42. A great competition

God and I
Entered into a great competition.
He pitted His Love
Against my teeming doubts.
    Alas, He won.
I pitted my ingratitude
Against His flowing Compassion.
    Alas, this time too, He won.

God, since twice I have lost to You,
I shall muster no more
Courage-light
To challenge Your superiority.
Sri Chinmoy, The Golden Boat, part 4, Vishma Press, New York, 1974