37.
My Lord,How can you be
so heartlessly cruel to me?
I pray to You for Your Closeness.
You give me success after success
So that my success-life can prevent me
From being close to You.
I assure You that one day
You will have to surrender
To my eagerness
To be in Your extreme Closeness.
Sri Chinmoy, My Lord, how can You be so heartlessly cruel to me?, Agni Press, 1999