Beautiful is my whispering soul
1.
Beautiful is my whispering soul.Beautiful is my climbing heart.
Beautiful is my willing mind.
Beautiful is my uncomplaining vital.
Beautiful is my serving body.
2.
I look beautifulWhen I accept
Impossibility-challenges.
3.
I look beautifulWhen I play with
My silence-mind.
4.
I look beautifulWhen I am not tortured
By jealousy, insecurity
And doubt.
5.
I look beautifulWhen my mind divinely enjoys
The endless process
Of transformation.
6.
I look beautifulWhen each thought of mine
Grows into angelic perfection.
7.
I am supremely beautifulOnly when I become
The nothingness of my own life.
8.
I am supremely beautifulOnly when I become
The fulness of my soul.
9.
I am challengingThe haughtiness
Of untruth.
10.
I am challengingThe tyranny
Of impurity.
11.
I am challengingMy mind's
Confusion-jungle-thoughts.
12.
I am challengingMy ingratitude-mind.
13.
I am challengingMy long-standing helplessness-life,
Hopelessness-life
And fruitlessness-life.
14.
I am challengingMy failure-pangs
And pathos-sighs.
15.
I am challengingMy worst enemy:
Self-indulgence.
16.
I am challenging,On God's behalf,
His oldest enemy:
My ignorance-night.
17.
I am challengingThe death
Of my God-manifestation-dream.
18.
I am challengingMy heart's
Anxiety-chains.
19.
I am challengingThe fruitless desert
Of my mind.
20.
I am challengingThe bite
Of my loneliness-vital.
21.
I am challengingMy desire-snakes.
22.
I am challengingMy mind's
Unwillingness-supremacy.
23.
I am challengingMy satisfaction-punctured heart.
24.
I am challengingThe failure of my soul's mission
On earth.
25.
I am challengingMy expectation-frustration-graveyard.
26.
I am challengingThe inevitable doom
Of human life.
27.
I am challengingThe wasteful regret
Of my failure-life.
28.
I am challengingMy mind's sincerity:
Does it really love God?
Does it really need God?
Can it really live without God?
Can it really dare to doubt God?
29.
No moreShall I suffer
From binding and blinding anxieties.
30.
No moreShall I enjoy
Aspiration-vacation.
31.
No moreShall I indulge
In dedication-retirement.
32.
No moreShall I suffer
From an incomplete heart.
33.
No moreShall I tolerate
My mind's surrender-bankruptcy.
34.
No moreShall I be afraid
Of my heavy responsibilities.
35.
No moreShall I be with those
Who tell me that I am not
God's choice instrument.
36.
No moreShall I ignore
My heart's peace-hunger.
37.
No moreShall I allow my mind
To take the expectation-frustration-course.
38.
No moreShall I allow my mind
To think of any human being
As a dangerous stranger.
39.
No moreShall I allow my vital
To love suspicion-wrestling.
40.
No moreShall I allow my mind
To feed on doubt-boxing.
41.
No moreShall I cherish
My mind's ego-feast
And my heart's oneness-starvation.
42.
I am more.I am more
Than my mind's sincerity.
43.
I am more.I am more
Than my heart's purity.
44.
I am more.I am more
Than my life's spontaneity.
45.
I am more.I am more
Than my outer appearances.
46.
I am more.I am more
Than my inner experiences.
47.
I am more.I am more
Than my readiness.
48.
I am more.I am more
Than my willingness.
49.
I am more.I am more
Than my fulness.
50.
Who am I actually, then?I am my Eternity's Dream-Boat
Heading towards
My Immortality's Reality-Shore.
