Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 82
8101. If I Accept My Supreme Lord
If I accept my Supreme LordSupremely and unconditionally,
Then only will I be able to read
What He has inscribed
On the golden tablet of my heart:
That He loves me unconditionally.
8102. Burn Doubts Away Immediately
Burn doubts away immediately.Otherwise, dark death’s stretching sea
Will soon drown you,
Your entire life.
8103. When The Mind Is All Darkness
When the mind is all darkness,It brings endless disgrace
To the aspiring heart
And the illumining soul.
8104. Fat Old Idleness
Fat old idlenessHas a shameless eye.
It can never be invited
To the precious awakening
Of human life.
8105. Stay Inside My Heart!
O my sweet soul,Stay inside my heart, stay!
I shall no more offer you
My voice of melancholy.
I shall offer you only
My heart’s echoing love and peace.
8106. The Waters Of Perpetual Delight
Keep your belief always unstained.Then you will be able to swim
In the waters of perpetual delight.
8107. Our Heart Must Approach God
With steps unswerving,Our heart must approach God.
On the way there should not be
Any blind interchange
Between our heart’s faith
And our mind’s doubt.
8108. His Inevitable Farewell To Earth
Pain hangs heavily in his lifeAnd his heart is twisted with grief.
In spite of his powerful attachment
To this life,
He is now saying
His inevitable farewell to earth.
8109. Invisible Flames Of Aspiration
Invisible flames of aspirationCan not only brighten the soul’s light
But also create fuel
For life’s heavenward journey.
8110. His Deplorable Fate
His doubtful mindAnd his fearful heart
Are desperately trying
To thwart each other.
Alas, this is his deplorable fate.
8111. My Mind Speaks Whisperingly
My mind speaks whisperingly.My heart speaks soulfully.
My soul speaks delightfully.
Alas, why does my life
Have to speak strangely?
8112. The Blue Bird Inside My Heart
The blue bird deep inside my heartTells me that when I reach
The summit of my realisation-mountain
I shall see that the beauty of truth
Is in life itself.
8113. Can You Not Fly Away?
O my mind,Can you not fly away
From the crowd of thoughts?
O my heart,
Can you not fly away
From your insecurity-cave?
O my life,
Can you not fly away
From the grasp of ignorance-night?
8114. Useful And Useless
He is at onceUseful and useless.
He is useful when his heart
Sees truth in all things.
He is useless when his mind
Sees no truth in anything.
8115. A Great Man
One characteristicThat distinguishes a great man
Is this:
Even if he is engulfed
In the fires of adversity,
He will try to remain
A God-believer.
8116. Two Promises
The perfection of my lifeIs my promise to myself.
The satisfaction of God
Is my promise to God.
8117. You Have Something
You have something.Therefore, you desire to achieve
Something more.
Can I suggest to you
What you need most?
God-Satisfaction
In God’s own Way.
8118. What Kind Of Independence Is This?
What kind of independence is thisWhen you depend so much upon
What you are going to say,
What you are going to do,
What you are going to become?
8119. My Soul Is Leaning
God has already allowed my soulTo lean its whole weight
On His Perfection-Arms.
Now He is asking my life
To lean its whole weight
On His Lotus Feet.
8120. Eternity's Infinite Questions
Man has his Eternity’sInfinite questions.
God has His Immortality’s
Only answer:
Oneness-embrace.
8121. Your Uncertain Life
Your old mindIs tired of living.
Your new heart
Is afraid of dying.
Your uncertain life
Is crying one moment
And smiling the next —
Crying for possession
And smiling with renunciation.
8122. He Made Two Great Decisions
He made two great decisions:Not to speak ill of humanity
Any more,
To love God infinitely more
From now on.
8123. You Have Given Me Fear
Death, you have given me fear.Take it away immediately!
Heaven, you have given me delight.
Allow me to keep it permanently!
8124. I Bring Forward My Soul
When my mind and my heartAre at war,
What do I do?
I bring forward my soul
To help my real friend, my heart.
8125. Each Good Thought Vanishes
Each good thought vanishesFaster than it appears.
Alas, each man is doomed
To have this experience.
8126. When He Struggles
He gets satisfaction,Soulful and fruitful,
When he struggles and struggles
In the face of the inevitable.
8127. Heaven-Created Compassion
No earth-bound powerCan be permanently effectual
Unless Heaven-created Compassion
Sleeplessly supports it.
8128. An Incurable Disease
If you deliberately ignoreThe Will of God,
Then you are bound to have
An incurable disease:
Unhappiness.
8129. Degrees Of Self-Complacency
When your mind and vital start enjoyingVarious degrees of self-complacency,
Then your life’s progress comes
To an abrupt and total end.
8130. Tears Of Oneness-Love
Develop soulfully pure tearsOf oneness-love.
Then the universal life of beauty
Will be all yours.
8131. My Lord Supreme Loves Everything
Can you believeThat my Lord Supreme loves
Everything that I say and do,
Even my unimaginably feeble
Tribute to Him?
8132. Sleeplessly Devoted
My morning prayersAnd my evening meditations
Are sleeplessly devoted
To the manifestation
Of God’s Compassion-Light
Here on earth.
