Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 53
5201. Just outside your heart's door
Just outside your heart’s doorGod in His supreme Beauty
Is standing.
Just inside your heart’s door
God in His supreme Duty
Is working.
5202. Slavery to ignorance
Man’s conscious onenessWith God’s Will,
And man’s conscious offering of gratitude
To God’s Compassion
Will make man’s future slavery to ignorance
Impossible.
5203. My first decision
My first decision:I shall not criticise the world
Any more.
My last decision:
I shall love the world
Exactly the same way
My Lord Supreme loves the world.
5204. Weakness must aspire
Weakness must quickly aspireFor strength.
Strength must unmistakably aspire
For oneness,
The only satisfaction.
5205. To make your life real
To make your life realYou must be more affectionate
To your heart
And more indifferent
To your mind;
You must be more strict
With your vital
And more patient
With your body.
5206. Live in naturalness
Live in naturalnessIf you want to grow
Into the fulness
Of God’s Vision-Reality.
5207. What you really need
What you really needIs Eternity’s emptiness
Within
And Infinity’s fulness
Without.
5208. The power of inspiration
The power of inspirationTells me to realise God.
The power of aspiration tells me
How close my heart is to God,
How far my mind is from God
And why my little ego-“I”
Can never realise God.
5209. A liberated life knows
A tempted mind thinksThat everything is beautiful.
A liberated life knows
That everything is meaningful.
5210. An all-existent divinity
A non-existent sincerityHis mind has.
A non-existent purity
His heart is.
But an all-existent divinity
His life will before long become.
5211. A cluster of memorised ideas
Your mind cherishesA cluster of memorised ideas.
How do you then expect
The nectar-delight of Himalayan ideals?
5212. The tortures of noisy ambitions
O noisy ambitions,Your tortures are infinitely worse
Than the tortures of the doubtful
And suspicious mind.
5213. The fragrance of God's Breathing
Not only do my soul and my heart enjoy,But also my stupid mind enjoys,
The Fragrance of God’s Breathing
While I silently and unconditionally meditate.
5214. He who does not suffer
He who does not sufferFrom ingratitude’s cruel blows
Is divinely great,
Supremely good
And
Transcendentally perfect.
5215. Intuition travels alone
Intuition travels aloneIn supreme secrecy
To prove to the world
That God the Creator
Keeps all His Promises
To God the creation.
5216. Two perfectly useless concepts
Two perfectly useless concepts:I can do whatever I want.
My life can do without
Any higher guidance.
5217. My heart needs the Christ
My mind needs the BibleBecause it is so soulful.
My heart needs the Christ
Because He is so fruitful.
5218. When the mind does not pray
When the mind does not pray,The heart sighs
And the soul sheds sleepless tears.
5219. The inner beauty grows and glows
The inner beauty does not die;It grows and glows.
It grows to feed the outer world.
It glows to dance with the inner world.
5220. The most powerful competition
The entire world can seeThe most powerful competition
Between the mind’s deliberate unwillingness
To realise God
And the heart’s sleepless willingness
Not only to realise
But also to manifest God.
5221. He accuses his soul
He no longer accusesHis doubting mind.
He no longer accuses
His insecure heart.
He accuses only
His weak soul.
5222. The mind can and will find rest
The troubled mindCan and will find rest
Only when it learns
The magic art of complete surrender
To God’s Will.
5223. I can realise God
Yes, I can and shallRealise God.
Yes, my life can and will
Manifest God.
5224. He is supremely beautiful
He is beautiful, supremely beautiful,Not because he has inside his body
An inconceivable array of stars,
But because every day he sees
The Face of his Beloved Supreme
And every day he plays with
The Heart of his Beloved Supreme.
5225. Do not die unsung
O my heart,Do not die unsung.
O my mind,
Do not die unsettled.
O my vital,
Do not die unchallenged.
O my body,
Do not die untransformed.
