22 July 2000 (II)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
My mind says to me,
“Can you not see that God has left you
For good?”
My heart says to me,
“Look, look! God is returning.”
It also says to me
That it will keep God permanently
With its devotion-strength
And surrender-length.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

22 July 2000, 8:58 a.m. Before practising for 500-lb. seated double-dumbbell lift.