Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 87
8601. My Chosen Present
I shall not allow my aspiration-lifeTo become my forgotten past.
I shall keep it always
As my chosen present.
8602. Feast And Fast
I am enjoying at one and the same timeThe feast of inner triumphs
And the fast of outer defeats.
8603. The Glory Of Unlearning
The glory of learningThe desiring mind knows.
The glory of unlearning
The searching mind must learn
Before it can dive deep
Into God’s Ecstasy-Sea.
8604. Enemy And Friend
His doubt-enemyCan easily be brought under his control
If he does the needful
Cheerfully and powerfully
With his faith-friend.
8605. Difficult And Easy
What is extremely difficult for manBut extremely easy for God?
A constant Satisfaction-Smile.
What is extremely easy for man
But extremely difficult for God?
An endless dissatisfaction-cry.
8606. Your Future Success-Life
You feel sad that your defeat-lifeHas arrived so quickly.
But I assure you that your future success-life
Will arrive not only quickly
But also certainly.
8607. His Heart Is Enjoying
His heart is enjoyingHis today’s Heaven-bound flight.
His mind is enjoying
His yesterday’s ignorance-failure.
8608. Your Mind's Doubt-Cloud
Your mind’s doubt-cloudHas totally eclipsed
Your heart’s hope-moon
And your soul’s promise-sun.
8609. Permanent Residents Of Heaven
He and his heartAre permanent residents of Heaven,
And do not care for earth at all.
Therefore, he and earth
Cannot be of any real help
To each other.
8610. If God Wants Me To Proceed
If God wants me to succeedIn my life’s outer journey,
Then He will give me
His Vision-Eye.
If God wants me to proceed
In my life’s inner journey,
Then He will give me
His Satisfaction-Heart.
8611. His Supreme Assistant
In the inner worldHis heart’s purity-smile
Is his supreme assistant.
In the outer world
His mind’s sincerity-cry
Is his supreme assistant.
8612. The Dead Are Not Forgiven
Who says the dead are forgiven?No, they are not!
Only those who again and again
Try to transcend themselves
Will be cheerfully forgiven
In God’s Compassion-Heart
By God Himself.
8613. Imagine And Reveal
If a simple mindCan imagine God,
Then a pure heart
Can easily reveal God.
8614. You Think Of God
You may not knowWhen I think of God,
But I know
When you think of God.
You think of God when God tells me
That He has two
Supremely chosen instruments.
8615. Ready To Show
My humble prayer is eager to seeWhat God has for me.
My proud mind is ready to show
What it has for God.
8616. Schooled In Enlightenment
If you can be consistentLike the ancient truth-seekers
And God-lovers,
You will soon be schooled
In enlightenment.
8617. Unwillingness To Change
Not because you are clothedIn a frail body,
But because of your obdurate
Unwillingness to change,
Your life is a misery-haunted house.
8618. Love Your Soul More
Love your soul more and more.Your soul will teach you
How to break ignorance-chains
And untie bondage-knots.
8619. Each Soul-Boat
Each soul-boat is anchored on earthFor a brief sojourn.
Then it goes back to its Heaven-harbour
To renew its God-manifestation-promise.
8620. Do Not Give Up!
Do not give up!He who gives up
Never reaches the Satisfaction-Shore.
Who knows?
Each attempt of yours may bring you
Many exceptionally heart-enlightening
Heaven-prosperities.
8621. Can You Not Forget My Past?
O my present life,Can you not forget my past
The way my future life
Will forget your own ignorance-torture?
8622. If Your Heart-Life Is Thirsty
If your heart-life is thirsty,Then quench it immediately
With your soul’s all-loving promise
To God
And with His Eternity’s Immortality’s
Will-power.
8623. Impossible Plus Unnecessary
Since the Divinity of my soulHas not changed,
How can the Eternity of my life
Change?
It is simply impossible
Plus unnecessary.
8624. Soulfully Wait
You have already seenYour mind’s limitation-room.
Now what you are going to see
Is your soul’s vastness-kingdom.
Just soulfully and unconditionally wait.
8625. Delighted And Disgusted
Delighted, I say to God:“Father, let Thy Will be done.”
Disgusted, God says to me:
“Son, let your temptation-greed fulfil itself.”