5226. To climb the sky's long stairs
If you want to climbThe sky’s long stairs,
You have to love the Unknown
And bow to the Unknowable.
5227. You can never be homeless
If you live inside your heart,With your soul
And for your Beloved Supreme,
Then you can never be homeless.
5228. The first danger sign
An impure vitalIs the first danger sign
In a seeker’s aspiration-life.
5229. An imperial thunderbolt
What you needIs an imperial thunderbolt
To frighten your unaspiring heart
And your ungrateful life.
5230. The crown of success-light
Humility, humility:The crown of success-light
Which alone can destroy
The wild arrogance of decades
In man’s unaspiring nature.
5231. The first surprise
The first surprise:God has gladly become man.
The last surprise:
Man shall infallibly become God.
5232. His strength has failed
His strength has failed.His surrender has succeeded.
His gratitude has received the prize.
5233. True freedom
True freedom is notTo build and break in one’s own way,
But to grow and glow
Only in God’s Way.
5234. Unless you live sleeplessly
Unless you live sleeplesslyFor God the Vision-Eye,
How can you eventually grow
Into God the Reality-Delight?
5235. Love is something to give
Love is something to give.Devotion is something to give.
Surrender is something to give.
Gratitude is something to become.
5236. The conscious presence of God
Gratitude is not onlyThe absence of imperfection
But also the conscious presence
Of the bountiful God.
5237. An evil thought
An evil thoughtMay or may not break bones.
But an evil thought
Can and does break hearts.
5238. The Infinite has embraced the finite
The Infinite has cheerfully embracedThe finite
So that mortals can successfully grow into
The Immortal.
5239. God's Compassion-Sea saves
Always it is God’s Compassion-SeaThat saves and illumines the seeker,
And not the seeker’s merit-drops.
5240. We really live
We really liveWhen we give to God what we have:
Ignorance.
We really live
When we do not give to the world
Our shallow wisdom.
5241. A prayerful heart
A prayerless heartIs a powerless life.
A prayerful heart
Is a fruitful life.
5242. A sleepless love for the world
O my eyes,I feel sorry for you
Because you cannot love the world
Without hoping to be loved in return.
O my heart,
I am so proud of you
Because you do not expect the world
To love you,
Although your life
Is a sleepless love for the world.
5243. A most tragic end
An anxiety-mindAnd an insecurity-heart
Are the seeds
Of a most tragic end.
5244. His aspiration wings
Like an arrow that wingsThrough darkness,
His aspiration wings
Into the beauty of Light.
5245. The illusion of possibility
The illusion of possibilityCan never solve any problem
Either in the desire-life
Or in the aspiration-life.
5246. History obeys the will
History either obeys the willOf some chosen men
Or accepts the despair-hearts
Of ordinary mortals.
5247. If you want to proceed
Muster your determinationIf you want to succeed
In the battlefield of life.
Surrender yourself
Constantly and cheerfully to God’s Will
If you want to proceed
With the spiritual leaders of humanity.
5248. The agony of wild impatience
The agony of wild impatienceTortures humanity’s mind
And ruins the poise
Of humanity’s heart.
5249. In the same dark room
A confusion-mindAnd a contradiction-vital
Live together
In the same absolutely dark room.
5250. The last flicker of life
The last flicker of lifeAwakened him to see
Once and for all
The countless Himalayan blunders
In his life.
5251. If you choose God
If you choose yourself,You have nothing to gain
And nothing to lose.
If you choose God,
You not only gain everything,
But also reign over everybody.
5252. A fresh disappointment
Every day you will meetWith a fresh disappointment
If you want to conquer your loving heart
With your doubting mind.
5253. An uncritical friendship
An uncritical friendship:Did it ever exist?
Does it exist now?
Will it ever exist in the future?
The answers are all unmistakable:
No, no, no!
5254. Each dream of my heart
Whenever there is a collisionBetween my heart’s dream
And my mind’s reality,
I always take the side of my heart,
For each dream of my heart
Is newness and sweetness incarnate.
