Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 98
9701. I Am Great, I Am Good
I am great,Not because I sincerely pray to God,
But because God, out of His boundless Bounty,
Has given me the unparalleled opportunity
To live in His Vision-Eye.
I am good,
Not because I soulfully meditate on God,
But because God, out of His boundless Bounty,
Has given me the unparalleled opportunity
To live in His Compassion-Heart.
9702. If You Are Leading A Human Life
If you are leading a human life,Ordinary and unaspiring,
Then expectation is your morning illusion
And evening frustration.
If you are leading a divine life,
Simple, sincere and pure,
Then aspiration is your morning joy
And evening peace.
9703. A Beautiful Day Has Dawned
O Lord Supreme,A beautiful day has dawned for us.
Please tell us what we should do
During the entire day.
“My sweet children,
You are now praying to Me
And meditating on Me
Devotedly and soulfully.
The entire day try to think and feel
That you are eternally of Me alone
And eternally for Me alone.”
9704. How Can My Mind Think Of You?
My Lord,How can my mind think of You
When it is suffering so much?
“My child,
Tell your mind
That it does not have to think of Me.
It only has to think of My Peace.”
9705. How Can My Heart Feel You?
My Lord,How can my heart feel You
When it is suffering so much?
“My child,
Tell your heart
That it does not have to feel Me.
It only has to feel My Bliss.”
9706. How Can My Vital Know You?
My Lord,How can my vital know You
When it is suffering so much?
“My child,
Tell your vital
That it does not have to know Me.
It only has to know My Oneness.”
9707. How Can My Body Have Faith In You?
My Lord,How can my body have faith in You
When it is suffering so much?
“My child,
Tell your body
That it does not have to have faith in Me.
It only has to have faith in My Compassion.”
9708. I Only Want To Know
I do not want to knowHow I have failed
And why I have failed.
I only want to know
How I can succeed,
For I know that I shall definitely succeed.
When?
Soon, very soon!
9709. It Will Not Take Much Time
Since your heart isExceedingly beautiful,
It will not take much time
For you to make your life
Supremely fruitful.
9710. Then I Shall Claim You
My Lord Supreme,I have given You
My aspiration, dedication and surrender.
What else do You want from me
So that I can be a perfect instrument
Of Yours?
“My child,
Be constantly pure in your aspiration.
Be constantly humble in your dedication.
Be constantly sincere in your surrender.
Then I shall claim you
Not only as a perfect instrument of Mine
But also as My own, very own.”
9711. Your Unwillingness To Change
My Lord Supreme, I know, I know,My insincerity, my impurity
And my doubt hurt You.
Is there anything else that hurts You?
“Yes, My child, there is something else.
Your unwillingness to change your nature
Hurts Me infinitely, infinitely more
Than your insincerity, impurity and doubt.”
9712. I Shall Every Day Give You
“Children, My dear children,I shall every day give you
What I have:
My Infinity’s Love.
I shall every day give you
What I am:
My Eternity’s Compassion.”
Father, dear Father,
We shall every day sleeplessly give You
What we have:
Our insecurity-lives.
We shall every day soulfully give You
What we are:
Our gratitude-flames.
9713. My Sincerity Tells Me
My sincerity tells meGod is.
My purity tells me
God does.
My receptivity tells me
God is for me,
For me always.
9714. The Easiest Way To Please You
My Lord Supreme,Do tell me the easiest way
To please You.
“My child, from today on
Think of yourself infinitely more
Than you think of others,
Until the time comes
When I ask you
To think of Me infinitely more
Than you think of yourself.
This is the absolutely easiest way
To please Me.”
9715. To Become A Perfect Instrument
To become a perfect instrumentOf your Beloved Supreme
You need only two things from Him daily.
During the day
You need His Compassion
So that in the battlefield of life
Your searching mind can succeed
And your crying heart can proceed.
During the night
You need His Forgiveness
Because unconsciously, if not consciously,
You make friends with ignorance-sleep.
9716. Give And Become
Soulfully give what you have.You will realise
That you have given nothing.
Consciously become what you are.
You will realise
That you have become everything:
A perfect instrument
Of your Beloved Supreme.
9717. Something Special
Not only every day but at every momentYour Lord Supreme does something
Very special for you.
When you are lethargic,
He stands behind you
And pushes you forward.
When you are energetic,
He stands before you
And pulls you forward.
9718. My Heaven-Bound Journey
Since I have taken my dutiesSeriously and soulfully
And I have fulfilled my obligations,
Inner and outer,
Nobody will be able to delay
My Heaven-bound journey.