8626. A Sleeplessly Cheerful Commitment
Unless a seeker’s lifeIs a sleeplessly cheerful commitment
To God-realisation,
His goal will always remain
A far cry.
8627. The Harvest Of God's Smile
Cry deep withinUnreservedly
If you want to collect
The harvest of God’s Smile.
8628. If You Can Never Regain
O my mind,If you can never regain
Your lost simplicity,
How can you ever receive
God’s Satisfaction-Delight?
8629. Because You Want To Become
Just because you want to becomeA true truth-seeker
And a perfect God-lover,
Yours cannot be the life
Of criticism and complaint-luxury.
8630. The Unparalleled Hardship
Because his inner life has learntTo love the unparalleled hardship,
God is sharing with him
His Immortality-ownership.
8631. Incessant Disputes
I see incessant disputesBetween the impurity of my mind
And the aggression of my vital.
Alas, I am completely helpless!
8632. Divinity's Ease
There is no such thingAs an uneasy peace.
Peace is always
Divinity’s ease.
8633. To Obey At Every Moment
To obey at every momentGod’s transcendental Decisions
Is to continually manifest God-Satisfaction
In God’s aspiring creation.
8634. The Revelation Of What You Have
The revelation of what you haveMay not please the world,
But the revelation of what you are
Is definitely going to teach the world.
8635. Your Old Friend, Ignorance
When uncomely thoughtsWalk into your mind,
You have to know
That your old friend, ignorance,
Is telling you he still wants to keep you
Under his firm jurisdiction.
8636. Confusion-Problems
If you want to solveAll the confusion-problems
Of your mind,
Then resolve to live
Inside the illumination
Of your heart-sky.
8637. The Heaven-Rejected Category
If you do not allow yourselfTo be perfected by God’s Compassion-Light,
Then you will without fail
Belong to the Heaven-rejected category.
8638. Each Forward Step Of His
Each forward step of hisIs an upward and inward dedication
To the all-pervading God.
8639. There Are Higher Things On Earth
Do not expect.Do not demand.
There are higher things on earth
Than expectation and demand.
Try a heart of gratitude
And a life of surrender.
8640. Your Despair-Station
Look what your expectation-trainHas done to you:
It has brought you speedily
To the helpless moans
Of your despair-station.
8641. The Morning Of God's Hour
The morning of God’s HourIs beauty’s smile.
The evening of God’s Hour
Is purity’s song.
The night of God’s Hour
Is divinity’s silence-flooded dance.
8642. An Impossible Task
If you allow your mind to doubtAnd at the same time
Ask your heart not to be
A victim of despair,
Do you not think
That you are trying to succeed
At an impossible task?
8643. If Education Is Self-Cultivation
If education is a sophisticatedMental exercise,
Then I do not need it
And I definitely do not want it.
But if education is self-cultivation
And longing for God-Satisfaction,
Then I badly need it
And I definitely want it.
8644. Your Reward
To see the gate of Heaven wide openIs undoubtedly your reward
For having silver faith in yourself
And golden faith in your Lord Supreme.
8645. God's Perfect Home
When I love God,God agrees with me more.
When God agrees with me more,
He tells me something secretly:
“My child, your heart has now become
My perfect Home.”
8646. A Detour
Why do you have to take a detourOn your spiritual journey?
Why?
Is it because
Your heart’s sincerity is not enough?
Is it because
Your mind’s determination is not enough?
Is it because
Your life’s integrity is not enough?
8647. My New Start
If I am not afraid to start again,Then there is no reason
Why my Lord Supreme
Will not be compassionate enough
To help me with my new start.
8648. More Time, More Trust
If my mind can give GodMore time
And if my heart can give God
More trust,
Then my Lord will give me
Not only a better
But a better than the best
Life of satisfaction-peace.
8649. The World-Heart Will Give You
The world-mind has given youCountless troubles.
The world-heart will give you
Ever-transcending triumphs.
8650. I Shall Help You
I shall help youDefeat your mind.
I shall help you
Discover more good qualities
In yourself.
I shall help you
See God singing and smiling
Inside your peace-flooded heart.
8651. If I Love God's Love
If I love God’s LoveFor myself,
Then I am really great.
If I love God’s Love
For humanity,
Then I am really good.
If I love God’s Love
For God’s Revelation
In God’s own Way,
Then I am really perfect.
