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“My Lord, twice I get joy.
Once when I see You, once when I think of You.
Which one is more important?”

“My child, you have forgotten that you get joy four times.
Two you have mentioned, the other two I am going to tell you about.
When you work for Me, and when you feel that you are of Me.
By devotedly seeing Me once a day if you get joy, then for that joy I shall give you seventy out of a hundred.
By constantly thinking of Me if you get joy, then for that joy I shall give you eighty out of a hundred.
By soulfully working for Me if you get joy, then for that joy I shall give you ninety out of a hundred.
But by devotedly, constantly, soulfully and inseparably feeling that you are of Me and of Me alone, you get one hundred out of a hundred.
Finally I want to tell you what I get, My child.
I get joy one hundred and one out of a hundred when I see that you have really understood My inner history and My higher mathematics.”