs to regain
Its lost heritage:
Immortality-Shore.
344. Loss and gain
Loss is gain,Gain is loss.
Doubt-loss, faith-gain;
Desire-gain, perfection-loss.
345. I am watching
I am watching my past.It is simply awful.
I am watching my present.
It is not at all hopeful.
I am watching my future.
It is soulful, plus fruitful.
346. I see a garden
I see a gardenIn your face.
I see a rose
In your heart.
I see celestial beauty
In your eyes.
347. Playmates of the soul
Three are the playmates of the soul:Simplicity-life,
Sincerity-heart,
Purity-breath.
348. I thought of doing something
I thought of doing something great.God said: “Good, My son!”
I thought of doing something good.
God said: “Excellent, My son!”
I thought of becoming a selfless server.
God said: “Perfect, My son!”
349. Just sing a soulful song
Just sing a soulful songTogether with your oneness-heart.
Lo, you have far surpassed
All the barriers of confusion-night.
350. A caged success
What does a desire-life get?A caged success.
What does an aspiration-life become?
An uncaged progress.
351. God's favourites
Only those are God’s favouritesWho are supremely just
And offer others
Their rightful earnings.
352. Oneness-peace
To have oneness-peaceOnly with the strong
Is your cleverness-height.
To have oneness-peace
With all human souls
Is your inner sun’s wisdom-light.
353. Your home
Your ignorance-night tells youThere is no home for you,
There is no home.
Your wisdom-light tells you
The entire universe is your home,
The entire universe.
354. Peace
Peace, what is it?God’s favourite boon.
Peace, where is it?
In God’s Self-giving Infinity.
355. What you have
What you haveIs a vain thought.
What you are
Is a selfish aim.
Do you think
That God will grant you
His Satisfaction-Bliss?
No, never!
356. I love three dreams of mine
I love three dreams of mine:The dream that tells me
My mind shall succeed,
The dream that tells me
My heart shall proceed,
The dream that tells me
My soul shall always precede.
357. Do give me another chance
O my soul, do give me another chance.This time I shall definitely
And unconditionally become obedient.
My new obedience
Will breathe in an eternal breath.
358. O my foolish body
O my foolish body,Are you not ashamed
Of your most deplorable conduct?
Because of your lethargy,
Because of your unwillingness,
I am falling,
Falling all the time;
I am failing,
Failing everywhere.
359. The only way to go
The only way to goFrom passion to perfection
Is by illumining the lower self
And feeding the higher Self.
360. Your God-ordained task
Try not to put others right;That is God’s task.
Try to put yourself right;
Indeed, that is your God-ordained task.
361. Aspiration tells me
Aspiration tells me that my God isCompassion-Mother.
Realisation tells me that my God is
Liberation-Father.
God-oneness tells me that my God is
Perfection-Friend.
362. The same sad story
An uninspired mind,An unenlightened heart,
An unrealised life,
An unmanifested soul,
An unfulfilled God
Together tell the same sad story.
363. His vision-eye
His vision-eye is a constant preyTo his teeming imperfections.
Therefore,
Someday, somehow, somewhere,
He will dance with perfection-sun
In the world of Infinity’s
Silence-Sound.
364. A moment of inspiration
A moment of inspirationPowerfully feeds my aspiration-flames.
A moment of aspiration
Unmistakably expedites my realisation-sun.
365. I am crying
My body is sleeping.Therefore
I am crying.
My vital is fighting.
Therefore
I am crying.
My mind is doubting.
Therefore
I am crying.
My heart is hesitating.
Therefore
I am crying.
366. One thing haunts me4
My heart is burdened with many things,But one thing haunts me
At each hush-gap,
And that is the mountain-burden
Of world-sorrow.
366-375. These ten poems were written during a car ride from Madras to Pondicherry on 29 October 1979.↩
367. Perfection
My soul conceived perfection.My heart has achieved perfection.
My life will offer sleepless perfection.
368. Friend and foe
In Heaven and on earthI have only one friend:
The same old God.
Within and without
I have only one foe:
The same old Chinmoy.
369. What is new?
What is new?Nothing is new.
Indeed, this is a common answer.
But there is something new:
God is watching you
With His Infinity’s Compassion-Heart.
370. Don't blame God
Don’t blame God.He is sincerely trying
To help you out.
Don’t blame yourself.
By blaming yourself
You cannot arrive
At the perfection-satisfaction-door.
Just love God a little more;
Just think of yourself a little less.
Lo and behold,
All your untold problems are solved.
371. Bitterly crying
My life is fooling me.Therefore
I am bitterly crying.
