Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 79
7801. My Lord's Beauty's Eyes
My Lord Supreme,Your Beauty’s Eyes
Sleeplessly love me.
In return, may I not love
Your Divinity’s Heart
Breathlessly?
7802. This Poor And Feeble World
Will this poor and feeble worldEver be liberated?
Will this helpless and hopeless world
Ever awaken
To a single golden dawn?
7803. The Life Of Outer Relinquishment
You think that by practisingThe life of outer relinquishment
You are fast approaching
The life of inner enlightenment.
It is impossible!
7804. Overburdened With Problems
Since your mindIs overburdened with problems
Created by none other than yourself,
How can your life ever dream
Of rich salvation?
7805. Do What You Can Now
There is no such thingAs the near future.
Anything but here and now
Is a mental hallucination.
Therefore, do what you can now,
And be what you are supposed to be
At this very moment.
7806. Unsophisticated And Uncluttered
The life that unreservedly serves humanityIs unsophisticated.
The heart that unconditionally loves God
Is uncluttered.
7807. I Needed A Listener
I needed a listener.Alas, nobody wanted to be a listener.
Now my Lord is telling me
That I will never have a listener
Unless and until
I have become a lover.
I must love earth
With my service-delight.
I must love Heaven
With my aspiration-height.
7808. Not A Matter Of Curiosity
He tries to free himselfFrom curiosity,
For he feels God-realisation
Is not a matter of curiosity
But a matter of wisdom-light.
7809. The Comfort Of Fantasy
Your mind may enjoyThe comfort of fantasy,
But for your poor heart,
Satisfaction remains a far cry.
7810. If You Suspect The World
If you suspect the worldAnd its motives,
Your outer life may not suffer much,
But your inner life will starve to death.
7811. Indefinitely Detained
You are fond of stayingInside your desire-bound mind.
No wonder you are indefinitely detained
Inside your own doubt-fort.
7812. The Smile Of Justice-Light
The smile of justice-lightCan alone grant you
The blessing of peace-delight.
7813. Surrender-Flower, Gratitude-Fruit
When my heart permanently hasThe excellence of a surrender-flower
And a gratitude-fruit,
God-Perfection shall not
Remain a far cry.
7814. Two Unthinkable Things
Two unthinkable things you think:That ignorance-night
Can completely envelop others,
But not you,
And that God loves you only.
7815. My Heavenly Capacities Cannot Cry
My Heavenly capacities cannot cry.My earthly capacities cannot smile.
But someday there will come a time
When I shall transcend the necessities
Of cry and smile.
7816. The Soul's Festival In Heaven
To the soul’s festival in Heaven,Earth was not able to come.
But it sent its representative:
A deathless sigh.
7817. The Blossom Of An Illumining Life
Yesterday you wept silence-tears.Therefore, today you have become
The blossom of an illumining life.
7818. Place Your Own Flower-Heart
Place your own flower-heartAt the blue Feet of the Lord Supreme,
In exactly the same way
As morning places its flowers
At the red feet of the planet sun.
7819. Not Interested
Even his own wild curiosityIs not interested in carrying
His suspicion-mind towards God.
7820. Your Self-Imposed Blindness-Life
You fool!How can you expect anything
Beautiful and fruitful
From your self-imposed blindness-life?
7821. Your Heart Is Already Ready
Your mind is getting readyFor its deathbed devotion.
Your heart is already ready
For its Immortality’s perfection.
7822. You Have The Capacity
You have the capacityTo see your follies.
Indeed this is the beginning
Of your Godward journey.
Soon you will have the capacity
To observe the mistakes of the world.
What will you do then?
You will just correct them
One by one.
7823. Who Can Appreciate?
Who can appreciate the fierce songsOf his mental life?
Who can admire the maniacal dance
Of his vital life?
Who, tell me, who?
7824. Your God-Ordained Task
Every day try to hasten the completionOf your God-ordained task:
The transformation of earth-bound sorrow
Into Heaven-free joy.
7825. I Am Going To Heaven
Do you want to knowWhere I am going?
I am going to Heaven.
Do you want to know why?
Just so I can come back again
With more compassion-light
And more forgiveness-delight.
7826. What Is Divine Life?
What is human life, after all,If not overwhelming anxiety?
What is divine life, after all,
If not ever-increasing security
In the Heart of the Supreme?
7827. The Immensity Of His Self-Offering
The immensity of his self-offeringHas buried the frustration-life
Of earth-hunger.
7828. Your Heart Will Perform A Miracle
Do not run away from trouble.Your aspiring heart will before long
Perform a miracle:
It will cause trouble itself
To run away from you,
Utterly frustrated.
7829. An Invitation From God
I have received an invitationFrom God.
I shall go and sing for Him
My heart’s crying songs
And dance for Him
My soul’s ecstasy-manifesting dances.
7830. As Long As You Are Busy
As long as you are busyWith your own ridiculously
Insignificant affairs,
Your life’s inner tumult
Will never subside.
7831. The Greatest Difficulty
The greatest difficultyIn human life
Is the bitter frown
Of misunderstanding-night.