5255. All the ugly faces
How can you be happy,How can you be satisfied,
When to discover beauty’s truth
You search all the ugly faces
And not all the beautiful hearts?
5256. A loving chain
My mind’s suspicion-nightIs a binding chain around nothing.
My heart’s wisdom-light
Is a loving chain around everything
That I unmistakably have and eternally am.
5257. I need no nest
I need no nestUntil I see that others
Are properly rested.
I need no rest
Until I see that others
Are completely satisfied.
5258. Get the correct answer
Is it your impurity-mindThat is killing you?
Is it your insecurity-heart
That is killing you?
Is it your fear of impossibility
That is killing you?
Dive deep within
And get the correct answer.
5259. Perdition is looking for you
As you are looking forConstant recognition
In the outer world,
Even so, sleepless perdition
Is looking for you
In the inner world.
5260. A loser's heart of sorrow
A loser’s heart of sorrowIs apt to sadden my heart
But also to illumine my life.
5261. Selflessness means
Selflessness meansThat the breath of happiness
Is here
And the life of happiness
Is now.
5262. To fulfil a happy promise
To fulfil an unhappy promiseI look at my own eyes.
To fulfil a happy promise
I look at God’s Heart.
5263. A sweet whisper
A sweet whisperFrom an unknown goal
Has perfected my heart
And liberated my life.
5264. Chains of expectation
If your mind still hasChains of expectation,
You will definitely be doomed
To dire disappointments.
5265. A soulful sacrifice
Unless you can muster all your life-activitiesInto a soulful sacrifice,
Do not expect to become
A choice instrument
Of your Lord Supreme.
5266. I am very busy
I am very busy,And I intend to remain so.
No matter how desperately
Death wants to meet with me,
I simply cannot afford to grant
An interview to death today.
5267. God yields
God the creationYields only to a soulful server.
God the Creator
Yields only to a dream-flooded lover.
5268. An atmosphere of silence-delight
You can make a bold attemptTo be your true self
Only when you treasure
An atmosphere of silence-delight within
And an atmosphere of silence-light without.
5269. God commands the strength I have
God commands the strength I haveTo richly increase.
Death commands the strength I have
To quickly decrease.
5270. The loneliness of your mind
The lonelinessOf your yesterday’s mind
Must not puncture
The newness-beauty
Of your today’s heart.
5271. Success without self-admiration
Success without self-admirationIs divinely great.
Success after God-adoration
Is supremely and eternally good.
5272. To have an iota of Bliss
The robust conviction of your mindAnd the tall superiority of your vital
Must pale into the insignificance
Of nothingness
Before you can have an iota
Of God’s Satisfaction-Bliss.
5273. God's Forgiveness-Heart
Self-praise is readyTo strangle you.
God’s Forgiveness-Heart is more than ready
To forgive you
In season and out of season.
5274. Before you hurt others
Before you hurt others,Hurt yourself first.
It will make you wise.
Before you love yourself,
Try to love others first.
It will make you perfect.
5275. If you acquire wisdom
If you purchase knowledge,You will be able to go as far as
The door of your mind.
If you acquire wisdom,
You will be able to fly to the highest Beyond,
Sit at God’s Protection-Feet
And look at God’s Satisfaction-Eye.
5276. What your mind needs
What your mind needsIs a lightning-swift insight.
What your heart needs
Is a soft and sweet touch
From your Eternity’s Beloved Supreme.
5277. An extremely easy task
My mind thinksIt is an impossible task
For me to pray to God.
My heart feels
It is an extremely easy task
For me to claim God.
5278. Before I studied God's Face
I had thoroughly readGod’s Heart
Long before I studied
God’s Face.
5279. What God cares for
What is it that I needAnd God does not need?
Determination-fire.
What is it that God
Constantly cares for
And I never care for?
My own self-transcendence.