9719. It Is Unmistakably Obvious
It is unmistakably obviousThat nothing great, nothing good
And nothing abiding
Can ever breathe outside the love-citadel
Of one’s own inner being.
9720. His Heart He Spends
His heart he spends in discoveringThe beauty, purity and divinity
Of love.
His life he spends in manifesting
The promises of his Heaven-free
Soul-reality.
9721. Nobody Can Stop Me!
Nobody can stop me!In the inner life
My heart is my own revolution.
In the outer life
My mind is my own determination.
9722. Your Heart's Door
Keep your heart’s door closed.You will see that your own success
Is no success at all.
Keep your heart’s door open.
You will see that the success of others
Is also your success.
9723. If You Cannot Expand Your Heart
If you cannot expand your heartAnd establish your oneness
With your highest Self,
Then in God’s Eye
You will be totally lost.
9724. He Was Dearest To God
He was dearest to GodBecause he offered to help others
Without being requested.
He was dearest to God
Because when others requested his help
He felt they were carrying
Nothing other than God’s Message.
9725. Your Heroic Effort
The determination in your heroic effortWill permeate your mind and heart
Even after your success or failure
Is long forgotten.
9726. To Please God In His Own Way
To please God in His own WayYou know what you are supposed to do:
Just live in the heart
And not in the mind.
9727. The Joy In Your Hearts
Whenever you do somethingGreat and good,
Your Master feels he has done it.
Whenever your Master does something
Great and good,
Try to feel you have done it.
Then the mutual joy in your hearts
Will last eternally.
9728. The Dark Ignorance-Tunnel
The dark ignorance-tunnelMay seem endless to you,
But he who has already passed through it
Knows it is only a matter of time
Before you will also emerge
Into the effulgence of God’s infinite Light.
9729. The Golden Shore Is Waiting
Although you are experiencingRepeated defeats and failures,
Do not give up!
Always remember
The Golden Shore is waiting
For nobody else but you.
9730. The Nature Of Divine Friendship
The nature of divine friendship:If one friend loses,
The other’s oneness-heart will break.
If one friend wins,
The other’s oneness-heart will make him feel
It is he who has won.
9731. The Ultimate Victory
Although God is prepared to failEvery day, every hour and every minute
When he deals with our human nature,
He knows that His is the ultimate Victory.
9732. Cherish Only The Divine Fear
Human fear is absolutely useless!Why be afraid of anybody or anything?
Cherish only the divine fear
That you may do something
Which will bring suffering
To your Beloved Supreme.
9733. If You Can Identify
If you can identifyWith your friend’s achievements,
You will share his happiness.
If you cannot identify
With your friend’s achievements,
You will act like his worst enemy
In the inner world.
9734. You Will Never Be Blessed
If you cannot conquerYour outer greed,
You will never be blessed
With an abiding inner hunger.
9735. The First Rung
Determination is the first rungOn the evolution-ladder,
Not only for unaspiring people
But also for those
Who have wholeheartedly accepted
The spiritual life.
9736. A Disgrace To His Heart And Soul
Because he was failing badlyIn his life-examination,
He was a disgrace not only to his soul
But also to his heart,
Which was sincerely aspiring
To make him a good truth-seeker.
9737. I See Failure All Around
Although I see failureAll around me,
I shall always strive to maintain
My inner oneness with God.
9738. If You Have The Capacity
If you have the capacityTo please God for one day,
Then, without fail,
You have the capacity
To please Him always.
9739. Your Empty Heart
Your empty heartIs the beginning
Of your silence-delight-experience.
9740. Purity's Oneness-Light
I have only one prayer,And that prayer is simple and constant.
What do I pray for?
Purity’s oneness-light
Within and without
At each human breath.
9741. A Representative Of God
If you want to realise who you are,Then start acting like
A representative of God
And not a representative of ignorance.
9742. Do Not Separate Them
The real in youAnd the unknowable in you
Are always the same.
Do not separate them
If you want to live
In the oneness of self-perfection
And God-satisfaction.
9743. Positive Energy
Curiosity cannot createPositive energy.
Sincerity can not only create
Positive energy,
But can also offer it to others.
9744. If You Do Not Renounce
If you do not renounceYour negative thinking habits,
Then the darkness-forces will announce
Their destruction-victory inside you.
9745. What Can You Expect?
What can you expectFrom poor God
If you wilfully resist
His unconditional Compassion-Arrival?
