Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 7
601. My peace of mind
Sweet Lord,How can I multiply
My peace of mind?
“My child,
The only way to increase
Your peace of mind
Is to multiply it immediately,
Plus unreservedly.”
602. No introduction needed
Ignorance-night and wisdom-lightNeed no introduction.
A life of ignorance is a life
Of senseless self-explanation.
A life of wisdom is a life
Of flawless self-explanation.
603. Compassion-heart, justice-eye
For my compassion-heart,The exercise of power
Is the last resort.
For my justice-eye,
The exercise of power
Is the first aid.
604. My soulful heart
My soulful heartAlways
Devotedly hopes for the best.
My fearful mind
Always
Sleeplessly hopes to avoid the worst.
605. What my restless mind has
What my restless mind hasIs an anxiety-train.
What my sleepless heart is
Is a faith-mountain.
606. Why is it hard?
Blessing-Light from AboveWe have totally forgotten.
Why is it, then, hard
To forget our torture-night from below?
607. A supreme secret
The best test of my advice to myselfIs my perfection-depth
And not my satisfaction-length.
I have always known this supreme secret —
Yet, alas!
Alas!
608. An appreciating consolation
No real substitute for a purity-heart!But an unreserved sincerity-mind
Does pretty well —
An appreciating consolation.
609. My dreams have not come true
My dreams have not come true.Therefore,
My mind is a torture-cave.
My nightmares have not come true.
Therefore,
My heart is a rapture-palace.
610. A very long time
Twin fools:My mind and my heart.
My mind doubts everything and everyone.
My heart believes everything and everyone.
My Lord, are they not equally sick?
“No, My child,
The sickness of your heart,
I shall be able to cure
Before long.
But to cure your mind,
I am afraid,
Will take a very, very, very
Long time.”
611. A fulfilling conversation
My mind says to my heart:“My dear friend, heart,
How have you become so rich?”
I have become rich by spending myself sleeplessly.
“Thanks, my dear friend, heart.
Your way is a little bit difficult for me.
Can you tell me an easier way?”
Yes, I can.
Just expand yourself,
So you are as rich as I am.
Then we will be equal.
Something more:
At long last
We will be one.
“Thanks, my dear friend,
You have not only illumined me
But also fulfilled me.”
612. What has God given me?
What has God given me?A beautiful heart.
What shall I give Him?
A soulful face.
613. What my desire-life wants
What my desire-life wantsIs a giant drum.
What my aspiration-life needs
Is a tiny flute.
614. God's Satisfaction-Founder
YesterdayI cared not for anybody else.
I saved myself only.
Therefore, I was a despicable miser.
Today
I am saving others.
Therefore, I am a remarkable wonder.
Tomorrow
I shall save the world.
Then, my Lord Supreme will call me
His Satisfaction-Founder.
615. Because you save me
My dedication-verses,I am all gratitude to you.
Do you know why?
Because you save me
From my aspiration-reverses.
616. God is smiling powerfully
I am offering what I can:A soulful cry.
God is doing for me what I cannot:
He is smiling powerfully
In my heart and through my eyes.
617. Two things for nothing
The only thing I got for nothingWas a total failure-life.
But now I have got two things for nothing:
My Lord’s Forgiveness-Heart
And
My Lord’s Compassion-Eye.
618. Two eternal friends
My Lord Supreme and IAre two eternal friends.
We talk and talk.
He enjoys giving me
Heavenly illumining news.
I enjoy giving Him
Earthly unending gossip.
619. Do you really want me to be happy?
O my mind,Do you really want me to be happy?
Then stop, stop thinking!
O my heart,
Do you really want me to be happy?
Then start, start feeling.
620. When I ignore my mind quietly
When I ignore my mind quietly,My mind ignores me
Ruthlessly.
When I ignore my heart foolishly,
My heart explores me, my ignorance-night,
Swiftly and unmistakably
To illumine me, my entire life,
Totally.
621. Because of the Beauty
Because of the BeautyOf my Lord’s open Mind,
I love Him.
Because of the purity
Of my closed mouth,
My Lord loves me.
622. My mind's game
My mind’s gameHas imprisoned me,
My entire life.
My heart’s flame
Is liberating me,
My all.
623. His astounding manifestation-life
His astounding manifestation-lifeBegan at forty.
His dedication-surrender-fruits
Are its unmistakable proof.
624. When you are in hesitation
When you are in hesitation,“No” is my unpretentious suggestion.
