Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 209
20801
I do not want to beThe thought
Of a great thinker.
I long to be
The breath
Of a good server.
20802
Earthly dutyIs its fleeting moment.
Heavenly duty
Is its everlasting life.
20803
An unaspiring manIs his own boundless
Darkness-ignorance-pride.
20804
May I be satisfiedAll the time
In my God-belief-freedom.
20805
Fear, doubt and jealousy:These are the things
That endlessly waste
Our human life.
20806
When I do notPray and meditate self-givingly,
I roam
In sorrow’s despair-desert.
20807
The only mistakeThat seriously displeases God
Is my unwillingness to be
A choice instrument of His.
20808
My Lord,I need from You
Only two kinds of smiles:
My enthusiasm-multiplying smile
And my frustration-destroying smile.
20809
God is always ready to bless youWith His Divinity’s Simplicity-Boon,
But you prefer to have
The web of complexity.
20810
If you are relentlessly unselfish,Then no fear
Can torture your mind.
20811
My daily prayer to GodTo grant me a pure heart
Protects me
From my own selfishness-mind.
20812
My Lord Supreme feels sadAnd not mad
When I want to change the world
Untimely,
Plus in my own way.
20813
The heart-runnersEvery day run
The self-transcendence-joy-marathon.
20814
InsecuritySpreads its jealousy-wings
When I water
My mind’s negativity-plants.
20815
I am so happyThat at long last I am able
To reveal my heart’s
Aspiration-illumination-bridge.
20816
Unless I reduce myselfTo humility-zero,
I will not be allowed
In God’s ever-transcending Elevator.
20817
The pathTo God’s Golden Shore
Has to be discovered
And not invented.
20818
If you do notBring your mind’s ego-trip
To an end,
You will remain always
An aspiration-dedication-dwarf.
20819
Only a heartOf prayerful and soulful aspiration
Can compose
God-oneness-songs.
20820
My eyesRise and rise
To meet
The planet sun.
My heart
Dives and dives
To meet
The knowledge-sun.
20821
God’s Obedience-RulesAre not for the punishment
Of our life,
But for the enlightenment
Of our entire being.
20822
God never wants to endYour inner conversation with Him.
It is you who allow
Your restlessness-mind
To depart from God’s company.
20823
If your mindIs a genuine truth-seeker
And your heart
Is a genuine God-lover,
Then why do you have to
Pay your visits to God
In secrecy supreme?
20824
If you do not give upLiving in the lap
Of mind-vital-luxury,
Then how can God bless you
With the Smile
Of His Satisfaction-Heart?
20825
Alas, my self-doubtIs so powerful
That it can easily blow out
My mind’s inspiration
And my heart’s aspiration-candles.
20826
Compete againstAnd defeat
Your mind’s
Ignorance-darkness-night.
20827
My Lord,Let me ask You something:
Can I dare to cherish
The hope
That one day I will become
A supremely choice instrument
Of Yours?
20828
When I see the worldWith my enthusiasm-mind,
When I feel the world
With my willingness-heart,
I feel that
There is nothing I cannot do
For the world.
20829
The more you love God,The sooner you will be able
To declare God’s Victory
Over your own nature.
20830
O seeker,Never be complacent.
There is always time
For more deplorable mistakes
In your life.
20831
It seems that there isA constant battle
Between
The desire-follower-mind
And the aspiration-inspirer-heart.
20832
My life’s outer prosperityAnd my heart’s inner poverty
Are generally found together.
20833
My Lord tells meThat He has given me the mind
To charm His Ear,
And He has given me the heart
To feed His Heart.
20834
You do not have to find outIf God loves you and needs you.
You just need to ask your heart
To cry inwardly
And ask your life
To smile outwardly.
20835
I am not living on earthTo see tomorrow’s sunrise.
I am living on earth
To be one with Eternity’s sunshine.
20836
World-withdrawalIs no solution.
World-acceptance,
World-transformation
And world-perfection
Are the real solutions.
20837
Alas,I did not know
That I was all along living
On unfounded dreams.
20838
Irrespective of their development,The souls proudly orbit
Around their Lord Beloved Supreme.
20839
If you do not aspire,Your life will definitely
Be riddled with
Useless feelings of unworthiness.
20840
Not to see good in othersIs not only a serious
But also a dangerous
Defect.
20841
You make a monumental blunderWhen you do not respond
To God’s Compassion-flooded Eye.
20842
Prayer and meditation-highwaysCan be used only
By constantly self-giving seekers.
20843
God’s CompassionAnd God’s Concern
Champion the God-hunger-cries
Of the seeker.
20844
Happiness is notA hallucination.
Happiness is not
An illusion.
Happiness is
An unmistakable illumination.
20845
At times the human mindLoves to hear
Not only flattery
But also absurdity.
20846
He is so happyThat at last
His God-existence-doubts
Are withering away.
20847
Expectation itselfIs a most deplorable experience.
We must avoid it
If at all possible.
20848
Every dayI get tremendous joy
In taking care of
My deep-rooted faith-plant.
20849
O my mind,Can you not see
That you are suffering
From chronic God-disobedience?
20850
I am fully preparedTo be a total failure
As a human being
To please my Lord Supreme
In His own Way.
20851
I am really happyBecause I no longer allow
My heart to be invaded
By my past insecurities.
20852
The mind-ego’s thunder-roadCan never reach
The heart’s oneness-fulness-shore.
