44. Four reasons
My soul wanders.My heart wonders.
My mind flounders.
My vital squanders.
My body wavers.
    Why?
    Because
My animal life I have not yet conquered,
My human life I have not yet transformed.
My life divine I have not yet manifested
    And
My life supreme I have not yet glimpsed.
Sri Chinmoy, The Golden Boat, part 6, Vishma Press, 1974