7832. My Obedience To My Inner Voice
My obedience to my inner voiceIs my unparalleled confidence
In my tomorrow’s life.
7833. Tomorrow Will Give Me
Yesterday gave meWhat it had for me:
Two curiosity-eyes.
Today is giving me
What it has for me:
One sincerity-cry.
Tomorrow will give me
What it will have for me:
The inseparable oneness
Of my perfection-life
And God’s Satisfaction-Heart.
7834. If We Keep Our Inner Appointments
If we keep our inner appointmentsCheerfully and punctually,
No disappointment-night
Can darken our heart’s aspiration-door.
7835. Only Two Inner Teachings
There are only two inner teachingsThat each seeker has to learn:
Man is unveiling God
Slowly and steadily,
God has become man
Cheerfully and unconditionally.
7836. His Heart's Inner Moon
The torture of ignorance-night disappearsOnly when the seeker sleeplessly values
The lustre of his heart’s inner moon.
7837. I Have Come To My Source
To the known God I say,“I have come with gratitude.”
To the unknown God I say,
“I have come with surrender.”
To the unknowable God I say,
“I have come to my Source.”
7838. Your Imprisoned Life
Unless you offer your imprisoned lifeUnconditionally
To your Inner Pilot,
How can you ever dream
Of constant aspiration,
Constant dedication
And constant satisfaction?
7839. A Perfect Victim
When unwillingness to abide by God’s WillBecomes a habit,
Man becomes a perfect victim
To perfect destruction.
7840. Do You Want To Work For God?
Do you want to work for God?Then love Him more.
Do you want to love God?
Then serve Him more.
Do you want to serve God?
Then become one with Him more.
7841. God Knows How To Delay
You think that you aloneKnow how to postpone
Your life of perfection-light.
But do you not think that God, too,
Knows how to indefinitely delay
His choice Hour?
7842. Your Commitment
You do not have to broadcastYour conviction.
Your commitment to your inner life
Will not only do that for you,
But will do it far better
Than you can ever do it.
7843. Always Available
God may not be always available,But God’s Compassion-Sea
And Forgiveness-Sky
Are always available.
7844. God Has Always Been Inside You
God has always been inside youWith His Vision-Light.
Can you not be inside Him,
Even for a second,
With your heart’s perfection-delight?
7845. Ignorance And God
Ignorance and GodAre playing their respective roles
Constantly in my life.
Ignorance tries to blind me
To prove its power-night.
God tries to liberate me
To prove His Power-Light.
7846. When Are You Going To Look?
You are looking atYour failure-life.
When are you going to look for
God’s Blessing-Delight?
7847. I Sowed Faith-Seed
Yesterday I sowed faith-seed.Today I am discovering
A beautiful and fruitful peace-tree.
7848. To Love Man Unreservedly
To love man unreservedlyIs to discover God in one’s own heart
Immediately plus unconditionally.
7849. God Has The Time
God has the time to convinceOnly the genuine seekers
Who have already started believing
That He loves them,
Feeds them and needs them.
7850. Beauty Knows How To Shine
Beauty knows how to shine.Purity knows how to give.
Divinity knows how to become.
Immortality knows how to transcend.
7851. One Haunting Doubt
One haunting doubtCan unbelievably weaken
A long-abiding belief.
7852. Two Final Questions
I have two final questions:Is God the Dream as beautiful
As God the Reality?
Are God the Creator and God the creation
Satisfied with each other?
7853. His Life Enjoys
His outer life powerfully enjoysWild laughter.
His inner life soulfully enjoys
Sweet tears.
7854. Gently Command
Gently command,If you have to command,
Your heart.
I assure you,
It will obey you immediately.
Mercilessly command,
When necessity demands,
Your vital.
Then only will it obey you.
7855. To Entertain The Angels
To entertain the angelsWhat I need is
A heart of beauty’s dawn
And a soul of purity’s sky.
7856. You Know How To Love
You do not have to wait and hopeIndefinitely,
For you know how to love God the One
Swiftly, soulfully, selflessly
And unconditionally.
7857. I Can Nowhere Cause Commotion
Earth does not need me.Heaven has disowned me.
I can nowhere cause commotion.
7858. His Heaven-Sent Haven
The satisfaction-smileOf his Master’s vision
Is his Heaven-sent haven.
7859. Curiosity Awakens
Curiosity awakensThe sleeping man in us
But saddens and disheartens
The aspiring man in us.
7860. How God Always Is
Many may know who God isAnd where God is,
But very few can know
Or will ever know
How God always is.
7861. His Mind's Addiction To Falsehood
His mind’s addiction to falsehoodMakes him feel that he is great.
His heart’s devotion to truth
Makes even the world feel that he is good.
7862. Your Mind's Secret Duty
Your mind’s secret dutyIs to be pure.
Your heart’s sacred duty
Is to be perfect.
7863. A Man Of Good Will
A man of good willHas the master key
To open all the doors
In God’s Compassion-Palace.
7864. My Life's Integrity
To me, everything depends onMy life’s integrity
And not on my mind’s ability.