20853
God’s favouritesAre those who are
Expectation-freed detachment-smiles.
20854
I protest popularity contests,I protest supremacy contests,
For these contests interfere with
My inner oneness-life.
20855
Do not cherish your failure-life.That is the task
Of your enemies.
Do not cherish your victory-life.
That is the task
Of your Lord Beloved Supreme.
20856
No peaceful eyes,No soulful heart
Can remain unnoticed
By the God-loving humanity.
20857
A readiness-mindAnd a willingness-heart
Know no limits.
20858
How can God grant youYour oneness-freedom,
When you have become
Your own aspiration-extinction?
20859
God is alwaysHis Compassion-descent.
Can I not become
My aspiration-ascent?
20860
Can you not seeThat God is swimming
In the sea of tears
Because of
Your love-devotion-surrender-decline?
20861
O seeker,Since you have
An astonishing capacity
For self-deception,
How can you ever expect
To see God’s Satisfaction-Face?
20862
If you make yourselfAn easy target
For ignorance-night,
How can you be a lover
Of wisdom-light?
20863
To clear the horizonOf self-doubts,
I must challenge
Fear within
And fear all around.
20864
How I wish I could haveThe heart of a child,
So that I could become
A perfect stranger to sorrow!
20865
Let us all tryTo make our mind silent
And peaceful,
And give no importance
To the dramatic mind.
20866
I am simply mortifiedWhen I consider
The long-neglected promise
That I made to my soul!
20867
Peace is the only inner beautyThat constantly sings
God’s Glory.
Therefore,
It can never be defiled.
20868
My Lord,My heart is all gratitude to You,
For You have saved me
Time and again
By adamantly ignoring
My endless pleas.
20869
Deliverance does not come fromRenunciation.
Deliverance comes from
Sleepless self-offering.
20870
My Lord tells meThat unless I seek Him
With my heart
And not with my eyes,
He will not fulfil
My aspiration-cries.
20871
What have youTo give to God?
Your inner assurance
That you cannot do anything
Without His Compassion-Light.
20872
The moment I see and feelGod’s Footsteps
Pressing upon my heart,
I sing
God’s world-illumining Songs.
20873
God has come to youSo many times.
Alas, each time
You fall asleep
Just before His Arrival.
20874
God is always kindAnd compassionate to you.
Can you not give Him some rest
From your constant world-complaints?
20875
God tells our soulsTo challenge our weaknesses
And bring them to the fore
For their complete transformation.
20876
Sleeplessly I shall flyUntil
I prayerfully arrive
At my Lord’s Heart-Nest.
20877
O seeker,Challenge the defiance
Of your mind’s falsehood
If you want to please
Your Lord Supreme
In His own Way.
20878
You are a foolIf you have no reverence
For virtue.
Do you not know
That even the devils themselves
Ultimately develop respect
For virtue?
20879
God does not want youTo be afraid of Him.
He wants you always to love Him.
But at times if to fear Him
Is the only way
For you to make progress,
Then God feels that is
Absolutely the right way for you
At that moment.
20880
The inheritanceOf restless dreams
Is an empty and useless
Reality.
20881
IntoleranceHas invaded my mind-house.
Therefore
My mind is totally empty
Of sanity.
20882
Mine is the progress-heartThat can never imagine
A life that is vacant,
A life that is barren,
A life that moves backward.
20883
If you listen prayerfullyTo your soul-song,
Then your mind and your life
Will be inundated with obedience.
20884
When I look atThe compassion-eye of my soul,
All my heart’s gratitude
Comes to the fore.
20885
You may say that the soulIs hard to see,
Harder to feel
And hardest to converse with,
But I tell you,
The soul-reality is the only reality
That will eventually give you
The oneness-fulness-breath
Of Immortality.
20886
O my heart,So many times
I have deceived you,
But still your faith in me
Is not only beautiful
But also fragrant.
20887
I am absolutely sureThat no harm can be done
To my oneness-earth-life’s
Heart-breath.
20888
If you do not surrenderEvery drop of your unworthiness,
How will you ever receive
God’s unconditional Compassion-Eye?
20889
My Lord’s Confidence-LightIn the aspiring heart of humanity
Can never be measured.
20890
Since your belief in God is lukewarm,How can you ever become
A perfect stranger
To your own life of misery?
20891
Alas,Every day
God has to face
The naked sword
Of my doubting mind.
20892
O my mind and vital,There is only one real path,
And that path is
The path of the heart.
Walk along that path
If full satisfaction is something
That you want and need.
20893
Pray and meditate self-givingly.Your life-possibility-blossoms
Will turn into
Inevitability’s beauty-fragrance.
20894
You do not find what you seek.Why?
Precisely because
You do not try to silence
Your life’s monkey-mind-activities.
20895
Finally I have dethronedMy deception-mind-king
And enthroned
My illumination-heart-emperor.
20896
What is deception?It is something that goes
Round and round
In the unaspiring human mind.
20897
Remain always insideYour heart-blossoming hopes
And not inside
Your mind-multiplying jungle.
20898
VastIs love-field.
Fertile
Is devotion-field.
Invincible
Is surrender-field.
20899
Each human heartIs the most desirable fountain
To quench hope-thirst.
20900
If you can put your earthly lifeBack on the Heavenly aspiration-track,
Your ignorance-intoxication
Will sooner than at once
Come to an end.