8133. A Ruined Paradise
If you do not feed your heart’s hungerDaily plus cheerfully,
Then your heart will soon become
A totally ruined paradise.
8134. My Heart's Fathomless Despair
O my stupid mind,When will you stop laughing
At my heart’s fathomless despair?
8135. A Visible Dedication
What we need from lifeIs a visible dedication.
Otherwise, an invisible frustration
Will chase our life.
8136. Your Uncomplaining Life
If your mind lovesYour uncomplaining life,
That means your mind is ready
For total illumination.
8137. I Wish To Unveil Heaven
My Lord, I do not wantTo be chained to time any more,
For I wish to unveil Heaven
In its birthless and deathless Delight.
8138. Self-Enlightenment Will Cling
As self-contempt clingsTo your impure vital life,
Even so, self-enlightenment
Will permanently cling
To your pure psychic life.
8139. You Need Sleepless Devotion
If you want to run awayFrom the wild world,
Then you do not need
Two swift feet.
What you need is sleepless devotion
To God’s Compassion-Heart.
8140. His Heart's Sleepless Hunger
His heart’s sleepless hungerIs crying
For God-Satisfaction-dreams.
8141. The Doubting Mind Must Surrender
The doubting mind must surrenderTo the aspiring heart.
Otherwise, the stumbling life will suffer
In a mournful mist of tenebrous fear.
8142. Mortal Grief
You are a man of belief.How is it that you dare not believe
That your earthly grief
Itself is mortal?
8143. Speaking Ill Of God
Speaking ill of GodIs like fighting an unseen enemy
Who can be found anywhere inside
A limitless void.
8144. Two Things He Cannot Understand
Two things he cannot understand:Why humanity fears him
And why divinity is indifferent to him.
8145. My Today's Hungry Heart
O my hope-world,I have your tomorrow
Inside my today’s hungry heart.
8146. God Does Not Know How To Punish
O fearful heart,Do believe that God does not know
How to punish.
God knows only how to illumine
And thus satisfy His Eternity’s
Infinite Vision-Dreams.
8147. A Strong Heart Gives And Becomes
A questioning mind does not give.A strong heart not only gives
But also becomes.
What does it give and become?
God the eternal Dreamer.
8148. Your Mind Is Useless
If your mind is criticalOf everything,
Then your mind is useless.
If your heart is pleased
With nothing,
Then your heart is worse than useless.
8149. Your Faith Is Its Own Victory
Your faith is not worthless.Your faith is not trivial.
Your faith is its own
Splendid victory.
8150. A Prison Of Self-Indulgence
If your life is locked in a prisonOf self-indulgence,
Then your self-image will
Without fail
Eclipse your God-image.
8151. Satisfaction Illumines My Life
When I live inside my vital,Superiority damages my life.
When I live inside my mind,
Inferiority damages my life.
When I live inside my heart,
Satisfaction illumines my life.
8152. Not A Flicker Of Hope
Even though he gives all that he hasAnd all that he is
To mankind,
He does not see a flicker of hope
For God-Manifestation
In God’s own Way
Here on earth.
8153. His Soul Has Planned
His soul has plannedFrom the beginning of time
To reduce his mind’s desire-life
And diminish his vital’s frustration-life.
8154. If You Carry God Only Sometimes
If you carry God only sometimesIn your heart,
How can you expect God
To be your Friend
All the time?
8155. A Crisis-Filled World
This is a crisis-filled world.Here you meet with
Either dire destruction
Or unforgettable failure.
8156. A True Candidate
If I can express my instant readiness,Then only can I become
A true candidate
For the sunlit path.
8157. His Mind Has The Capacity
True, his mind has the capacityTo enter into self-delusion,
But his heart has the capacity
To cry for self-perfection.
8158. An All-Devouring Ego
If you are an all-devouring ego,Then how will you know
Where you are supposed to go
And who will go with you
After you reach your frustration-goal?
8159. My Lord's Fulness-Heart
My Lord’s Fulness-HeartAlways answers my heart’s
Soulful appeal.
8160. Turn My Life Into An Open Book
O my Lord,Do turn my life into an open book
And place it right before
Your Vision-Eye and Compassion-Heart.
8161. What I Need
What I need is a mindPerpetually interesting.
What I need is a heart
Universally inspiring.
What I need is a soul
Transcendentally illumining.
8162. I Receive Only One Message
From earth’s most remote cornersI receive only one message:
“Earth and progress do not rhyme.”
8163. An Endless Future Is Before You
Remember, an endless future is before you,Not behind you.
Therefore, you can easily make friends
With endless happiness-hopes.
8164. If You Have Oneness-Faith
If you have oneness-faithIn God’s Vision-Eye,
Then your life will be
Heaven’s transcendental choice
And earth’s universal voice.
8165. Heaven Will Accompany
Heaven itself will cheerfullyAccompany a God-lover
If he turns his life
Into a gratitude-song
For his Beloved Lord to sing.
8166. If You Are Afraid Of Silence-Light
If you are afraidOf silence-light,
That means you are not meant
For God’s Nectar-Delight.