My soul is ignoring me.
Therefore
I am bitterly crying.
My Lord is not arriving.
Therefore
I am bitterly crying.
372. Love is
Human loveIs sickness.
Divine love
Is completeness.
God’s Love
Is selflessness.
373. Light enlightens
Darkness deepensWhen the doubting mind triumphs.
Light enlightens
When the aspiring heart
Unconditionally surrenders.
374. They will cure you
Do not be afraid of temptation.Your introspection-mind,
Your meditation-heart,
Your vision-soul,
Your Benediction-God
Can and will cure you
Of your bad disease.
375. A secret source
Self-conquestAnd
God-quest
Love each other deeply
And live together happily.
O world, hear it
From me, a secret source.
376. Reveal your insecurity-life5
Do not conceal,But reveal
Your insecurity-life.
Lo,
God’s Compassion,
God’s Illumination,
God’s Perfection
Are eagerly waiting
To receive your insecurity-life.
FF 376-400. These twenty-five poems were written on 29 and 30 October at the home of Sri Chinmoy's family in Pondicherry.↩
377. Start doing this immediately
Have you reached your soul’s height?If so, then start doing this immediately:
Fight against falling down.
378. Every time you love unconditionally
Every time you love unconditionally,A winged angel flies down
And tells you:
“Sit down on my wing quickly.
The Lord Supreme is waiting for you.”
379. God has stopped his game
Be soulful, be careful!Be fortified against
The entrance of ignorance-night.
Look, God has totally stopped
His Game of hide-and-seek.
380. Face your lower nature
Face your lower natureBravely.
Your higher nature
Is about to reach you
Happily
Plus proudly.
381. Not you
Who despairs because of failure?Not you, the hero-prince.
Not you, the truth-server.
Not you, the God-lover.
No, no, no!
382. Known by another name
If you want to be knownAs your heart’s oneness-responsibility,
God will make you known
By another name, too:
God’s Infinity.
383. No more
No moreAct like a fool.
Start studying
At the God-realisation-school.
384. Your soul-victory's crown
Your soul-victory’s crownDepends on how powerfully
You frown at the clown
Of ignorance-night.
385. Your old desire-cry
Your old desire-cryMust pass away
Long before your new aspiration-cry
Can bless you with its presence.
386. We know
You know who God is.He knows where God is hiding.
I know when God will appear.
387. Yours is great resolution
Yours is great resolution.Yours is brave determination.
Lo, the total surrender of temptation!
388. Nothing else God wants from you
Arouse the body.Cleanse the vital.
Correct the mind.
Open the heart.
Nothing else God wants from you.
389. Yours is a deplorable failure
Yours is a deplorable failureBecause
Your mind is not pure,
Your heart is not sure,
Your life is not willing to endure.
390. Not ready to learn from God
Easy to forgiveBut
Not easy to forget.
Ready to teach God
But
Not ready to learn from God.
391. Every aspiration-day
Every aspiration-dayBegins with new possibilities.
Every aspiration-day
Ends with new achievements.
392. What you are within
What you are withinIs perfection.
You will be mirrored accordingly.
Just pray and see.
Just meditate and see.
393. Past, present, future
My past had its deplorable starts.My present has its new starts.
My future will have its gold medals.
394. A life of exalted purity
You are living a lifeOf exalted purity.
Do you know why?
Because your impurity-life
Is completely exhausted.
395. Look who treasures you
Pardon world-pressures.Abandon sense-pleasures.
Look who treasures
You: God Himself!
396. Before you start thinking
BeforeYou start thinking,
Look at others
Who are sinking.
Before
You start doing,
Look at others
Who are enjoying.
397. I am sick of my aspiration
Dear Lord, I am really sickOf my aspiration.
It has become a fountain
Of speedy exhaustion.
398. I shall not fail
I shall not failAlthough
I am in my mind-jail.
I shall succeed.
So has my Lord decreed!
399. To God I have surrendered
To God I have surrenderedMy aspiration-choice.
To man I am offering
My ignorance-freed voice.
400. A very busy day
YesterdayI was trying all the time
To correct human nature.
Therefore
I was having a very busy day.
Today
I am trying to perfect
My own nature.
Therefore
I am again having a very busy day.
But tomorrow
I shall be swimming in the sea
Of my Lord’s Compassion-Forgiveness.
I am sure tomorrow
I will have an easy day.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the fourth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note
Some poems in this first edition were later selected by the author for a special collection of 207 Flower-Flames (FFP). The author also chose to revise some of his original poems for this anthology:
FF-335: FFP 27 (revised version).
FF-361: FFP 28 (revised version).