My Race-Prayers, part 3
1.
O my blue-gold heart-bird,I love you,
I need you,
I treasure you.
You are my joy,
You are my pride,
You are my All.
29 April 2006 New York
2.
I love my Lord’sWhisper-Blessings.
My Lord loves my
Hunger-yearnings.
6 May 2006 New York
3.
Long before God comes to us,He sends His angels to us.
Before His angels come to us,
God sends us divine thoughts
And divine feelings.
Before the divine thoughts
And divine feelings,
He gives us purity-hearts.
With purity we all must begin
Our spiritual journey.
13 May 2006 New York
4.
My Lord says to me,“My child,
Take your outer pain
As your inner gain.
Take your outer failures
As your inner triumphs.
Take your outer life
As an experience.
Take your inner life
As your path-finder.”
20 May 2006 New York
5.
Heaven’s Silence-MusicIs only for the hearts
Of God’s Victory-singers.
27 May 2006 New York
6.
In my aspiration-life,My Master-obedience
Is my heart’s
God-blossoming dawn.
3 June 2006 New York
7.
Only one attachment:God’s Will.
No other attachments,
Old or new!
10 June 2006 New York
8.
My Lord,I run and run and run and run
To make You happy.
“My child,
You are the smile of My Eye,
You are the beauty of My Heart
And you are the pride of My Life.”
11 June 2006 New York
9.
Krishna, my Lord,Your morning flute
Feeds my heart.
Your twilight cows
Feed my eyes.
17 June 2006 New York
10.
The outer rainProudly comes down
From the expansion-sky.
The inner Rain
Blessingfully descends
From God’s Compassion-Eye.
24 June 2006 New York
11.
I have three indispensable Saviours:My Lord’s lavishing Hand,
My Lord’s cherishing Heart,
My Lord’s protecting Eye.
22 July 2006 New York
12.
I am the world’s longest distanceDaring and shattering runner —
My Supreme Lord’s Sun-Power-Smile
And His Moon-Bliss-Love-winner.
22 July 2006 New York
13.
My tears and smilesSleeplessly feed
God’s birthless and deathless
Heart-Hunger.
5 August 2006/ New York
14.
I am happy, only happy,When I place
My naughty mind
And my haughty head
At God’s Feet.
19 August 2006 New York
15.
To all the marathon runnersI am blessingfully offering
My heart’s boundless joy,
Boundless gratitude
And boundless pride, pride, pride.
25 August 2006 New York
16.
Everything is possible.In a twinkling
I can clasp God’s Eye.
In a twinkling
I can touch God’s Feet.
In a twinkling
I can breathe God’s Heart.
9 September 2006 New York
17.
The life that has no goalIs an utter failure-life.
The life that has a goal
Wins the Smile of God.
23 September 2006 New York
18.
We love our desire-lifeInfinitely more than we love God.
God loves only us,
And never, never, never, never
Our desire-life.
30 September 2006 New York
19.
I speak to God’sGolden Feet.
God speaks to my
Broken heart.
7 October 2006 New York
20.
True, true, true,True, true, true —
A pure thought
Can remain unchallenged
In my aspiration-heart.
14 October 2006 New York
21.
I pray to God’s EyeFor love.
I pray to God’s Heart
For devotion.
I pray to God’s Feet
For surrender.
4 November 2006 New York
22.
First you must baskIn the sunshine
Of your Master’s grace
Before you can see
God’s Face.
11 November 2006 New York
23.
I pray to GodTo see His golden Feet.
I meditate on God
To be His choice instrument.
18 November 2006 New York
24.
While running,I feel God’s Love,
God’s Joy and God’s Pride
Inside my heart
At every moment.
2 December 2006 Belek, Turkey
25.
The outer sunSadly tells me
How far I am from God.
The inner sun
Secretly tells me
How close I am to God.
7 December 2006 Antalya, Turkey
26.
A self-giving thoughtIs a God-fulfilling
Achievement-joy.
10 December 2006 Antalya, Turkey
27.
The outer runningIs the God-awareness-joy.
The inner running
Is the God-closeness-ecstasy.
13 December 2006 Antalya, Turkey
28.
My Lord, my Lord!In Heaven I adore
Your dreaming Eye.
My Lord, my Lord!
On earth I worship
Your protecting Feet.
