My Christmas-New Year-Vacation Aspiration-Prayers, part 31
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Victory to my Supreme!Victory to my Lord Supreme!
Victory to my Lord Beloved Supreme!
Victory to my Lord Beloved Absolute Supreme!
Victory, victory, victory!
APR 2557. These prayers were given in Sanya, China — 25 November 2004.↩
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The soul introduces the seekerTo the Master.
The Master introduces the seeker
To the Absolute Supreme.
The Absolute Supreme introduces
The God-realised seeker
To humanity.
Humanity says to the God-realised seeker,
“Sorry, I am not ready.
You have come untimely.
You have come long before the hour.
You may come and visit me once again
After at least 200 years.”
The God-realised seeker says to humanity,
“Amen!” and adds,
“Humanity, I love you.
Humanity, you I love.
Humanity, I shall love you
Forever and forever and forever.”
Finally, the God-realised seeker says
To the Absolute Supreme,
“Supreme, my Supreme,
What have You done?
Supreme, my Supreme,
What have I done?”
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What I can do,Poor God cannot do.
God cannot sleep.
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What God can do,Poor me cannot do.
I cannot dream.
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Only to please my Lord,I smile and smile
And smile.
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Only to please my soul,I fly and fly
And fly.
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Only to please my heart,I suffer and suffer
And suffer.
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Only to please my mind,I doubt and doubt
And doubt.
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Only to please my vital,I challenge and challenge
And challenge.
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Only to please my body,I sleep and sleep
And sleep.
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Only to please my life,I struggle and struggle
And struggle.
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Only to please myself,I hide and hide
And hide.
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Alas, God’s Compassion-EyeIs no match
For our disobedience-minds
And disobedience-lives.
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Each momentIs a golden opportunity
For me
And for my God-obedience.
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The mind shouts.The heart sprouts.
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The mind stealsFrom God.
The heart feels sorry
For poor God.
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Desire criesPitifully.
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Aspiration fliesSleeplessly.
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The great lifeIs not a fate-product.
The great life
Is a determination-achievement.
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When I concentrate,I can feel the presence of my soul
Deep within.
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When I meditate,I can speak to my soul.
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When I contemplate,My Supreme Lord
Becomes extremely proud of me.
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I love the joyOf my life.
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God loves the peaceOf my heart.
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No escape, no escape!This is, indeed,
Our human life.
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All escape, all escape!Freedom is, indeed,
The life divine.
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The outer happiness comesOnly to go.
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The inner happinessIs an abiding reality.
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Speak ill of God;God will forgive you.
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Speak ill of yourself;The world will not care —
No, not even God.
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Torture and frustrationAre ruling the world.
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God wants only His Peace-childTo sit
On my meditation-heart-throne.
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The aspiration-mountainTouches and clasps
The summit-heights of Heaven.
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God the Forgiveness-HeartIndulges me.
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God the Justice-EyeTeaches me and perfects me.
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Man’s life is the pendulumBetween division-night
And oneness-light.
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Willingly God livesEverywhere,
But happily and proudly God lives
Only in the aspiration-heart.
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My heart and I invokeOnly the Unknowable.
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Alas,I am imprisoned by the things
That I do not have.
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The sound of nightCan never feel
The joy of silence.
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ImmortalIs the silence-dream
Of the aspiration-heart.
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The mind touchesGod’s Head
To examine.
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The heart claspsGod’s Feet
To worship.
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My soul-dictionaryDoes not house
The word ‘despair’.
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My Lord forgivesAll my blunders
Save and except
My disobedience.
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My inmost SourceAnd my topmost Goal
Are one and inseparable.
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Today my soulHas brought me and my heart
To the kingdom of Delight.
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My heart and IAre God’s
Love-service-blossoms.
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I shall rewrite my lifeWith my God-surrender-songs.
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The love of GodIs everywhere
The same.
APR 2606. These prayers were given in Sanya, China — 26 November 2004.↩
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The prayers to GodAre almost everywhere
The same.
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The meditations on GodAre not the same
Everywhere.
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The realisations of GodAre not the same in every human being.
Some God-realised souls
Stand at the foot of the tree,
While others remain at the middle
Of the God-realisation-tree.
Still others reach the topmost branch
Of the God-realisation-tree,
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The emptiness of the heartIs absolutely necessary
For a total God-acceptance,
God-realisation and God-manifestation.
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The aspiration-dreamsOf the seekers
Ceaselessly ascend and ascend.
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The realisation-realitiesOf a God-realised soul
Sleeplessly blossom and blossom.
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My Lord,I have only one desire:
I wish to place my head at Your Feet,
And my head will remain at Your Feet
Forever and forever.
APR 2613. These prayers were given in Sanya, China — 27 November 2004.↩
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Ultimately,Every human being has to surrender
To God’s Will,
Willingly or unwillingly.
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My Lord says to me,“My child,
You always make Me laugh.
Can you not make Me smile
Once in a while?”
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My Lord says to me,“My child,
Now that you have made
Your unconditional surrender
Cheerful, complete and perfect,
Your life will be the uppermost
On My list of priorities.”
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If I do not haveInner peace,
I shall never be able
To make my Lord Supreme
Proud of me.
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Every secondIs a golden opportunity
To make my Lord
The sole Possessor
Of my inner life
And my outer life.
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How can I be a loserOn the battlefield of my life
If I have already claimed
My Lord Supreme
As my own, very own?
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As my Lord’s Compassion-EyeThrills me,
Even so, my gratitude-heart
Thrills my Lord.
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During the dayI keep myself
Before my Lord’s Eye.
APR 2621. These prayers were given in Sanya, China — 28 November 2004.↩
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During the nightI keep myself
At my Lord’s Feet.
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In my outer lifeGod is
His Compassion-Eye.
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In my inner lifeGod is
His Sweetness-Fondness-Heart.
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In my higher lifeGod is
His bright, extremely bright
Satisfaction-Smile.
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YesterdayI was my own
Victory-pride.
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TodayI am my Lord’s
Victory-Dance.
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To my heart’s greatest delight,Wherever I go,
My Lord’s Compassion-Eye
Lights my path.
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Right from the very beginningOf my spiritual life,
I saw and knew
That I had two unfailing friends:
God’s Compassion-Eye
And
God’s Forgiveness-Heart.
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Every dayI desire to implore
God’s Forgiveness-Heart,
But every day
God wants me to explore
His Heart-Kingdom.
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My Lord is takingMy aspiration-heart
Far, far beyond the horizon
Of my earthly life.
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My Lord’s EyeIs pulling me and pulling me
Most affectionately upward.
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My Lord’s HeartIs pulling me and pulling me
Most proudly inward.
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My Lord’s ArmsAre pulling me and pulling me
Most unconditionally forward.
Editor's note
Sri Chinmoy offered the following prayers during his visit to Sanya, China in November 2004.