Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 76
7501. Why Am I So Happy?
If you ask meWhy I am so happy,
Then I shall unmistakably tell you
That is what happens
When you live for God alone.
7502. You And Your Faith
Your mind may resent youBecause nowadays you are paying
Less attention to it.
But do not be a fool.
Do not again become a good friend
Of your mind.
Eventually there will come a time
When you will pay no attention at all
To your desire-bound, doubt-bound mind.
That will be the time
When you and your faith,
Like two little children,
Will play inside the garden
Of your soul.
7503. Unmerited Suffering
I know at leastOne thing well:
Unmerited suffering.
7504. Do Not Tire God
If you really love God,Then do not tire Him
With your endless complaints.
7505. A Dead-End Road
In the inner lifeInsecurity is a dead-end road.
In the outer life
Doubt is a dead-end road.
7506. The Dance Of Division
Indecision isThe confusion-frustration-dance
Of division.
7507. The Beautiful Beginning
Simplicity isThe beautiful beginning
Of Divinity.
Sincerity is
The powerful beginning
Of Immortality.
7508. The Best Authority
A suspicion-mindIs by far the best authority
On life-exhaustion.
7509. Aspiration Illumines
Aspiration illuminesThe inner confusion.
Determination destroys
The outer confusion.
7510. My Lord's Silence-Eye
My prayer-life is fond ofMy Lord’s Sound-Body.
My meditation-life is fond of
My Lord’s Silence-Eye.
7511. Impurity's Invasion
ImpurityInvades my mind
Only to pervade
My heart.
7512. My Prayer-Life Tells Me
My prayer-life tells meWhat I can receive from God.
My meditation-life shows me
How I can manifest God.
7513. Undedicated Money-Power
Undedicated money-powerIs more dangerous
Than doubt-poison.
7514. At The Halfway Mark
At the halfway markBetween life and death,
We are forced to watch
The oneness-dance
Of hope and despair.
7515. A Life Of Deplorable Indecision
A life of deplorable indecisionWalks along the slow road
Of destruction.
7516. The Only Question Haunting Me
Am I ever going to transcend myself?This is the only question
That is haunting me.
7517. A Perfect Life
A great mindWants to know more.
A good heart
Wants to love more.
A perfect life
Wants to satisfy God more.
7518. When I Speak To Ignorance-King
It is only ignorance-nightThat loves me
When I speak to ignorance-king.
7519. Remember!
Remember,God is watching your mind!
Remember,
Your mind is ignoring God’s Heart!
7520. The Capacity To Please God
As long as God has given meThe capacity to please Him,
I do not have to think
Of pleasing myself.
7521. When I Fail To Aspire
When I fail to aspire,My life becomes
A complicated calculation
And an impassioned frustration.
7522. How Can I Be Useless?
As long as I do notFind fault with God,
How can I be useless?
As long as I love
And need God only,
How can I be useless?
7523. My Lord's Concern
My mind’s perfectionIs my concern.
My heart’s satisfaction
Is my Lord’s Concern.
7524. My Soul Knows
My mind does not knowWhat to say.
My heart knows
What to say.
My soul knows
All that my heart knows
Plus how and why to say.
7525. Sailing In The Same Boat
Your mind enjoysNerve-racking arguments.
My mind enjoys
Time-consuming arguments.
Alas, both our stupid minds
Are sailing in the same boat.
7526. To Walk Alongside
My mind powerfully pushedMy heart aside.
My heart lovingly invited my mind
To walk alongside.
7527. My Heart Wants To Know
My mind wants to knowIf you are thinking of me.
My heart wants to know
If you are thinking of God.
7528. Your Mind Cannot Have Fear
Your mind cannot have fearBecause your mind
Is astonishingly clear.
7529. My Sincerity-Heart Is Confused
My sincerity-heartIs confused, puzzled
And even unimaginably surprised
When people say
That I am perfect.
7530. My Self-Control
My self-controlOpenly helps me
And secretly helps others.
