Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 45
4401. My supreme moment
This is my day;I love it.
This is my morning God-Hour;
I need it.
This is my supreme moment;
And I am it.
4402. I am able to begin again
My Lord Supreme,My heart is all gratitude to You
Because I am able to begin again.
4403. Two new ways of thinking
Two totally new ways of thinking:To love God the Creator unconditionally,
And to serve God the creation unreservedly.
I shall unmistakably achieve
These two new ways of thinking
In this lifetime.
4404. Only one aim
I have only one aim:God-realisation in this incarnation.
I shall have no multiplicity of aims.
4405. Only one divine interest
I have only one divine interest:God-manifestation in this incarnation.
I shall not tolerate slavery
To any human interest.
4406. No more gloom of doubt
Mind, my mind, I warn you:No more gloom of doubt.
Heart, my heart, I warn you:
No more faltering of faith.
4407. The ecstasy of aspiration-flames
Yesterday my mind treasuredThe fantasy of desire-fire.
Today my heart is treasuring
The ecstasy of aspiration-flames.
4408. The right to choose
Give your soul the right to choose,Give your mind the right to express.
You will be able to enjoy infinite Delight
In your Lord’s complete Satisfaction-Heart.
4409. Against my heart's climbing cry
Against my heart’s climbing cryNo opposition can dare
To have any permanency.
4410. The poor cry of my heart
The poor cry of my aspiration-heartAnd the rich Smile
Of my Lord’s Compassion-Eye
Forever and forever
Shall live in each other.
4411. Your heart is playing with God
It is absolutely unnecessaryFor your mind to pray to God
Since your heart is playing with God
All the time.
4412. If you are truly faithful
If you are truly faithful,Then only are you entitled
To worship the true God.
4413. One way to do the right thing
There is only one wayTo do the right thing
And that is by becoming another God.
4414. First be sure
First be sureThat your heart is crying.
Only then can you expect
God’s Eye to smile.
4415. Your own imperfection-nights
To be truly happyYou must do two things:
You must overlook
The imperfection-evenings of others;
You must look over
Your own imperfection-nights.
4416. O fault-finder
O fault-finder,I have all along been with you.
Now I definitely want to switch sides.
I want to spend the rest of my life
With the fault-mender.
4417. Only two questions to answer
You have only two questions to answer:Earth wants to know
Where you have come from;
Heaven wants to know
Where you are going.
4418. For your permanent safety
For your permanent safetyFind God’s Compassion-Heart
Immediately.
Nobody will be able to bind your life
And nobody will be able to blind your eyes.
4419. Seconds count
Seconds count,Especially when you want
Your doubting mind to starve.
Seconds count,
Especially when you want
To regularly feed and strengthen
Your aspiring heart.
4420. If you want to alter your life
If you want to alter your lifeTotally,
Then place your gratitude-heart
On the altar of your life.
4421. I admire your life
I admire your mindBecause you are a believer.
I admire your heart
Because you are a lover.
I admire your life
Because you are a server.
4422. Free access
Everybody has a free accessTo my outer home.
But I shall grant free access
To my inner home
Only to the God-lover.
4423. Two persons love me
Two persons love me:Satan and God.
Satan loves me so that
He can use me as his faithful slave.
God loves me so that
He can have me as His cheerful friend.
4424. A false start
Aspiration without dedicationWill not win the race.
Dedication without aspiration
Is bound to make a false start.
4425. Thank God for everything
Thank God for everything you have.For example,
If you thank God
For your vital impurity,
It will diminish.
If you thank God
For your psychic purity,
It will increase beyond measure.
4426. A response to God's Call
The inner cry of a seeker’s heartIs not an emergency call.
It is a regular and unfailing response
To God’s Call.
4427. My heart longs to work for God
The difference betweenMy mind and my heart
Is this:
My mind wants to play with God,
My heart longs to work for God.
4428. Everything that is
Everything that isIs a golden opportunity to realise God.
Therefore, do not withdraw
From the battlefield of life.
4429. The inner world gives me ecstasies
The outer world gave me fantasies,And the outer world can and will
Take them away
Sooner or later.
