18. I could have become another God

I have fooled away too much
Of God's time.
But He does not mind.
I have fooled away too much
Of God's Love and Concern.
But He does not mind.
Needless to say, I mind.
Why?
I could have become another God
By this time
If I had not fooled away
His time, Love and Concern.
I could have given Him a short vacation.
Poor God!
He never gets any vacation.