7865. My Lord Accepts Me
My Lord accepts meAs I am,
But my mind will accept me
Only if I become another God.
7866. Two Things You Do Not Know
Two things you do not know:When the passion-dance
Of your vital will end
And when the illumination-trance
Of your heart will begin.
7867. His Preoccupation
To love the world soulfullyIs his life’s outer preoccupation.
To love God unconditionally
Is his heart’s inner preoccupation.
7868. What Kind Of Faith Is It?
What kind of faith is itIf it is strangled every day
By its mischievous enemy:
Doubt?
7869. The More You Want To Possess
The more you want to possessThe world,
The farther and faster you will travel
Away from freedom-light.
7870. If Your Mind Enjoys Collecting
If your mind enjoys collectingEarthly secrets,
Your aspiration-heart will be devoured
By giant discouragement.
7871. An Unerring Hour
An unerring hourHas the power to remove
A long-lasting mountain of pain.
7872. God Created My Faith
God created my faithCompassionately plus invisibly.
I created my doubt
Deliberately plus visibly.
7873. Forgiving Seconds
I believe inForgiving seconds
And not unforgiving hours.
7874. Imagination-Memories Of The Past
He has nothing important to do.Therefore he indulges in
Imagination-memories
Of the finished past.
7875. What My Heart Needs
What my heart needsIs a little co-operation
From my mind.
What my mind needs
Is a little aspiration
From my heart.
7876. No Opinion
As I have no opinionOf Heaven’s Compassion-Light,
Even so, Heaven has no opinion
Of my aspiration-height.
7877. A Heart To Quench God's Thirst
My Lord Supreme,Do give me a heart
That can quench Your Thirst
At Your choice Hour.
7878. He Succeeds Always
He succeeds alwaysBecause his heart’s intensity
Is infinitely more powerful
Than the most brilliant noontime sun.
7879. Your Heart-Flower Cannot Grow
Because of your mind’s conscious addictionTo serious follies,
Your heart-flower cannot grow
To please the Eye of the Lord Supreme.
7880. Your Heart's Dawn
Behold, the beauty and purityOf your heart’s dawn
Are helping your mind fly away
From its own ridiculous, fearful life.
7881. On Good Terms With God
His mind is alwaysOn good terms with God.
Therefore, the Prince of Gloom
Does not dare to be
His mind’s companion.
7882. A Sleepless Love
There was a time when I hadA sleepless fancy
For man’s outer achievements.
But now I am developing
A sleepless love
For man’s inner hunger.
7883. My Mind Wants To Be Powerful
My mind wants to be powerfulTo converse freely
With the outer world.
My heart longs to be beautiful
To commune soulfully
With the inner world.
7884. The Abiding Perfection-Life
The abiding perfection-lifeOf a seeker
Is far beyond the reach
Of his mind’s temporary triumphs.
7885. Inside My Lord's Compassion-Smile
Inside my Lord’s Compassion-Smile,And nowhere else,
My aching heart’s cure lies.
7886. Time's Heaven-Free Steps
At last his long-treasuredEarth-bound mind
Has decided to climb up
Time’s Heaven-free steps.
7887. A True Athlete Of God
To be a true athlete of GodYou must delete leisure-pleasure
From the schedule of your life.
7888. The Discovery Of Perennial Truth
Only the discovery of perennial truthAnd not an amalgam of truth and legend
Can transform the face and fate
Of the world.
7889. O World Vital, Sleep!
O world vital, sleep!Even your wild emotions
Are dead tired
And are quite anxious to sleep.
7890. The Medicine
The medicine for a doubting mindIs either a powerful soul
Or a tearful heart.
7891. God Will Entertain
God will entertainYour aspiration-heart
If you will disdain
Your desire-mind.
7892. God Wants To Give You
God does not want to give youWhat humanity calls love.
God only wants to give you
What divinity calls Delight.
7893. My Mind Hides No Thorn
O super-cautious world,Do not be afraid of my mind.
My mind hides no thorn
To hurt you.
7894. I Shall Watch You
I shall lovingly and unconditionallyWatch you
Until your sorrowful life
Becomes soulful ecstasy.
7895. My Unfortunate Friend
O my unfortunate friend, mind,I do not know how
I can dare to love you
And your teeming follies.
7896. Ready To Measure
The human mind is ready to measureThe measureless depths of God’s Love
But is always reluctant to measure
The depth of its own dire infirmities.
7897. My Heart The Climber
My vital the climber may fall.My mind the climber may fall.
But my heart the climber never falls,
Never!
7898. The Beauty Of His Purity-Heart
No earthly mischief can blightThe powerful beauty
Of his soulful purity-heart.
7899. My Heart's Adamantine Will
My heart’s adamantine willMust transform
My ignorance-enjoying earthly days.
7900. In Silence
A life of surrenderIn silence soars.
A heart of gratitude
In silence triumphs.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the seventy-ninth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Sri Chinmoy discusses tennis with former tennis champion Jack Kramer in Los Angeles on 3 October 1978.