7531. Deliberately Unprepared
Alas, my mind does not thinkThat it is deliberately unprepared
For God’s Compassion-Eye
And God’s Satisfaction-Heart.
7532. If Your Heart Knows How To Cry
If your heart knows how to cryFor oneness
With God the universal One,
Then you cannot have a lonely life.
If your life knows how to smile
At God the transcendental One,
Then you can never have a lonely death.
7533. Tragic News
This morning my Lord SupremeGave me two pieces of tragic news:
My mind consciously loves
Self-deception,
And my heart consciously enjoys
Self-limitation.
7534. Even Winning Has Its Problems
Even winningHas its most deplorable problems,
For a winner becomes
An immediate victim
To exorbitant pride
And feels that God’s Help
Was, after all, not indispensable.
7535. Self-Styled Perfection
God-discovery is possibleOnly when you have gone
Far beyond the domain
Of self-styled perfection.
7536. Although I Cannot Lead My Life
Although I cannot lead my lifeTo the Beauty of God,
I shall not allow my life to lead me
To the ultimate human despair.
7537. Two Viewpoints
A limited viewpoint:Earth-bound nature has no chance
To be illumined,
And thus it will never be able
To satisfy God in God’s own Way.
An unlimited viewpoint:
At God’s Hour
Impossibility surrenders to possibility.
7538. A Self-Invented Self-Portrait
A self-invented self-portraitCan please neither Heaven nor earth.
It can only please
The stupidity-unreality.
7539. Love Of Immortality
My mind needsThe inspiration of Infinity
From the Infinite.
My heart needs
The aspiration of Eternity
From the Eternal.
My life needs
The love of Immortality
From the Immortal.
7540. My Soul's Only Sacred Dream
My soul’s only sacred dream:My body will be totally transformed.
My body’s only secret dream:
My body will breathlessly listen
To the dictates of my soul.
7541. Uphill Will-Power
If you are always thinkingDownhill thoughts,
How can you see the beauty and divinity
Of uphill will-power?
7542. No Right To Be
I have no right to be what I am now.I have only the right to say
That my Lord Supreme loves me
Infinitely more than I can ever
Love myself.
7543. Silence Waves Its Wings
Silence waves its transcendental wingsWhen I drink deep
The nectar-delight of my gratitude-heart.
7544. His Life Is Dancing
Upon the rock of inner illuminationHis life is dancing.
Therefore, earth is fond of him,
And Heaven is both fond of him
And proud of him.
7545. His Heart's Gratitude-Song
His heart’s gratitude-songIs deathless
In its purity-beauty.
7546. The Source
The source of an ascending cryIs the great heart of humanity.
The source of a descending Smile
Is the good Soul of Divinity.
7547. The Newness That Glows
Surrender is the newnessThat glows.
Gratitude is the fulness
That grows.
7548. Two Major Mistakes
Two major mistakes in my life:I blame my soul
When I do anything wrong;
I underestimate the Compassion
Of my Source
And the beauty of
My heart’s Godward journey.
7549. Do Not Be Afraid
Do not be afraidOf doing great things.
Just regard these things
As quite normal and natural,
And do them spontaneously.
This is the only way
You can bring to the fore
God within you
For His own supreme Manifestation.
7550. To Adore God The Dream
To adore God the DreamAnd to love God the Dreamer
Is the very beginning
Of the life that lives only for Him.
7551. I Pray To Receive
I pray to receive.I meditate to achieve.
I love to become.
I have what God is.
7552. Nothing Helps Like Self-Giving
Nothing helps like self-givingAt every moment.
Nothing destroys like insecurity
In the physical world,
The vital world,
The mental world
Or even in the psychic world.
7553. I Must Give Him Another Chance
Although he is totally undivine,I must give him another chance
To transform his life
Of complicated insincerity.
7554. He Thinks He Is A Saint
He thinks he is a saintAnd therefore his mind does not have to
Search for God
And his heart does not have to
Pray to God.
