If I could start my life once more
1.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
Every day I would become
A new aspiration-heart-blossom.
2.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would shed only
God-manifesting tears.
3.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would devotedly place
All my incapacities
At the Feet of my Lord Supreme.
4.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would definitely not long
For my desire-fulfilment.
5.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would never ignore
My Lord's sorrowful Tears.
6.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not allow my vital
To torture my life.
7.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not allow my mind
To torture my heart.
8.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would study the divinity-course
In humanity's heart.
9.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not accept any defeat
In the battlefield of my life.
10.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would never miss
God-Invitation-Hours.
11.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would every day become
A new morning rose
In the garden of the universe.
12.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would never surrender
To ignorance-shackles.
13.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not waste even
A fleeting moment
On the way
To God's Heart-Home.
14.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would remember
That all the mind-tours
Are a sheer waste of time.
15.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would have only
Indomitable faith
And not fractured faith
In God.
16.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would enjoy only
The silence-breath
Of my God-aspiration-ecstasy.
17.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would every day bathe
In God-Fragrance-Sea.
18.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not allow myself
To be blinded
By insecurity-jealousy-impurity-fog.
19.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would every day take shelter
Under patience-tree.
20.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would remember that
My earth-heart-planet
Is as beautiful
As all the Heaven-born planets.
21.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not take
Perfection-achievement
As an impossible task.
22.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I myself would boldly capsize
My God-dissatisfaction-mind-boat.
23.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would every day sail
My God-satisfaction-heart-boat.
24.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would unmistakably abandon
My earth-bound mind
On doubt-torture-doorstep.
25.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would look anything undivine
Straight in the eye.
26.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would never visit
God-ingratitude-human beings.
27.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would be extremely proud
Of God's Thunderbolt-Command.
28.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not fail
In offering regularly
My progress-life-reports
To my Lord Supreme.
29.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not become reconciled
To my fate,
But I would be my fate-conqueror.
30.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not accept any complaint
From my mind.
31.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not find fault
With any human being,
Either consciously
Or even unconsciously.
32.
If I could startMy life once more,
I would have equanimity
As my name
To brave the buffets of life.
33.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
My life would lead a caravan
Of God-manifestation-deeds
On earth.
34.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would be seriously in love
With God-manifestation-victories.
35.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not accept a Master
Who would not scold me ruthlessly
Every day.
36.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not allow doubt-fear-spears
To kill
My aspiration-heart-progress-deer.
37.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would depend only
On God-reliance,
And never on self-reliance.
38.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would try not to be
A peace-maker
But a peace-lover.
39.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would have a heart
To be claimed
Only by God's Affection-Heart.
40.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
Sleeplessly my heart would throb
With God-devotion-waves.
41.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would remain under
My soul-domination.
42.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not have,
Even for a single day,
God-forgetting uncomely thoughts.
43.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would never allow myself
To be under the thumb
Of temptation.
44.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would never allow myself
To be in the company
Of those who droop and drowse
In the spiritual life.
45.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not allow myself
To suffer from
Ignorance-shackle-nights.
46.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would only live in the lands
Of inspiration, aspiration
And dedication.
47.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not even out of curiosity
Take a ride
Through the mind-jungle.
48.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
Every day I would fly
On the most beautiful
God-devotion-wings.
49.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
Even for a fleeting second
I would not open any
God-disobedience-gate.
50.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would make the heart
Extremely popular
And the mind
Extremely unpopular.
51.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
Even in my dreams
I would not touch
The self-doubt-tree.
52.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not care to know
The depth of the sea
But only care for
The depth of my heart.
53.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not try to understand
God's Grace,
But I would become
God's Grace itself.
54.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would have a prayer-life
And meditation-heart
To span all distances.
55.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would say and do everything
From my heart of love.
56.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would take God-obedience
As my choicest determination.
57.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would take God's Presence
In my heart
As my only Home.
58.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would sing only God-Glories
To remain always in tune
With God's Heart.
59.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would live not for worldly acclaim,
But to proclaim God's Victory
On earth.
60.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would see how far
I could go ahead,
Instead of looking back.
61.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would make
My mind's obedience,
My heart's love
And my life's surrender
An inseparable trio.
62.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would carefully walk in peace
All the time
To keep in step
With my Lord Supreme.
63.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not long for
God-explanation
Or God-expectation,
But I would long only for
God-satisfaction.
64.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would never blow
Self-doubt and God-doubt-horns.
65.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
Every day I would soulfully attend
My Lord's open question time.
66.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would not allow
Expectation-frustration
To prevail in my life.
67.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would always avail myself
Of my Lord's
Compassion-Abundance.
68.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
Every day I would try to feel
My Lord's
Compassion-Protection-Feet.
69.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would never allow myself
To fall into
The chasm of depression.
70.
If I could start my lifeOnce more,
I would always find myself caught
In my Lord's
Compassion-Illumination-Heart-Home.
