My Lord reads my letters

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1.

My Lord reads
My gratitude-surrender-letters
Long before
He does anything else.

2.

The mind
Satisfies itself
By criticising God.

3.

The vital
Satisfies itself
By disobeying God.

4.

The body
Satisfies itself
By forgetting God.

5.

The heart
Satisfies itself
By worshipping God.

6.

The soul
Satisfies itself
By manifesting God.

7.

I satisfy myself
By devouring
The dust of God's Feet.

8.

My mind
Wants to possess
God's Height.

9.

My heart
Wishes to be possessed
By God's Depth.

10.

My philosophy
Is
An independent life.

11.

God's Philosophy
Is
An interdependent existence.

12.

My philosophy
Is
The manifestation of my
Supremacy-mind.

13.

God's Philosophy
Is
The manifestation of His
Intimacy-Heart.

14.

Alas,
My heart is afraid
Of diving.

15.

Alas,
My mind is afraid
Of climbing.

16.

Alas,
My vital is afraid
Of surrendering.

17.

Alas,
My body is afraid
Of waking.

18.

Alas,
I am afraid
Of transcending.

19.

When God comes to me
As God,
I do not understand Him.

20.

When God comes to me
As man,
I do not believe Him.

21.

When God comes to me
As God,
I ignore Him.

22.

When God comes to me
As man,
I ridicule Him.

23.

When God comes to me
As God,
I hide from Him.

24.

When God comes to me
As man,
I run away from Him.

25.

When God comes to me
As God,
I instruct Him.

26.

When God comes to me
As man,
I betray Him.

27.

When God comes to me
As a flower,
I love Him.

28.

When God comes to me
As a child,
I treasure Him.

29.

When God comes to me
As His Life-Breath-Sacrificer,
I immediately become Him.

30.

I forget
To tell God
That I love Him.

31.

God forgets
To tell me
That He needs me.

32.

I forget
To tell God
That He is extraordinary.

33.

God forgets
To tell me
That I am not transitory.

34.

I forget
To tell God
That He is always perfect.

35.

God forgets
To tell me
That I am always correct.

36.

I forget
To tell God
That He is indispensable.

37.

God forgets
To tell me
That we are inseparable.

38.

I intentionally forget
To touch
God's blessingful Feet.

39.

God intentionally forgets
To touch
My boastful mind.

40.

I forget
To ask God
Who I am to Him.

41.

God forgets
To ask me
What I have for Him.

42.

My forgetfulness
Of God,
God does not announce.

43.

God's forgetfulness
Of me,
I vehemently and openly
Denounce.

44.

My Lord,
Please tell me frankly
What You think
Of my spiritual life.

45.

"My child,
Please tell Me frankly first
What you think
Of My unconditional
Forgiveness-Heart."

46.

My Lord,
Please tell me
Once and for all
If You really love me.

47.

"My child,
Please tell Me
Once and for all,
If you really love Me,
Then why do you always
Remain far away from Me?"

48.

My mind
Cannot imagine
How my heart
Can be so self-giving.

49.

My heart
Cannot imagine
How my mind
Can be so unwilling.

50.

My mind
Cannot imagine
How the Heart of God
Inspires my heart.

51.

My heart
Cannot imagine
How the very thought of God
Bewilders my mind.

52.

God wants
Our minds to see
That His creation
Is divinely beautiful.

53.

God wants
Our hearts to feel
That His creation
Is supremely fruitful.

54.

God wants me
To add to
His eternally blissful creation.

55.

May my mind
Every day
Play its role nobly.

56.

May my heart
Every day
Play its role prayerfully.

57.

May my life
Every day
Play its role unreservedly.

58.

May I
Every day
Play my role unconditionally.

59.

May my heart's aspiration-tree
Every day grow to reach
The highest height.

60.

May my life's
Dedication-branches
Every day try to reach
The longest length.

61.

May my outer life
Belong
To Eternity's Tears.

62.

May my inner life
Belong
To Immortality's Smiles.

63.

The desiring mind
Competes
With the world.

64.

The aspiring heart
Completes
The world.

65.

The desiring mind
Is indeed
A possession-hunger.

66.

