Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 62
6101. Because your heart needs God
Because your heart needs God,God is calling you.
Because God is calling you,
You can rest assured
That He will make you feel
He loves you infinitely more
Than you love yourself
And His Concern for you
Will stay with you for all Eternity.
6102. Heaven-free time
Earth-bound timeDrives the desiring man backward
Fast, very fast.
Heaven-free time
Pilots the aspiring man forward
Faster than the tornado-speed.
6103. The oldest race
Perfection-raceIs the old race on earth.
Hope-race
Is the older race on earth.
Promise-race
Is the oldest race on earth.
6104. The divine realisation
The human realisationSees no armour against fate.
The divine realisation
Sees that fate is nothing
But a man-made toy.
6105. Only an inch away
Your uncertain mind,Your doubtful mind,
Your suspicious mind
Is only an inch away
From your total destruction-dance.
6106. God secretly hopes
God openly shows meWhat He does for me:
Compassion-cultivation.
God secretly hopes
For something from me:
Satisfaction-harvest.
6107. Immortality's Satisfaction-Treasure
Eternity’s Beauty-CryAnd
Infinity’s Perfection-Smile
Are Immortality’s Satisfaction-Treasure.
6108. If your life needs beauty's speed
If your life needs beauty’s speedAnd your heart needs purity’s speed,
Then the Goal of the Beyond
Cannot remain a far cry.
6109. Oblivion is challenging you
Oblivion is challenging youBecause you are not crying sleeplessly
For God’s God-Satisfaction
Inside your aspiration-life.
6110. Unless you become today
Unless you become todayGod’s Satisfaction-Grace,
How will you see tomorrow
God’s Perfection-Face?
6111. A dangerous vital
What he hasIs a dangerous vital.
No wonder he is craving
Instant enlightenment.
6112. Your constant supporter
You can expect God to beYour constant supporter
Only after you have become
His sleepless lover.
6113. When faith is dry
When my heart’s faith is dry,My mind’s doubt proves
That life is a useless
And ceaseless cry.
6114. Why are you delaying?
O seeker of the Absolute Truth,You want your life to be
Fruitful of transcendental deeds.
Then why are you delaying
In smashing the shackles
Of your little “I”?
6115. Your suspicious mind
Perhaps you do not know,Perhaps you may never know,
That your suspicious mind
Has the capacity and is the potentiality
For your universal disaster.
6116. I saw myself forsaken
I saw myself forsaken.I knew not why.
God came to me and said
Unless I look for the way out
Of the forest of my desire-life,
I shall forever remain forsaken.
6117. Between evolution and perfection
A seeker’s lifeLives in between
The evolution of possibilities
And the perfection of necessities.
6118. He is drunk with light
In the morning he is drunkWith aspiration-light.
In the afternoon he is drunk
With surrender-light.
In the evening he is drunk
With gratitude-light.
6119. Eternity's exile
At long lastHe is determined to send
His mind’s curiosity
And his heart’s insecurity
Into Eternity’s exile.
6120. Renounce and announce
The aspiration of a soaring seekerAt once renounces
Man’s failure-night
And announces
God’s Victory-Delight.
6121. Your unlit sound-life
Because of your unlit sound-lifeYou are denied
God’s sunlit Silence-Sky.
6122. At the eleventh hour
At the eleventh hourHis soul-bird flew down
And snatched away the inner victory
From the grasp of his outer failure-life.
6123. Man's suspicion-night
Man’s first suspicion-nightTells him
God does not exist.
Man’s last suspicion-night
Tells him
God does not care for him.
6124. At the feet of truth
Nobody has to stumbleAt the feet of Truth.
Everybody can sit and take shelter
At the feet of Truth.
6125. Each Heaven-descending message
Each Heaven-descending messageAccepted soulfully
Marks the beginning
Of my self-discovery.
6126. Real and safe progress
If you want to makeReal and safe progress,
Then forcefully silence
Your outer noise-world.
6127. Earth's aspiration-ascent
Earth’s aspiration-ascentIs dutiful and beautiful.
