My Silence-Heart Blossoms, part 3
May
May 1st
I was a willing slave to ignorance-night,And now I am a messenger of Heaven's Delight.
May 2nd
I am a volley of man-complaints, I am.Yet my heart-door my Lord does not slam.
May 3rd
The bitterness of my mindI must erase.
The oneness of my heart
Chase I must, chase.
May 4th
My mind is a ruthless heart-attacker.My soul is a sleepless heart-poise-backer.
May 5th
O God's Thunder-Justice, my only hopeTo stop me climbing temptation-rope.
May 6th
Ah, who am I?A poor oneness-performer.
Ah, who is God?
An indulgent Observer.
May 7th
I want my life to liveOn God-hunger-cry.
I want my breath to fly
In God-Fragrance-Sky.
May 8th
Mine is the soulThat loves to be an ignorance lighter.
Mine is the heart
That loves to be an ignorance-fighter.
May 9th
Meditation, meditation, my meditation,You are my soul-life's happiest vacation.
May 10th
My surrender is my Lord'sDeepest Love-Pride.
My gratitude is my Lord's
Fastest Joy-Ride.
May 11th
Now that I am no longer stupid and blind,My Lord, take me, my forest-density-mind.
May 12th
God's Compassion-Eye is my only Home.My mind's wild life no more shall roam.
May 13th
When it is a matter of God,I am consciously forgetful.
When it is a matter of man,
I am helplessly frightful.
May 14th
The mind that tries and triesGod smilingly needs.
The heart that cries and cries
God lovingly feeds.
May 15th
Alas, for my poor heartThere is no golden to-morrow.
Alas, for God's poor Heart
There is nothing but helpless sorrow.
May 16th
I have resolved never to complain;Therefore, no more my bondage chain.
May 17th
My complete God-surrender-song I have sung;My ego-funeral-bell is already rung.
May 18th
With God no God-lover disputes;With God they play their oneness-flutes.
May 19th
My Lord's Heart and EyeWeep and weep and weep,
Oh, when my life enjoys
Ignorance-sleep.
May 20th
My Lord, bless me to think of You, to think,So that my earth-life does not fall and sink.
May 21st
Since to the end my sweet Lord's TearsCare for me, care,
Ignorance-blows I shall bravely
Ignore and dare.
May 22nd
Heaven gives my heart-breath Heavenly instructions.Earth gives my mind-life earthly distractions.
May 23rd
I shall be there where God's Compassion is found.Mine is the life-train my Lord's Forgiveness-bound.
May 24th
My heart of love God remembersAnd not my doubting mind.
My face of smile God remembers
And not my torturing blind.
May 25th
My instant peace is God's Silence-Delight.My instant bliss is my heart-cry-flight.
May 26th
My discipline-life is not self-torture.My discipline-life is my God-rapture.
May 27th
A truth-seeker is a God-thinker.A God-thinker is a bliss-drinker.
May 28th
I shall not permit myselfTo be abandoned by hope.
Hope is my only strength,
My only God-climbing rope.
May 29th
A sleepless, breathless faith-followerCan never be pleasure-wallower.
May 30th
No more self-confidence-crisis!I am now a God-dependence-oasis.
May 31st
My faith-success-story I enjoy sleeplessly.My surrender-progress-song I love breathlessly.
June
June 1st
Expect not!You will win the God-Race.
You and your eyes shall see God face to face.
June 2nd
Humility, humility, humility!My receptivity's multiplicity.
June 3rd
My Lord is proud of my heart's delightAnd not of my mind's highest flight.
June 4th
A mind of failure, a heart of successNo more can shackle me.
My Lord's Compassion-Eye has made
My life utterly free.
June 5th
My success-life brings me nothing but pride;My progress-life gives me a longer God-ride.
June 6th
My mind betrays my LordTime and again,
Yet He desires my freedom
From bondage-chain.
June 7th
The path of doubt leads meTo blind nothingness;
The path of faith
To constant God-oneness.
June 8th
God is making my life a sweet peace-song.My gratitude-heart shall strike His Victory-Gong.
June 9th
Oh, I want not my mind's foolish fantasy!I long only for my heart-ecstasy.
June 10th
My dream-awakened life,You I breathlessly love.
You are my heart's only
Sweet fondness-oneness-dove.
June 11th
Be heart-wise and not mind-clever:Obedience-road never fails, never!
June 12th
O keep your mind mountain-high, holy;Your life will be punctured by no folly.
June 13th
My heart-room is all made of hope.No sad failure therein can grope.
June 14th
Oh, how can my life ever thriveIf my heart was not born to strive?
June 15th
O try and try and try, O try!Your mind will be a freedom-sky.
June 16th
O doubting mind,I tell you once and for all
Fast approaching
Your inevitable downfall!
June 17th
My God-dreaming heartIs the voice of my soul.
My God-pleasing soul
Leads my life to my Goal.
June 18th
The courage of my heart's God-convictionShall bless my life with God-perfection.
June 19th
To shatter ignorance-grip,Cancel your pleasure-trip!
June 20th
My heart's aspiration-train,Fear no obstruction-chain!
June 21st
Satisfaction is neither here nor there;Madly we are hurrying towards nowhere.
June 22nd
Oh, nothing can be marred by man;Perfection-delight is all God's Plan.
June 23rd
No one can change the world-no one!All are needed for transformation-crown.
June 24th
God is speaking to my heart directly;My gratitude-heart is blossoming devotedly.
June 25th
Smash not God's Heart any dayBy devouring ignorance-clay.
June 26th
My soul and my Master are one, I know.They enjoy deep pride in my wisdom-glow.
June 27th
Quickly empty your ignorance-mind-night.God is arriving with His Ecstasy's Height.
June 28th
My mind was Eternity's darkest night;My mind now Infinity's brightest Light.
June 29th
Victory to God's Compassion-Flood, victory!Today begins my life's God-Smile-story.
June 30th
I love my Lord only:This is not my mere pronouncement.
Indeed, this is my life's
God-Satisfaction-Fulfilment.