9746. Struggle Against Darkness!
Struggle!Struggle vehemently against darkness!
Your soul, the blue bird inside your heart,
Desperately wants from you
The transformation of your earth-life.
9747. Your Mind's Resentment
Be careful!Your shameless mind’s
Heartless resentment
Can indefinitely delay
Your soulful heart’s
Supreme enlightenment.
9748. Since Your Vital Is Not Ready
Since your vital is not readyTo give up the idea of hiding,
How can you expect the world
To give up the idea of exposing you?
9749. Your Unwilling Mind Knows
Your unwilling mind knowsWhat resentment is.
Your loving heart knows
What oneness is.
9750. He Was For Those
God granted himHis own Self-Transcendence-Smile
Because he was unreservedly for those
Whose needs came to his notice.
9751. Your Hope Of Peace
Since yours is a calm and serene mind,Your hope of promoting world peace
Shall not remain an unfulfilled dream.
9752. Beyond Imagination
I hate your complex mindBeyond my imagination.
I love your simple heart
Beyond your imagination.
9753. Not To God's Taste
If God’s strictnessIs not to your taste,
Remember that your life’s barrenness
Is not to God’s taste.
9754. To Accomplish Something Great
If you really want to accomplishSomething great in life,
Then be quick to battle against ignorance
And, if needed, exercise your divine authority.
9755. An Unconditional God-Lover
He who is an unconditional God-loverIs a spark of God’s special Light
And the centre of God’s special Love.
9756. He Has Satisfaction
He has satisfaction.He is perfection.
Therefore, he has fulfilled
His two Himalayan commitments.
9757. Your Heart's God-Vision
The entire lengthOf your life’s God-manifestation
Is founded upon the strength
Of your heart’s God-vision.
9758. A True God-Lover's Stillness
When I pray,I start with a beggar’s nothingness.
When I meditate,
I start with a true God-lover’s stillness.
9759. No Real Agreement
There can be no real agreementBetween what my vital wants
And what my heart needs.
9760. Your Faith Has Strength
Do you knowThat your faith has enough strength
To carry even your impurity to God?
9761. Your Aspiration-Light
Your aspiration-lightMust always stand above
Your previous desire-night
In its determination-strength.
9762. My Divine Willingness
My human nothingnessDoes not change me.
My divine willingness
Can and does change me.
9763. My Crying Heart
My crying heartIs an inexperienced child.
My doubting mind
Is an experienced fool.
9764. The Great Sleeper
O my body,Everybody knows that you are
The great sleeper.
Can you not prove to the world
That you are something else as well:
A sacred temple of the evolving God?
9765. Two Things I See
When God’s Breath touches my sleep,Two things I immediately see:
God’s Compassion-Tree
And
My own gratitude-plant.
9766. Your Only Reality-World
You have danced in the desire-worldFor many, many years.
Do you not believe in
The ecstasy-breath of newness?
Can you not see
That you have a free access
To the aspiration-world as well,
And that this aspiration-world
Is your only reality-world?
9767. The Lion Deep Within
Dive deep within.You will see a lion
In its own lion-poise.
The day is fast approaching
When this lion will roar and roar,
Announcing the Victory
Of your Lord Supreme.
9768. Total Strangers
Anxiety and worry,You are total strangers
To my aspiring life.
I can be of no help to you!
Therefore, why do you not leave me?
9769. When You Speak Ill Of Others
When you speak ill of others,You have already exposed
Your own inner weakness
To the outer world.
9770. A Dreamer Of God-Dreams
Unless I become a sleepless dreamerOf God-Dreams,
My heart shall remain a fount
Of orphan-tears.
9771. A Strong Curiosity
The mind says to the heart,“I am not ready
And I may never be ready
To pray to God,
But I have a strong curiosity
To see God.
Therefore, will you not take me
In your boat
And pilot me to the Golden Shore?”
9772. When I Disappoint My Soul
When I disappoint my soul,I not only weaken my life
But also sadden
My Lord’s Compassion-Heart.
9773. No Match
If you are not sincerely aspiring,Then remember,
The unkindness of the world
Is no match for your own unkindness
To your all-loving soul.
9774. What You Think Of Yourself
Tell me, my friend,What you think of yourself,
Not what you know about yourself,
For that is what
Will definitely inspire me.
9775. If I Do Not Prevent
If I do not preventDiscouraging thoughts from attacking me,
That means I am allowing
Someone to threaten me
With a taut and strangling rope.