The aspiring heart
Is indeed
A renunciation-meal.

67.

The desiring mind
Is our life's
Backward march.

68.

The aspiring heart
Is our life's
Forward run.

69.

The desiring mind says:
"I want,
Even if God
Does not want me to have."

70.

The aspiring heart says:
"I need
Only what God
Wants me to need."

71.

Sorrows and tears
Torture
The desiring mind.

72.

Smiles and cheers
Promptly welcome
The aspiring heart.

73.

The desiring mind
Does not realise
That its search for satisfaction
Is useless.

74.

The aspiring heart
Cannot even imagine
That God has infinite Love, Peace
And Bliss
For the aspiring heart.

75.

The desiring mind
Is the inevitable
Kiss of death.

76.

The aspiring heart
Is the imperishable
Embrace of life.

77.

The desiring mind
Kills the true fragrance
Of our inner life.

78.

The aspiring heart
Creates a new beauty
In our outer life.

79.

The desiring mind
And Infinity
Are not destined to meet.

80.

The aspiring heart
And Immortality
Are destined not only to meet,
But also to become
Inseparably one.

81.

When I go to God,
God asks me:
"My child,
When will you
Come back again?"

82.

When God comes to me,
I say to God:
"I never thought
That You would
Come back again!"

83.

When I go to God,
God asks me:
"My child,
Do you not know
Who you really are?"

84.

When God comes to me,
I ask God:
"My Lord,
Do You ever care to know
What I am suffering from?"

85.

When I go to God,
I am astonished to see
God's unimaginable Hospitality.

86.

When God comes to me,
He is shocked to see
My irresponsible unreceptivity.

87.

When I go to God,
God surprisingly asks me:
"My child,
What has brought you
To Me today?"

88.

When God comes to me,
I angrily ask Him:
"My Lord,
What has kept You away
For such a long time?"

89.

When I go to God,
He reminds me
Of the fact
That I am at once
His partner and collaborator.

90.

When God comes to me,
I tell Him that
My mind is His secret admirer,
My heart is His sleepless lover
And my life
Is His breathless worshipper.

91.

A peace-dreamer is he
Who sows peace-seeds
Everywhere.

92.

A peace-lover is he
Who grows bliss-truth
Everywhere.

93.

I am desperately trying
To change
God's Mind.

94.

God is desperately trying
To open
My mind's eye.

95.

I do not know
Where the salvation-food
Is prepared —
Perhaps in Heaven.

96.

I definitely know
That the realisation-meal
Is prepared
Here on earth.

97.

I pray to God
To give me
All that He has and is.

98.

God prays to me
To give Him
All that I do not actually need.

99.

I pray to God
To give me
His Beauty and Divinity.

100.

God prays to me
To give Him
My duty and responsibility.

101.

The doubting mind
Cannot preface
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Easily can.

102.

The doubting mind
Cannot efface
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Easily can.

103.

The doubting mind
Cannot chase
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Easily can.

104.

The doubting mind
Cannot race with
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Easily can.

105.

The doubting mind
Cannot face
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Easily can.

106.

The doubting mind
Cannot trace
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Easily can.

107.

The doubting mind
Cannot embrace
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Easily, definitely
And lovingly can.

108.

The doubting mind
Can obviously ignore
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Cannot.

109.

The doubting mind
Can obviously belittle
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Cannot.

110.

The doubting mind
Can obviously ridicule
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Cannot.

111.

The doubting mind
Can obviously falsify
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Cannot.

112.

The doubting mind
Can obviously berate
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Cannot.

113.

The doubting mind
Can obviously torture
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Cannot.

114.

The doubting mind
Can obviously bisect
The aspiring heart,
But the aspiring heart
Cannot.

115.

God does not understand
The most complicated prayers
Of the mind.
Therefore
He fails to answer.

116.

God easily understands
The most simple prayers
Of the heart.
Therefore
He immediately answers.

117.

The real friends
Are those
Who unburden your life.

118.

The real friends
Are those
Who minimise your sorrows.

119.

The real friends
Are those
Who maximise your joys.

120.

The real friends
Are those
Who cannot brook
Insults and humiliation
Thrust upon you.

121.

The real friends
Are those
Who dine with your success
And progress.