Heaven’s illumination-descent
Is powerful and fruitful.
6128. Surrender, surrender!
Surrender, surrender!During the day
You must surrender
Your fear of God’s Power.
Surrender, surrender!
During the night
You must surrender
Your fear of God’s Peace.
6129. My mind is completely lost
My mind is completely lostBetween my fruitless self-assertion
And
My hopeless desire-choice.
6130. Regain and rediscover
If you can regainYour aspiration-flames,
You will eventually rediscover
Your realisation-sun.
6131. During the day I pray
During the day I prayTo the illumination-increasing sun.
During the night I pray
To the compassion-flowing moon.
6132. Descent and ascent
The beauty of HeavenDescends speedily
When the purity of earth
Ascends soulfully.
6133. Two solutions
As there are only two problems,Birth and death,
Even so, there are only two solutions,
Surrender and smile.
6134. Regression
What the demanding vitalSees as progress
May easily be a regression
In the heart’s aspiration-life.
6135. A heart of vision-delight
Because you haveA heart of vision-delight,
God is granting you
A death-challenging dart.
6136. Self-announcement-song
Because of your self-announcement-song,God has withdrawn today
His yesterday’s unconditional Grace.
6137. Your stupidity's existence-reality
Your stupidity’s existence-realityWill never be able to discover
God’s Compassion-Sun
Inside your heart.
6138. My perfect gratitude
My Eternity’sIndispensable necessity
Is my Immortality’s
Perfect gratitude.
6139. If yours is a life of prayer
If yours is a life of prayerAnd a heart of meditation,
Then you will not try to cover
Your outer life
And you will not hesitate to offer
Your inner life
To your Inner Pilot.
6140. Convicted by conscience-light
Because you have been convictedBy your conscience-light,
You have every chance to look
For a better day,
A brighter sun
And a more nourishing delight.
6141. God-Thoughts
If you do not cancelYour own ignorance-night,
Then God will be unwilling
To inundate your mind
With His own God-Thoughts.
6142. Exempt
Humility is exemptFrom fear.
Purity is exempt
From division.
Nobility is exempt
From frustration.
6143. Constant somnolence
Constant somnolenceIs the source of humanity’s
Teeming incurable maladies.
6144. A useless tornado-motion
O my mind,You are always enjoying
A useless tornado-motion.
Do you not care for a promotion
From your long-lasting
Nothingness-futility?
6145. Spirituality wants to show
In me, science wants to showIts amazing capacity.
In me, spirituality wants to show
My own ever-transcending capacity.
6146. He is now ready
He no longer gives himselfTo noisy boasting.
Therefore, he is now ready
To partake of the concentrated
Wisdom of the ages.
6147. Not Lord but friend
He is not the LordWho demands obedience-flames.
He is the Friend
Who begs for oneness-sun.
6148. Renew your heart's beauty
If you renew your heart’s beautyEvery morning,
God will come to you
Every evening
With His multiplying Divinity.
6149. This century's offering
Each century hasSomething special to offer.
The special offering
Of the twentieth century
Is that despair shall not mark
Its journey’s close.
6150. Not born for death
Two realitiesAre not born for death:
My surrender-life
And
My gratitude-heart.
6151. Do not foretell a hopeless battle
Do not foretell a hopeless battleEven if you have failed time and again
In the battlefield of your aspiration-life.
You are bound to eventually succeed.
What you always need
Is a mind of patience
And a heart of fortitude.
6152. My heart is pleased with me
My heart is pleased with me,My soul is pleased with me
And
My Lord Supreme is pleased with me
Only when I water
My life’s gratitude-plant
With my streaming tears
Born and yet to be born.
6153. Paradise is the place
Paradise is the placeWhere my heart wants to grow.
Paradise is the place
Where my mind wants to know.
Paradise is the place
Where my soul wants to sow —
Sow the seed of perfection.
6154. When hope guides my steps
When hope guides my steps,The vision of Eternity’s Reality
Comes running towards me.