The inner world gives me ecstasies
And it will never take them away.
4430. My heart practises forgiveness
My mind studies compassion.That’s all.
My heart practises compassion.
Something more:
It practises forgiveness too.
4431. Determination unleashed
Determination unleashed,Destination reached,
God the Satisfaction-Dreamer
Within and without pleased.
4432. Two ways to while away your time
There are two waysTo while away your time:
Pray to God’s Heart
And
Meditate on God’s Eye.
4433. Completely safe
I am completely safeOnly when I am in between
My heart’s ascending cry
And
My soul’s descending smile.
4434. Your mind's tempest-doubts
Your mind’s tempest-doubtsCan easily be brought under your control.
Just place them immediately under the eye
Of your heart-haven.
4435. His heart's gratitude-speed
A true God-server knowsThat his heart’s gratitude-speed
Is infinitely faster
Than anything else in God’s entire creation.
4436. A faithless seeker betrays
A faithful seeker stays.A faithless seeker betrays.
Something more:
He eventually destroys himself.
4437. Empty to the core
Those who are not consciously aspiringWill ultimately come to realise
That they have all along been utterly false
And completely empty to the core.
4438. The vision-free intuition
I do not need and I shall never needThe illusion-bound intellect.
I need and I shall always need
The vision-free intuition
To please my Lord Supreme
In His own Way.
4439. My mind's silence-sea
My mind’s silence-seaMeans God the Beautiful
Is all for me.
4440. Do not ignore me
O my beautiful world,Speak ill of me
If you want to,
Spread gossip about me
If you want to,
But please, please,
Do not ignore me.
4441. Only one way to be free
There is only one way to be free,And that way is to be always bound
To God’s Compassion-Eye
And God’s Forgiveness-Heart.
4442. Oneness-Home
If you think,You will be far away
From Oneness-Home.
If you cry,
You will be on your way
To Oneness-Home.
4443. Believe and obey
Believe and obey,Obey and believe:
This is the only way
To manifest the Lord’s Day
Every day.
4444. Keep your heart always open
Keep your heart always openSave and except
To the frequent invitation
Of ignorance-night.
4445. Who is right?
Who is rightIf not my God, the Compassion-Sun?
What is right
If not my constant attempt
To achieve an unconditional surrender-life?
4446. A gracious invitation
God will send youA gracious early-morning invitation
To come to His Heart-Abode
If you can keep your heart
Every morning
Pure and spacious.
4447. I must not delay!
I must not delay!My Lord Supreme Himself
Is eagerly waiting for me.
I must not fear!
My Lord Supreme Himself
Is running speedily
To my immediate rescue.
I shall quench His earth-bound Thirst
And He will feed my Heaven-free hunger.
4448. Examine your love
Examine your love.Is it self-love?
Then transform it into God-love.
Is it God-love?
Then multiply it quickly
In the urgency of today
And in the immediacy of now.
4449. Can you not do the same?
I use my mindTo see God’s Beauty-Eye
In your mind.
I use my heart
To feel God’s Bounty-Heart
In your heart.
Can you not do the same,
So that we two can be perfect instruments
Of our Beloved Supreme?
4450. Quality, not quantity!
Quality, not quantity!Quantity is when
My pride-intoxicated mind
Talks about God.
Quality is when
My heart’s mounting cry
Unconditionally obeys God.
4451. My Supreme's most perfect holiday
I am praying most soulfullySo that my Lord Supreme
Can enjoy His most perfect holiday
Inside my heart today.
4452. Two kinds of persons
I admire only two kinds of persons:The heart-crier
And
The life-smiler.
4453. With my glowing aspiration
With my teeming desiresI richly experience life.
With my glowing aspiration
I go beyond the experience of death.
4454. I wish to be that inner cry
There is a special inner cryFor every hour,
And I wish to be that inner cry
To illumine the human in me,
To manifest the divine in me
And to satisfy the Supreme in me.
