Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 59
5801. God's beating Heart
Unless I hearGod’s beating Heart
Inside my heart of aspiration,
How can I ever see
God’s loving and guiding Hands?
5802. He was totally wrong
He sees that he was totally wrong.His Master’s compassion-eye
Does love him,
Plus need him.
5803. A gratitude-heart
If humanity really understoodThe importance of a gratitude-heart,
Then humanity would walk much faster,
And much more safely,
Towards its destined goal.
5804. Whose stupid mind has told you?
Whose stupid mind has told youThat your Master, although near you,
Is far away?
Whose insecure heart has told you
That your Master, although he loves everyone,
Does not love you?
5805. His earnest and determined resolve
His earnest and determined resolveHas blotted out
All his previous deplorable mistakes.
5806. You may withdraw
You may withdrawTo your secret cell,
But do not dare to expect
Any happiness whatsoever.
5807. A problem for yourself
You have become a problem for yourselfBecause you do not care to know
The beauty and duty
Of God’s Vision-Self in you.
5808. Unless we feed our hopes
Unless we consciously and lovinglyFeed our hopes daily,
All our promises to Heaven and earth
Will remain unfulfilled.
5809. We gain everything
I declare resolutelyThat we gain everything
By accepting God’s Vision-Reality in us
And lose nothing
By avoiding temptation-nets.
5810. The smile of silver dreams
I never needThe cry of ignorance-sleep,
But I do need
The smile of silver dreams.
5811. Treasure your spiritual energy
How to use the spiritual energyYou get from meditation?
Do not use it all immediately.
It is like your hard-earned
Earthly wealth.
If you treasure it and keep it safe,
You will be able to bring it forward
At God’s choice Hour,
To please God in His own Way.
5812. The inner biography
How many books have been writtenAbout the spiritual Masters!
But the most important events in their lives
Are not to be found
In these accounts.
For them, the only true biography
Is the inner biography,
Where every hour of every day
Would fill countless pages.
5813. Japan's message of perfection
The West gets satisfactionFrom large-scale things.
The nature of Japan
Is diametrically opposite.
It likes to create things
Tinier than the tiniest
And capture the Infinite Supreme
Inside finite man-made forms.
Therein lies Japan’s
Message of perfection.
5814. The Satisfaction of the Supreme
In AmericaThings are quite often massive.
In Japan
Things are quite often diminutive.
Both embody equally
The Satisfaction of the Supreme.
5815. The river may be crossed
The river may be crossedEither in a vast steamship
Or in a tiny boat.
If we take many individual boats,
We may reach the shore sooner
Than if we wait for all the passengers
To fill a huge steamship.
With this approach
Japan has touched her goal.
5816. The Japanese nature
Outside: water,Soothing and soft.
Inside: only
Determination-fire.
Such is
The Japanese nature.
5817. A very good combination
The Japanese natureIs a very good combination.
The outer nature
Is like a lion resting.
The inner nature
Is like a lion roaring.
Both are extremely powerful.
5818. God's Hour will wait for no one
God’s choice HourWill wait for no one,
Not even for a fraction of a second.
No seeker may claim or preserve
God’s choice Hour
At his sweet will.
The seeker must ensure
That he is available
Whenever God’s Hour strikes,
At any time of day or night.
5819. Your real meditation
In your outer lifeIf you can feel
Consciously and soulfully happy
Even while doing
Ordinary, mundane things,
God will consider this
Your real meditation.
5820. Try to be really happy!
Wherever you are,Whatever you are doing,
Try to be really happy!
Your psychic happiness
Will help you maintain
A pure and soulful consciousness.
5821. Happiness lies elsewhere
If you are enjoying yourselfIn the excitement-world,
God will not consider it
As part of your meditation.
Soulful happiness,
Integral happiness,
Lies elsewhere.
5822. The golden bridge
The spiritual Master has comeFor no other reason
Than to give
His spiritual children joy,
And they in turn have come
To give their Master joy.
It is meditation that serves
As the golden bridge between them.
5823. Obedience
Obedience is not humiliation.Obedience is not submissiveness.
Obedience is one’s amazingly profitable union
With one’s own higher self.
5824. Unless my heart is grateful
Unless my heart is grateful,How can my mind be faithful?
Unless my mind is faithful,
How can my life be fruitful?
