Swami Brahmananda's grief
When Swami Vivekananda left the body, on 4 July 1902, nobody, nobody cried as bitterly as Swami Brahmananda. Brahmananda said, "Now I have lost everything. In you, I found my brother, father, everything. Now I have lost all. How could you go and leave me alone? Today you have made me helpless, helpless."Then he literally jumped on Vivekananda's dead body, crying and crying like a little child.
Sri Chinmoy, Transfiguration and other stories, Agni Press, 2007