Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 51
5001. I have one request
My Lord,I have one request:
May my heart sing the song
Of universal oneness.
My Lord,
I have one more request:
May my life sing the song
Of transcendental newness.
5002. Before I call
Before I call,God’s Compassion-Eye answers.
Before I start,
God’s Compassion-Heart
Finishes the race for me.
5003. My only necessity
I am not sure of my identity.To me, this is not
An indispensable necessity.
My only necessity
Is to love my Inner Pilot
And to please Him in His own Way
Throughout Eternity.
5004. You are not happy
You are not happyBecause your mind is not happy
In spite of having mustered
World-domineering power.
5005. Serve the crying earth
Serve the crying earth.You will be happy.
Love the smiling Heaven.
You will be happy.
5006. A faithless heart
A faithless heartMarks the very beginning
Of a soulless dream.
5007. You are bound to win
True, you are fighting a losing battleAgainst impurity,
But continue.
Someday, somehow,
You are bound to win.
5008. A reality out of date
Unless you dare to beYour real and transcendental Self,
No matter what you do,
No matter what you say,
No matter what you become,
You will still remain
A reality completely out of date.
5009. Allow him to enjoy
Allow him to enjoyHis superficial superiority.
You try to enjoy
The purity of your heart’s
Satisfaction-unity.
5010. There is always tomorrow
There is always tomorrowFor those who do not try at all,
And also for those
Who do not want to give up.
5011. Your right choice
As your good voiceIs pleasing you,
Even so, your right choice
Will please God.
5012. Your only protection
Your heart’s soulful cryIs your only protection
Against the reign
Of merciless misunderstanding.
5013. Your self-satisfied grandeur
You will never be able to enjoyThe beauty of your own self-perfection
Precisely because of
Your self-satisfied grandeur.
5014. The power of burning sighs
Amazing is the powerOf burning sighs.
They can stretch themselves
To Heaven’s loftiest heights.
5015. Your heart's inner purity
If your heart’s inner purityIs active and illumining,
Then your life’s outer beauty
Has to be active and fulfilling.
5016. Two things you can do
There are two things you can do.You have been doing one thing
All the time:
You have been feeding your senses.
But when will you do the other thing?
When will you stop denying
The hunger of your soul?
5017. Your choice of autocracy
There is no difference betweenYour voice of ignorance
And your choice of autocracy.
5018. The heart gives spontaneously
The heart gives spontaneously.The eyes see immediately.
The hands accept gratefully.
God dances smilingly.
5019. A challenger of stark oblivion
Unless you are a challengerOf stark oblivion,
How can you once more be the enjoyer
Of your perfect union with God?
5020. Do not hide yourself
Do not hide yourself.Do not cry to be heard.
Do not try to convince others
To manifest you.
5021. The beauty of Heavenly hours
His is the vision-eyeThat increases the beauty of Heavenly hours
And the purity of earthly days.
5022. How can he sleep?
How can he sleepWhen his dreams do not allow him
To sleep?
How can he smile
When his God is all
In tears?
5023. A world-loser
Because your mind isA world-forsaker,
Your poor heart is compelled to become
A world-loser.
5024. The Lord of my thoughts
My Lord, I am happyBecause You are the Lord of my life.
Can You not make me perfect
By becoming the Lord of my thoughts?
5025. Doubt cramps your mind
Doubt cramps your mind,Fear cramps your heart,
Failure cramps your life,
Only because unconsciously
You want to perish
In your own narrow vision-cave.
5026. The game of descent
It seems that everybodyIs familiar with descent.
In his case, he deliberately chose
The memorable game of deplorable descent.
5027. My heart does double duty
My heart does double duty.It surrenders to God
To know God’s Illumination-Will.
It binds mankind
To fulfil its own temptation-will.
5028. His love of praise
His love of praiseIs so great
That he does not mind
Even if it is all founded upon
Himalayan falsehood.
5029. Your defeats will soon be ending
Your defeats in life’s battlefieldWill soon be ending,
Because your mind is no longer indifferent
To your heart’s spontaneous enthusiasm.
5030. What is my confidence?
What is my confidence,If not my faith in God?
What is my faith in God,
If not my oneness-satisfaction?
5031. My God and I know
Everybody knowsThat I am not a great man.
But only my God and I know
That I have a good heart.
5032. My deepest wisdom
My mind’s humilityIs my deep wisdom.
My heart’s gratitude
Is my deeper wisdom.
My life’s surrender
Is my deepest wisdom.
5033. God will befriend you
If you do notAccept defeat,
God Himself
Will befriend you.
5034. You will be liberated
You are a burdened heart.You are a confused mind.
But you can and you will be liberated.
5035. God does mind
God does not mindIf and when I cover His Body
With my bitter failures.
But He does mind
If and when I do not cover my heart
With His transcendental Satisfaction-Victory.
5036. If you believe in God
If you believe in God,You get God’s Power.
If you believe in God’s Power,
You get God’s Peace.