5825. Precious gifts
You value neither your aspiration-heartNor your dedication-life.
Perhaps you do not know that
Whether you value them or not,
Whether others value them or not,
Your Beloved Supreme will always value
His precious gifts to you
And hope that you will use them
Carefully, devotedly, soulfully
And sleeplessly.
5826. Your spiritual life is joy
You cannot expect abiding joy,You cannot expect any kind of joy,
Unless you have unmistakably and soulfully
Accepted the fact that your spiritual life
Not only has the joy that you need
But also is joy,
Far, far beyond the need
Of your entire life here on earth.
5827. Time cannot touch him
Time the destroyerCannot touch him
Because he is already devotedly seated
At the Protection-Feet
Of his Beloved Supreme.
5828. I shall not accept defeat
My Supreme Lord,I shall not accept any defeat,
Not because my ego-life
Cannot accept defeat,
But because Your transcendental Will
Does not want me ever to accept defeat on earth.
It is Your Will that You are executing
In and through me,
Your dauntless instrument.
5829. Many have come, many have left
Many have comeInto the Supreme’s Golden Boat;
Many have left.
Many have appeared
And many have disappeared.
Many are outwardly following the spiritual life,
But inwardly they are elsewhere,
Millions of miles away.
Again, some seekers are inwardly with God,
But outwardly they want to lead another life —
A life of lethargy, indulgence, disobedience,
Unconscious if not conscious self-deception,
Plus self-mockery.
5830. The spiritual life is arduous
The spiritual life is arduous.But the sincere seekers,
Who will ultimately hold
The banners of divine Light
And supreme Delight,
Will forever and forever remain faithful
To their inner Captain.
5831. For the faithful ones
For the faithful onesThere is no defeat,
There can be no defeat.
For the unfaithful ones
There is no victory,
There can be no victory.
5832. A new game to play
My Beloved Supreme,You want me to watch
The unfaithful seekers.
I am watching them.
You want me to wait for them.
I am waiting for them.
Again, it is You who have told me
That there shall come a time
When You will ask me to put an end
To my watching and waiting games.
Then You will give me a new game to play:
The game of justice-light.
5833. Very few will remain
When a spiritual MasterPlays the game of justice-light
At God’s express Command,
Very few seekers —
They can be counted on one’s fingertips —
Will remain in the Boat of the Supreme.
5834. Deliberate disobedience
No other weaknessIs as damaging and destructive
As deliberate disobedience.
Those who indulge
In deliberate disobedience
Already have one foot in their spiritual grave,
And the other foot
Is fast approaching.
5835. I shall soulfully do my duty
I shall soulfully do my duty:I shall illumine my heart.
God will cheerfully do His Duty:
He will perfect my life.
5836. Each pure and flower-like thought
Each uncomely and undivine thoughtWanders restlessly inside my mind’s
Tiny, unlit cave.
Each pure and flower-like thought
Grows and glows inside my heart’s
Mightiest kingdom.
5837. Everything from God
The animal in me thinksThat it does not need
Anything from God.
The human in me thinks
That it needs
Only a few things from God.
The divine in me feels and knows
That it needs
Everything and everything from God,
Only from God.
5838. New year's resolution
The new year has commencedIts momentous journey today.
From today on, during the entire year,
I shall not offer my volcano-ambition
To the world.
I shall offer the world
Only my moonlit heart’s flaming aspiration.
5839. The birth of the new year
My Lord Supreme,May the birth of the new year
Herald Your supreme Victory
In and through Your obedient, self-giving
And satisfaction-loving children.
5840. Each new year
Each new yearThe seeker comes to learn
How far away the mind is
From God’s Compassion
And how close the heart is
To God’s Satisfaction.
5841. My heart knows
My mind may not knowWhat others can or will
Do for me.
But my heart knows
What I should and must
Do for others.
5842. O anxiety-cruelty
No rhyme, no reason —O anxiety-cruelty,
You torture me,
My simple mind
And even my pure heart.
5843. Eternal strangers
Argument and enlightenmentPurposely and eternally remain
Strangers to each other.
5844. Friends
Two totally dissatisfied friends:Blindness and uselessness.
Two fully satisfied friends:
Openness and fulness.
5845. The burden of knowledge
To unburdenThe burden of knowledge
Can never be
A simple and easy task.