122.

The real friends
Are those
Who brave your dire enemies
To save you.

123.

The real friends
Are those
Whose lives are made
Of sacrifice-delight.

124.

The real friends
Are those
Who unreservedly
And unconditionally
Help you
In secrecy supreme.

125.

The real friends
Are those
Who sincerely connive
At your mistakes.

126.

The real friends
Are those who take
Your Himalayan-tall blunders
As short as anthill foibles.

127.

God the invisible
Becomes visible
In the beautiful eyes
And powerful hands
Of the real friends.

128.

God the Heart
Lives most proudly
In the oneness-heart
Of the real friends.

129.

Self-glorification
Delays
Our Godward journey.

130.

Self-deprecation
Delays
Our Godward journey.

131.

Self-affirmation
Delays
Our Godward journey.

132.

Self-negation
Delays
Our Godward journey.

133.

Self-mortification
Delays
Our Godward journey.

134.

Self-acceptance,
Founded upon God-dependence,
Expedites
Our Godward journey.

135.

God asks me:
"How are you?"
And not:
"Who are you?"

136.

I ask God:
"Who are You?"
And:
"Why are You?"

137.

God asks me
To do Him
A big favour:
"Smile."

138.

My mind,
On my behalf,
Answers and shares with God
Its philosophy,
Free of charge:
"Give not and take not."

139.

My mind wants to teach
My heart
Everything that it knows.

140.

My heart wants to teach
My mind
Whom to love: God.

141.

My mind
Is
My morning God-queries.

142.

My heart
Is
My evening God-answers.

143.

Now is the time
To make ourselves
Perfect.

144.

Here is the place
For us to fulfil
Our Lord Supreme.

145.

Determination is an award
That my mind gives
To my heart.

146.

Satisfaction is an award
That my heart gives
To my mind.

147.

God the Eye
Secretly
Scolds me.

148.

God the Heart
Openly
Praises me.

149.

My joy is in
My heart's
Pulling my life upward.

150.

When I become
A man of success,
Worries chase me.

151.

When I become
A man of progress,
God Himself comes
And embraces me.

152.

My mind saddens me often
With its
Superiority-hunger.

153.

My heart always gladdens me
With its
God-Compassion-hunger.

154.

I am complete
Not when others
Love me.

155.

I am complete
When I love and need
Only God.

156.

When I am in my soul,
I am
All illumination.

157.

When I am in my heart,
I am
All aspiration.

158.

When I am in my mind,
I am
All inspiration.

159.

When I am in my vital,
I am
All determination.

160.

Alas,
When I am in my body,
I am
All frustration.

161.

Try to please your own mind.
You will have a new name:
Failure.

162.

Try to please your heart.
You will have a new name:
God's Smile.

163.

My mind has to arrive
At God's
Perfection-Shore.

164.

My heart has to arrive
At God's
Satisfaction-Shore.

165.

I must arrive
At my
Self-transcendence-shore.

166.

In the morning
God gives my heart
His special Love.

167.

In the evening
God gives my life
His special Peace.

168.

My heart
Satisfies God
With its devotion-tears.

169.

God
Satisfies my heart
With His Compassion-Smiles.

170.

God
The Compassion-Heart
Gives.

171.

Man
The confusion-mind
Refuses.

172.

When God speaks,
The mind
Does not care to listen.

173.

When God speaks,
The heart readily,
Willingly and eagerly
Cares to listen.

174.

My heart
Is well-known
For its streaming tears.

175.

God's Heart
Is well-known
For its Fountain-Forgiveness.

176.

God's Eye
Frightens
The animal in us.

177.

God's Heart
Awakens
The human in us.

178.

God's Life
Feeds and treasures
The divine in us.

179.

The aspiring heart
Throws itself into
Each and every project
Of God.

180.

The doubting mind
Interferes in
Each and every project
Of God.

181.

May our aspiration
Be the hope
Of the present generation.

182.

May our realisation
Be the promise
For the future generation.

183.

My mind
Shows my heart
The wrong way.

184.

My heart
Shows my mind
The right way.

185.

My Lord shows my mind
And my heart
His Way:
"Come My children,
Come to My Heart-Home."