If you believe in God’s Peace,
You get God’s Joy.
If you believe in God’s Joy,
Then you will before long become
Another God.
5037. The paramount questions
If you pray to GodFor forgiveness,
God will grant you forgiveness.
If you meditate on God
For another chance in life,
God will grant you another chance.
But the paramount questions are:
Will your haughty mind allow you
To pray to God for forgiveness?
Will your impure heart allow you
To meditate on God for another chance?
5038. A submissive heart
A possessive mind wants muchBut gets very little —
Next to nothing.
A submissive heart needs nothing
But gets the utmost —
Also the best.
5039. Eternal strangers
Self-insightAnd
Ignorance-night
Are two eternal strangers.
5040. You think of God
You think of God.That is what you know and do.
God loves you.
That is what He knows and does.
5041. A starless walker
Because you are a starless walker,Your abrupt descent
Is made of ruthless and tireless despair.
5042. Stop your self-indulgence
Stop your self-indulgence.You will have a longer life.
Stop your world criticism.
You will have an immortal life.
5043. God does not mind
God does not mindIf each man is the manifestation
Of his own inadequacy.
But He does mind
If an individual enjoys his unwillingness
To transcend his life’s incapacity-weakness.
5044. Love-weapons
Between war-weapons and peace-weaponsThere should always be love-weapons.
Then only shall we be able
To bask in the sunshine of oneness-bliss.
5045. Do not worry!
Do not worry!He who worries buries himself
With the unsolicited help
Of today’s powerful hands
And tomorrow’s indifferent eyes.
5046. To say God has created confusion
To say that God has createdConfusion for your mind
Is as absurd as telling the world
That you can teach God
The art of perfection.
5047. Your Master does not hide
Your Master does not hide from you.It is your visionless eyes
And your restless mind
That do not allow you to recognise him
Even while he is standing
Right in front of you
With his Eternity’s Compassion-Eye.
5048. If you are a stranger to me
If you are a stranger to me,You will be satisfied
Only with my greatness.
If you are dear to me,
You will be satisfied
Only with my goodness.
But my Lord Supreme
Will not care for
My Himalayan greatness
Or my sun-vast goodness.
He will care only for my oneness
With His Eternity’s Vision-Light
And
His Infinity’s Reality-Delight.
5049. God's Satisfaction-Delight
Now that you have shatteredThe yoke of your self-imposed burden,
God will grant you
His own secret and sacred
Satisfaction-Delight.
5050. God has not tempted you
God has not tempted you.He knows everything
Except the art of temptation.
It is you who have tempted yourself.
5051. Look what you have done!
You thought you would be ableTo discover yourself
By fulfilling your temptation-life,
But look what you have done!
Instead of finding yourself,
You have bound yourself.
5052. The man of aspiration
Not only do desires pass away,The man of desires also passes away.
But the man of aspiration lives forever
Inside the complete Satisfaction-Heart
Of his Beloved Supreme.
5053. Because you long for perfection
Because of your generous heart,God has given you
His prosperous Life.
Because of your pure eye,
God has given you
His Vision-Light.
Because you long for perfection
In everything you do and say,
God has given you
His own Satisfaction unparalleled.
5054. Since you indulge
Since you indulgeYour perplexed mind,
How can you have
A relaxed heart?
Since you indulge
Your restless vital,
How can you have
A guileless body?
5055. God loves you no matter what
God loves youNo matter what you have done
And no matter what you are doing now.
But do you think you will be able
To love God
If He loves your doubtful poison-mind
More than He loves your soulful nectar-heart?
5056. Only your suspicious mind
Only your suspicious mindCan ruin the beauty
Of your soulful eyes.
Only your ferocious vital
Can destroy the purity
Of your bountiful heart.
5057. The university of ignorance-night
Who says that it is an easy taskTo graduate from the university
Of the mind’s ignorance-night?
I do not, I cannot and I shall not
Agree with them.
5058. Faith awakens soulful tears
Faith in GodAwakens soulful tears.
Love of God
Fulfils divine promises.
5059. Punctual in being late
God gave himOne hundred and one incarnations
To realise Him.
But in each incarnation
He was punctual and perfect
In being late to invoke God,
Pray to God
And meditate on God.
5060. The purity-heart of human life
If you invade the privacy-worldOf human thoughts,
You will be sadly disappointed.
But if you enter the purity-heart
Of human life,
You will be richly rewarded.
5061. A sympathetic heart
A sympathetic earIs amazingly great.
A sympathetic heart
Is perpetually perfect.
5062. Heaven will be Heaven to me
Heaven will be Heaven to meOnly if I can carry there
My heart’s climbing cry.
5063. Each sad tear
Each sad tearGives birth
To a glad breath.
5064. A silver dream-boat
To loveIs to become
A silver dream-boat.
5065. A soulful smile from Above
A soulful smile from AboveCan easily lighten a heavy heart.
My own heart is a radiant example.
5066. In just a twinkling
In just a twinkling of its vision-eye,The world-soul has made
The world-body beautiful.
