78 Enervate
Madal: Chinmoy, I must admit that you are a spiritual lion. Tell me one thing: what is the thing that you are doing wrong which enervates you after you have had a long meditation?Chinmoy: Madal, nothing actually takes away my strength before, during or after a long meditation. To me, meditation is all energy and all life. It is the wild resistance from the unlit vital of some of my disciples and the opposition of the unaspiring earth-consciousness that weakens my human body when I bring down light into my disciples’ obscure, unaspiring and resisting natures.
Sri Chinmoy, Two brothers: Madal and Chinmoy, part 2, Agni Press, 1982