16 December 2006 Antalya, Turkey
29.
Down I bring my LordTo earth
To cry with me
And weep with my heart.
Up my Lord carries me
To Heaven
To dream with Him
For a new creation.
20 December 2006 Antalya, Turkey
30.
My life is a humbleEarth-builder.
My heart is an eager
Heaven-promoter.
23 December 2006 Antalya, Turkey
31.
In secrecy supremeMy Beloved Lord tells me
That I have done extremely well
In all my love-devotion-surrender
Examinations.
26 December 2006 Antalya, Turkey
32.
My eyes can fool me,My ears can fool me,
But not my heart
That loves God only.
30 December 2006 Varna, Bulgaria
33.
Every morning and every eveningMy soul, my heart and I
Salute and salute and salute
Our Lord’s Victory-Banner.
3 January 2007 Varna, Bulgaria
34.
Not God’s Kindness,Not God’s Strictness,
But God’s Heart-Tears
Have changed my life completely.
6 January 2007 Varna, Bulgaria
35.
My Lord,Do tell me the secret of secrets:
How I can please You all the time
In Your own Way.
“My child,
Sing, sing and sing
Only surrender-songs.”
10 January 2007 Varna, Bulgaria
36.
Running early in the morningWith God-devotion-heart-joy
Is absolutely the best way
To start the day.
13 January 2007 Varna, Bulgaria
37.
My Lord Supreme,May I bask every morning
In the Sunshine
Of Your Heaven-born Smiles.
17 January 2007 Varna, Bulgaria
38.
My Lord, my Lord, my Lord,You live inside my painful body.
You also live inside my blissful heart.
Which place do You prefer?
“My child,
I have no preference.
I love your body and your heart equally.
I suffer and suffer
With your painful body.
I enjoy and enjoy
Your blissful heart.”
27 January 2007 Cha-Am, Thailand
39.
My Lord,When I pray, it is all wrong.
When I meditate, it is all wrong.
When I serve, it is all wrong.
My Lord, what can I do?
“My child,
Before you pray,
Ask Me to pray in and through you.
Before you meditate,
Ask Me to meditate in and through you.
Before you serve,
Ask Me to serve in and through you.
Give Me the full responsibility.
You just be the witness.
Watch Me, what I do and how I do it.”
31 January 2007 Cha-Am, Thailand
40.
God’s Face I love.God’s Eye I love more.
God’s Heart I love much more.
God’s Feet I love infinitely more.
3 February 2007 Cha-Am, Thailand
41.
True, my eyes are emptyOf God’s Face,
But my heart is all
God’s blossomed Face.
9 February 2007 Chiang Mai, Thailand
42.
Each running stepBeautifully blossoms
As a divine opportunity
To please God in His own Way
Along His Eternity’s Road.
13 February 2007 Chiang Mai, Thailand
43.
My constant upward flightSolely depends on
My heart’s receptivity-depth.
16 February 2007 Chiang Mai, Thailand
44.
In my inner life,I am a Heaven-climbing cry.
In my outer life,
I am a man-serving tree.
20 February 2007 Chiang Mai, Thailand
45.
My failure-lifeIs painful.
My success-life
Is delightful.
My progress-life
Is powerful.
23 February 2007 Chiang Mai, Thailand
46.
I chose God-obedienceTo become
God’s Heart-Rose.
3 March 2007 New York
47.
Fast, faster, fastestGo alone.
Every day God will speak to you
Over the phone.
10 March 2007 New York
48.
Each God-given responsibility-taskIs a golden opportunity
To please God in His own Way.
24 March 2007 New York
49.
My sleepless surrenderTo God’s Will
Entirely depends on
My unconditional love of God.
31 March 2007 New York
50.
May my heartBe the beauty
Of a morning rose-garden.
7 April 2007 New York
51.
In the morningI swim in the river
Of God-aspiration.
In the evening
I swim in the sea
Of God-surrender.
10 April 2007 New York
52.
Every morning and every eveningI feed my Lord Supreme
With my soul’s beauty,
My heart’s sincerity
And my life’s simplicity.
14 April 2007 New York
53.
I love the blossoming BeautyOf the morning God.
I love the deepening Peace
Of the evening God.
I love, I love, I love.
21 April 2007 New York
54.