When you are in doubt,
“No” is my precious advice.
625. Fault-finding
In the inner worldFault-finding is a dangerous dream.
In the outer world
Fault-finding is a cancerous reality.
626. Mine is the heart
Mine is the heartThat smilingly endures.
Mine is the soul
That confidently insures.
Mine is the God
Who unconditionally assures.
627. Two complete failures
An ignorance-indifference-travellerIs a complete failure.
A division-separation-road
Is a complete failure.
628. I have two serious faults
I have two serious faults:I underestimate God’s Compassion-Beauty,
I overestimate man’s ingratitude-reality.
629. Faith nullifies
Fear vilifies.Courage pacifies.
Doubt multiplies.
Faith nullifies.
630. Keep your division-mind
Keep your division-mind.Nobody wants it!
Keep your oneness-heart.
Everybody needs it!
631. You can never get lost
Yours is a surrender-road.You cannot get lost.
Never!
Yours is a oneness-goal.
You will be blessed
Today,
Tomorrow
And
Forever and forever.
632. Weak are my ears
Weak are my ears.Therefore,
They are subject to false love.
Strong is my mouth.
Therefore,
It is wide open to truth.
633. A God-nourishing fruit
You talkedBut
Did not act.
Therefore,
The world called you
A religious nut.
Now
You are acting and not talking.
Therefore,
We call you
A God-nourishing fruit.
634. When I give a soulful cry
When I give a soulful cry,It safely lives
In God’s Satisfaction-Heart.
When I receive a fruitful smile,
It permanently lives
In my aspiration-heart.
635. The secret of realisation
The secret of realisationIs aspiration in secret.
The secret of manifestation
Is dedication in secret.
The secret of perfection
Is satisfaction in secret.
636. A clear conscience
A clear conscienceTranquillizes me and my vital.
A pure consciousness
Illumines me and my mind.
A sure God
Fulfils me and my all.
637. Since you are afraid of sins
Since you are afraid of sinsYou are doomed to embody them
In your life
For good.
Since you are not afraid of confessions
You are chosen to treasure them
In your mind
For good.
638. God has given me
God has given meHis able Life.
I am giving God
My active gratitude.
639. My earth-bound mind has taught me
My earth-bound mind has taught meThe flawless law of gravitation.
My Heaven-free heart is teaching me
The shadowless glow of levitation.
640. My dear Lord blesses
My dear Lord blessesMy concentration-mind
Because it is crying
For His Compassion-Light.
My sweet Lord embraces
My aspiration-heart
Because it is crying
For its perfection-height.
641. When I think of the world
When I think of the worldMy mind tells me:
“You fool,
You have made an unprofitable sacrifice.”
When I think of the world
My heart tells me:
“You are truly wise
For you have made a most profitable investment.”
642. Your God-necessity-cry
Your God-necessity-cryI appreciate.
Your surrender-ability-smile
I admire.
Your silence-gratitude-reality
I adore.
Your oneness-satisfaction-divinity
I love.
643. If to forgive is divine
To err is human.But be careful,
Do not overdo it.
If to forgive is divine,
Then rest assured,
You can never overdo it.
644. I fight my ignorance-night
As a fire departmentFights fire
Not with fire
But with water,
Even so,
I fight my ignorance-night
Not with my ignorance-night,
But with my meditation-light.
645. Where is your partner?
Aspiration,Where is your partner:
Dedication?
Without it,
You cannot have realisation.
Dedication,
Where is your partner:
Grace?
Without it,
You cannot have the satisfaction of perfection.
646. You are surprisingly great
Arguments you have easily won.Therefore,
You are surprisingly great.
Friends you have unmistakably lost.
Therefore,
You are unbelievably stupid.
647. Only when you climb it
Your aspiration-ladderIs an aspiration-ladder
Only when you climb it.
Your dedication-bridge
Is a dedication-bridge
Only when you cross it.
648. A small mind
A small mind knows only two things:How to ignore great ideals and
How to ridicule good goals.
649. The prosperity-raptures
I have the powerTo brave the adversity-tortures.
But alas,
The prosperity-raptures frighten me —
Frighten me even in my dreams.
650. God came to visit
YesterdayGod came to visit
My heart-home.
Alas, I missed Him.
I was out playing
With my all-challenging bull.
Today
Again God has come to visit
My heart-home.
Alas,
I am missing Him again.
I am already out feeding
My all-ignorance horse.
