My life's sixty-three heart-blossoms
One
My Lord Beloved Supreme,On my birthday I am praying to You
To make me a member
Of Your inner Circle.
Two
My Lord Beloved Supreme,On my birthday I am praying to You
To make me realise
That my Master is my soul-heart-life-lover
And not my soul-heart-life-dictator.
Three
My Lord Beloved Supreme,On my birthday I am praying to You
To make me realise
That I am Your Heart's golden Dream,
That You are my life's only Reality.
Four
My Lord Beloved Supreme,On my birthday I am praying to You
To grant me the capacity
To keep my mind-telephone-line
Open only to you.
Five
My Lord Beloved Supreme,On my birthday I am praying to You
To make me realise
That my life is not a false hope's dead end
But a true, illumining and fulfilling hope's
Continuous journey.
Six
My Lord Beloved Supreme,On my birthday I am praying to You
To give me the capacity
To stop broadcasting
My mind's giant-ego-news
Once and for all.
Seven
My Lord Beloved Supreme,On my birthday I am praying to You
To compel my fighting mind
To completely surrender
To my embracing heart.
Eight
My Lord Beloved Supreme,On my birthday I am praying to You
To torture me, to punish me
In the forest
Of my disobedience-repentance-tears.
Nine
On my birthdayMy Lord Beloved Supreme
Is commanding me
Not to underestimate
My God-manifestation-capacity.
Ten
On my birthdayMy Lord Beloved Supreme
Is telling me
That although He is omnipotent,
Although He is the Possessor
Of infinite Power,
He is my heart-happiness-Beggar
And my life-smile-Dreamer.
Eleven
On my birthdayMy Lord Beloved Supreme
Wants me to answer
A few Compassion-questions:
"My child, who told you
To swim in the sea of stupidity?
Who prevented your life
From progressing?
Who gave you the capacity
To decide your fate?
Who compelled you to sing
Your life's failure-song?
And who compelled you to stop dancing
Your life's victory-dances?"
Twelve
I am thirstyFor my Lord's Compassion-Eye.
My Lord is hungry
For my satisfaction-heart.
Thirteen
I call itMy great concentration.
God calls it
My indomitable will.
Fourteen
Alas,My mind's fatal frustration
Has eclipsed
My heart's sunlit smile.
Fifteen
Alas,I do not know who has stolen
My heart's fountain-hope
And my soul's mountain-promise.
Sixteen
I do not want to thriveOn my desire-greatness-splendour.
I want to thrive
Only on my aspiration-goodness-candour.
Seventeen
Impurity, you destroyThe beauty of my eyes,
The sincerity of my mind,
The purity of my heart
And the simplicity of my life.
Eighteen
God smiles at my readiness.God sings for my willingness.
God dances in my eagerness.
Nineteen
The desiring mindLoves division-campaign.
The aspiring heart
Loves union-refrain.
Twenty
The God-intensity-heartPurifies
The man-impurity-mind.
Twenty-One
The mind that longs for lightConsciously
Can never be caught
In jealousy-current.
Twenty-Two
Where do I live?I live in between
My receptivity-heart-tears
And God's
Infinity-Heart-Smiles.
Twenty-Three
My willingness-heartAnd God's Availability-Heart
Inseparably live.
Twenty-Four
I am so happy that at long lastMy heart-faith-friend
Is challenging
My mind-doubt-intruder.
Twenty-Five
There was a timeWhen I was my mind's
Unwillingness-lethargy,
But now I am my heart's
Enthusiasm-energy.
Twenty-Six
The mind-grandeurIs a sleeping breath.
The heart-surrender
Is an everlasting life.
Twenty-Seven
My real love of GodAnd my God-disobedience
Can never be together.
Twenty-Eight
When I get up early to meditate,My Lord says to me:
"You are My Victory-Crown!"
Twenty-Nine
If You at all love me, my Lord,Then keep me away from
My mind's desire-jungle.