4455. Unless I disown my bondage-life
Unless I vehemently and permanentlyDisown my bondage-life,
How can my Lord Supreme grant me
His Eternity’s Freedom-Breath,
And how can I claim Him
As my own, very own?
4456. A new start
From my mindI need a new departure.
With my heart
I need a new start.
4457. The inner courage comes to stay
The outer difficulties comeEventually to go.
The inner courage comes
Permanently to stay.
4458. Two most powerful realities
Two most powerful realitiesDo not meet with any opposition:
My life’s humility-light
And
My heart’s oneness-delight.
4459. A secure heart
An insecure heartIs a panic-monger.
A secure heart
Is not only a God-lover
But also a God-distributor.
4460. You must not declare
You must not declareTo the world at large
Your vast capacity-sky.
Do not even dare to commit it
To writing!
4461. Two questions torment me
Is it trueThat I love myself all the time?
Is it true
That God needs me every day?
These two questions torment me
Constantly.
4462. A fault-redeemer
Yesterday I was a fault-maker.Today I am a fault-finder.
Tomorrow I shall be a fault-mender.
And the day after tomorrow
I shall be a fault-redeemer.
4463. Give God the first choice
In your lifeGive God the first choice.
God will definitely share with you
His Satisfaction-Voice.
4464. Two special homes
I have two very special homes:My life’s newness-home
And my heart’s oneness-home.
My Lord Supreme has a very special fondness
For these two homes.
4465. Where is my perfect perfection?
Where is my perfect Perfection?My perfect Perfection is in
My self-transcending and God-pleasing
Dream-Reality.
4466. Why do you think you are alone?
You fool,How and why do you think
That you are alone?
Why do you forget
That your heart is of God
And your mind is all the time
Close to God?
4467. I am on my way back home
With my desire-lifeI went away from my home.
But now, with my aspiration-life
I am on my way back
To my Eternity’s sweet and trance-bound home.
4468. Do not just sit there
Do not just sit there.Stand up!
Do not just stand.
Start running!
If you cannot run,
Start walking at least.
Can you not see that your Beloved Supreme
Is eagerly waiting for you?
4469. Your heart will help you
Your great mindEither may not or cannot
Help you reach the shoreless Shore
Of Silence-Delight.
But your good heart
Can easily help you
And definitely will help you
Reach your Golden Shore.
4470. My aspiration is not for self-denial
My aspiration is not for self-denial.My dedication is not for self-assertion.
My aspiration is for
My Lord’s Compassion-Eye.
My dedication is for
My Lord’s Satisfaction-Heart.
4471. You are not advanced enough
Today you are not advanced enoughTo live by faith alone.
Tomorrow you will not be advanced enough
To live only for God.
But the day after, you will be both.
4472. To live in Eternity's failure-cry
To live a lifeWithout the purity of prayer
And without the divinity of meditation
Is to live in Eternity’s failure-cry.
4473. Freedom from imperfection-cave
Freedom from the mind’s imperfection-caveAutomatically shows you
The beauty, purity and divinity
Of your heart’s perfection-palace.
4474. Ready to forget my past
Unless I am all readyTo forget my most deplorable past,
How can my Lord Supreme
Forgive my deplorable past?
4475. At God's choice Hour
As the seed germinatesAt God’s choice Hour,
Even so, your heart’s aspiration-flower
Will bloom at God’s choice Hour.
Just wait and see.
4476. No time to be sick
A genuine God-lover has no timeTo be mentally stupid
In his outer life
Or emotionally sick
In his inner life.
4477. Teeming clouds appear
In the mental worldTeeming clouds appear
When the seeker is false
To his heart’s aspiration-flames
And
His life’s dedication-plants.
4478. A tremendous loss
Remember,Your own aspiration-absence
And your own dedication-failure
Will definitely bring about
A tremendous loss to the world at large.
4479. A hopeful prince-seeker
In the spiritual lifeA hopeless beggar-seeker
Is a complete stranger
To God’s Compassion-Eye.
In the spiritual life
A hopeful prince-seeker
Is extremely dear
To God’s Satisfaction-Heart.
4480. The pretence-sword
You pretend, he pretends, I pretend —Alas!