6155. Your mind's commitment
If you can intensifyYour mind’s commitment to God,
Then God will not only
Purify your mind
But also beautify your thoughts.
6156. Science tells me
Science tells meHow I can be proud of myself.
Spirituality tells me
How I can make God proud of me.
6157. If you cannot make friends
If you cannot make friendsWith hope-light and promise-delight,
Then you will be forced to live
In the kingdom of perpetual night.
6158. They long to see
The inner revolutionLongs to see
The Arm of God’s Power.
The outer resolution
Longs to see
The Eye of God’s Beauty.
6159. I spoke ill of God
I spoke ill of God.Nevertheless,
God does not hesitate
To obliterate my hostile past.
6160. Each time I compromise
Each time I compromiseWith ignorance-night
I kill the beauty and purity
Of my climbing heart-plant.
6161. No fables
My heart’s heavenward historyAnd my soul’s intimate friendship
With God’s Vision-Light
Can never be fables.
6162. A votary of ignorance
If you are a staunch votaryOf ignorance-night,
Naturally destruction-sleep
Will linger long
Inside your body-bound earth-life.
6163. A mind of curiosity
Yours is a mind of dangerous curiosity.Destroy it sooner than at once!
Otherwise, the brooding forces
Of darkest night
Will envelop the real in you:
Aspiration.
6164. Two sleeping secrets
There are two sleeping secretsInside my heart:
God loves me infinitely more
Than I can possibly love myself.
God needs me infinitely more
Than I can ever need myself.
6165. While others dream
While others dream,He asks his mind
To climb far above the doubt-clouds,
And he asks his heart
To dine with the vastness
Of perfection-sun.
6166. A tiny gratitude-flame
What my heart needsIs a tiny gratitude-flame,
For this flame alone
Will show my entire life
Perfection’s core.
6167. The cry of insufficiency
The cry of insufficiencyWas not born with me.
I was born
Not only with my sufficiency-smile
But also with God’s Infinitude-Smile.
6168. God's Self-Amorous Flute
If you can becomeYour heart’s surrender-light,
Then you can most soulfully play
On God’s Self-Amorous Flute.
6169. My humility-breath
My humility-breathIs every day expanding
God’s Vision-Light for me.
6170. The mind-wall
As long as you keep the mind-wallOf doubt and disbelief
In your aspiration-life,
You will always be carrying with you
A heap of useless ashes.
6171. Today's impossibility-peak
Just beyond your thought-dominionIs your today’s impossibility-peak:
God’s Perfection-Eye and Satisfaction-Heart.
6172. My heart's hope-birds
O my heart’s little hope-birds,Every day you are inundating my life
With your beauty-making powers.
6173. The kingdom of self-doubt
The more you enjoy empty moments,The nearer will you be
To the kingdom of self-doubt
And self-mockery.
6174. Your heart's selfless deeds
If you want to distinguish yourselfBy your mind’s giant actions, you can.
But God is not going to grant you
His smiling Face.
If you want to distinguish yourself
By your heart’s selfless deeds,
Then God will grant you
Not only His smiling Face
But also His Vision-feeding Nest.
6175. Never enough time
You never have enough timeFor your conscious self-mastery.
But you always have unbounded time
For your unconscious self-mockery.
6176. I need affection
I do not need admirationFrom Heaven.
I do not need admiration
From earth.
What I need is affection
From my Beloved Supreme.
6177. My credentials
What are my credentials?My credentials are these:
My Lord Supreme sleeplessly cries
In me, through me and for me,
And I cheerfully and confidently dance
With His Vision-Light.
6178. Empty of hope
His heart is empty of hopeAnd his life is a perfect stranger
To perfection,
For his mind’s sense
Of perfection and satisfaction
Is founded upon human love.
6179. It is God-planned
Who says that I am alone?Am I not with the broken wings
Of my hopes
Inside the abyss of darkness?
Who says that tomorrow
I shall be alone again?
No, I shall not!
Tomorrow my entire earthly existence
Will swim in the sea of God-Delight.
How?
I do not know.
But it is all God-planned
And God-arranged.