Luckily, the world does not need
A saint like him.
7555. Destructive Happiness
The destructive happiness of an insane manIs real torture
To the man whose sanity
Is in perfect order.
7556. A Sorrowful Experience
If you have a sorrowful experienceIn your inner life,
Disappointment must not break your heart.
For you have deep within you
The wisdom to transform
This sorrowful and painful experience
Into a joyful and fruitful realisation.
7557. Lost Olympian Joy
When man forgetsHis love for God,
His heart loses
Its Olympian joy.
7558. His Heart Will Be Blessed
Since he has successfully escapedFrom the futile shallowness of the mind,
His heart will be powerfully blessed
By the fulness-beauty of his soul.
7559. Shock The Mind Into Waking
Shock the mind into waking.Shock the heart into rising.
Shock the life into flying.
You will then be running fast
Along the sunlit road
To the perfection-temple.
7560. The Book Of Your Heart's Light
The book of your heart’s lightIs an excellent book.
Keep it always on your reading desk
To serve as your ever-ready reference book,
Especially when you enter into
The library of ignorance-night.
7561. Man's International Dream
A soulful oneness-experienceIs man’s international dream.
A powerful oneness-satisfaction
Is God’s universal Reality.
7562. A Breath Of Self-Effacement
A breath of self-effacementIs the immediate birth
Of my life’s enlightenment-sky.
7563. If You Want To Succeed
If you want to succeed,Allow not any disappointment
To set you back.
If you want to proceed,
Accept the invitations of a cheerful hope
And a fruitful promise.
7564. It Was You Who Chose Death
Alas, it was you who chose deathLong before you had any idea
Of the beauty and divinity of life.
7565. Heaven's Compassion
Heaven’s Compassion did not help meBecause I was too weak
To be helped.
Earth’s jealousy did not disturb me
Because I was too strong
To be disturbed.
7566. An Impossible Task
For a true seeker of the InfiniteIt is an impossible task
To long for death
Before God-manifestation.
For an ordinary man
It is an impossible task
To strive to live
With a higher ideal in mind.
7567. A Heart Of Silence
A heart of silenceTeaches me how to swim
In God’s Compassion-Sea.
A mind of sound
Tells me that it can teach me
How to empty God’s Compassion-Sea.
7568. He Who Soulfully Listens
He who soulfully listensCan powerfully speak.
He who powerfully speaks
Is a true messenger of God.
A true messenger of God
Ushers in God’s final Victory on earth.
7569. The Union Of Dreams And Reality
The union of my dreamsAnd God’s Reality
Takes place inside my perfection-cry
And God’s Satisfaction-Smile.
7570. More Pleasure In Defeat
Believe it or not,He gets infinitely more pleasure
From the defeats of others
Than from his own teeming victories.
7571. The Meaning Of Loneliness
I have yet to learnThe meaning of loneliness,
Since my Lord Supreme
Has not created loneliness for those
Who serve Him unconditionally
In this lifetime.
7572. Man's Desire-Life
Man’s desire-lifeNever expects to surrender
To God’s all-illumining Vision-Eye.
7573. Although God Is Infinite
Although God is infinite,He prefers to live
Inside a tiny
Man-built nest.
7574. God Introduces Me
God introduces meTo His immortal Life every day.
I introduce God
To my immediate death every day.
7575. I Am Ready To Believe
I am ready to believe in everythingExcept one thing,
And that is the radical transformation
Of my desire’s hot breath.
7576. Two Significant Things
Every day God doesTwo most significant things for me:
He loves my innocence-life
And treasures my security-heart.
7577. A Whisper From My Insecurity-Life
A whisper from my totally helplessInsecurity-life
Can completely ruin
The flower of my morning prayer
And
The fruit of my evening meditation.
7578. Earth's Soulful Love
Earth’s soulful love,With sweet care and dear concern,
Asks man to sing
His own self-transcendence-song
Melodiously and perfectly.