5067. The sunlit path
CheerfulnessIs the sunlit path
To Heaven’s fruitfulness.
5068. My heart's sacred dreams
I am happyOnly when I admire
My heart’s sacred dreams.
5069. A soulful heart is always available
A soulful heart is always availableTo accept the blame
When the doubtful mind
Does everything wrong.
5070. The best haven
Things change.Years bring new values.
Yet the aspiration-heart always remains
The safest and by far the best haven.
5071. A "must" for every seeker
The inner beautyIs a “must” for every seeker
Of the transcendental Height.
5072. His rest has deteriorated
To his extreme sorrowHis rest has deteriorated
Into an incurable idleness.
5073. Only one teacher
Only one teacher is neededAnd that teacher
Is your heart’s experience-delight.
5074. Renunciation-feast
Slavery meansPossession-hunger.
Mastery means
Renunciation-feast.
5075. The direct representative
Not your doubting mindBut your aspiring heart
Is the direct representative
Of your illumining soul.
5076. Self-knowledge
Self-knowledge meansA complete freedom
From ignorance-demand.
5077. Uninvited guests
Yesterday I went to ignorance-kingUninvited.
Today God has come to me
Uninvited.
Tomorrow I shall, without fail, go to God
Whether He invites me or not.
5078. To see beyond myself
To see beyond myselfIs to find and feel
My inseparable oneness
With my Beloved Supreme.
5079. Infinitely more powerful
Only a genuine seekerKnows that his inner hunger
Is infinitely more powerful
Than his outer hunger.
5080. If you sincerely repent
If you sincerely and soulfully repent,God will not allow the temptation-serpent
To torment you —
Not even mildly,
Not to speak of powerfully.
5081. I close my eyes to pray
Some think I close my eyesTo ignore them,
But it is not true.
I close my eyes to pray
Most soulfully for them.
5082. The real man in a genuine seeker
Not once but twice will you knowThe real man in a genuine seeker:
Once when you mercilessly criticise
His doubtful poison-mind —
Needless to say,
He will love you far beyond
Your imagination’s flight;
Once when you unreservedly love
His fruitful nectar-heart —
Needless to say,
He will immediately admire you unreservedly
For helping him find
His long-lost vision eye.
5083. Your heart was born to sing
Your heart was born to singA soulful song of a new creation.
Why then do you compel it to sing
A doleful and funereal song?
5084. The drop always wins
In the inner world,When the flood of intelligence
And a drop of wisdom challenge each other
The drop always wins.
5085. A weak man
A weak man is understoodOnly by God’s Compassion.
A stupid man is understood
Only by God’s Forgiveness.
5086. Your creation of truth
Your creation of truthWill no longer remain unheralded
For your cry for perfection
Is swiftly reaching its zenith-height.
5087. Selflessness within
Selflessness within,Fruitfulness without.
Service-cry within,
Perfection-smile without.
5088. It is all done
Do not sayThat you alone can do it.
Say that God does it in and through you.
Then lo, it is all done.
5089. Life's shallow amusements
God is notGoing to look for you
In your life’s shallow amusements.
How can your heart
Find satisfaction
In your life’s pointless activities?
5090. How can there be peace?
How can there be peaceWhen the main speaker
At the world’s conference table
Is not given the chance to speak
With His Silence-Eye?
5091. God is just
God is just.This is what
An intelligent mind thinks.
God is love.
This is what
A pure heart feels.
God is all.
This is what
A wise soul knows.
God is another man.
This is what
The compassionate Lord
Tells the world.
5092. I am all for God
It is too early for me to sayThat God is for me,
But it is not too early for me to say
That I am all for God.
5093. I am not going back to Heaven
I am not going back to HeavenWithout earth’s aspiration-cry
In infinite measure.
I am not coming back to earth
Without Heaven’s satisfaction-treasure
In measureless measure.
5094. A judge suffers
A judge quite oftenSuffers from his loneliness.
Let us sympathise
With his loneliness
And forgive his beastly crimes.
5095. Your self-gratification
Look!Your self-gratification
Is being denounced
By your own self-destruction.
5096. So can you realise God
Just as other sincere seekersHave realised God,
So can you realise God,
If you value the purity
Of your heart’s sincerity-cry.
5097. Always ready to die
I am always ready to dieWith my heart-realities
To fulfil the Himalayan heights
Of my soul-dreams.
5098. Two supreme commitments
Two supreme commitmentsI have made:
I shall carry my heart to Heaven
To spread humanity’s cry of helplessness.
I shall bring down my soul to earth
To spread divinity’s light of fulness.
5099. A risk worth taking
To say and to do the right thingIn this world
And to represent the world
Is to take a risk.
But I must say
It is a risk worth taking
For its goal is life-fulfilling.
5100. Two opportunities
My mind’s sincerity gives meThe silver opportunity
To do something great for this world.
My heart’s purity gives me
The golden opportunity
To be somebody good for God.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the fifty-first volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.