5846. Bitterness yields to sweetness
Bitterness yields to sweetnessOnly when oneness
Is discovered and manifested.
5847. Nothing can collapse in life
Nothing can collapse in lifeIf the faith-foundation
Remains unshakably firm.
5848. The beginning of danger
Self-deceptionIs the beginning of danger
In the mind
And the beginning of destruction
In the heart.
5849. A sleeping frustration-doom
A complaintQuite often
Unconsciously arouses
A sleeping frustration-doom.
5850. The corruption of the mind
The corruption of the vitalPuzzles the mind.
The corruption of the mind
Starves the heart.
5851. Desire-life
Desire-lifeWithers our flower-heart,
Weakens our searching mind
And imprisons our earth-life.
5852. When my consciousness descends
When my consciousness descends,I starve the divine in me,
Resume my old friendship
With the human in me
And am once more tempted
To dance with the animal in me.
5853. Emptiness
In the ordinary lifeEmptiness is nothing short of barrenness.
In the spiritual life
Emptiness marks the glorious beginning
Of an unprecedented fulness.
5854. The blows of insufficiency
You will not and cannotSuffer from the blows
Of insufficiency
If you learn how to smile
Soulfully and unreservedly.
5855. Bewildering images
Misfortune dogs your stepsBecause you enjoy
The bewildering images
Of life’s illusions.
5856. My surrender-life
My surrender-lifeIs a secret plan
Of God the Compassion.
My gratitude-heart
Is a sacred place
Of God the Perfection.
5857. If you really want to be happy
If you really want to be happy,Then discard once and for all
Your connection with
Your impure vital
And
Your obscure mind.
5858. God's bliss-bestowing hands
The moment his vision-eyeReached Heaven,
He saw God’s Bliss-bestowing Hands
All ready.
5859. I love my heart
I hate my mindBecause it knows
Only how to preach.
I love my heart
Because it knows
Only how to persuade.
5860. O lovers of the past
O lovers of the past,Leave aside
Your ancient mistakes!
Live in the happiness-heart
Of the Eternal Now!
5861. Only the chosen few
Only the chosen fewCan escape life’s false realities
And live in Eternity’s
Golden Day.
5862. Before you love the inner world
You may useYour suspicious mind
Before you love the outer world,
But you must use
Your believing heart
Before you love the inner world.
5863. Today you are afraid
Today you are afraidTo do the right thing.
Tomorrow God will think
A million times
Before He will grant you
Another chance to do the right thing.
5864. In your own way
If you want to be happyIn your own way,
God will not mind.
He will just tell you:
“My child,
I shall not criticise you.
But I can’t assure you
That I shall be at all happy
In My own Way.”
5865. A big decision
Today you are facingA big decision:
Whether you will continue surrendering
To the ignorance-night around you
Or whether you will start surrendering
Right from today
To the wisdom-light within you.
5866. A whisper from stillness
What do I seeInside the creation?
Perfect restlessness.
What do I see
Inside that restlessness?
A perfect whisper
From perfect stillness.
5867. Only Eternity can reveal
Only Eternity can revealWhat man has.
Only Immortality can manifest
What man is.
5868. How can I misunderstand?
If I see purityInside your heart,
How can I misunderstand
The sincerity inside your mind?
5869. I shall definitely learn
I may not learn anythingFrom what you are saying,
But I shall definitely learn
Something truly important
By observing what you do.
5870. You can have perfect peace
You can have perfect peaceOnly when you can halt
Your mind’s journey
At God’s Forgiveness-Feet.
5871. The self-satisfaction-game
The entire worldIs expert at playing
The self-satisfaction-game.
But it pretends
That playing this game
Is beneath its dignity.
5872. Thoughts a seeker can cherish
“God is all Love.”“I am all for Him.”
These are the thoughts
A seeker can cherish.
All other thoughts
He should consider as
Sheer distractions.
5873. Beauty does not have to explain
Beauty does not have to explainIts existence in the outer world.
Purity does not have to explain
Its existence in the inner world.
Divinity does not have to explain
Its existence in God’s universe.
5874. Those who are ready to struggle
Those who are ready to struggleWhile aspiring
Are bound to find
Permanent happiness.