Alas, alas!
But tomorrow
If God comes to visit
My heart-home,
He will definitely find me.
And I shall immediately compensate
By devotedly offering Him
My ignorance-devouring lion.
651. My life-motor clicks
My life-motor clicksWhether I move or stand still.
When I move,
The sound of transcendence greets me.
When I stand still,
The silence of Eternity greets me.
652. My mind is happy
My mind is happyWhen it administers discipline-power.
My heart is happy
When it surrenders to the discipline-hour.
653. A sad, sad experience
I am truly sadThat I have not pleased God.
That my life is a total failure
Is a sad, sad experience
Which is sadly true.
654. Important in God's Heart
I am important.Therefore, the world is nice.
I am nice.
Therefore, I am important in God’s Heart.
655. My body needs God's Compassion
My body needs God’s Compassion,My vital needs God’s Power,
My mind needs God’s Wisdom,
My heart needs God’s Love,
My soul needs God’s Vision,
And
I need God alone,
God alone.
656. What lies behind me
What lies behind meIs frustration.
What lies before me
Is temptation.
What lies within me
Is aspiration.
657. The seeker's realisation-hour
Not a particular time of lifeBut a state of mind
Is what embodies the seeker’s realisation-hour.
658. They always return
Your heart’s encouragement-smileAnd
Your soul’s satisfaction-smile
Can never be given away.
They always return.
659. The perfection-train
Try to catchThe perfection-train:
Self-giving.
You are bound to arrive
At the satisfaction-station:
God-becoming.
660. Your meditation-light never works
Your meditation-light never worksEven in your puny mind.
If it fails there,
Then it will, without fail,
Fail everywhere.
661. By way of joke
God gave meBy way of joke
A little mind.
I am giving God
In dead earnest
A big problem:
My useless life.
662. Something to do
Something to do:Love.
Something to love:
Oneness.
Something to look forward to:
Satisfaction in perfection.
663. No rival
My heart’s perfection-cryKnows no rival.
My soul’s satisfaction-smile
Knows no rival.
My life’s gratitude-beauty
Knows no rival.
664. I am so proud of my mind
I am so proud of my mind.Why?
Because it has started
Enjoying little things:
A simple thought,
A pure heart,
A humble life.
665. I entertain God
I entertain GodWith my promise-power.
God entertains me
With His Compassion-Shower.
666. What shall I see tomorrow?
What did I see yesterday?God’s Compassion-Feet.
What do I see today?
God’s Forgiveness-Heart.
What shall I see tomorrow?
God’s Vision-Promise
In me and for me.
667. And it is
My mind thinksThat the world is against it —
And it is.
My heart feels
That the world is for it —
And it is.
And I know
That the world is indifferent to me —
And it is.
668. Slowly, my aspiration-heart is travelling
Slowly,My aspiration-heart is travelling.
Alas!
Quickly,
My frustration-vital will overtake it.
Alas, alas!
669. An abiding partnership
My aspiration-lifeWill now succeed.
Do you know why?
It will succeed
Because it has, at long last,
Formed an abiding partnership
With God’s Compassion-Eye.
670. I can easily enjoy
I may not standThe world’s volcano-criticism.
But I am sure
I can easily enjoy
The world’s Everest-praise.
671. Without a second
I have seen God’s Smiles.To my sorrow,
They are not as beautiful
As God’s Eyes.
Truth to tell,
His Eyes are infinitely more beautiful
Than His Smiles.
I have devoured God’s Eyes.
To my sorrow,
They are not as delicious,
As nutritious,
As illumining,
And as fulfilling
As God’s Heart.
His Heart was, is
And will always remain
Without a second.
672. God has and you are
God has a Golden Boat,And you are that Boat.
God has a Golden Shore,
And your satisfaction-smile is that Shore.
673. This is the day
This is the dayWhen I shall think
More of myself
Than of my enemies.
This is the day
When I shall think
More of my friends
Than of myself.
This is the day
When I shall think
Only of God,
Only for God,
Only in God.
674. God gave you
Power you wanted.God gave you.
Love you wanted.
God gave you.
A few things more you want:
Illumination-perfection
And
Oneness-satisfaction.
These also God will undoubtedly give you
At His choice Hour.
675. What God wants
What I want from my lifeIs ability.
What God wants from my life
Is a regular, soulful availability.
676. Fear
Fear of God’s TearsIs amazingly constructive.