8652. Each Aspiring Heart
Each aspiring heartMust be the hyphen between
Heaven’s forgiveness
And
Earth’s happiness.
8653. What Kind Of Faith Is It?
What kind of faith is itThat does not produce
Power in your mind,
Love in your heart
And peace in your life?
8654. Every Day You Will Have To Face
If every day you do not cleanYour mind-room,
Then rest assured that every day
You will have to face
Your life’s unavoidable doom.
8655. Develop The Capacity
If you want the capacityTo grant wings to your dreams,
Then you must develop the capacity
To see a beautiful soul-bird
In your life-reality.
8656. You Trust God
You trust God.Therefore, God will always rescue you.
You need God.
Therefore, God has given you
His own heart-satisfying Meditation.
8657. Because God Is So Great
The human mind saysTo the human being:
“God is so great.
Why and how should He speak to me?”
The divine heart says
To the divine being:
“Just because God is so great,
He is always ready to speak to me.”
8658. Just Because I Know
Just because I knowI am God’s child,
I can be happy.
Just because I know
God loves me,
I should be kind to myself.
Just because I know
God is playing
His Satisfaction-Game
In and through me,
I must make myself
Cheerfully perfect.
8659. God's Transcendental Dream
Do you think God will ever allow youTo destroy His transcendental Dream
Of the ultimate perfection
Of your earthly journeys
Which He has been nourishing for millennia?
8660. His Heart's Starlit Faith
A true truth-seeker and God-loverIs he whose outer and inner life
Are powerfully anchored
Inside his heart’s starlit faith.
8661. The Transcendence Of Suffering
True, suffering has reality in it.Who denies it?
But the transcendence of suffering
Also has reality in it.
Who can disbelieve it?
8662. To Suffer And Not To Speak
To suffer and not to speakIs the sign of
Either a stupid fellow
Or a genuine seeker.
8663. A Great Idea
A great idea can change failureInto success.
A good idea can transform human aspiration
Into God’s own transcendental Satisfaction.
8664. A Much-Needed Experience
When I fail,I must not think
That God is not for me.
When I fail,
I must think
That God, out of His infinite Bounty,
Is giving me a much-needed experience
For my earth-bound life
And heavenward journey.
8665. It Was He Who Loved Ignorance
The closer a seeker isTo God’s Compassion-Light,
The clearer it becomes to him
That it was he who loved
Ignorance-night,
Not ignorance-night
That loved him.
8666. Its Life-Illumining "Yes"
At long last my life has foundIts life-illumining “yes”
In its surrender-heart
To God’s blessingful Vision-Eye.
8667. Have More Faith In Your Heart
Have more faith in your own heart.Your heart is your own divinity-magnet
Which will pull you up
To God’s Transcendental Heights.
8668. Your Self-Examination
Take each problem in your lifeAs your self-examination,
And each self-examination
As your Lord’s Satisfaction
In your heart’s perfection-cry.
8669. How Can I Have A Sorrowful Life?
How can I have a sorrowful lifeWhen my Lord Supreme does not have one?
How can I have a fearful heart
When my Lord Supreme does not have one?
How can I have a doubtful mind
When my Lord Supreme does not have one?
8670. What Else Is A Miracle?
God the Infinite needsMan the finite.
What else is a miracle?
Man the finite can easily love
God the Infinite.
What else is a miracle?
8671. The Door
The doorThat God’s Compassion-Height opens,
No one can shut.
The door
That God’s Justice-Light shuts,
No one can open.
8672. Your Selflessness
God is notIn your uselessness,
But God is always
In your selflessness.
8673. He Did Not Feel Sad
When God did not call himOn the phone,
He did not feel sad.
The very fact
That God had wanted to call him
In the first place
Was enough to flood his whole being
With joy.
8674. Your Life Will Never Fail
Your mind has already failedIn God’s Vision-Eye,
But your life will never fail
In God’s Compassion-Heart.
8675. I Am Personally Responsible
If I think that I am personally responsibleFor the purification of my mind,
Then I am not mistaken.
If I think that I am personally responsible
For the transformation of my life,
Then I am not mistaken.
If I think that I am personally responsible
For the satisfaction of my Lord,
Then I am not mistaken.