This morning my Lord SupremeHas blessingfully shared with me
His most secret
And most sacred Dream —
The time when this world of ours
Shall be inundated with my Lord’s
Peace-Beauty and Peace-Fragrance.
28 April 2007 New York
55.
My Lord,Please, please, please
Bless me with a supreme Secret.
“My child,
I do not want you to be great.
I do not want you to be good.
I want you to be Mine, only Mine.
This is My supreme Secret.”
5 May 2007 New York
56.
I sailMy golden dream-reality-boat
Between
My God-obedience-life-shore
And
My God-gratitude-heart-shore.
12 May 2007 New York
57.
Every morning is the birthOf a new hope.
Every day is the birth
Of a new promise.
Every evening is the birth
Of a new peace.
Every night is the birth
Of a new dream.
26 May 2007 New York
58.
Morning is the sacred timeTo offer the world
My God-happiness-soul.
Morning is the secret time
To feed
My God-longing heart.
2 June 2007 New York
59.
My sincere humility-lifeIs God’s
Precious utility-joy.
9 June 2007 New York
60.
I sing for God soulfully.God sings for me blessingfully.
We’ll go on, go on
Through Eternity.
23 June 2007 New York
61.
When the tears of my heartGo to my Lord crawling,
My Lord immediately embraces them
With infinite Affection, Love,
Sweetness and Fondness,
And then teaches them
How to sprint
Faster than the fastest,
How to fly
Higher than the highest
And how to dive
Deeper than the deepest.
7 July 2007 New York
62.
Do not surrender to your fate.Do not accept your fate.
Love God more and more,
Unconditionally.
God has two big Ears.
He will transform
Your earth-bound fate
Into the Heaven-free Bliss.
14 July 2007 New York
63.
God’s Eye is my body’sProtection-Temple.
God’s Heart is my life’s
Illumination-Shrine.
21 July 2007 New York
64.
No lasting defeat,No lasting failure!
At God’s Hour —
Victory, victory!
Now just endure.
28 July 2007 New York
65.
My Lord does not believeIn my very clever mind-flattery.
He believes only
In my life’s world-service-tree.
4 August 2007 New York
66.
Every morningAnd every evening
My soul most devotedly records
The Nectar-flooded Discourses
Of my Lord Beloved Supreme.
11 August 2007 New York
67.
I must make my heartA pure God-surrender-song
So that I can strike
God’s largest Victory-Gong.
19 August 2007 New York
68.
Marathon isAn unimaginable joy-experience
Of the heart.
Marathon is
An unbearable suffering-experience
Of the body, the vital and the mind.
24 August 2007 Rockland Lake State Park, New York
Short talk offered before the marathon:
I have invoked special Blessings of my Absolute Lord Beloved Supreme for all the marathon runners. Each marathon is an unimaginable joy for the runner’s heart. Again, each marathon is an unspeakable torture for the body, the vital and the mind. Our philosophy is to transcend — transcend the physical pain and transcend our previous achievements. My blessings, my love and my gratitude I am offering to each and every runner.
And my special request to you all is this: when you find you are tired, extremely, extremely tired, exhausted, then do not continue, do not continue.
All my love. Start!
69.
May I be a morningAscending wave of bliss.
May I be an evening
Descending wave of peace.
26 August 2007 New York
70.
Every day I ply my life-boatBetween
My dreaming soul-shore
And
My crying heart-shore.
1 September 2007 New York
71.
My Lord Supreme,No more will You suffer
For my sake.
My life has stopped swimming
In ignorance-lake.
8 September 2007 New York
72.
Life is a constant battleBetween the human in us
And the divine in us —
And the divine in us
Will ultimately wear
Victory’s garland.
15 September 2007 New York
73.
The fever of the bodyComes and goes.
May my God-love-heart-fever
Remain forever and forever.
The fever of the body
Is torture unbearable.
My God-love-heart-fever
Is rapture unimaginable.
29 September 2007 New York
Notes
Editor's note
These prayers were mostly offered by Sri Chinmoy at the conclusion of the weekly Saturday morning “Runners are smilers two-mile races” held in New York. In 2002 Sri Chinmoy renamed them “Self-Transcendence Races.” During Christmas trips to other countries, additional races are held on other days of the week over shorter or longer distances. Sri Chinmoy frequently participated in these races.