6180. Three boons
My Lord Supreme,Do grant me a boon.
“My child, I am giving you the boon
To come near Me selflessly.”
My Lord Supreme,
Do grant me another boon.
“My child, I am giving you another boon:
To see the world
The way I see the world.”
My Lord Supreme,
May I have one more boon,
A last boon, from You?
“Certainly, My child.
I shall make you
My perfect emissary on earth,
To become inseparably one
With earth’s excruciating pangs
And streaming tears
The way I have been doing
Throughout My entire Eternity.”
6181. When I free myself
When I free myselfFrom my ego-interference,
I really and truly appreciate
God’s Compassion-Magnet.
6182. God's Feet touched
God’s Feet blessingfully touchedMy surrendered head.
Lo, I have now touched the peak
Of my hope-perfection-mountain.
6183. The rapture of inspiration
The rapture of inspirationDoes not believe in
Either the intellectual climate
Or the ultramodern climate.
6184. The silence of our soul
Unless we appreciate and admireThe most powerful silence
Of our soul,
Our doubtful mind will always create
An explosive noise.
6185. Your mind's procrastination
Do you not realiseThat your mind’s perpetual procrastination
Is shamelessly useless
In your heart’s aspiration-life?
6186. Your heart's blindness-night
Your heart is timid.It is always frozen with fear.
It does not look forward,
Upward and inward.
Its blindness-night is the root
Of all your ceaseless problems.
6187. His mind's doubt-wars
Because of his mind’s doubt-wars,His heart is denied
His soul’s treasure-dream.
6188. Two warnings from God
Two warnings from God:I must not belittle myself.
I must not delay in inviting God
To enter into my heart-room.
6189. My desire for world-dominion
Alas, my strong desireFor world-dominion
Has overpowered not only
My reasoning mind
But also my Heaven-climbing heart.
6190. Existence-Consciousness-Bliss
Existence-Consciousness-Bliss.Existence I need
To tell the world
How great God is.
Consciousness I need
To tell the world
How good God is.
Bliss I need
To tell the world
That God’s Greatness and Goodness
Are not only for me
But also for His entire universe.
6191. Can you not show God?
What God has and isAll the time
Is Concern for you.
Can you not show God
Even on rare occasions
Your inner courage
And outer adamantine will?
6192. God will grant you
If you believe in God,God will grant you His Beauty.
If you believe in God’s Compassion,
God will grant you His Smile.
If you believe in God’s Forgiveness,
God will grant you His Protection-Feet.
6193. To go beyond the body
If you want to goBeyond the body,
Then try to remember
Only one thing:
Your Beloved Supreme
Is your Eternity’s Oneness-Companion.
6194. My Lord's Divinity
If I want my Lord’s Prosperity,He will grant me His Prosperity.
But if I want my Lord’s Divinity,
He will grant me
Not only His Divinity
But also His Life of Immortality.
6195. Attention is preparation
Attention is preparation.Preparation is the beginning
Of perfection.
Satisfaction is the culmination
Of perfection.
6196. A self-giving seeker
A sincere self-giving seekerFeels and knows
That his life is at once
God’s Compassion-Light
And
God’s Satisfaction-Delight.
6197. The power to hope
God has given manThe power to hope
In wisdom-light.
Man has given himself
The power to grope
In ignorance-night.
6198. You can best your enemy
You can best your enemyEither by virtue of
Your unprecedented determination
Or on the strength of
Your unconditional love.
6199. Around and within
War-mongersAre around us.
Peace-lovers
Are within us.
6200. I am happy
I am happyNot because I have done
Something momentous.
I am happy
Not because I have become
Something precious.
I am happy
Because inside my tiny little heart
God has sowed the seed
Of His Confidence-Light and Delight.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the sixty-second volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Sri Chinmoy meets Mr Bradford Morse, Administrator of the United Nations Development Programme, at the United Nations on 13 January 1983. Mr Morse said, “It is my great honour to see you. I have watched your work; I have admired your work. I look forward to sharing with you privately one day the things that you believe in and that I believe in.”