5875. I am absolutely correct
I may be wrongWhen I say he is fooling himself,
But I am absolutely correct
When I feel I am fooling myself.
5876. Man's goodness talks to God
Inside the cave of the mindMan’s greatness talks to the world.
Inside the palace of the heart
Man’s goodness talks to God.
5877. The mind does not see darkness
The mind does not see darknessEven when darkness has engulfed
Its entire existence.
The heart feels delight
Even when delight
Is in the heart of someone else.
5878. My Lord Supreme says to me
My Lord Supreme says to me:“My child,
I love you, good or bad.
Just do not consciously enjoy
Any more
Your ignorance-sleep.”
5879. You are seeing the sunrise
You are seeing the sunriseInside your aspiration-heart.
Who knows,
In a few days
God may appear before you —
Perhaps today!
5880. Self-glory
Self-gloryI choose for myself.
Self-discovery
God chooses for me.
5881. Some special advice
Do you wantTo change the world?
If so, then come to me
For some special advice.
Are you trying
To change yourself?
If so, then I am immediately
Coming to you
For some special advice.
5882. An awakened heart
An unawakened mind thinksThat it can do everything.
An awakened heart feels and knows
That only God does everything
In and through it.
5883. A strange experience
What a strange experience!You are afraid of the light
That is trying to illumine you,
But you are not afraid of the darkness
That is devouring you.
5884. A false spiritual Teacher
Only a false spiritual TeacherThinks and feels
That he alone is perfect,
And that the rest
Of the spiritual Teachers
Are all false.
5885. You have the audacity
You lack the courage to sayWhat you want to say,
Yet you have the audacity
To criticise others,
Even when they say
Absolutely the right thing.
5886. Imagination has power
Imagination has power.Imagination is power.
Therefore, be sure to have
A good and elevating imagination.
5887. When I want to change
When I want to changeMy outer life,
God uses His Vision-Eye
To smile at me.
When I want to change
My inner life,
God uses His Reality-Heart
To embrace me.
5888. He saw into my heart
In a fraction of a secondHe saw into my heart
And told me that I shall become
A perfect Truth-seeker
And
A perfect God-lover.
5889. A song of Eternity
My present lifeOf hopeful promise
Is a song of Eternity.
5890. My searching mind
To my heart’s extreme joy,My searching mind no longer
Accepts the false as true.
5891. In his heart he secretly insists
In public he openly saysThat he knows nothing.
In his heart he secretly insists
That he knows everything.
5892. To rise above ourselves
To rise above ourselvesMeans to go far above
Our stupidity-head
And sit at the Compassion-Feet
Of our Beloved Supreme.
5893. To achieve an illumination-heart
Do not keep inside youThe confusion-mind
If you want to achieve
An illumination-heart.
5894. A pure heart feels
An impure mind thinksThat there can be
No pure heart.
A pure heart feels
That everything is pure,
Including the mind.
5895. Not a single soulful smile
You cannot even giveA single soulful smile.
Yet you tell the whole world
Not only what to do
But also how to do it.
5896. Your emptiness
Be not afraid of your emptiness.Your emptiness is preparing itself
To receive God’s Fulness
From God Himself.
5897. You think you have escaped
You think you have escapedFrom ignorance-slavery.
Can you not ask God
If you are correct?
5898. Each undivine thought
Each undivine, unaspiringAnd ugly thought of yours
Pinches others for a minute
And then comes back to you
To box your nose for an hour.
5899. My mind's simplicity
My mind’s simplicityHelps me pray sincerely.
My heart’s sincerity
Helps me meditate soulfully.
5900. Are you only Mine?
My Beloved Supreme lovinglyAnd compassionately whispers,
“My child, are you Mine,
Are you only Mine,
Or are you for ignorance-night as well?”
The human in me tells my Lord Supreme,
“O Lord, give me some time
To think it over and decide.”
The divine in me immediately responds,
“My Beloved Supreme, I am for You,
Only for You.
Throughout Your own Eternity
I shall be for You, for You alone.
Do mould me, shape me and guide me
To fulfil Yourself in and through me
In Your own Way.”
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the fifty-ninth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Sri Chinmoy thanks Mr C.G. Maina, Kenya’s Ambassador to the United Nations, for his participation in the Meditation Group’s fourth observance of International Thanksgiving at United Nations Headquarters on 20 November 1978.