9776. Truth's Great Friend
Since truth has repeatedly told youThat you are its great friend,
Why do you need falsehood
To befriend you?
9777. The Universal Disease
Everybody knowsWhat the universal disease is:
Doubt.
But does anybody care
For the real medicine,
Or for any medicine at all?
9778. A Very Pleasant Entertainment
The enlightenment of a seeker’s lifeIs nothing other than
A very pleasant entertainment
In God’s Heart-Garden.
9779. A Leisure Activity
To love the purity of silence-delightIs to divinely enjoy
A God-manifesting leisure activity.
9780. My Unmistakable Conviction
I always belongAt my Lord’s Forgiveness-Feet:
This is my absolutely
Unmistakable conviction.
9781. I Appreciate Your Mind
I appreciate your mindBecause it sincerely pursues.
I admire your heart
Because it richly achieves.
9782. Truth Is Illumination
My vital does not wantTo hear the truth from you,
For it feels that truth is punishment.
My heart wants to hear
Only the truth from you,
For it feels that truth is not punishment
But illumination.
9783. God Is An Insider
God is not an outsider.God is an insider,
Closer than the closest,
The only one who protects
And illumines you.
Why, then, are you afraid of Him?
Why are you so unkind to Him?
Why do you not love Him?
Why do you feel
That you do not need Him?
9784. God Is No Intruder
Who told youThat God is an intruder?
He is not!
He is only the greatest Perfection-Lover
And Satisfaction-Promoter.
9785. The Meaning Of Human Life
The ultimate meaning of human lifeLies in the sleepless thrill of self-giving
To the world of aspiration-heart.
9786. A Long Talk With God
I had a long talk with God.He told me two most important things
About the mountain-smile
Of my aspiration-heart:
It has conquered the division-mind
Of the world,
And it has welcomed God the Doer
Secretly
And God the Lover
Openly.
9787. What You Want To Be
What you have is a blundering mind.What you are is a forgotten hope.
What you want to be
Is the question of questions,
Which God alone can answer.
9788. If Your Mind Loves Sincerity
If your mind lovesIndisputable sincerity,
Then your heart will quickly become
The master of your life.
9789. An Unforgivable Insult
O my mind,My heart is so well-liked
By my Lord Supreme!
Therefore, do you not see that it is
An unforgivable insult
When you criticise
My pure and self-giving heart?
9790. I Wanted To Admire
I wanted to admireThe beauty of Infinity.
Alas, my mind’s incapacity
And my mind’s impurity
Have forced me to surrender
To strangling Eternity.
9791. Success-Progress-Stories
Since you are quite comfortableWith your mind’s frequent inconsistencies,
How can anybody teach your life
Success-progress-stories?
9792. Unless I Become A Positive Voice
Unless I become a positive voiceTo myself,
My heart shall remain
An utterly disappointed hope.
9793. God's Satisfaction-Delight
Where is God’s Compassion-Light?It is inside the sound
Of my prayer-dream.
Where is God’s Satisfaction-Delight?
It is inside the silence
Of my meditation-mountain.
9794. He Shrouded His Life
His spiritual life was stungBy a piercing criticism-arrow.
Therefore, he deliberately shrouded his life
In top secrecy.
9795. The Cemetery Of Yesterday
You want to know todayWhere my teeming doubts are.
Well, I have found a suitable place
For them to stay.
They are in the cemetery of yesterday.
9796. Two Ecstasy-Wings
A vast inspiration flashes across my mind:I shall weep until my heart-bird
Receives from Above
Two ecstasy-wings.
9797. His Own Obedience-Life
Now that he has achieved perfectionIn his own obedience-life,
His heart is swimming
In the sea of delight.
9798. Death And Its Friend
Man’s love for the unnatural lifeAnd for the finite realities
Has created death
And its good friend, ignorance.
9799. Beauty Prays
The outer beauty prays to GodFor more beauty.
The inner beauty prays to God
For more responsibility.
9800. The Sunshine That Crosses My Path
Hope lights the candle of delightInside the temple of my silence-heart today.
Once more I am able to claim my Lord Supreme
As my own, very own.
From today on I shall be
The sunshine that crosses my path.
Editor's introduction to the first edition
This is the ninety-eighth volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.
Editor's note to cover photo
Sri Chinmoy presents Captain Jack McDonell, Commanding Officer of the Naval Air Station at Willow Grove, Pennsylvania, with a few of his books on 3 May 1975. Later Sri Chinmoy conducted a meditation in the station chapel.