80 Ennui
Madal: Chinmoy, why am I so often a victim to ennui?Chinmoy: Madal, you so often fall into a state of weariness, discontent and boredom because your aspiring heart makes you feel that your soul really does not want the fulfillment of your teeming desires; nay, not even one desire.
Sri Chinmoy, Two brothers: Madal and Chinmoy, part 2, Agni Press, 1982