7579. Your Soul-Power Can Baffle Death
Your soul-power can baffle deathIf your heart invokes
The Compassion-Flood of God,
The universal Protection.
7580. Your Heart's Fading Flames
If you do not aspire every daySoulfully and unreservedly,
You are bound to see unquestionably
Your own heart’s fading flames.
7581. The Flower Of Beauty
When your heart becomesThe flower of beauty,
Your life will produce
The fruit of earth-nourishing reality.
7582. What I Can Do For God
I shall seeWhat I can do for God
Since I am not doing
Anything worthwhile for man.
7583. Since I Love Man's Mind
Since I love even man’s treacherous mind,I do not think it will be
A difficult task
For me to love God’s compassionate Heart.
7584. My Sincerity-Mind Tells Me
My sincerity-mind tells meThat I have not done anything great.
My humility-life tells me
That I have not done anything good.
My purity-heart tells me
That I have not done anything perfect.
7585. Determination
Determination within,Determination without
At every moment!
Lo, unimaginable achievements
Are within your easy reach.
7586. I Want To Remind Myself
I do not want to knowWhat God thinks of me,
But I do want to remind myself
Of what I can do
To deserve God’s infinite Compassion.
7587. A Colossal Hope
Yesterday God-realisationWas a colossal hope.
Today God-realisation
Is a free Heaven-climbing rope.
7588. Be Careful Of Your Commitments
Be careful of your silence-commitment.Be careful of your sound-commitment.
If you are careful,
Then happiness will be your name.
7589. Be Prepared For Surprises
Be prepared for surprises.Today God may invite you.
Be prepared to immediately accept.
Again, today the hostile forces
May invite you.
Be prepared to make the strongest refusal.
7590. Follow Your Intuition
You do not have to imitateOthers’ successes.
You do not have to learn
From others’ mistakes.
Just follow your intuition.
Your intuition embodies
The beauty of success
And
The purity of progress.
7591. Do Not Forget
As you climb the ladder of success,Do not forget
It is your determination
That is enabling you to succeed.
As you climb the ladder of progress,
Do not forget
It is your surrender
That is enabling you to proceed.
7592. A Serious Mistake
It is a serious mistakeTo broadcast your opinions all the time.
Keep your wise opinions to yourself
So you can escape the ridicule
Of the world
And also save the world
From having to tolerate your stupidity.
7593. Not A Difficult Task
First punish your unruly vital,Then show it an illumining light.
You will see that it is not
A difficult task
To immortalise your life
Of self-dedication.
7594. Incomparably Sweet
An ordinary human lifeMay at times be sweet,
But the life of a soulful seeker
Is always incomparably sweet.
7595. Each Painful Thought
Each painful thoughtThat you are experiencing today
Is due to the pressure
Of your disobedience-life.
7596. My Life Of Hope
My life of hope is fast perishing.Will my heart’s sky of sorrow
Also perish
Along with my hope-life?
7597. If Ever I Look Behind
If ever I look behind,What do I see?
Purity?
No.
Sincerity?
No.
Love of God?
No.
I see only the constant birth
Of an all-devouring hunger.
7598. Your Poor Heart's Thirst
If your vital indulgesIn selfishness,
Then your poor heart’s thirst
Will remain ruthlessly unquenched.
7599. You Resent Perfection
You unconsciously resent perfection.Therefore, you don’t care to see
God’s Satisfaction-Smile
Inside His evolving universe.
7600. My Smiling Eyes Tell Me
My smiling eyes tell meMy Beloved Supreme
Is coming towards me.
My crying heart tells me
My Beloved Supreme
Has come.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the seventy-sixth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Sri Chinmoy presents Ali Akbar Khan with a trophy after the musician gave a special concert for Sri Chinmoy and his students in Jamaica, New York, on 17 October 1973.
Editor's note
Some poems in this first edition were later selected by the author for a special collection of 207 Flower-Flames (FFP). The author also chose to revise some of his original poems for this anthology:FF-7573: FFP 184 (revised version).