Fear of ignorance-night
Is sleeplessly destructive.
677. A gift from Above
Transformation is not received.It is achieved.
Satisfaction is not an achievement.
It is a gift from Above
For you,
For you,
For you alone.
678. An iota of gratitude
The seeker’s offeringOf an iota of gratitude to God
Is as beautiful as a rose
Held by God in His own Hand.
679. You never needed it
I heard Your blessingful Voice,My Lord,
When I least expected it.
You accepted my empty sound-worship,
My Lord,
Although You never needed it.
680. I love you, I need you
I pray to You,My Lord,
Although I do not know
How to pray.
I love You,
I need You,
My Lord,
And I also know
How to love You and need You.
681. Two realisations
I am the owner of two realisations:Surrender to man
Is an agonising performance.
Surrender to God
Is not a tremendous sacrifice.
682. Let me help you
Lord Supreme,You have helped me
To speak to You.
Let me help You
By listening to You.
683. Today's clear world
Today’s clear world is madeFrom frightening chaos.
Tomorrow’s pure world will be made
From tormenting pathos.
684. I am the happiest
My Lord, I am happyThat You are strong.
My Lord, I am happier
That You are stronger
Than my ignorance.
My Lord, I am the happiest
Because Your Compassion-Height
Is infinitely stronger
Than Your Justice-Light.
685. Mine is the life
Mine is the life that startedWith God’s Compassion-Sky.
Mine is the life that shall end
With God’s Forgiveness-Sky.
686. O my soldier
O my outer soldier,I want you to believe.
O my inner soldier,
I want you to brave.
687. O prayer-beauty
O prayer-beauty,Can you not give me
A clear mind?
O meditation-lustre,
Can you not give me
A pure heart?
688. Aspiration is
Aspiration isThe beauty of a God-seeker.
Devotion is
The beauty of a God-server.
Realisation is
The beauty of a God-knower.
Perfection is
The beauty of a God-lover.
689. Because of your beauty
Because of your beauty,The outer world loves you.
Because of your purity,
The inner world loves you.
Because of your fidelity,
The Pilot Supreme loves you.
690. I believe
I believe.Therefore,
I conceive.
I conceive.
Therefore,
I achieve.
I achieve.
Therefore,
I proceed.
I proceed.
Therefore,
I lead.
I lead.
Therefore,
I am God’s perfection-seed.
691. The way to proceed
The way to proceedFrom frustration to satisfaction
Is by smiling
At the mind’s confusion-forests
And
The heart’s obstruction-clouds.
692. My peace lives
My peace livesInside
My aspiration.
My aspiration lives
Inside
My Lord’s Compassion-Eye
And
His Satisfaction-Heart.
693. What do I do with my inspiration-wings?
What do I do with my inspiration-wings?I rise from the feet of the Himalayas
To the peak of the Himalayas.
What do I do with my aspiration-wings?
I rise from earth
To Heaven.
What do I do with my realisation-wings?
I rise from Eternity’s Cry
To Infinity’s Smile.
694. Inseparable friends
I am uninspired.Therefore,
I remain unenlightened.
I am unenlightened.
Therefore,
Bondage-slavery and I
Are inseparable friends.
695. All are crying
The hermit in meIs crying
For his lost hermitage.
The soul in me
Is crying
For its lost heritage.
And
I am crying
For my lost God-face.
696. What we need
The human in me needsGod the creation.
The divine in me needs
God the Creator.
And what do I need?
I need God’s Forgiveness-Sky
And His Compassion-Sea.
697. You call it self-knowledge
You call it self-knowledge,But I call it self-conquest.
You call it self-conquest,
But I call it delight-banquet.
You call it delight-banquet,
But I call it God-Nest.
698. Your Compassion-Searchlight
Because of Your Compassion-SearchlightOn my life,
My mind is no longer mean
And
My heart is no longer unclean.
699. I am the owner
I am the ownerOf my body.
I am the captain
Of my mind.
I am the lover
Of my heart.
700. The ascending saviour
The ascending saviour isPrayer.
The descending saviour is
Compassion.
The dying saviour is
Love.
The risen saviour is
Power.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the seventh volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Emil Zatopek, the 1952 Olympic triple gold medallist from Czechoslovakia and the only athlete to have won the 5,000-metre run, the 10,000-metre run and the marathon in the same Olympiad, gives Sri Chinmoy a warm greeting at the start of the 1979 New York Marathon, 21 October 1979.