Thirty
God's Signature is always glowingInside the life
Of an unconditional surrender-heart.
Thirty-One
One must look forOnly one thing:
The Smile of God's Heart
In God's Eye.
Thirty-Two
Two things I haveTo make me happy:
The hope that soars beyond
And the promise that touches
Earth-life.
Thirty-Three
Very few are thoseWho recognise God,
And fewer still are those
Who are ready to welcome God.
Thirty-Four
This morning I said farewellTo my suspicion-mind
And hesitation-heart.
Thirty-Five
Sleeplessly God calls your name,Expecting a prayerful
And grateful answer.
Thirty-Six
What has earth given me?Earth has given me
Its helpless sorrows.
What else has earth given me?
My dream-fulfilment-tomorrows.
Thirty-Seven
I am proud of my mindBecause it is a sleepless
God-seeker.
I am proud of my heart
Because it is a breathless
God-lover.
Thirty-Eight
The mind's insincerityHas no friends.
The heart's purity
Has no enemies.
Thirty-Nine
When you becomeA God-ingratitude-heart,
You score a decisive goal
For your own worst enemy:
Ignorance.
Forty
Alas,God-disobedience-drums
Are deafening
Mother-Earth's ears.
Forty-One
Each time I meditate well,I become Heaven's
Flowering and illumining
Silence-joy.
Forty-Two
Each suspicious thought,No matter how small it is,
Has the capacity to eclipse
The seeker's heart-sun.
Forty-Three
Only two times I am truly fulfilled:Once
When I am an open heart
And once
When I am a closed mouth!
Forty-Four
God is always beautiful,But He is infinitely more beautiful
When He shows me His Compassion-Eye.
My heart is always beautiful,
But it is infinitely more beautiful
When it becomes a gratitude-heart.
Forty-Five
If we do not appreciateGod's Appearance,
Why should God appreciate
Our performance?
Forty-Six
Both are equally needed:The astrology
Of the inner life
And the technology
Of the outer life.
Forty-Seven
The mind loves to listenTo doubt-recordings.
The heart loves to listen
To faith-recordings.
The soul loves to listen
To promise-recordings.
God loves to listen
To perfection-recordings.
Forty-Eight
When you reach your heart-home,You will discover that your God-Guest
Has been waiting for you
For a long time.
Forty-Nine
The pulse of a purity-heartAt every moment
Can see the universal Beauty
Of the Transcendental God.
Fifty
Be not late in sendingYour aspiration-application to God
If you really need God.
Fifty-One
PrayerIs my heart-song.
Meditation
Is my soul-dance.
Fifty-Two
My Lord SupremeOpenly admires me
When I secretly love Him.
Fifty-Three
God does not want you to carryThe ashes of your old desires.
He wants you to carry with you
The fragrance of your heart's
Flower-beauty.
Fifty-Four
The seeker's disobedienceExpedites his spiritual death
And also changes
God's opinion of him drastically.
Fifty-Five
At long lastI have vehemently chased away
All my God-disobedience-thoughts!
Fifty-Six
If you follow the mind's road,Then you are bound to meet
With doubt-hooligans
On the way.
Fifty-Seven
Slowly and secretlyThe mind-thief enters
Into the heart's purity-room
To steal the faith-fragrance
Of the soul.
Fifty-Eight
I must rejectWhat God has already
Rejected for me:
Ignorance-dream.
Fifty-Nine
The mind's obedience-smileIs beautiful.
The heart's oneness-dance
Is perfect.
Sixty
Yesterday's dream-fluteAnd today's reality-drum
Can awaken and illumine us
In God's own Way.
Sixty-One
Each undivine thoughtIs nothing but
Useless dust
Of its own nothingness.
Sixty-Two
The mind compilesA complaint list.
The heart supplies
The aspiration-flames
To burn it.
Sixty-Three
My Lord,When I call others my own,
They invariably deface me.
But when I call You my own,
You invariably embrace me.