I am my life's God-hunger-heart, part 3
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I amMy life's
God-hunger-heart.
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My soul's highest promiseAnd my Lord's deepest Satisfaction
Are two immortal travellers,
Walking side by side
Along Eternity's Road.
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A perfect Truth-seeker and God-loverIs not Heaven-born.
He is earth-born
From earth's sleepless and breathless
Tears and cries.
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Each and every God-thoughtIn my mind
Comes from the peace-fragrance
Of my heart.
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Ignorance-night invades usOnly when our hearts
Are empty of devotion.
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AspirationIs how I breathlessly feel
And not
What I ceaselessly talk about.
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My mind's fog and cloudsCannot hide
The sunlit path of my heart.
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My aspiration-heart dearly loves meBecause I love God only.
My God-realisation-soul proudly loves me
Because God is my All.
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Today my mind's desire-nightIs over.
My heart's aspiration-dawn
Is blossoming.
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God cannot help feeling shockedWhen He hears from me
That I am an utter failure.
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Peace-seedIs my heart's inner name.
Bliss-harvest
Is my life's outer name.
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Each and every pure thought of mineIs a direct and perfect representative
Of God's purest Dream
Here on earth.
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My Lord, I do so many things for You.How many things do You do
For me?
"My child, since I am an old man,
I do only one thing for you.
Every day, for twenty-four hours,
I cradle you inside My Compassion-Eye
And Forgiveness-Heart."
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Our oneness-inspired actionsAre the only actions
That God treasures.
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May the beauty, purity and fragranceOf my heart
Fly beyond time and space.
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During the day I amuse my LordWith my life-stories.
At night I feed my Lord
With my soul-songs.
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God will tell the whole worldThat I am a supremely choice instrument
Of His
Only when my eyes are filled
With the beauty of silence
And my heart
With the divinity of peace.
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I can clearly see that each timeI shake hands with desire,
The beauty of my aspiration-life
Is immediately marred.
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My aspiring heart is immortalisedBy God Himself
Just because I am no longer
Victimised by my doubting mind.
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I was born of hope-seedTo fly
In Infinity's Promise-Sky.
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The farther I move awayFrom my own expectation-prison,
The closer my Lord Beloved Supreme
Comes to me
With His immortality's Joy, Love
And Pride.
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My Lord Beloved Supreme,When You bless me with Your Heart's
Compassion-Ocean,
What can I give You in return
To make You happy?
"My child, only a gratitude-drop
From your heart-cup."
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My Lord,Is there any single piece of advice
You can give me
That will immediately illumine me
And satisfy me completely?
"Yes, My child, I have one.
At every moment listen
To your dreaming heart-whispers
And never listen
To your roaming mind-roar."
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I pray to sitAt God's Compassion-Feet.
I meditate to see
God's Illumination-Heart.
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Humanity's most deplorable audacityIs its declaration:
"No oneness-heart-exercise!"
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Since you know that your mindIs conscience-guilty,
Why do you hesitate
To correct your mind?
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As the desire-mind-attack is severe,Even so is
The aspiration-starvation-attack.
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May my soul's rainbow-beautyBrighten my heart-sky
Every day.
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Mine is the heartThat feeds on gratitude-blossoms.
Mine is the life
That feeds on surrender-blooms.
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The mind that thirstsFor the Newness-God-Beauty
I have.
The heart that hungers
For the Oneness-God-Fragrance
I am.
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My desire-mind wants to bindGod's powerful Hands.
My aspiration-heart wishes to touch
God's beautiful Feet.
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O my mind,Stop broadcasting your ego-balloon-news!
God wants to hear
My heart's sweetness-oneness-flute-melody.
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God Himself has brought meTo the path of spirituality.
Therefore, it is my bounden duty
To love Him, please Him and fulfil Him
Only in His own Way.
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Each time I dive deep within,My Lord Supreme blesses me
With the paradise-fragrance
Of the ever-transcending Beyond.
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Each manIs a helpless victim-slave
To his own self-importance.
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Today I am a supreme enjoyerOf two realities:
My fast-decaying doubt-mind
And my fast-blossoming faith-heart.
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Your progress-delightIs guaranteed
The moment your heart can sing
A prayerful and tearful God-song.
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Beauty incarnateIs a God-lover.
Delight incarnate
Is a God-server.
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A twenty-four-hour God-loverCan never have a vulnerable point:
So says God.
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My mind is happy becauseMy mind is choosing God's Victory
Over my mind's victory.
My heart is happy because
My heart is choosing God's Needs
Over my heart's needs.
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Desire-mind-tragedyI was.
Aspiration-heart-melody
I am.
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A stubborn unwillingness-mindI was.
A docile willingness-heart
I am.
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Spirituality without purityIs like
A boat without the boatman.
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Only a peace-bird-heartCan fly
In God's own Rainbow-Sky.
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Only a peace-bird-heartCan dance
To God's universal Oneness-Melody.
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Eagerness-sincerityAnd aspiration-intensity
Always love to be
In each other's company.
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ForgivenessAnd
Happiness
Are twins.
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Choose we must!Desire's destruction-dance
Or
Aspiration's liberation-song.
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God Himself nurturesMy heart's fondest hopes
And
My life's bravest promises.
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No one told me;I just know that God's Eye
And His Compassion-Heart
Will help me hold
His flaming universal Peace-Torch.