Will we ever learn
How powerful and destructive
The pretence-sword is
When we cleverly and unnoticeably
Thrust it at one another?
4481. The God-discovery test
As long as you enjoyThe game of self-interest,
You will not be able to take
The God-discovery test.
4482. Pray like a truth-seeker
Pray like a truth-seeker.Your searching mind will be happy.
Meditate like a God-lover.
Your aspiring heart will be happy.
4483. My Lord's Forgiveness-Light
My Lord’s Forgiveness-LightOutlives my ignorance-night,
And my ingratitude-depth
Outlives my Lord’s Forgiveness-Light.
4484. To sing and dance in silence
A beautiful thought and a soulful cryAre entitled to sing and dance
In silence
With the morning stars.
4485. Somebody to carry your load
You want somebody elseTo carry your load.
Granted, somebody else is ready
To carry your load.
But do you ever think
Who will carry his load?
Perhaps your own oneness-heart.
4486. Two morning messages
“Thinking forbidden!”This is the first message I read this morning
On the silver tablet
Of my God-searching mind.
“Worrying forbidden!”
This is the second message I read this morning
On the golden tablet
Of my God-loving heart.
4487. The noisy self-assertion of my vital
The noisy self-assertion of my vital,The busy self-confusion of my mind
And the crazy self-perfection of my body
Are preventing me every day
From walking with my Lord Supreme.
4488. My silence-life knows
My sound-mind thinks:“I possibly can.”
My silence-heart knows:
“I eternally am.”
4489. Pray to God
Before meditationPray to God to give you
A silence-mind.
During meditation
Pray to God to give you
Direction to reach your destined goal.
After meditation
Pray to God to give you
A surrender-heart and a gratitude-life.
4490. Not how busy, but why
Not how busy you areBut why you are busy
Is what matters.
Are you busy because
Your mind is criticising everyone
Or because your heart is loving everyone?
4491. Were you there this morning?
Were you thereIn front of your shrine
This morning
To increase your heart’s aspiration-cry
And your life’s dedication-smile?
4492. I am so happy and fortunate
I am so happy and fortunateThat my mind deeply appreciates
My heart’s God-delight
And my heart deeply appreciates
My mind’s God-search.
4493. An eternal Now
I have created todayFor my Lord Supreme,
And my Lord Supreme
Is creating for me
An eternal Now.
4494. Make up your mind!
Make up your mind!Don’t allow your mind to sleep.
Be determined!
Ask your vital to shut up.
Even the all-compassionate God
Is sick of its boasting.
4495. Where is the difference?
Where is the differenceBetween a mind of insincerity
And a life of incapacity?
No difference!
4496. How you are old
You are old;That everybody knows.
But how you are old —
That you alone know.
And why you are old —
That you can dare to hear
Only from yourself.
4497. The creation of Light
The creation of LightKnows what it has:
A cry for Divinity’s unknown Love.
The creation of Delight
Knows what it has:
A cry for Immortality’s
Unknowable Oneness.
4498. Our precious gifts
He and I exchanged our precious gifts.He gave me His boundless Joy
And I gave Him my ignorance-toy.
4499. In the psychic world
In the vital worldEvery day I used my ambition-mind
To make my life happy.
Now in the psychic world
All the time I use
My aspiration-heart
To make myself happy.
4500. God will complete it for you
If you just think of your transformation,Then it may seem
That you have to do it yourself.
If you feel the need for transformation,
Then it may seem
That God may do it for you.
But if you have started working
On your transformation,
Then God will, without fail,
Complete it for you.
Not only that,
He will do it amazingly fast.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the forty-fifth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
H.E. Mr Donald F. McHenry, United States Ambassador to the United Nations, joins Sri Chinmoy and the Meditation Group at the United Nations in a tribute to Dr Martin Luther King, Jr on 15 January 1980.
Editor's note
Some poems in this first edition were later selected by the author for a special collection of 207 Flower-Flames (FFP). The author also chose to revise some of his original poems for this anthology:FF-4401: FFP 144 (revised version).