8167. Mine Is The Heart-Song
Mine is the heart-songThat invokes the unknowable
With the cheerful help
Of the unknown.
8168. When We Talk Of World Peace
When we talk of world peace,We are actually talking secretly
Of our own self-interest.
8169. A Sheer Dream
If pleasure is a sheer dream,Then pain is also a dream,
A mere dream.
8170. God Does Not Look At Me
God does not look at me,Not because my mind is impure
But because my heart is unsure.
8171. You Are Not Happy
You are not happyAnd you will never be happy
Because you do not lose yourself
Enough to find yourself —
I mean your true self.
8172. He Lives In Empty Silence
He lives in empty silence.Therefore his ignorance-life
Is lengthened
And his knowledge-life
Is shortened.
8173. Everywhere
Everywhere is a demanding vital.Everywhere is a doubting mind.
Everywhere is a God-loving heart.
8174. Do You Ever Think?
No doubt you love God soulfully,But do you ever think
Of loving God’s Heart
And serving God’s Body
Unconditionally?
8175. His Curiosity-Mind Wants To Know
His curiosity-mind wants to knowThe weak secrets
Of the past world
And the strong secrets
Of the future world.
8176. To Renounce My Curiosity-Life
There is only one way for meTo renounce my curiosity-life,
And that is to constantly feel
That I am of man the God
And for God the man.
8177. Let Time Tell The Rest
I love God, I need God.This is what I can say
For the time being.
Let time tell the rest for me.
8178. If God Has Stopped Looking
If God has stopped lookingAt your face,
That does not mean
You cannot look
At God’s Feet.
8179. Although I Delay
Although I delayMy heavenward journey,
My heart is always for
The perfection-satisfaction
Of Heaven’s smile.
8180. Haunted By Eternity's Hunger-Cry
Each soulful heartIs haunted by Eternity’s hunger-cry.
I know it
And my heart knows it.
8181. His Love Of God Is Perfect
His outer life is rich,His inner life is deep,
His higher life is sure
And his love of God is perfect.
8182. The Equal Of A Gratitude-Heart
The equal of a gratitude-heartWill never be available
Either here on earth
Or there in Heaven.
8183. My Lord, Break Me
My Lord, break me,My mind and my life,
So that I can claim You
As my own, very own,
And love You infinitely more
Than I can right now imagine.
8184. The Crowd Of Supernal Memories
Who says that you are doingThe wrong thing
By enjoying the crowd
Of your supernal memories?
8185. When I Talk About God
Everybody knowsWhen I talk about God.
But alas,
Does anybody care to know
When God talks about me?
8186. Why Do I Find Fault?
Since I am happy with whatI am doing for myself,
Why do I then find fault
With both God the Creator
And God the creation?
8187. God Is Always Perfect
Unconsciously I tell the worldThat God is great.
Consciously I tell the world
That God is good.
Soulfully I must tell the world
That God is always absolutely perfect.
8188. God Has Told Me Many Things
God has told me many thingsDuring the years
Since I first accepted the spiritual life,
But I have told God only one thing:
I need more Love from Him.
8189. Possessors Of Fruitless Expectations
I thought God was going toPerfect my life.
God thought I was going to
Surrender my heart to Him.
Unfortunately we are both the possessors
Of fruitless expectations.
8190. Each Human Being Wants To Know
Each human being wants to knowWhat he can do for himself.
Alas, does he ever care to know
What God, out of His infinite Bounty,
Has already done for him?
8191. My Mind Knows
My heart may not knowHow to love God soulfully.
My life may not know
How to serve God cheerfully.
But my mind knows
How to delay God’s appearance
Indefinitely.
8192. The Human Life-Story
Each day beginsWith a soulful hope.
Each day ends
With a powerful promise.
This is the human life-story.
8193. The Heart That Cries Sleeplessly
The heart that cries sleeplesslyKnows what God looks like.
The soul that smiles constantly
Knows who God is
Plus where God is.
8194. The Humility Of A Tree
The humility of a treePleases my life.
The purity of a flower
Pleases my heart.
The divinity of a fruit
Pleases my soul.
8195. A Universal Favourite
The heart that lovesThe Divinity of God the Creator
And the Beauty of God the creation
Is always a universal favourite.
8196. The Golden Harp
If you want to break asunderThe chains of bondage-life,
Ask your heart to play
On the golden harp
Inside your soul’s dream-boat.
8197. What I Remember Most
I do not remember everythingThat I did in Heaven,
But what I do remember clearly
Is the unconditionally cheerful sharing
Of the advanced souls.
8198. The Glowing Promise
Before I came to realiseWho God is,
God told me who I am:
The glowing promise
Of His Vision-Eye.
8199. Something Quite Unusual
In this fast-paced worldYou are trying to do something
Quite unusual:
You are trying to have
A relaxed mind and a listening heart.
8200. Two Firm Convictions
True, God has not given meEverything,
But He has given me
Two firm convictions:
He loves me
No matter what I do;
I shall need Him
No matter what I become.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the eighty-second volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Sri Chinmoy meets Bob Beamon, the world record-holder for the long jump, in New York on 8 June 1981.