5280. Become a flower of purity
Success you want?Then become a self-styled
Man of duty.
Progress you want?
Then become a God-created
Flower of purity.
5281. The fruitfulness of my fulness-soul
First I must appreciateThe sweetness of my silence-heart.
Then only shall I appreciate
The fruitfulness of my fulness-soul.
5282. My soul has invited me
My soul has invited meTo share its supernal beauty.
I am now inviting my soul
To share my infernal insecurity.
5283. I shall fear God
I shall fear GodSo that I can learn from Him
How to create fear
Inside my own suspicious mind.
5284. Each faithful heart
Each faithful heartEmbodies the sacred beauty
Of Heaven’s silver dreams.
5285. An unprecedented joy
His reverent regardFor the Compassion-Eye of Heaven
Has given him an unprecedented
And permanent joy.
5286. My heart pines
My heart pinesFor the music of my soul
Inside my confusion-cleared mind.
5287. Do tell me something new today
Earth, O earth,Do tell me something new today.
Tell me, have you not yet seen
God’s Vision-Eye?
Heaven, O Heaven,
Do tell me something new today.
Tell me, have you not yet felt
The quenchless thirst of helpless humanity?
5288. A moon of hope
Earth loves himBecause inside his heart
Earth has found a moon of hope.
Heaven loves him
Because inside his eyes
Heaven has found a sun of promise.
5289. My heart does it
I just tell my heart what to do —That is all —
And my heart does it.
It loves God.
I tell my mind what to do,
How to do it and why to do it.
Even then, my mind is totally reluctant
To do it.
It does not love God.
5290. I shall fill my divinity-ocean
Even God does not want me to doTwo things in one single day.
Why then do I have to blame myself?
Today I have emptied my stupidity-sea.
Tomorrow I shall completely fill
My divinity-ocean.
5291. What I want to tell the world
God does not love me:This is not what I want
To tell the world.
I need God, only God:
This is what I want
To tell the world.
5292. I do know where God lives
I may not know who God is,But I do know where God lives.
He lives beyond the grasp
Of my desire-life,
Within my aspiration-breath.
5293. I am grateful to God
I am grateful to GodFor having faith in my wishful dreams.
I am grateful to God
For having faith
Even in my fearful realities.
5294. What God desperately needs
What God actually needsIs not my life’s soulfulness.
What God desperately needs
Is my mind’s immediate willingness.
5295. Three insoluble puzzles
His outwardly restless lifePuzzles me.
His inwardly ascetic life
Puzzles me.
His unconditionally surrendered soul
Puzzles me.
To me, he is three insoluble puzzles.
5296. He will be loyal to God
Do not laugh at him.Today he is absolutely loyal
To himself.
Tomorrow he may be loyal to you.
And who knows,
The day after tomorrow
He may be loyal to God, and to God alone.
Therefore, his absolute perfection
Need not remain a far cry.
5297. God is building a prison
God had to build a special prisonTo imprison your impurity-mind.
Now God is building a new prison
To imprison your insecurity-heart.
5298. The only exception
He regards himself as an exception,The only exception,
When Heaven is indifferent
To all human beings.
He regards himself as an exception,
The only exception,
When earth does not cry to reach
The highest heights of Heaven.
5299. He saw into my heart
In a twinklingHe saw into my heart
And knew that my soulful happiness
Would remain young forever and forever.
5300. The song of God's manifestation
O my soul,Let us renew our old dream.
Let us sing the song
Of God’s full manifestation on earth.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the fifty-third volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Sri Chinmoy presents a plaque to Dr Sardar Dhillon, India’s High Commissioner to Canada, on 4 August 1982 at the United Nations. After meditating with Sri Chinmoy and members of the meditation group, Dr Dhillon remarked, “Swamiji, I am grateful that you are working in such a place as the United Nations to spread your message to the whole world. I pray to the Lord that He will be able to give you long life and strength to enable you to spread your vision to all human beings.”