But if I think that I am personally responsible
For the transformation of God’s creation,
Then I am totally, totally mistaken.
8676. God Himself Commanded Me
You want to knowIf I consulted God
Before advising my mind to be pure
And my heart to be sincere.
I must say
That I did not consult God,
But God Himself commanded me
To speak to my mind
About its purity
And to my heart
About its sincerity.
8677. As Soon As You See
As soon as you see a gratitude-flowerIn your heart
And a surrender-fruit
In your life,
Offer them to your Lord Supreme,
Not only cheerfully,
But also unconditionally.
8678. Not Possession But Progression
Nothing has to be taken as possessionEither in the inner life
Or in the outer life.
But everything should be taken
As soulful and powerful progression
In both the inner life
And the outer life.
8679. What My Mind Solely Needs
What my mind solely needsIs God’s Justice-Length.
What my heart solely needs
Is God’s Compassion-Strength.
8680. The Outer Man Wants Success
The outer man wants success.The inner man wants progress.
The supreme man wants self-transcendence.
And God wants Satisfaction
In His entire creation.
8681. God Loves Us
God loves us even afterWe have failed Him.
We need God even after
We have realised Him.
8682. Music Of The Sound-Universe
The loud music of the sound-universeTells me what God does
For its perfection.
The sweet music of the silence-universe
Tells me what God is
For His own Satisfaction.
8683. If You Prolong Your Life
If you continuously prolong your lifeInside your mind-desert,
When and how can you expect to live
Inside your heart-garden?
8684. The Thirst Of Your Pure Heart
Since you are concerned onlyWith satiating your wild vital,
The thirst of your pure heart
Will always remain unquenched.
8685. The Pilot Of Human Fate
Frustration-soundIs the pilot of human fate.
Illumination-silence
Is the pilot of divine fate.
8686. It Is Imperative To See
It is imperative to seeWhere your mind is running,
Where your vital is sleeping,
Where your heart is dying.
8687. The Hesitation Of The Mind
The hesitation of the mindForces man to take
Unforgettable lessons
From the sorrow-teacher.
8688. His Heart's Feeble Gratitude
Each manCan at least try to nourish
His own heart’s feeble gratitude
To God.
8689. Ask Your Life
Ask your present lifeTo forget your past life.
Ask your future life
To illumine your past life
And liberate your present life.
8690. The Poison-Shaft Of Envy
Although his life is piercedBy the poison-shaft of envy,
He is trying with all his heart
To carry envy to the Light of Infinity.
8691. Ignore And Deplore
The future ignoresThe mighty past
And deplores
The failing present.
8692. Our Lampless Outer Universe
Our lampless outer universeWill have to weep
Until earth’s sorrow
Becomes Heaven’s ecstasy.
8693. His Heart Of Self-Offering
His heart of self-offeringIs a stupendous smile
Amidst earth’s dark frowns.
8694. A Sad Memory
Each undivine thoughtLeaves the seeker
With a sad memory.
8695. Control Your Animal Vital
Control your animal vital,Or this vital of yours
Will be the annihilation
Of your heart’s aspiration-life.
8696. Unless A Seeker Prays
Unless a seeker soulfully praysAnd selflessly meditates,
His ignorance-bound life
Will return like the revolving years.
8697. A Hallowed Thirst
Each aspiration-heartAnd each dedication-life
Is a hallowed thirst
For the Lord Supreme.
8698. A New Satisfaction
If you can have a new hope,God will give you a new heart.
If you can have a new heart,
God will give you a new oneness.
If you can have a new oneness,
God will give you a new satisfaction.
8699. Three Simple Lessons
God wants to teach meThree simple lessons:
A soulful cry,
A beautiful smile
And a fruitful life.
8700. Truth's All-Perfecting Wings
When divine beautyPenetrates the world,
Truth reveals
Its all-perfecting wings.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the eighty-seventh volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Sri Chinmoy receives a medallion honouring his service to the New York community from New York City Council President Paul O’Dwyer on 8 December 1975. In a letter to Sri Chinmoy following the presentation, O’Dwyer wrote, “I shall not easily forget the time Sri Chinmoy paid a call to my office … For a brief moment the simple reverence of Sri Chinmoy brought peace and tranquillity to a place of turmoil. Many visitors have come and gone, but none made such a lasting impression.”